She was that kind of writer
who can mess with your
whole life

just to get a little experience.

She nicknamed me "Home"
I asked her why she chose it for me
but she never answered;
nor did I push.

Years passed and things worsened
She left me alone to feel all pain.
I thought she would return to her home;
but may be, she was in search of a new home.

The name troubled me again.
The voice inside me questioned
"Why is she not coming back
when she called you her home?"

My mind hated her for getting away,
And tried hard to forget her in every way.
While my heart had the mind of its own;
It knew she would come to me very soon.

And then, my eyes found her
Her old laughter rang in my ear,
the same old smile made my heart flutter
But this time, she smiled for a stranger.
I realized that I was the home
which she lounged around in, when she felt low.
A shoulder to cry on, that's all I was.

I was her old home,
But it still gave me hope.
One day, may be, she will be back
Wanting again to be in that old home

My heart and my mind were fighting
She said "HEY" and they both stopped fighting.

And sometimes I think I'm cursed;
for whenever someone tries to come close to me, they leave me broken.

There were so many ways by which she can heal herself  
but she chose me.

I'm afraid that you are coming closer to me
And soon you will get to see my flaws.
I wonder what you'll think of me
once you know them.

Will you get mad at me?  
Will you ask me why I didn't tell you earlier?
Will you ask me why I hid them from you?
Will you leave me and never come back again?

Some of these night
I really miss you by my side
I hope that one day you will be mine
And our future will shine bright

Aye khuda bata de
Kis haq se na nafrat kroon main usse
Akhir Usne hi toh Cheena hai usko mujhse.

When you were there with me
We were dancing with glee

Late night talks, making each other blush,
smiling and laughing were our things
Each day gave me new wings

Thinking about our love i flew-up
Without taking any back-up

Then a day came when you were not there
Even the sun felt hemisphere

I am sitting here, alone in darkness
And wondering how is God so heartless

I waited and missed you a lot
But silence and despondency were what all i got

I'm waiting
And i'll keep waiting 
For you, to come back

If you come around
Please know that someone, you left,
Is waiting for you in the half track.

You were beautiful
Inside and outside..

But when I know the real you
You're beautiful only the outside..

And after promising him that not even death could do them part; she left him.

She needed him
Only to heal herself.

She never loved him,
she never needed him,
she never really did.

And she talks about feelings..

She doesn't know that
She ripped someone's heart.

The only polarity between us was
You wanted me, whereas i needed you!

He waited and waited and waited for her
She dated and dated another

Everytime I close my eyes
I see your beautiful face inside
That's not because
I'm still in love with you
But maybe because I still believe
that love is you.

i understood Love pretty well when she left me.

Have you ever left in a situation
where you want to write a poem
and you have exact words and emotions to write about;
but then looking down at your own words your eyes start hurting so bad that now you don't want to write it any more?

Jab mohabbat dil se hui ** na
Toh dil tutne par
Zakhm aur Nafrat bahot gehre hoti hai

I don't believe in forever, she said,

With a million thoughts in my head,
I said,
someday someone will make you believe in love and eventually you will start believing in forever.

Winter was the warmest that night
When you kissed me for the first time.

No I don't ever regret loving you
the only thing I regret is that
why why the **** I never lied to you.

Don't try to find love
Love will find you
At right place at right time
Just keep patience.

i knew it from very start that
One day you will leave me in dark
but i didn't know that
i will make that darkness my home.

Your smile is the answer to all my questions.

You were destructive 
You destroyed some of my parts and left me mercilessly.
But some parts are still begging to die by you.
Please come back and destroy them too.

And after you left me to die alone
Drugs helped me to live a little longer.

If I had a gun with two bullets
And I was in a room with you,
I would shoot at my heart twice.

Life is beautiful without some people in it.

Respect the time
Then only time will respect you.

No matter how hard I try to hate you,
I always end up loving you more than ever.

I don't know if true love really exist or not but I'm **** sure if somehow it does then it's not like how you loved me!

Look deep into my eyes
It manifest no lies
I'm done with your fallacy
Now I have no mercy

The deeds you did to me
Will never be pardon
I will face the eradication
And I will stand strong

Until then you keep
Laughing on my situation
Joking on my imperfection
Mocking on my glorification

I promise I will conquer a new lease of life
I promise I will show you the pain the sorrow and the consequence
I promise I will come back to you
And i will smile, smile and smile.

Your memory breaks and heals me everyday

I want to die
I know my parents love me
I know they care for me.

But I can't breathe inside my house
I don't want to face the same days
and the same nights on repeat
I know life is tough and i need to be tougher but I'm sorry i can't bear it anymore.

You can call me coward
i seriously don't care
But i just hope no one should face this
What im facing right now.

I know my problem is not that big
And I should fight and try again
But I'm hopeless i just want to die.

Just like People have a Right to live peacefully i want myself a right to die peacefully without any question.

I remember the day when you said you don't fear losing me anymore perhaps you had capitalized only you will i adore

forever after, the fear was started taking its shape you started taking me for granted while i looked the other way.

Slowly and quietly my fear started taking a giant shape when you started avoiding my calls and breaking our laws.

I was so helpless but still my love for you was so full i broke my heart every single day with a fear that one day you may leave.

Today when i abruptly read these lines "there can't be any love without fear" the flashback of yours came to my mind i started daydreaming what if you never said those lines?

Thanks for leaving me
I needed to find myself.

All I need
Is a tight hug from you
To join all the broken parts of me.

I wish I could save those words
Listening to whom my heart emerged

They are still seducing my mind with their arcane
And all i could do is to hope that they aimed at me again.

The same old fire
started burning again;
The toy which you have burned alive
Somehow survived the plague.

She left me and I started loving myself!

Today i declare out loud to the universe that I'm over you and i promise one day I'll show you how hard I was broken because of you and your lies.

Tears are drying and I'm trying
To forget you and to forgive you
But this heart of mine
is filled with pins of hatred
that can never be removed.

Liquor flowing through my veins
And I'm drinking blood as a drink
Hoping it can **** either one of us
Knowing I'm the only one who have to suffer.

Come and watch how helpless you made me
Come and watch how badly I'm waiting for my own death.

And when it's comes to love
I'm ******* immature person.

The drops of my tear
Telling me you're not near
The color of love
Telling me to stop it's over

These lips of mine
Wanting to touch the heaven again
The heart of mine
Wanting to **** by you again

The scars on my left hand
Showing how deeply I was in love
The crack on my mind
Showing how much you're corrupt

The pain in my body
Erasing these symptoms
The hate in my blood
Erasing the shadow of us

The soul of mine
Seeking revenge
The sweat of these night
Will take your breath.