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Jul 2016 · 337
Loving
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
you is the only tiring task
I've never wanted a rest from*
It's really difficult but
what paying job is easy?
Jul 2016 · 318
Immortality
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
My Dream is to die a beautiful death...*
All death is grotesque...
Jul 2016 · 343
Sores
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
You want not your sores to heal
you want not to embrace the real
you are happy with your pains
for they're a reminder you're alive
you want not to let go of the chains
without them doubt you'll survive
you reject the blanket of my amour
cause the ***** in your armour
is your addiction to biting chill
& ******* sadness 's to you a thrill
*But I want those sores healed
I want the nightmares slain
I want to lull away the pain
I want to unbind the chain
I want to love you better
to bring you warmth
I want to steal your
solitude but you
just won't let
me do it.
Jul 2016 · 368
Inadequate
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
I'm afraid someday
I'll get tired of trying
you make it so hard
to love you
& albeit I try my best,
each day
that wanes by
my best gets more
and more inadequate

& brings me closer to
that moment I loathe
the moment when I
crawl back to the shell,
that absurd moment
when I give up...*
I love you... but I'm
starting to doubt it means
anything to you anymore
& that doubt hurts me to
the core... I love you but
I hate being unsure...

I Love You
Jul 2016 · 268
Either
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
I don't love the way you deserve
or
you don't deserve the way I love...
Jul 2016 · 351
I Don't Understand
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
Why
must it feel so far when we're so near
yet so near when were so far
why
must it feel so good when it's so bad
& so bad when it's actually so good
why
must things get worse before better
& get better before getting worse
why
must it be bitter before it's sweet
and sweet before it goes bitter
why
does it feel so right when it's so wrong
& so **** wrong when it's so right
why
must we always fight to find peace
& find utmost peace just to fight
why
does the pleasure feel this painful
& the pain instill lots of pleasure?
why
must we hate each other to love
& love hard till each other we hate
why
must things fall apart to fall together
& fall together just to fall apart?
why
do we depart to meet
& meet to depart?
why?
Why
must we hold each other just to let go
& let go just to hold each other?
Jun 2016 · 397
Some
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Do what they Love
Others
Love what they do
Jun 2016 · 523
Behind The Curtains
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I had a billion words to say
a billion emotions to express
a billion burdens to dump
a billion manacles to unchain
uncountable encounters with pain
I had a gruesome past to escape
the taunting memories it brought
So one day I caught chalk & wrote.
& that became my very first poem
a billion happy sad stories to tell
tales of how I've been through hell
scary nightmares to overcome
& someone in the wait to become
so I held on the rope of my talent
and I started to rhyme, with time
some people claimed I'm a poet
I had nothing to tell them I was
So I became what they saw
but deep within I'm just
the troubled soul and
a combat fighting wars...
battling a madness
and this is just
my dose...deep
within I'm still
who I was.
Jun 2016 · 542
A Grail
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
She's Beautiful poetry, her eyes
are the blue sky hair, like a clear
night bear a sparkle of starlight
with a mind as strong as change
& a heart that's vast as the ocean.
She writes pieces as vivid as air
and deep as longtime despair.
Her character beats the fairy,
God must be her employer
for she's the perfect Angel.
*tried to tell myself
she isn't but where
on earth can one find
such perfection..? she
isn't one to be penned
because she's a grail most
won't believe exists until
they themselves set eyes
on it and probably touch it.
Jun 2016 · 378
My Shell
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Snails are slow but they
always reach their destination...
Be patient... someday I'll
not only be in your heart
but also in your arms.
I'm a ****** snail,
you're my shell
& even if I have
to trek through hell
someday I'll find my
way to you... someday
I'll be the cold warmth in
your arms... believe me dear
much as I ain't any near,
much as you're there
and I'm here,someday
I'll find my way
home...just
be patient.
Jun 2016 · 475
BleedinG
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I just wanted to remain a little boy
not because I hated growing up
and loved childhood like many do
I wanted to be little because I fed
on my imagination something
growing up robs many of...I wanted
to look at birds and hear them speak
to have conversations with the clock
while my heartbeat races each tick
instead of strong I wanted to be weak
to always lean on shoulders present
I wanted to build castles in the air and
place them on a white canvas in print
like they were actually there...
I wanted to love like a child... truly
all out without a single doubt...
I wanted to laugh at everything even
if nothing was funny, I really wanted
to be young because that was all
I was good at...but sadly the world
always succeeds in all its deeds...
it changed me into the adult it needs
& until today the corpse of my slain
innocence lies unburied and bleeds
Jun 2016 · 357
I think
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
The race is good when you're winning
the dress marvellous when stunning
the sky's gorgeous when it's shining
the game when you're netting goals
equally affairs these days are about
how often a lad can afford the malls
Jun 2016 · 536
Es that Make Us
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
An Author is as good as his Editor
*a poet as good as his emotions
Jun 2016 · 346
StoP
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Making me fall yet you're here
for while. Stop getting me addicted
to your presence yet tomorrow
you'll be a million a mile. Stop
touching my heart with warmth
when the next minute I'll be alone
in cold of desolation without even a consolation, stop wetting my lips
with your kisses yet soon they'll be
desert dry and my eyes wet from
a day long cry, stop giving me hope
when there's nothing for me
stop satisfying me...you won't
stay to do it everyday...stop it.
stop... this pleasure
will be so painful
to remember
after you're
gone my
love...
Jun 2016 · 300
Some
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
are too fixed
to be broken
*others too broken
to be fixed
Jun 2016 · 549
First
Jun 2016 · 1.4k
Atimes
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
truth's all we share,
& atimes
all we share's truth
Jun 2016 · 488
I'm
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I'm
Probably a lost cause
or yours
Jun 2016 · 308
Remember
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Rivers and roads
have the straight & the bend
Friendships,
the beginning and the end
Jun 2016 · 638
The Race
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
always ends where it started
& starts right where it ended
Jun 2016 · 348
Yeah
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
It's Crazy, can't vivisect*
why I must Die to resurrect!
Jun 2016 · 2.4k
Walls & Bridges
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
When we start building Walls
Amidst neighbourhood woes
neighbours we encouraged to construct
their homestead close to our doors in assurance
of a strong shoulder on which to lean in times of adversity,
you definitely know the wines we call Wars
are brewing somewhere, walls are just a wine cellar
Divisions are the bottle to the wine seller
We once built bridges to unite the world
that peacefully lived as a divided entity
That's what happens in times of crisis
Some build walls to quarantine the endemic
while others choose to build more bridges
even if it means risking an entire generation
for we were once a world without boundaries
neighbourhood miseries were our miseries
their laugh was our laugh and their cry was our cry
We sung a single anthem in unison without a sigh...
always wait for drums of war to judge who is true
wait until then to know who honestly loves you
Henry the Navigator might carry the blame
but Britain spearheaded globalisation as a country
Now that we are here, ready to leap into her lap
she's closed doors,
Britain is for Brits, the rest of the world is for us All...
Jun 2016 · 464
A Little Too Much
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
At times the little we crave
is too much
*& at times the much
is really too little
Jun 2016 · 696
What's Humanity?
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Is it the things we do or those we don't?
the memories we cherish or ones that haunt?
the roads we took or those we feared?
Is it the mistakes we made when we veered?
the books we read and smiled, or chapters left untouched?
forgiveness or thousand grudges piled?Is it open doors or the latched?
Is it flowers which bloomed or those whilst tender fell?
Is it the Friends we made or those we lost, the beloved or the loathed
the milestones or the failures, the laugh or the rivers of tears
is it the reality or the Alias, our maturity or the years
is it Comedy or tragedy?
Is it unity we deserve or the drifting apart?
Is it healing or breaking millions a heart?
Is it transformation or stagnation while time goes?
Is it the peace that once was or the Wars?
*what's humanity?
Jun 2016 · 339
What The H
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
If I think
Heartache
if I drink
Hungover
Jun 2016 · 310
I Break Hearts
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
That's what I do best
I'm a hard ground awaiting
so only fall if I'm worth the pain
knowing I might not catch
you on your way down

I break hearts
*I won't break your fall
Jun 2016 · 448
If You Let Me In
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I want to "unbreak" your heart, to steal all the hurt
I want to look for every lost piece if you let me please
I want to scour the floor and sweep every corner
so that I can gather all the pieces I shattered
and steadily and carefully locate where each piece fits
on the puzzle of your big broken heart
I want to unbend the crooked by the impact
and fold those straightened curves to bring her shape back
I can't make the cracks totally disappear
but I wish I could, I want to weld the spaces with hot friendship
to lock out the air of doubt and despair
I want to incinerate the bad memories with fire of my passion
so that you won't remember the same fire burnt you
I also want to paint the welded whole with the crimson if romance
so that placed back on the shelf of reality
you can be purchased by someone you deserve
someone who'll appreciate your sacrifices
the absurdity & melancholy hidden underneath the coating
I so much want to heal all the wounds and the scars
I don't know whether you will let me in or shut the doors
but whatever you do, I deserve it for causing you pain
I want to be an adulteration that cures its malady
because I'm remorseful for what happened
Jun 2016 · 372
...
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
...
Never had the courage
it takes to be afraid
and I've never feared
enough to be brave
Jun 2016 · 3.1k
Think
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
the race to good leadership
is open to whoever's
brave enough to
pick that button...
Jun 2016 · 386
Out of A Million
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
You have been my longest
and sweetest of all dreams...
*what's sad is someday
I'll have to wake up.
Jun 2016 · 307
Mayhem in June
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Maybe the world wants to unite
but there's no leader
maybe the pages want to be flipped
but there's no reader...

maybe peace is cheap
but there's no bidder*
maybe life's precious
but there's no figure
Jun 2016 · 857
The Race
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
You can't have a medal
that's won unless
you're a thief...
I'll run another
race... I was to
late to win
you over...
Jun 2016 · 547
Anything
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I own one of the worst
smartphones in this
generation...but I've written
over 400 incredible
poems using it...
I've sculptured the world with it
so never despise
anything cause
anything can
change your
life anytime
Jun 2016 · 1.3k
I Appreciate
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
those who read my poetry
are starting to know me
*and those who know me
are starting to read my poetry
Jun 2016 · 526
Homecoming
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I hardly
       knew that
                this road
          would lead
      me here...
        I just took it
and I'm
starting
to realise
     that
     sometimes
you find home
  by chance...
         And
      at times
by luck
home
           finds you
      poetry is my
       home... I
      stumbled
             into her
              and she
                  loves me more than
                       anyone may ever...
Jun 2016 · 666
My Best Poem
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
my best poem was meeting you
my favourite was kissing you
my saddest, letting go of you
my worst is thirstily missing you
and wishing you were still the
smile I wake to everyday*
Getting over you is that
hard piece I might
never write
but if I do
will weave it
within the story
of my life to always remind
myself that even the hardest
of hurdles can be overcome
If I write this piece I'll write
any other including the one
where I move into another's
arms without fearing the end
the one where albeit the likely
pain, I place myself on the shelf
& hand out my broken heart again
Jun 2016 · 420
The
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
The
First truth I ever penned
was I love you... the last was
I wish you'd stayed...
*that's all I've been saying
in all these pieces and that's
what I'm likely to say for
a few more decades or
for the rest of my
flabbergasting
existence
without
you!
Jun 2016 · 794
Whoever
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
said all songs come to an end
had never listened to this
everlasting beautiful
melody of my
melancholy.
Jun 2016 · 807
SaD
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
SaD
it's sadness that
drives me mad
the madness that
makes me sad
it's a sadness tears
can't explain
the sadness which as
a scar will also pain
it's one words can't
put into context
I just gotta live
under the pretext
of hope of the end
yet it's one
which never
ends...
Jun 2016 · 470
No Other Way
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I will recite one of my
final Prayers tonight*
especially if things remain
the same because then on
will mean preparing
myself for the Hell
after all
what has
this
world
been but
hell
to
me
Jun 2016 · 240
I've
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
dropped more
than I've ever risen
in my lifetime...
that's why
I'm in doldrums
Jun 2016 · 414
I
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I
Once thought I was through
with heartbreaks but I guess
whoever said there's always
a bigger disappointment
ahead was right.
There's no limit
to how much pain
life can bring
and just as joy
I guess I'm
just always
unlucky when
happiness is being
distributed melancholy
is always heaped on my plate
I wonder what I did wrong
to always experience this ugly fate
Jun 2016 · 685
Maybe
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
beautiful ones are not yet
born not only because ugly ones
are not yet dead but also
because Born ones are
not yet beautiful
and the dead
ones are not
yet ugly...
Maybe!!
Jun 2016 · 359
Sometimes
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I think this isn't my War
neither's this my fight
but then I ask myself
who owns war?
who started
the fight
then I
realise
I'm foolish
enough to ask
questions whose
answers I'll never get...
and wise enough to accept
the absurdity.
Jun 2016 · 1.3k
The Love We Make
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
War isn't that fusillade you hear in the distance
betwixt the government troops and the resistance
it's the civilians getting tattered in the crossfire
it isn't the wham of bombardment from airstrikes
by blaring Jet fighters across a shower of black in the sky
it isn't the badonkadonk of a Rocket launcher or Black Mamba
but natives being swept like Safari ants in chunky numbers
War isn't those mines planted in hitherto playing field
but the ignorant innocent children in search for a distraction killed
War isn't the televised scorched homes and gardens with corns
but the consequent drought, scarcity and "famined" and feeble as thorns
War isn't those vehicles and motors torched
it's the blameless owner who in tears the absurdity watched
War isn't that cacophony of politicians on stuffed tables
their speeches filled with hypocritical vocabulary are but fables
speak to the maimed and dead whose voices are never heard
it's those who want the anarchy to end, it's they that are tired
War isn't the nations battling or the parties in contention
it's those set, torn and cast apart...the ones we seldom mention
the parents and siblings forced to say goodbye
while their Breadwinner falls victim to conscription
despondent and despairing as they look on and cry
knowing their brother and Son's like those taken before bound to die
or those refugees wanting to return to their cradle
but having no home and nothing to return to but rubble
those forced to stay in the first world midst racist chants and hate
jeered by the "civilised" like they chose their skin-color and fate
War isn't the famous voices we hear and talk about on the media
but the ****** girls abducted, gagged, ***** and mutilated
War isn't the beautiful monster tanks wrecking
but the historical landmarks and fashioned roads
reduced to nothing, the lives within squashed under their loads
War isn't the glamorous documentary films censored and unreal
but the muffled deadbeat voices from heartbreaks that never heal
It's seeing one's whole life sublime in one moment of savagery
compelling the orphaned and widowed into manacles of *** slavery
for with the loss of their husbands and parents, neighbours, Uncles
comes the tight grasp of inhumane chains and anchors
in those places they are forced to seek refuge
places where they are treated worse when they attempt to refuse
War isn't just being apart from your people by a million a mile
War's learning to wear a weighted mask of a smile
while the heart, Soul, Mind and one's entirety's in Tears
War's knowing all one's "perspirational" toils were but wasted years
fearing to tell one's story because among the presented ears
one can no longer tell one that truly listens from one that just hears
..
whatever's in speech be it poetry or Documentary isn't War
War isn't words, war isn't testimonies, there's more
destruction to War than the eyes, heart can handle
not ever can War fit in the descriptions of words we bundle
War's something humanity never deserve
so unfair for we make war when most can hardly make love.
Jun 2016 · 794
17th June
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
The day the story of
my existence started
manacled by fate since 93
tomorrow I turn 23
Gone from a little boy
to a lad with a unique ploy
Happy Birthday to me
Someday I'll find serenity
in this insanity
midst these chains I'll be free

While at it I'll blow candles
for this courtesy humbles
Tomorrow I'm born again
to this life of pain
Someday there'll be sunshine
even if after decades of rain

I have hope...that's what matters
for better someday things'll change
Jun 2016 · 790
Good Old Days
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Life was once an adventure
How beautiful it was to sail the ocean
to raise sails and battle waves
months at Sea awaiting the destination
Life was life when we took trains
and slowly made our way across
all kinds of terrains, viewing hills
illuminated by the Sun's rays
when we sat astride beautiful horses
and journeying was taking the reins
breathing hot and cold air and
feeding on the chocolate atmosphere
riding all night through moon's glow
it was joy taking the stairs
even if it was to the sixteenth floor
Writing letters with glamorous words
to the loved ones so far away
and sometimes having to wait years
to receive the dusty envelopes bearing
the breathtaking responses...
Life was something to look forward to
until we shunned ships for planes
where we shoot through the sky,
shunned Trains for these Taxis
which just fly, until we invented
elevators so people know not the
satisfaction of taking the stairs...
until we invented smart phones and
abandoned the beauty of letters
Life was fun but we pushed Horses
behind bars in parks and the zoos
after all those hoofs can't stand
the tarmac and there are no more
hills and Sunsets to see because
we've congested the skyline with
Storeys and scrappers
Then we judge the world unfair
yet we're the ones who don't care
The world was a paradise
during those good old days
until we became demons of change
and twisted a heaven into Hell...
Jun 2016 · 506
Beer & Wine
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I wish you were here
Sorry...I wish you were beer...
I'd drink a millions bottles dry
so my soul would help my eyes cry
& my mind w'd feel for my heart
while my heart paints more Art
my stomach runs like motorboats
& I die of hungover not of thoughts
wish you were beer to drown fear
one day I'll be there & you here
& it'll be you yearning to be mine
& thirstily wishing I were wine
like I badly wish you were beer
Jun 2016 · 492
Truth
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
is it never
ends... The
wounds
may scar
atop but
the pain
underneath
remains
what those
that we think are healed do's
learn to live with that pain
Jun 2016 · 579
Footprints
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
Purchasing a coffin and
digging one's own Grave
doesn't prove that one's brave
men do live in fear of death
until their last breath
but if Men could
buy more time
most rich men
would die
poor
and
the impoverished
vending their torturous
time would die in the lap
of luxury wishing they could
get even just one more day to
enjoy the much they sold an
entire lifetime for...courage is
thus appreciating this short
life while we have it, living
each day to the fullest
and embracing the
fact that each
of us must
someday
live to
leave.
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