I wanted to tell him
He can light up a room
When he smiles

I wanted to tell him
How mellifluous
His laugh sounds

I wanted to tell him
That he's the only one
Bringing me joy

But little did I know
That the thing he only wants
Is for me to leave him alone

this is basically how i feel right now.. but why would he like me anyway

"you overthink everything"
i get that a lot
i dont understand why i do
my mind thinks horrible things
my feelings are negative
towards everything
i want to think that everything will
be okay and that it is okay to not be okay but i cant help but think
i can't trust my mind
because i overthink every thing

it's finals week!!!! some1 kill me now. here's to less sleep and more stress.

green eyes,
warm smile,
soft voice,

you pulled me in
like an ocean wave.
brown hair,
fair skin,
plain shirt,
my heart burned for you
like a wildfire.

yo

I asked you for an explanation,

All you gave me was lies.

What has gotten into you?

I used to know you really well,

Where did all the fun go?

Those weekends spent causing trouble,

So all those years as friends weren't real.

I missed you when you left,

I thought you'd never return.

But when you did you left me with nothing,

I worry about you,

I doubt you do the same.

Do I mean nothing to you?

Because that's how I feel.

I hope you disappear...because I already have.

ekh

I grabbed you and asked you how I could make you happy
And you looked at me and told me you’d be happy if I was happy
And I tried so fucking hard to fix myself
But you were gone before I could even smile.

Today when I looked at you,
The twinkle in your eye wasn’t there anymore.
That cheeky grin had vanished.
The crinkles you have on the side of your face from laughing too much had disappeared.
You were there, but you weren’t.
You were there in your usual clothes,
With your usual hair and usual shoes
But you weren’t there.
Who knows where you went?
Maybe to a place where all the other broken smiles go.
Will you come back?
Will you regain that life that was once there?
Will you ever be you again?

So many questions,
unasked.
So many answers,
unspoken.

So many secrets,
untold.
So many stories
unwritten.

But would you still listen
if I say
all the things I want
to tell you?

About all the pain
I've felt
and the only one
who can take them away

Is you.

DJL Oct 5

I am lost in a world where griffins fly and the faries flutter through the trees,
I am lost in a world where mermaids inhabit the lake,
where dragons are curled around mountains and magic is complete real

I am lost in a world where I am free, a prince/ss that does not need saving because I have saved myself

I am lost in my own mind,
so please, do not disturb

DJL Oct 5

her touch was soft,
mapping out the constellations of freckles on his shoulders and back,
pale skin,
blue eyes and golden hair against the dark sheets of the bed,
words of honey left her lips,
spreading warmth throughout his body,
she was the sun he had been chasing for years,
too bad eclipses only last for a few brief moments.

DJL Oct 8

The trees call me by name
They howl,
scream,
bellow,
they call into the deep unknown.

The mountains call be by name
They whisper,
mumble,
sob,
they call me to their highest peeks.

The animals call me by name
They cheer,
yell,
rejoice,
they call me to welcome me home.

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