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Nov 2014 · 714
Metaphysics
Christopher Lowe Nov 2014
Time is passing,
Blasting,
Into outer
Space age creations
Contemplations,
On the speed of light
Orbiting Life's
Reason and rhyme
Supernova visions
Expanding the infinite
Still yet,
The stardust confess
To the Universes unrest and
Entropy infractions,
Everything possesses
Equal and opposite reactions
Honestly I just sat down and strung this together.  I'm still adding to it but i figured i would post what i had so far.
Nov 2014 · 910
Out of Focus
Christopher Lowe Nov 2014
Blurry picture memories
Of long forgotten days
Trying to make out whats portrayed
Those short few years
Like centuries
Left with cloudy souvenirs
Wondering when you truly left
And patched me up
With foggy photographs
To fill this hole inside my chest
Nov 2014 · 1.4k
Write
Christopher Lowe Nov 2014
Free the words to paper
Let them be your escape
Or another personal masterpiece
Let them set your mind at ease
Get carried away with them
Or let them carry you away
Create a scene
Even if only on paper
Create significance
From an unprofound nature
Nov 2014 · 362
Broken Record
Christopher Lowe Nov 2014
You are slipping into eternity
She used to warn me
It seems like just yesterday
That Forever finally came
Now the needle on this record
That I call this hopeless life
Is stuck slipping
Towards the end of *
Time
Oct 2014 · 249
The Cycle
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Once we accept the chaos we create
Peace would be simple to explicate
We are beaten down and simple
We created fire because it fascinates
Just as we do other forms of destruction
Seeing it as a means of creation
Through the fire we forged the future
But at the cost of that which was burnt
We are eager to leave a wake of destruction
As long as it’s easy to step past
Oct 2014 · 733
A Writers Abomonation
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
AH
What an attempt
At giving human characteristics
To the most inhuman of ideas
What a ghastly attempt
To bring to life words
The author
Just another Victor Frankenstein
Ashamed of yet another nameless creation
Reconciling with the idea
It was never meant to live
All the while the readers exclaim
*IT'S ALIVE
Just a little tribute to Frankenstein since Halloween is upon us.
Oct 2014 · 878
A Letter To Disinterest
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Dear Disinterest,

I must
                      Protest
Your sudden
                                   Prevalence
You've got my mind
In a metaphorical state of
                                                        Ambivalence
And I think it best
You relocate        

Rearguards,
A More Interesting Life
Oct 2014 · 2.7k
Weathering the Storm
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
So appears another empty promise
I made to myself
In this disinterested cloud of delusion
What once were my dreams
Are now dull precipitates
Pooling into my minds crevasses

I may appear calm on the outside
But a storm rages in my mind
This too I will weather
And come out the other side
For the better
Oct 2014 · 19.7k
Change not Change
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
There is the man on the corner
With his sign spare some change
But when people gave money
He turned it away

The next day he was gone
But he left a sign
*Think less literally
The world could use a little more change
Oct 2014 · 6.2k
This Existence
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Let these words
Be an extension
Of my soul
Because I'm over committed  
To Being
An Existentialist
And my existence
Is far beyond
Just existing
Oct 2014 · 913
To Understand
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
We would never
               Gain understanding
                         Without unanswered
               Questions
More of a thought than anything I suppose.
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
You Were My Addiction
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Your breath on my skin
I called my addiction
Ever since you left
They put me on these prescriptions
But I've prescribed myself
A Change of Scene
And I know
I'll always be addicted
To the utterly relentless presence
That causes the wind to make
The hairs stand up
On the back of my neck and
The fall air
To still feel
Like your breath
It's what they call a trigger
So now I'm finally going away
But like the breeze
Your memories
Can't be escaped
And no matter how far I run
I'm always *addicted
Oct 2014 · 883
Misremembered
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
As the seasons do change
My breath carries as fog
As I answer in vain
To the questions
Of my memories
Because now it seems
I've misremembered some things
Not sure if I'm done with this one.  Give me some feedback.
Oct 2014 · 802
The Final Piece
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
She was a collector
Of broken dreams
And misplaced things
She put them together
To make her heart compete

*No wonder why
She loved me so much
She told me
I was the final piece
Oct 2014 · 375
Without
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Without hell
there is no heaven

Without hate
there is no love

Without you
there is no us
There is someone out there that each one of us cannot exist without
Oct 2014 · 1.7k
We All Die Twice
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
when life leaves our bodies
are we truly dead
or is it death
once memories of us cease
and our name
is exhaled for the last time

our lives after all
are only memories
so once we are forgotten
we are only then
truly dead

So we die twice
Once
When the final breath
Leaves our body
Twice
When our final memory
Is forgotten
Oct 2014 · 5.5k
Trapped
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
If I stop and think
Just a second
Maybe I can escape
But then I realize
Maybe I'm not trapped
By then it's to late
I'm already in this prison of thoughts
Oct 2014 · 379
Addicted to Reality
Christopher Lowe Oct 2014
Even dreams
Are now filled
With the everyday mundane
It seems
This addiction to reality
Has taken seed
Now impossible
To differentiate
Waking from slumber
Now as one day ends
Another immediately begins
Slowly gone from living
Into this perpetual nightmare
Sep 2014 · 4.6k
Her Celestial Body
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
She was unlike any celestial body I've ever seen
She flew like a comet
But shined like the sun
Eyes like spiral galaxies
and a voice that filled the endless void
Beauty like gravity drawing you in
Personality like a super nova
She was my outer space
Now I'm just left staring at the stars
Sep 2014 · 552
Occidere Spiritum
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
Now I'm falling into pieces
Searching my minds deepest reaches
and I start to feel it creeping in
As the haunting thoughts just begin

The ghost of my sins start to scream
Reflecting on actions once redeemed
and I know I need to just let go
But the spirits reach out from below

Seemingly impossible to overcome
As I try to bury whats been done
and as ones buried another arises
**** the spirit or face your demise
Loosely translated occidere spiritum means "To **** the ghost or spirit".  We are all haunted by our past.
Sep 2014 · 287
Transcendentialism
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
I have transcendentalised my thoughts
but my shoes
could tell you more about myself
than my idealized ideals
and the things catastrophised
in my mind
are really quite different in real life
Sep 2014 · 2.2k
A Conversation with Decay
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
Can you not see what you're doing here
The mirror showing aged despair
A body in disrepair
Why Decay can't you let me be
Please go swiftly, set me free

Don't confuse me with Death my friend
Although he is a friend of mine
Death is eternal
But I am bound by time
I have to see you through to the end


Well please can you call upon your friend
I grow tired of seeing myself age again
So I ask you to please act swiftly
Decay, can you please take me quickly
And call upon your eternal friend Death

I am not a messenger
And will not deliver such
I must act timely
Unlike Death
Who's much more abrupt


Can’t you see my beauty wearing thin
Decay please take me quickly
So I might die young
Think of it as freeing up time
Because I am truly done

*Surely you can’t be done
With so much beauty
That I have left untouched
Barley a hair, freckle or curve out of place
Are you ready to give that all up
This ones a rough work in progress and is not close to being finished.  Please feel free to give me feedback guys I know this ones rough around the edges. Thanks
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
The Monster Under My Bed
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
The monster under my bed
Has created my internalized fears
Still afraid of the dark
Creepy noises
Shadows and such
Internalized fears running amok  
And as these fears collide
Inside my head
I have started to realize
I was always
The monster under my bed
Most of our fears are created by ourselves.
Sep 2014 · 3.3k
Holding Your Breath
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
I pass by
leaving a lingering
Vapor trail
Of endless craving
My desire sweeps by
Like the salty ocean breeze

There you are
inhaling my presence
Filling your lungs
Holding your breath
Hoping this time
I'll stay forever

Yet you must breath
And you exhale
Happily knowing
You held on
A little longer
Than last
Sep 2014 · 868
Down the Rabbit Hole
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
In my mind I have fallen quite far
quite further than my mind once thought
So like Alice into
                             the
                                   rabbit
                                               hole
                                                       I go
Chasing what was once my shadow
But now it seems to have become my ghost
And how it haunts me these days
Laughing as it taunts me in endless shame
Yet hopelessly I
                            chase
                                      it
                                         down
                                                    further
Not becoming any closer
Just further away
Always just close enough
But to far away from



What Matters?
Sometimes we chase after the things we want and often find ourselves the furthest from what actually matters.
Sep 2014 · 430
Writing
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
I am just words
Hanging off the page
An unspoken sentence
Left to unravel in ones mind
An unopened novel
Collecting dust on the shelf
Profoundly insignificant
Drifting through this word scape
We call life  
Coming ever close to that
Proverbial ending of a page
Sep 2014 · 3.5k
Direction
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
She had a tattoo of a compass
Wrapped around here ribs
So I asked where she was headed
And here's what she said

*Here's a thought
To help direct your mind
Like everyone else
I'm headed toward my demise
Sep 2014 · 559
Eternal Dreamer
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
They told me I was dreamer

So I fell asleep forever

I figured the world was changing

And my dreams could just get better

But the dreams became chronic

Some called it an addiction

Now dreaming is getting old

It’s become more of an affliction

Now I’m just waiting

To be awoken form my slumber

Like Rip Van Winkle

My waking days are numbered
Sep 2014 · 928
Eternity Is A Memory
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
What is pain but momentary
What anguish we fill
if though for a second
It's not time we feel
But the eternal memory
That everlasting moment of remembrance
Sep 2014 · 593
Killing Time
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
We are not killing time
You see
Time is killing us
The clock goes steady
While we collect dust
The hands tic by
Yet Time lingers on
Our lives measured by seconds
Since time has begun
Sep 2014 · 9.1k
Dream Catcher
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
Welcome to the dream catcher
But don't linger long
Lest you want to stay
To find your dreams
Gone
Sep 2014 · 1.3k
Mental
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
He was unhappy so he took a pill
When the docs saw his brain
they thought
He must be mentally ill
but he just smiled
at their misdiagnoses
and finally said
Could you return my hat
and please step out of my head
Sep 2014 · 537
Inbetween
Christopher Lowe Sep 2014
We were young
but still not old
stuck between telling
and still being told
trying to resale lies
we once were sold
and we wonder why
our souls cry in pain
as we deliberate
which ones will be sold today
Aug 2014 · 595
Just Live
Christopher Lowe Aug 2014
If not for ourselves
We would have nothing
No experiences
No loves
No friendships
No thoughts
It is for our existence
That we purely exist
It is through ourselves
That we experience
Not just ideas or thoughts
But we experience ecstasy
Don’t ask yourself what is happiness
Ask yourself why exist to strive for happiness
A thought that has eluded great philosophers
Instead experience existence
Enjoy the breeze
And live for the sack of living
Aug 2014 · 382
To Be
Christopher Lowe Aug 2014
I am and will always be
if not blood and bones
at least echoing memories
an existence through not existing
and oh how fitting it is
that even in death we live
Apr 2014 · 1.7k
Since My Mind Wondered Off
Christopher Lowe Apr 2014
Senseless distractions running around
Grasping at thoughts lost before found
I am stuck between these obscure ideas
Wondering lately where my mind is
It seems to have just wondered off
Some would call it a daydream
But I would call myself lost
Apr 2014 · 988
A Voyage of Time
Christopher Lowe Apr 2014
Stuck on this voyage of time
With the entire world
And my erratic mind
A voyage testing endurance
Measured by the end of lives
The sirens call out
And in blissful ignorance
Another accepts their fate
And joins the ranks of yesterdays
The others left to carry memories
In hopes to hold off misery
Apr 2014 · 825
Lost Love
Christopher Lowe Apr 2014
My answer to When did love begin:
Possibly when nature had no man
And then peace was first to love
It loved harmony and in return
Harmony loved peace
Until man traipsed in
And glimpsed his pale reflection
In the deep blue waters
Then peace found conflict
And harmony found discord
Love was lost to the lust of man
Mar 2014 · 596
A Love Poem
Christopher Lowe Mar 2014
That tiny space
where your face meets my face
our breaths kiss
before our lips
our cheeks warm
from that effervescent
boiling over of emotions
Mar 2014 · 195
In Reply to Myself #2
Christopher Lowe Mar 2014
Thanks for your letter
It made me feel better
For awhile
But it seems my mind hates me
Some days I feel I am just
H
   A
      N
         G
            I
      N
         G
By a thread
It seems like I am a lost traveler
But at least I’m still moving
         Down the road
And I know
We end up where we should be
No matter what path we take
But some days this
Lonely Road
Seems unbearable
Yet I will push on and overcome
Also
I’m learning a path without
O    S   A   L    S
    B   T    C   E
Really isn’t worth traveling
Mar 2014 · 1.9k
Indifference
Christopher Lowe Mar 2014
Sadly enough
I am just not sad at all
Buy not happy either
Just indifferent it seems
To this world around me
And I’m tired of thinking
About all of theses thoughts
I am screaming for help
But my voice is trailing off
My mind keeps wondering
And my judgment keeps faltering
While I’m just stuck here
Figuring out my emotions
Mar 2014 · 918
Breath
Christopher Lowe Mar 2014
I gave you my breath

But you took it away

Now I’m left here suffocating

Trying to escape, gasping for air

And yes I am aware

That this is mostly my doing

I betrayed you

But is my punishment just

You leave me here drowning

While you take air into your lungs

What I did was unjustifiable

But could you please let me breath

Instead of ignoring me

While I’m stuck here suffering
Mar 2014 · 1.4k
Archibald Walker III
Christopher Lowe Mar 2014
There he was, Archibald Walker, like every mornin standin on the riverbank starin across the water as the sun began to rise.  He would just stand there with his lunch pal in one hand and that funny bowlers hat in the other.  That boy always had a big ol’ grin stretchin across his face from ear to ear.   Archibald Walker the third was actually his name.  A college boy from down south, he came from ol’ money.  You’da never knew though.  He came up here to escape he said.  I had always wondered why anyone in their right mind would give up money and education to come be a logger, but there was Archibald just starin across that river as happy as a peach.  I used to ask him what he learned down there in school and he would always reply the same way, “Good Jokes”.  I never could tell if he was being serious or if he just didn’t care too much to talk about it.  Archibald was real good at his job though for being a college boy.  Came in before everyone else and worked ten times as hard. Never did see him ***** up either.
He liked to keep to himself.  I was the only one he ever really talked to and even then he never talked about much.  Took me a year and a half just to figure out he was educated and from money.  I looked at that boy funny for a week after he told me that.  I was dumbfounded as to why someone would give that up for this gruelin job.  Funny thing is, he seemed to like it.  He had to clear up logjams and keep the wood flowin smoothly down the river.  Boy was he fast.  He would skip across them floatin logs like he was walkin on dry land.  There he’d go just a bouncin up and down across them logs, big smile across that baby face, with that funny lookin bowlers hat on.  He always had on that goofy thing.  Looked like someone had glued a bowl onto a plank’a wood.  I asked him why he liked wearin it so much one day and he just laughed and said, “Now what makes you think I like wearing it”.  Still don’t know what that boy meant, but I never took to tryin to understand him.
Everybody called him Walker cause he walked across them logs all day and it was his last name I suppose, but mostly cause he loved walkin them logs.  It was a dangerous job, but he never hesitated to go runnin out there with his push pole and clear the jam.  I told him to be real careful what logs he pushed outta the way cause if he got the wrong one, well he would end up crushed out there between two of those god-awful things.  He told me we all end up stuck between two pieces of wood in the end anyhow, so he didn’t care.  Boy shoulda listened.  Wasn’t a week later he went walkin out on them logs, smile and all, and wouldn’t you know it he sliped, got crushed between two big ole trees then sank all the way to the bottom of that river.
We searched the river for three days and never did find Archibald’s body.  It was sad to see that boy cut down so young.  We hired a new boy about a week later and he wasn’t half the walker Archibald was.  He wasn’t even a walker.  Nicknamed that boy crawler cause he was so scared of them logs he would lay down on his belly and crawl out there to fix a jam.  Three separate occasions we picked him up a mile down the river clingin to a log for dear life.  Boy was something else.  Needless to say we let him go down the river the fourth time and politely told him to not come back.  Symbolic in away.  Archibald got taken by the river and that’s how we let crawler know he was fired.  Just let it carry him away until he finally reached the bank a mile or so down river.
I finally took Archibald’s post after we couldn’t find anyone to replace him.  I won’t lie I was scared at first, but then I remembered what Archibald had told me about all of us endin up stuck between two pieces of wood in the end.  I figured he was right so I would just go boundin across them logs day in and out just like he woulda.  I still didn’t know why that boy was always happy.  Even though I did the job, I still hated it. For a while anyway.
One day I came in about the same time Archibald used to and I stood there on the edge of the river and watched the sun come up.  I knew why he was so happy all the time.  Boy it was the most beautiful thing seein that sun comin up.  It was like for a second the world was just explodin with life. I’m not sure what it’s like to have money and be educated, but I’m sure it’s nothing close to watchin that sun come up like that over the river.  Wouldn’t ya know it though when the sun was done risin and I was about to finally get to work there was that goofy hat of Archibald’s washed up on the bank.  It was a little soggy but not in bad shape.  It was like that boy knew I was gonna be there and had just left it for me.  That hat didn’t fit to well and it looked awfully funny, but I wore it everyday I went walkin them logs.  Now I start everyday like Archibald did, standin on that riverbank with my lunch pal in one had and that bowler hat in the other watchin the sun come up.  Still don’t know why that boy wore the thing, but I’m glad he did.
I know it's not a poem, but i still decided to share it.
Feb 2014 · 1.3k
Obscured
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
This pencil meets paper
As the words meet my mind
Answers lie in obscurity
Until the questions collide
But I'm unsure of my surety
Because questions are answers
Just mixed with impurities
Feb 2014 · 1.3k
Irrational Beauty
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
Irrational beauty
A fly away thought
Of yesterdays
And places far away
Of your back on the grass
Or your feet In the sand
Your head in Clouds
Your
Hand in my
a
n
d
Feb 2014 · 1.2k
Sinking
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
I would like to understand myself
Seems like I always get everyone else
But my own thoughts and feelings
Seem to be lost in an ocean of indifference
Indecision is my best friend
And he always brings a crowd
So here I am in this sinking ship
I call my mind
Nothing on the horizon
No dry land to find
Feb 2014 · 582
MISERY
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
If Misery loves company

Then why am I always alone

My minds filled with guilt

Even though I’ve atoned

Not haunted by my dreams

But by these nightmarish memories

I guess I’m less alone then suspected

These memories are my company

My minds misdirected

I am Misery
Feb 2014 · 244
It Just a Feeling
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
These words
S
   C
      R
          E
             A
                 M
In my head
Telling me I am worthless
Better off
              D
           E
        A
    D
        Struggling to find peace
The edge looks peaceful
                         Six feet is nothing
Compared to this hell
I created for
                    Myself
Some days you just feel like crap and it is more than okay to put how you feel into words.  Better than acting on many of our crazy thoughts.
Feb 2014 · 771
Residulaity
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
I am facing my residual reality
What one might call a residuality
The moment has died
But theses thoughts linger on
My chance has expired
But these mistakes are never gone
Life is hardwired
Or rigged
You’re either the star of the show
Or you just walked onto a scene
No matter what it seems
We all carry these residualities
Feb 2014 · 511
Meaningless
Christopher Lowe Feb 2014
I'll write you a meaningless poem
                                                            Of
                           Jumbled
Words                                            And metaphors
Seemingly making the intangible tangible
                            All the while
            I smile
                                                     Knowing
After all
                         These                   words
Are completely random
                                           Phantoms
Of my
                                                                Mind
Clawing away at the inside
                           I'm destroyer
Of my                                                   thoughts
              Purveyor
                                     Of my sins
What i write on paper
                                                  Might as well
                              Be
                                        Meaningless
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