I’ve tried to find someone else since she disappeared, but not wholeheartedly. Just enough to get their attention, just enough to keep them around, but never enough to win them over and make them mine. Leaving enough room to fade out and cause no harm if she ever returned. With the little hope I had and the caution I held she appeared again. I was subtle this time around to not scare her away, but efforts were to no avail. Some wounds leave scars when healed and the scars are burning again... it’s October 13th 2018 10:11 pm and it’s the first moment I’ve thought about her today. It’s relieving. A constant no longer linear. Skewing away. I now wholeheartedly accept what isn't meant to be, shes no good for me. I feel free. I’ll no longer hold caution to others.
I will listen I will tend to I will ensure that I only dance to the tune of a very sound mind
Mental and emotional health is just as important as physical health. So do take time to take care of it, something I needed to do. Take a break, let your emotions out and stand up again. I feel so much better for it, too! Thank you so so much for 220 followers! That's crazy! I never thought my page would grow! Thank you so much, I'm grateful! ^^ Lyn ***