I look for you in wishing stars,
Believing they'll bring you to me.

I look for you in satellites,
Believing you are just around.

I look for you in black holes,
Believing there's no escape from you.

I look for you in nebula,
Believing you'll bring me to life.

I look for you in deeper space,
Where the darkness seems infinite
Believing you're the light that could save me.

There is something beautiful in black and white,
For sometimes we need a break in this world full of light and shades,
We need something peaceful to feel we're at home,
We just need to hold on to a few things, greater things.

There is something beautiful in black and white,
It's like you and I, like us.

You are the moon
And I am the wolf that cries
For the love it cannot reach.

When I met you, you became my universe faster than the cosmos expanded.But then, you were the universe and I'm just one of the seemingly dots you have. I might just be a planet with no life, questioning why I became a part of you but exist this way...asking, hoping that I may be even just the world to you.

"The whole world was: too cold, too big, and too cruel."*

If you fear the world is too cold,
I promise I'll be here to keep you warm.

If it's too big for you,
I assure you, you're the only world I need.

If the world is too cruel,
I'll take the oath and make it safer.

Because there is no greater tribulation than a heart left to die cold.

This season
I cannot give
Fancy gifts
And shiny things.

This season
I know
I cannot love you
Like you love me.

But it doesn't mean
I don't love you
With all I have
For this season
I give you my heart.

We first met,
Rocket taking off to space.

More time spent with you,
The beautiful view of the earth, the moon and the stars.

An unstable moment,
Left the extra load and moved on.

Our second chance,
The view gets more magical and enchanting.

And now,
*We are to infinity and beyond.

I have traveled far and
I have traveled with you
But I never knew
We are each other's home
Where I'll make it
Where I'm going is you.

I've been hitting the Don't Trust button for too long.

We were matter and energy
That came together.

You were the planet
Which I orbit.

We were the stars
In binary system.

You were the Galaxy
Nearest to me.

We were like sun and comet
Coming back to each other.

You were the life
In my far away world.

I tell you this
And this alone.

*The universe came to be
When you and I happened.

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I guess you have a new companion
And I guess I'm no longer the one who fuels you.

I guess you've changed roads
But I guess I'm still searching for your tracks.

I guess you turned off the front lights
But I guess I'd still be expecting it in the dark.

I guess you're moving on
But I guess I'll always be waiting for you at the stop.

There are moments I wish to forget
There seem to be vestiges of you everywhere
That I see things not as they are
But a shadow, a spark, a thread of you

It's been some time
Enough to think I was okay
Then one day I smell your scent and your vague image slowly turned into my sharpest memory

Or maybe you were always the clearest memory
Which I chose to hide in the closet
Because I know I couldn't forget

But this is how I want to forget
I wish I could open the door and not think of the last time you closed it
I wish I could say goodbye without hearing you say it back

And these aren't all
I find myself hoping I could put all the happy moments behind
Because they were hard to beat and I never felt the same

Sometimes I wish
I could listen to a song and not hear your voice singing it to me
And read a book without seeing your delicate fingers hold the pages' ends

I wish I could wake up and not see your smile shining brighter than the sun
Or tuck the blankets in without feeling your arms wrapping around me

But I know
I know I can brave this world with just the precious memories of you.

When you left you said
We would still wish on the same star
We would still hear each other's heart beats,
We would see each other when we see the moon,
*You said we would find each other again
And we would dance underneath the starry starry sky,
We would be forever
But we never did.

I didn't have to be with you,
It was enough for me to love you.

It was enough to hear you laugh
Whenever someone cracks a joke
It was enough to hear you talk
Even if it's not solely to me
It was enough to see you smile
Whenever we meet at the hallway
It was enough to see your eyes shine again
Filled with love and passion for new dreams and adventures
Just like then.

*It was enough for me to love you,
But sometimes,
Sometimes I wish you'd love me too.

I have seen lonely places
But where do broken hearts go?
Do they look for home?
But where do broken hearts go
If home is where they just came from?

So where do broken hearts go?
Do they find somewhere new out there?
Or are they too broke to even care?

Where do broken hearts go?
Do they wait to meet another broken heart
So together they could make a start?

Oh where do broken hearts go?
I wish I do know
Where I'm going.

I stayed out late tonight
The stars are out
And the moon is bright.

A shooting star came by
I closed my eyes
And let out a sigh.

There's  a chance to see you
Tomorrow, give me tomorrow
Do you want to see me too?

I wish this wish tonight
My days would again be bright
If tomorrow you'll be in my sight.

Maybe it was you after all
I had had my breaks and falls
I thought you'd just pass
But you stayed til last
Now I'll be true
Now, it is you.

All else had failed,
All else had brought me
To tears,
Then you came
And every direction
Every decision
Has pointed me to you
Every person
Has brought me here
Every second
Every minute
Every hour
Has come to this,
Forever.