there's no comfort at this time
stuck in shattered hopes
my body cold
no more of these love rhymes

little bursts of imagination
one fallen idea

there's a world worth exploring
In this we call, Gods creation

listening to your dreams
it's inspiring
heart lifting
you're too good for me
it's intimidating
heart breaking

these syllables of past feelings
seem distant now to define
a barrier
put up against.
confused in my head
as I lay here
I remember
you left as the season progressed
saying you'll still care
please tell me
in my dreams tonight
if what you did was fair.
shattered
I am now
an emotional state I cannot bare

the night is fading
taking those memories with it.
this high is persuading
making reality a hypocrite

this fade is a dream-catcher
allowing me to let go.
the 99 problems don't matter
it's just me going solo

it's a new recognition
that i'm willing to live through.
uncover some new ambitions
is what i should do

exhaling out our past
****, you were the best i never had.
which will outlast?
probably this fade just a tad

3 days
until I'm on the road
back to you.
I come
carrying some hope
that "we" are not overdue.
I begin
to remember all
of what we used to do.
the day
finally comes to leave so
I set to depart in a few.
the road
induces me to play
Suncity, a go-to.
passing lanes
under a tangerine sky
wishing you could see it too.
I begin
to notice glimmering
lights out of the blue.
stepping out
little did my heart know
what it would go through.
a feeling
helpless against heartbreak
please, maybe we can start anew...

there's little imagination
for a girl and her mind
when there is no effort
in sight that she can find

once you fall, you feel lost
without a sliver of hope.
the world looks down on you
making it hard to cope.