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As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: "Love has no ending. "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street, "I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. "The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world." But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: "O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. "In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. "In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or to-day. "Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. "O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare in the basin And wonder what you've missed. "The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant is enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. "O look, look in the mirror? O look in your distress: Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. "O stand, stand at the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbour With your crooked heart." It was late, late in the evening, The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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As I Walked Out One Evening
As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: "Love has no ending. "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street, "I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. "The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world." But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: "O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. "In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. "In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or to-day. "Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. "O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare in the basin And wonder what you've missed. "The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant is enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. "O look, look in the mirror? O look in your distress: Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. "O stand, stand at the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbour With your crooked heart." It was late, late in the evening, The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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Mr Jonah was sent to Nineveh He head out but took a detour Now in the belly of the beast. Mr Jonah cannot change things overnight Says his town's men Who will Carry or move anything Without power? Obviously no one, so we need power They also said; That's not possible overnight. Our palm oil is dry No groundnut oil to fry Nobody is buying our powerful oil Yet we have to sell before we boil If we don't sell something We will not eat anything. Our children are misbehaving Is this the future we are saving? Will Mr Jonah build a place Full of tutors? Well,that's not possible overnight Cows everywhere Is there no one to check these cows? Mr check cow is busy Burning our farms and farmers Mr Jonah cannot stop Mr check cow Not overnight. 365 days make a year How many years make an overnight? The writer coughs; 6 years makes one night. Wait o, is 6years overnight?
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 4:41 AM UTC
Six years a night
Isabel met an enormous bear, Isabel, Isabel, didn't care; The bear was hungry, the bear was ravenous, The bear's big mouth was cruel and cavernous. The bear said, Isabel, glad to meet you, How do, Isabel, now I'll eat you! Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry. Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She washed her hands and she straightened her hair up, Then Isabel quietly ate the bear up. Once in a night as black as pitch Isabel met a wicked old witch. the witch's face was cross and wrinkled, The witch's gums with teeth were sprinkled. ** ** Isabel! the old witch crowed, I'll turn you into an ugly toad! Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry, She showed no rage and she showed no rancor, But she turned the witch into milk and drank her. Isabel met a hideous giant, Isabel continued self reliant. The giant was hairy, the giant was horrid, He had one eye in the middle of his forhead. Good morning, Isabel, the giant said, I'll grind your bones to make my bread. Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She nibled the zwieback that she always fed off, And when it was gone, she cut the giant's head off. Isabel met a troublesome doctor, He punched and he poked till he really shocked her. The doctor's talk was of coughs and chills And the doctor's satchel bulged with pills. The doctor said unto Isabel, Swallow this, it will make you well. Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She took those pills from the pill concocter, And Isabel calmly cured the doctor.
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Adventures Of Isabel
Isabel met an enormous bear, Isabel, Isabel, didn't care; The bear was hungry, the bear was ravenous, The bear's big mouth was cruel and cavernous. The bear said, Isabel, glad to meet you, How do, Isabel, now I'll eat you! Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry. Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She washed her hands and she straightened her hair up, Then Isabel quietly ate the bear up. Once in a night as black as pitch Isabel met a wicked old witch. the witch's face was cross and wrinkled, The witch's gums with teeth were sprinkled. ** ** Isabel! the old witch crowed, I'll turn you into an ugly toad! Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry, She showed no rage and she showed no rancor, But she turned the witch into milk and drank her. Isabel met a hideous giant, Isabel continued self reliant. The giant was hairy, the giant was horrid, He had one eye in the middle of his forhead. Good morning, Isabel, the giant said, I'll grind your bones to make my bread. Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She nibled the zwieback that she always fed off, And when it was gone, she cut the giant's head off. Isabel met a troublesome doctor, He punched and he poked till he really shocked her. The doctor's talk was of coughs and chills And the doctor's satchel bulged with pills. The doctor said unto Isabel, Swallow this, it will make you well. Isabel, Isabel, didn't worry, Isabel didn't scream or scurry. She took those pills from the pill concocter, And Isabel calmly cured the doctor.
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reminding me of where my blood sprung from. to eat cats' tongues. to eat tree bark, but not a tree's dry veins. peeled off - i am peeled off of the pavement where i melted in the coal mines' sun. a daughter of dry coughs and hidden colours, i swim like an owl through silence through streets. worn down. to drink the shine of the bus' front lights broken at rain. to drink water from the tap in the kitchen. endless fountain of harsh joy. hard work. heart blood.
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Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 5:06 PM UTC
heritage.
Maybe, It’s not about finding The light at the end of the tunnel, Maybe, The tunnel doesn’t even End, and the light isn’t The warm glow of a Sun so high above, But the dim illumination From a floodlight, dusty, And draped with cobwebs, And maybe, The floodlight isn’t there, It’s shattered and its pieces Bury into the skin of your Bare feet as you step on them, And continue to trek forward in Darkness, towards the next light. Maybe, That’s a good thing. You’re in a tunnel after all, You can’t drown in blackness as Easily as you can the sea. Maybe, The extra darkness Makes the next floodlight Brighter, and you’ll Stop, and bathe in it a While as your aching lings Finally rest. Maybe, If you’re brave, You’ll think you can Live under the light, Unaware that you’ll Lose your knowledge Of the darkness, And when your light Finally coughs, And shudders And dies, You’ll get lost in the dark again, Turned around, Heading away from the new lights ahead. Or maybe, You prefer the shadows, Carry a bat, Or a golf club, Or whatever blunt weapon Catches your fancy, And you smash each light You pass, Cutting the feet of all those Behind. Maybe, There isn't a light at the end of the tunnel, Just an endless string of floodlights, Bright, Shattered, And lost.
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Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 7:12 PM UTC
The Light At The End Of The Tunnel
See me in a mountain of petals That I push under the rug Just like the feelings I hide To save me from falling further I'm muffled coughs and aching chests A personification of the spring Heart blinded and suffocated By the beauty that is you Dawns are spent in bathroom stalls My heart worn on the soles of my feet Cursing the ache of what cannot be For loss and longing, entirely He loves me not, the law repeats For what it's worth, Don't spare me the humanity Only in death shall I forfeit Forever my heart in camellia sheets, Forever for you it tries to beat.
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 3:56 AM UTC
Hanahaki
A woman with **** written on her navel Smokes a cigar and raps on the rim of her helmet With fat silver rings she wears on her fingers She’s painted with red and black stripes And is wearing a torn Mickey Mouse t-shirt With a rifle strapped across her shoulders She is a painting and she moves When she was seven years old her father ***** her She only sleeps with men bathed in whiskey And coughs up ***** of cancer Shaped like tiny Ripe apples
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Nov 22, 2010
Nov 22, 2010 at 10:37 AM UTC
Disney
The tractor stands frozen - an agony To think of. All night Snow packed its open entrails. Now a head-pincering gale, A spill of molten ice, smoking snow, Pours into its steel. At white heat of numbness it stands In the aimed hosing of ground-level fieriness. It defied flesh and won't start. Hands are like wounds already Inside armour gloves, and feet are unbelievable As if the toe-nails were all just torn off. I stare at it in hatred. Beyond it The copse hisses - capitulates miserably In the fleeing, failing light. Starlings, A dirtier sleetier snow, blow smokily, unendingly, over Towards plantations Eastward. All the time the tractor is sinking Through the degrees, deepening Into its hell of ice. The starting lever Cracks its action, like a snapping knuckle. The battery is alive - but like a lamb Trying to nudge its solid-frozen mother - While the seat claims my buttock-bones, bites With the space-cold of earth, which it has joined In one solid lump. I squirt commercial sure-fire Down the black throat - it just coughs. It ridicules me - a trap of iron stupidity I've stepped into. I drive the battery As if I were hammering and hammering The frozen arrangement to pieces with a hammer And it jabbers laughing pain-crying mockingly Into happy life. And stands Shuddering itself full of heat, seeming to enlarge slowly Like a demon demonstrating A more-than-usually-complete materialization - Suddenly it jerks from its solidarity With the concrete, and lurches towards a stanchion Bursting with superhuman well-being and abandon Shouting Where Where? Worse iron is waiting. Power-lift kneels Levers awake imprisoned deadweight, Shackle-pins bedded in cast-iron cow-shit. The blind and vibrating condemned obedience Of iron to the cruelty of iron, Wheels screeched out of their night-locks - Fingers Among the tormented Tonnage and burning of iron Eyes Weeping in the wind of chloroform And the tractor, streaming with sweat, Raging and trembling and rejoicing.
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Tractor
The tractor stands frozen - an agony To think of. All night Snow packed its open entrails. Now a head-pincering gale, A spill of molten ice, smoking snow, Pours into its steel. At white heat of numbness it stands In the aimed hosing of ground-level fieriness. It defied flesh and won't start. Hands are like wounds already Inside armour gloves, and feet are unbelievable As if the toe-nails were all just torn off. I stare at it in hatred. Beyond it The copse hisses - capitulates miserably In the fleeing, failing light. Starlings, A dirtier sleetier snow, blow smokily, unendingly, over Towards plantations Eastward. All the time the tractor is sinking Through the degrees, deepening Into its hell of ice. The starting lever Cracks its action, like a snapping knuckle. The battery is alive - but like a lamb Trying to nudge its solid-frozen mother - While the seat claims my buttock-bones, bites With the space-cold of earth, which it has joined In one solid lump. I squirt commercial sure-fire Down the black throat - it just coughs. It ridicules me - a trap of iron stupidity I've stepped into. I drive the battery As if I were hammering and hammering The frozen arrangement to pieces with a hammer And it jabbers laughing pain-crying mockingly Into happy life. And stands Shuddering itself full of heat, seeming to enlarge slowly Like a demon demonstrating A more-than-usually-complete materialization - Suddenly it jerks from its solidarity With the concrete, and lurches towards a stanchion Bursting with superhuman well-being and abandon Shouting Where Where? Worse iron is waiting. Power-lift kneels Levers awake imprisoned deadweight, Shackle-pins bedded in cast-iron cow-shit. The blind and vibrating condemned obedience Of iron to the cruelty of iron, Wheels screeched out of their night-locks - Fingers Among the tormented Tonnage and burning of iron Eyes Weeping in the wind of chloroform And the tractor, streaming with sweat, Raging and trembling and rejoicing.
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It's like this, and then there was total recall. Fast like a safety plan made wrong and then bouncing in and out all the way down the hall. Up through cable cars, Korean fast food market, wet fish, soupy street, concrete cracks filled with crab meat and **** heads. Just a square, a five block, two street, sideways quadrangle, beat of the Tenderloin, hour of the dove. Every one's dead on these loose ends. Hills of the back of her backside, skin of the back of her neck. Rapture is the grave of the sunset, memory is that thing that I said. No one cans in carnivores, no one runs moves like a shepherd. Sunday, daft as candy, luck in the ways of the prophet. Canon of the blaze of every woman that died today. The sleep setting, the motorcycle bending the hollow, the ravines noisy interlude, up through the rough and the tangles, huddles in a six pack, three or four walking up the block to meet the rest of them. The skin doesn't fit right, it wears wrong, the shoulders stiff, the masseuse excuses himself. Buckets of flowers hang from the ceiling like stripped cat christmas decorations in suburban mastermind serial killer resort town. Everyone is quiet because they gotta. They move their feet like they were hurrying death into a red volcano, like they were the errand of red from the top bell to the bottom of the town. I sit on a roof top, baking in the noon day sun. Stripping sticks and stems off the side to sideways, just roasting away, laying, low in the afternoon light. I see a girl with her hands on her skirt, wobbling, scooting a priest card on a periwinkle terra-cotta. I move my head, turn it upside round to take a better look. No one counts to ten when they see me. The gangster that woke up isn't the gangster that went to sleep last night. My wickedness ended my words mean your bright decay. So I ride the pavement exhausted, burying my coughs in an L-shaped arm
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May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 12:32 PM UTC
Sunday Morning
It's like this, and then there was total recall. Fast like a safety plan made wrong and then bouncing in and out all the way down the hall. Up through cable cars, Korean fast food market, wet fish, soupy street, concrete cracks filled with crab meat and **** heads. Just a square, a five block, two street, sideways quadrangle, beat of the Tenderloin, hour of the dove. Every one's dead on these loose ends. Hills of the back of her backside, skin of the back of her neck. Rapture is the grave of the sunset, memory is that thing that I said. No one cans in carnivores, no one runs moves like a shepherd. Sunday, daft as candy, luck in the ways of the prophet. Canon of the blaze of every woman that died today. The sleep setting, the motorcycle bending the hollow, the ravines noisy interlude, up through the rough and the tangles, huddles in a six pack, three or four walking up the block to meet the rest of them. The skin doesn't fit right, it wears wrong, the shoulders stiff, the masseuse excuses himself. Buckets of flowers hang from the ceiling like stripped cat christmas decorations in suburban mastermind serial killer resort town. Everyone is quiet because they gotta. They move their feet like they were hurrying death into a red volcano, like they were the errand of red from the top bell to the bottom of the town. I sit on a roof top, baking in the noon day sun. Stripping sticks and stems off the side to sideways, just roasting away, laying, low in the afternoon light. I see a girl with her hands on her skirt, wobbling, scooting a priest card on a periwinkle terra-cotta. I move my head, turn it upside round to take a better look. No one counts to ten when they see me. The gangster that woke up isn't the gangster that went to sleep last night. My wickedness ended my words mean your bright decay. So I ride the pavement exhausted, burying my coughs in an L-shaped arm
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Just as dark rolls back and the sun rises nigh And dawns light can be seen in the eastern sky. From his forest home comes carefully and shy The deer with his headdress held proudly so high. His keen, bright eyes look sharply and true For danger learks but that's nothing new For the experience he has his rack does shew Ten terminating ends that his antlers do He steps forth, onto the grassy clearing Sensing no threat that he need bewaring He continues farther out, more bold and daring Making sure the grass is safe before sharing And just as he is about to feed On tender grass his most favorite indeed It hits his side and he starts to bleed For it has pierced him causing dire need Unable run, to the ground he does fall He coughs on his blood, losing it all And in the distance, hears a cheerful call "Hooray! I got him!" From a tree so tall What remained unknown to the wise, old buck The threat in a tree, such bad luck Waiting to tie a deer to the top of his truck A hunter, by who's bullet, the deer was struck. Please don't think that I am against hunting It's just the facts of life that I am confronting Because you'll see me here quietly munching On a deer steak I fried and am now lunching!
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Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 11:08 PM UTC
The Deer
the feeling of unwanted fingertips tends to wash over my skin in the same manner that the cold washed over yours but heat transfers, or lack-there-of. it was in this way that i became sick, or maybe the smoke i've filled my lungs with had finally done me in. i drank cough syrup either way. i guess i was unaware at the time, but the smell of cherries was what did me in. cherries, and i felt your hands once again cherries, and my breathing nearly stopped all at once cherries, and my hands began to tremble so violently that i dropped the bottle. cherries, as i leaned over the toilet throwing up sticky sweet memories cherries, as i drew further and further into myself and, subsequently, closer into your arms cherries, as my eyes dried from the excessive tears and i could no longer manage any noise. cherries, as your cold transferred into me and your hands clenched around my wrists cherries, as the entire weight of your body was laid on top of mine cherries, and i couldn't move, i couldn't scream, i couldn't see cherries, as your voice echoed in my mind, preventing me any relief from this nightmare, cherries. no, not even the simplest of coughs could find relief under such strain. because my cough syrup smelled like your red slushee vape juice, i froze. and i couldn't pick myself up again i couldn't front the storm, i couldn't slip you into my pocket i couldn't put you on the back burner. i couldn't erase you from my mind no matter how many times i tried i couldn't wipe you off of my skin no matter how hard i scrubbed i couldn't close my eyes without hearing your voice telling me to stay still i cant stop smelling your ******* red slushee vape juice because the scent accompanies every panic attack and every breakdown. and i sure as hell couldn't stop the blood from flowing once it had started. the stress that made it hard to breathe had gotten to you, inside of me and there was so much blood. the doctor said it was normal for it to be about the same consistency as cherry cough syrup. i can't drink it anymore.
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
red slushee vape juice
the feeling of unwanted fingertips tends to wash over my skin in the same manner that the cold washed over yours but heat transfers, or lack-there-of. it was in this way that i became sick, or maybe the smoke i've filled my lungs with had finally done me in. i drank cough syrup either way. i guess i was unaware at the time, but the smell of cherries was what did me in. cherries, and i felt your hands once again cherries, and my breathing nearly stopped all at once cherries, and my hands began to tremble so violently that i dropped the bottle. cherries, as i leaned over the toilet throwing up sticky sweet memories cherries, as i drew further and further into myself and, subsequently, closer into your arms cherries, as my eyes dried from the excessive tears and i could no longer manage any noise. cherries, as your cold transferred into me and your hands clenched around my wrists cherries, as the entire weight of your body was laid on top of mine cherries, and i couldn't move, i couldn't scream, i couldn't see cherries, as your voice echoed in my mind, preventing me any relief from this nightmare, cherries. no, not even the simplest of coughs could find relief under such strain. because my cough syrup smelled like your red slushee vape juice, i froze. and i couldn't pick myself up again i couldn't front the storm, i couldn't slip you into my pocket i couldn't put you on the back burner. i couldn't erase you from my mind no matter how many times i tried i couldn't wipe you off of my skin no matter how hard i scrubbed i couldn't close my eyes without hearing your voice telling me to stay still i cant stop smelling your ******* red slushee vape juice because the scent accompanies every panic attack and every breakdown. and i sure as hell couldn't stop the blood from flowing once it had started. the stress that made it hard to breathe had gotten to you, inside of me and there was so much blood. the doctor said it was normal for it to be about the same consistency as cherry cough syrup. i can't drink it anymore.
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You looked so peaceful Laying there Silence except for the soft beeps and coughs on the floor And I couldn't bring myself to leave you Not even for a moment to close my eyes You always seemed so strong But here you looked frail Strung up with wires and tubes Eventually I grew tired of trying to stay busy So I went to the window And the lights love You should have seen them They were so brilliant and so quiet Soft unlike every emotion flooding my heart They were just like I remembered Just like the first time I showed you the lights And I didn't know it then Just how much I love you now
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Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 3:36 AM UTC
Quiet
The natural you and what about him The Zen  gold egg climber Prince Got his "Godly" rinse of the hen We always knew their way upon our thinking "Jumping Jack Flash" But to be the change the day single let's be feasible naturally, we mingle The Holy water medieval drinking By the night call, something is moving Like a creature not in human form We need to meet our expectations More spoken revelations and terms Naturally, we were born to be told we have the fire to move any force Even when our bones are getting old   That powerful love but someone is watching us above With higher hopes will make it through lovesick she coughs The Passageway like a click of her heels Feeling the beauty but climbing high Naturally being cool with her sigh Or the carriage day vintage wine Her lucky wheel World’s are invitation the engagement, The sweet words or the terms of endearment Be the Higher lover up in the Prince bow to her A need to get higher inside the Castle what a love hustle like a stampede The rampage turning the ancient pages Rock and roll ages or the Gothic pale Victorian beauty her name Judy Sir page the Grand Marnier or change of pace human race The drink Moet                             High Mighty King singing Her heart shape ring beating Fresh-cut or worn out smoke put out Brighten her pleasure the rose repose To be born  not a piece of paper torn Like a Queen reborn For love how its spoken not just City Girl with her token for-God-sake can you look through her wing turned up she is curled up in her new threads of sheets eyes please she is not ready to hear goodbyes to your beat What do you read is she naturally beautiful than or now Her naturally glow lights up The Shakespearian castle    Two nature healers, not the same as card dealers   Butterflies the fireflies Her love shape naturally that's no lie   It comes naturally to be loved __     More like homed bakes muffin ___ Google the nature of things spoken but they may not come Please don't wait too long Perhaps there is always someone to copy your song Be the climber love for who she is Her vegetables her sensuality is quite organically raw She loves her side dish coleslaw How nature made us in the womb Naturally spoken things like her sub combo
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 10:22 AM UTC
Naturally the Spoken Climber
The natural you and what about him The Zen  gold egg climber Prince Got his "Godly" rinse of the hen We always knew their way upon our thinking "Jumping Jack Flash" But to be the change the day single let's be feasible naturally, we mingle The Holy water medieval drinking By the night call, something is moving Like a creature not in human form We need to meet our expectations More spoken revelations and terms Naturally, we were born to be told we have the fire to move any force Even when our bones are getting old   That powerful love but someone is watching us above With higher hopes will make it through lovesick she coughs The Passageway like a click of her heels Feeling the beauty but climbing high Naturally being cool with her sigh Or the carriage day vintage wine Her lucky wheel World’s are invitation the engagement, The sweet words or the terms of endearment Be the Higher lover up in the Prince bow to her A need to get higher inside the Castle what a love hustle like a stampede The rampage turning the ancient pages Rock and roll ages or the Gothic pale Victorian beauty her name Judy Sir page the Grand Marnier or change of pace human race The drink Moet                             High Mighty King singing Her heart shape ring beating Fresh-cut or worn out smoke put out Brighten her pleasure the rose repose To be born  not a piece of paper torn Like a Queen reborn For love how its spoken not just City Girl with her token for-God-sake can you look through her wing turned up she is curled up in her new threads of sheets eyes please she is not ready to hear goodbyes to your beat What do you read is she naturally beautiful than or now Her naturally glow lights up The Shakespearian castle    Two nature healers, not the same as card dealers   Butterflies the fireflies Her love shape naturally that's no lie   It comes naturally to be loved __     More like homed bakes muffin ___ Google the nature of things spoken but they may not come Please don't wait too long Perhaps there is always someone to copy your song Be the climber love for who she is Her vegetables her sensuality is quite organically raw She loves her side dish coleslaw How nature made us in the womb Naturally spoken things like her sub combo
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Do you know how many times my mother coughs so hard in an hour that it still surprises me she hasn’t lost a lung? I wonder if all the money that she spends at the gas station on that tiny cardboard box was saved instead of spent, if she could manage to pay the bills before the late notice arrived in the mail. How many times do you think she tries to quiet the change being pushed around the tabletop as she counts out the quarters, the dimes, the nickels, the pennies before she has enough to slide the coins across the counter at the station? How many times is her anger thrown at me because nicotine is absent from the house? I can only imagine the color inside her chest, protecting her lungs with a black tar after too many years of flicking a flame to a thin white candlestick stuck between her lips. The house smells of smoke and the yellow filter lines the walls, around the frames that hang themselves by nails. I clean the mirror and see the paper towel golden from the lingering tobacco. My clothes reek of a stench so strong no amount of perfume seems to be enough. I’m paranoid that every time I’m in a room of people and someone mentions that it smells like smoke, if they know I harbor such a scent that I pour it off second handedly as if I inhale the drug too. I open the mailbox and the temptation to “lose” the coupon booklet addressed to her grows stronger. The business cards labeled with a barcode on the back subtracting a dollar off when you buy two packs strengthens the urge to scrabble up the silver coins or summons the question, “do you have five dollars? I’ll pay you back when I get paid on Friday.” Friday never comes. I often think about how much longer it will be until all the money spent on tiny cardboard boxes will be split between tobacco and medical bills. How long can you smoke a pack a day and still be cancer-free? And I wonder how it’s fair to watch your mother gamble with her life each time she places a thin cigarette between her lips. Russian roulette with cancer is a game she’s become too good at.
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
To the Cigarette Company That Keeps Sending Coupons in the Mail
Do you know how many times my mother coughs so hard in an hour that it still surprises me she hasn’t lost a lung? I wonder if all the money that she spends at the gas station on that tiny cardboard box was saved instead of spent, if she could manage to pay the bills before the late notice arrived in the mail. How many times do you think she tries to quiet the change being pushed around the tabletop as she counts out the quarters, the dimes, the nickels, the pennies before she has enough to slide the coins across the counter at the station? How many times is her anger thrown at me because nicotine is absent from the house? I can only imagine the color inside her chest, protecting her lungs with a black tar after too many years of flicking a flame to a thin white candlestick stuck between her lips. The house smells of smoke and the yellow filter lines the walls, around the frames that hang themselves by nails. I clean the mirror and see the paper towel golden from the lingering tobacco. My clothes reek of a stench so strong no amount of perfume seems to be enough. I’m paranoid that every time I’m in a room of people and someone mentions that it smells like smoke, if they know I harbor such a scent that I pour it off second handedly as if I inhale the drug too. I open the mailbox and the temptation to “lose” the coupon booklet addressed to her grows stronger. The business cards labeled with a barcode on the back subtracting a dollar off when you buy two packs strengthens the urge to scrabble up the silver coins or summons the question, “do you have five dollars? I’ll pay you back when I get paid on Friday.” Friday never comes. I often think about how much longer it will be until all the money spent on tiny cardboard boxes will be split between tobacco and medical bills. How long can you smoke a pack a day and still be cancer-free? And I wonder how it’s fair to watch your mother gamble with her life each time she places a thin cigarette between her lips. Russian roulette with cancer is a game she’s become too good at.
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And I sit here once more, Sun beginning to fade over the makeshift Horizon of wooden plank fences and shingle Roofs, glued to the homes with tar whose Invading smell has long since passed. On the shore I sit, a shore made of Overgrown weeds whose leaves look no different From the eruption of water that juts out Of the center of the lake, The ripples seeming to roll over themselves, As if they are trampling over each other to Reach me, and looking away from the metallic Distraction in the center of this pool of wonders, It's as if a river is to be flowing in place of the lake, Lapping across rocks and echoing splash of ducks and Geese dismounting their current of air, Swiftly gliding along the filmy surface, Like a mirror smeared with lubricant, For the reflections this lake cast cannot Easily be told apart. Dark beckons the lights' full departure, And with it the warm is swept solemnly from The land, and my bare hands burn like the Approaching summer's heat. I thankfully clutch my leather coat against Myself, and I gaze upon the lake, wishing Its limited stretch could further. As I trace my eyes across its Waves, a young woman in a pink sweat Coughs roughly and spits in the water, As if it's beauty must be destroyed along With that miserable soul of hers. The willow tree I sit under, Oh how massive it seems, its coarse bark Digging through my jacket and on the verge Of penitrating my skin, but, it is worth it. Its vines hang down wearily, Like an old man, reaching to grasp the Water, leaning so close, its reflection can Be seen from shore, and its desperate vines, Swaying in the wind ask me to come closer. I shall not, of course, for it needs to Grow on its own, and needs to rid of Its reluctance if it ever wishes to achieve Its reward. This, somewhat reminds me of myself, But, this is only yet another wonder, Collection of thoughts, From under the willow tree.
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Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 4:01 PM UTC
Under The Willow I Sit
And I sit here once more, Sun beginning to fade over the makeshift Horizon of wooden plank fences and shingle Roofs, glued to the homes with tar whose Invading smell has long since passed. On the shore I sit, a shore made of Overgrown weeds whose leaves look no different From the eruption of water that juts out Of the center of the lake, The ripples seeming to roll over themselves, As if they are trampling over each other to Reach me, and looking away from the metallic Distraction in the center of this pool of wonders, It's as if a river is to be flowing in place of the lake, Lapping across rocks and echoing splash of ducks and Geese dismounting their current of air, Swiftly gliding along the filmy surface, Like a mirror smeared with lubricant, For the reflections this lake cast cannot Easily be told apart. Dark beckons the lights' full departure, And with it the warm is swept solemnly from The land, and my bare hands burn like the Approaching summer's heat. I thankfully clutch my leather coat against Myself, and I gaze upon the lake, wishing Its limited stretch could further. As I trace my eyes across its Waves, a young woman in a pink sweat Coughs roughly and spits in the water, As if it's beauty must be destroyed along With that miserable soul of hers. The willow tree I sit under, Oh how massive it seems, its coarse bark Digging through my jacket and on the verge Of penitrating my skin, but, it is worth it. Its vines hang down wearily, Like an old man, reaching to grasp the Water, leaning so close, its reflection can Be seen from shore, and its desperate vines, Swaying in the wind ask me to come closer. I shall not, of course, for it needs to Grow on its own, and needs to rid of Its reluctance if it ever wishes to achieve Its reward. This, somewhat reminds me of myself, But, this is only yet another wonder, Collection of thoughts, From under the willow tree.
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i lit my cigarette like a birthday candle and i wished for your name everyday through my puffed up coughs and bleary eyes
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Jun 11, 2022
Jun 11, 2022 at 4:20 PM UTC
nicotine wishes
I need a hug, but not a quick, lazy hug during which the touch feels like less of a comforting gesture, but more of an awkward happening with limp arms hanging like gigantic weights, pulling you into the floor. Not one where you aren't ever really sure if you should hang on for just a moment more, or if you should let go, and release into an uncomfortable silence that lasts until someone coughs hesitantly. The sound reverberating through the atomosphere, leaving a heavy draft of atypical embarrassment at the contact, waiting for someone else to bring up some random topic of discussion to break the icy and heavy silence. No. I need a real hug. The kind where someone who loves you see your pain even though you might not say anything. Reading the waters behind your smiling eyes, seeing the hidden hurt behind your irises, they grab you, perhaps by your slightly shacking shoulders, and pull you into their warm encasement. Holding you tightly and safely in their care. And the two of you just hang onto this affectionate moment of profound concern among brethren of a species The kind where time seems to stop in admiration of this subtle outpouring of unified allegiance before which the universe bows. I need the kind of hug that demonstrates a fierce loyalty. Devotion that knows should the object of such intense friendship fall into the pit, from whence none return unscathed in some way, they will throw down a rope a foothold a salvation, and they will pull that person from the depths of the darkness maybe even at the risk of falling in themselves. Yes. That is the kind of esoteric gesture that can be so impactful on those in pain, regardless of whether that pain be great or small. And should you find that you receive love like that, treasure it. And should you find that you give love like that, never forget how special and rare someone like you is.
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 8:20 PM UTC
Simple Gestures of Kindness
I need a hug, but not a quick, lazy hug during which the touch feels like less of a comforting gesture, but more of an awkward happening with limp arms hanging like gigantic weights, pulling you into the floor. Not one where you aren't ever really sure if you should hang on for just a moment more, or if you should let go, and release into an uncomfortable silence that lasts until someone coughs hesitantly. The sound reverberating through the atomosphere, leaving a heavy draft of atypical embarrassment at the contact, waiting for someone else to bring up some random topic of discussion to break the icy and heavy silence. No. I need a real hug. The kind where someone who loves you see your pain even though you might not say anything. Reading the waters behind your smiling eyes, seeing the hidden hurt behind your irises, they grab you, perhaps by your slightly shacking shoulders, and pull you into their warm encasement. Holding you tightly and safely in their care. And the two of you just hang onto this affectionate moment of profound concern among brethren of a species The kind where time seems to stop in admiration of this subtle outpouring of unified allegiance before which the universe bows. I need the kind of hug that demonstrates a fierce loyalty. Devotion that knows should the object of such intense friendship fall into the pit, from whence none return unscathed in some way, they will throw down a rope a foothold a salvation, and they will pull that person from the depths of the darkness maybe even at the risk of falling in themselves. Yes. That is the kind of esoteric gesture that can be so impactful on those in pain, regardless of whether that pain be great or small. And should you find that you receive love like that, treasure it. And should you find that you give love like that, never forget how special and rare someone like you is.
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There was a time when the Owl was the lover of Sound. Sound was a beautiful creature, full of laughter and life and raucous vitality. Sound loved the Owl, and the Owl loved Sound. They would perch in the trees together, laughing, listening to the calls of the peepers and the crickets yells. Sound would joke, maybe I’ll leave you, go live with them. The Owl would laugh, who would you go to? Who could love you more than I? Time passed, and they were in love. But Sound began to notice a change. The Owl became sickly, thin, gaunt. Laughs turned to coughs, jokes to weak smiles. The Owl didn’t eat. How could he, when Sound accompanied him on all of his hunts? The Owl didn’t sleep. Sound may have loved the night best, with its echoes and reverberations in the dark, but daytime was also filled with Sound’s calls, and the Owl could not tear himself away. Sound begged the Owl, go, eat, sleep! The Owl didn’t listen. He refused to leave Sounds side. Sound knew that seeing the Owl like this hurt more than being separated from him. That night, the Owl slept. He slept all night and all day and when he awoke, it was night once more. He rustled his feathers, but, to his surprise, Sound was not there. He opened his beak to call forth. But Sound was still absent. He searched all throughout his home, becoming increasingly frantic. Sound was gone. The Owls pain and confusion rushed forth. He opened his beak silently again, then threw himself into flight. Sound did not accompany him there, either. The Owl flew all night. His eyes grew large from searching, his hearing keen, and he stretched his neck looking every way looking for Sound. As morning broke, the Owl returned to the perch he had shared with his love. He listened to the calls of the peepers and the crickets yells, alone. He closed his now- wide eyes, and, from the depths of his being, he crafted a reply, a plea, a call. “Who” Who could love you more than I…
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May 6, 2012
May 6, 2012 at 8:58 PM UTC
Sound and the Owl
There was a time when the Owl was the lover of Sound. Sound was a beautiful creature, full of laughter and life and raucous vitality. Sound loved the Owl, and the Owl loved Sound. They would perch in the trees together, laughing, listening to the calls of the peepers and the crickets yells. Sound would joke, maybe I’ll leave you, go live with them. The Owl would laugh, who would you go to? Who could love you more than I? Time passed, and they were in love. But Sound began to notice a change. The Owl became sickly, thin, gaunt. Laughs turned to coughs, jokes to weak smiles. The Owl didn’t eat. How could he, when Sound accompanied him on all of his hunts? The Owl didn’t sleep. Sound may have loved the night best, with its echoes and reverberations in the dark, but daytime was also filled with Sound’s calls, and the Owl could not tear himself away. Sound begged the Owl, go, eat, sleep! The Owl didn’t listen. He refused to leave Sounds side. Sound knew that seeing the Owl like this hurt more than being separated from him. That night, the Owl slept. He slept all night and all day and when he awoke, it was night once more. He rustled his feathers, but, to his surprise, Sound was not there. He opened his beak to call forth. But Sound was still absent. He searched all throughout his home, becoming increasingly frantic. Sound was gone. The Owls pain and confusion rushed forth. He opened his beak silently again, then threw himself into flight. Sound did not accompany him there, either. The Owl flew all night. His eyes grew large from searching, his hearing keen, and he stretched his neck looking every way looking for Sound. As morning broke, the Owl returned to the perch he had shared with his love. He listened to the calls of the peepers and the crickets yells, alone. He closed his now- wide eyes, and, from the depths of his being, he crafted a reply, a plea, a call. “Who” Who could love you more than I…
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hanahaki. which the victim coughs up flower petals and suffocate when they suffer from one-sided love, an unrequited love. honestly, as interesting and unique as it sounds, if it was a real disease, it must hurt. why? because he will make flowers bloom in my heart, and as beautiful as it sounds, it will suffocate me and it will hurt.
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Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 3:11 AM UTC
if hanahaki was real
It started as shivers And many moths Cute little hiccups And tiny coughs But watch out Bring your own grave's shovel Because his heart is like ice He's worse than the devil...
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Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 10:57 PM UTC
He is a Narcissistic *******
an aquatic plant flower syrup for bad coughs the lotus flower
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Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 6:53 AM UTC
Lotus
You are blue Your companionship has long since gone away Your words come slowly if ever Your interjections have no meaning Your passion is a doused flame Your decisions are unfair You are bronze Your shine is lackluster Your potential is untapped Your enthusiasm is misdirected You are rust Your intellect is a-waste Your trust is broken Your mind is now clouded You are brown Your ear is unsharpened You coughs are unnatural Your friendship is valued even yet You are orange Your ethic is admirable Your company is comical Your life is my soaps You are yellow Your face is but fair Your skin has blemishes Your actions not so demure – but yet You are red Your actions are fuel for my fire Your intentions are good but the crafted hands left wanting You are Violet Your pain was great Your color is of love Your solid perseverance is for me You are White Your brilliance outshines mine Your patience burns as fast as light Your opinion flares as bright as magnesium Black is not found Deep down I have looked But came back wanting Is that naïve?
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Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 5:59 PM UTC
Colors
I don't have pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. I'll stay away from Yellowstone. If one's asthmatic in the Eifel region You don't pronounce the "P." This won't **** me. I don't have COPD. Everyone coughs in blue smoke. My throaty itch won't **** me. I won't constrict and choke. I don't have an infectious disease, Despite my personality. I run for shelter in acid rain. I drink water with ice cubes, And spray my green out back. As much as I hate to, I avoid rusty nails. *** is safe... and at a distance. Despite being repeatedly told to, I never eat **** The great imitator Is a snivelling mime. If I'm bitten, I recognize the marks. The erupting of the ring of fire won't **** me, but perhaps I was precocious To drop the "P" in Pneumonoultramicroscopicscilicovolcanoconiosis. I haven't succumb to animal flues, I stay clear from the bars. I donate to the SPCA, Bet on ponies or the odds of SARS. I don't have meningitis. I like lights and loud music. If I get the night sweats, I turn down my electric blanket. I haven't the minor or greater pox, I spurn comparisons. According to the scoop and scope, I ascend and descent C free. But the time spent on Referrals Might be the death of me. I don't have botulism. My smile still concaves down. Curling convex above it, A condescending frown. I'm not a ***** I feel every poke and like. My digits number twenty... Twenty one. My glasses are smudge free. If anything I see too well. Alcoholism can't **** me. Alcohol can. I haven't cardio entropy, But I'd be remiss To dismiss The wise counsel Oz gave me: "Hearts can never be made practical until they can be made unbreakable." So true. So true! Anyway, none of the above will get me. But, I do have what you have. The young and grown. The able and ill. A hand. A sweeping hand. A second hand Setting those infectious nonogerms Like diamonds In my Time-x.
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Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 11:51 AM UTC
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
I don't have pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. I'll stay away from Yellowstone. If one's asthmatic in the Eifel region You don't pronounce the "P." This won't **** me. I don't have COPD. Everyone coughs in blue smoke. My throaty itch won't **** me. I won't constrict and choke. I don't have an infectious disease, Despite my personality. I run for shelter in acid rain. I drink water with ice cubes, And spray my green out back. As much as I hate to, I avoid rusty nails. *** is safe... and at a distance. Despite being repeatedly told to, I never eat **** The great imitator Is a snivelling mime. If I'm bitten, I recognize the marks. The erupting of the ring of fire won't **** me, but perhaps I was precocious To drop the "P" in Pneumonoultramicroscopicscilicovolcanoconiosis. I haven't succumb to animal flues, I stay clear from the bars. I donate to the SPCA, Bet on ponies or the odds of SARS. I don't have meningitis. I like lights and loud music. If I get the night sweats, I turn down my electric blanket. I haven't the minor or greater pox, I spurn comparisons. According to the scoop and scope, I ascend and descent C free. But the time spent on Referrals Might be the death of me. I don't have botulism. My smile still concaves down. Curling convex above it, A condescending frown. I'm not a ***** I feel every poke and like. My digits number twenty... Twenty one. My glasses are smudge free. If anything I see too well. Alcoholism can't **** me. Alcohol can. I haven't cardio entropy, But I'd be remiss To dismiss The wise counsel Oz gave me: "Hearts can never be made practical until they can be made unbreakable." So true. So true! Anyway, none of the above will get me. But, I do have what you have. The young and grown. The able and ill. A hand. A sweeping hand. A second hand Setting those infectious nonogerms Like diamonds In my Time-x.
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10 sacrificial exhales 9 regret scented fingertips 8 matriarchal castigations 7 breathes corrupted 6 bummed ember tips 5 second hand coughs 4 derisive stares 3 relapses 2 lungs 1 heart Parasitic paradise with death in hand A gift to me, self receiving Toxicity imbalanced This is worse than bleeding
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Dec 28, 2012
Dec 28, 2012 at 8:49 AM UTC
Countdown To Shutdown