i am hard gladdened
warm calm wind flows through my soul
my eye see's it's last

a moment of silence
negates the universe
oh what a wonderful

never heard angel
speak outside of dream this life
dream on brother dream

i aint afraid of nothing
   but myself
myself is all there is

i can see me sometimes clearly
   but mostly
cloud of doubt

called the ghosts of heaven
   to fill me
with all blessings

sometimes see the the devil
   in a fog
of make believe

myself is all there is

to see enlightenment
in the mirror
no other choice

the dog barked loud twice
the cat cried out in death
i went back to sleep

the time of his death was
   unknown of course

Garl walked the perimeter sticks
   wooden spear at the ready

Garl saw more than he thought
   therein the world of the cave walls

His dreams were to amazing
   images of other worlds so
   beautiful so strange

all were there dreams at night
   but the amens put them
   on the walls

an act of great courage due respect

in his dreams Garl saw himself
   on the wall at first with
   fear later with desire

the amans were also hunters

the hunt was a strong image to have

Garl was out with the hunters
   he saw the hunt he saw his
   image on the cave wall
   He went forward to the mammoth

He is now seen on a cave wall
   by thousand peoples

the time of his death
   is unknown of course

the empty air falls
to mind nothing here again
reality not

shallow river
on the sandy bed
bones beneath

i heard a distant thunder
acknolgment of truth
it called me to make a wonder
from memories of youth

sat upon the stairs afraid
heard a painful cry
asking for assistance
i sat upon the stairs afraid

an unrepentant poet
walks among the world
seeing and not believing
anything perceived

he dreams of inconsistent
anomalies of existanse
sees to the end of time
in imaginary universe

and no one says a word

the story begins in this sentence
and ends when you stop reading
you are the creator of all that will be

the door opened and you were born
did you knock or just drop into
it does not matter you are here now

male or female or something else
life was needed and you became it
walk if you can is a metaphor

the world is but a reflex
and dreams are made by god small g
a mess of confusion is it's problem

alluring in mind
a temptation of the soul
maybe no or yes

the mountains are so
beautiful i do not see
the path before me

i see the elephants
   in the room
they are so beautiful
   why should i want
to get rid of them

sorrow a mind as long as you want
happiness a place to be if you want
i choose the dark side
long ago i made a decision
happy face or sad face
my choice,, sad face. if
only i had the protector anger
to back it up
i'm working on it.
don't tread on me.

first you have to be
a river not a piece of shore
then journey begins

the wisdom of the
ages ugg killing something
with a big ol rock

dolma walks the earth
touches loves honors people
she is a mountain

the eagle high flys
among us in sky mind
you see what you see

poor me oh poor me
have everything i need
no excuses left

i saw a heaven
no i did not not really
the mountain is cold

emptiness is a
young mouse ******* on cotton
that you do not see

enough rice and beans
and attitude to die for
happens then good bye

dead lizard on the
tumultuos road crooked
under the machine

God, give me the strength to get down on my knees
        Give me the strength to accept my disease
        Give me the strength to surrender my ways
And to know I need fellowship for the rest of my days.

        Give me the strength to continue to live
        Give me the strength to know You forgive
        Give me the strength to approve of myself
And to reach out to others for comfort and help.

        Give me the strength to live with life's pains
        Give me the strength to work for my gains
        Give me the strength to know I'm not less
And to give up my efforts to be better than best.

        Give me the strength to share what I have
        Give me the strength to play and to laugh
        Give me the strength to live in each day
And to listen to others and hear what they say.

        Give me the strength to cry and be sad
        Give me the strength to smile and be glad
        Give me the strength to know I have worth
And to know its an attribute of everyone on earth.

emptiness steps on
land mine ripples flow until
they don't who knows when

the sky was blue the clouds were grey
   the sun shone now and then
she came to me from far away
   her name was Adolen

Adolen oh Adolen you tore my world
   in two
never seen a woman since with
   heart as sad as you

we travelled on to here and there
   and walked a grassy field
we wondered and we wandered near
   an edge that did not yield

the echoes of the fallen down
   controled our glassy stare
you lept into the near beyond
   i did not follow there

Adolen oh Adolen you tore my world
   in two
never loved a girl so much that
   was as sad as you

ashes in my mouth
drank wrong beer can oh shitsky
drink up brother drink

humans turn heaven
into hell sometimes control
worthy of a god

where does love begin
in your own head only source
in the universe

only know where i
have been going to a new
place again again

with compassion my
food i travel and growl and
the world pads my feet

haiku 20/11/5x

you coward amen
not soul saver till the end
no you were just a man

the conquered waits
chooses time and place
to bite the hand

i wander wonder thrive and plunder
steal **** expel in thunder
the i i am am manifest god

the vagaries of
love push pull this troubled mind
to balance hard fought

drunkeness echoes
soft air breathed in again
and i want nothing

ripples are power
resonance is a soft flow
amid universes

could there be a place for me tonight
up to heaven in the sky of lights
thinking of a place for you and me
any where's okay with me
where were going i don't care i'm there
and want to be with you forever

beautiful woman
revolver pick up truck beer
on ice a real sight

i opened my mind to the cosmos
    humanity flooded in

the world revolved once more
    here we are again

what time is it the present
    as has ever been

do not believe these words
    you are creator

can you hear distant
melody in the mind of
just what you see now

internal seeing
is formed by external things
look around close now

the elephant dreamed
he was god he fell into
a mud hole and died

old warrior
sits on riverbank
katana drops

i am heir to full
vivid dreams from thousand years
here now is glory

there was a time long ago in the future
of humanity that folded minds into light

the stars were bright and meaningful
to all who knew the words gone past

history of dreams dogma far exceded
walking backwards into the present

what else is there but we be here now
imagine a life that is imagined

call the spirits call the gods definitions
concepts of the creator weakly shared

ignorance is exaltation wisdom is bane
yet the sky is blue sometimes or pitch

no one exists or ever has a being
we see smell hear taste and touch

a dog is always here for some reason
and will tell me what is true perhaps

the corps on the ground is my own
i turn away and travel a stagnant path

lost in the desert of noise
eating greasy gobs
pain is the penalty of life
drugging in the hotel bathroom
spitting out the window
trashing all there is
complaining about the ****** mess
screaming no i didn't do this

the dog eats my flesh
i wake up angry to max
we are close friends now

dad original
one master of who i be
sorry i am free