today, i woke up and i was happy for the first time in a long time a sunday morning, marmalade mellow there were goldfish drifting - fat and amber blushing leaves in the fall oh, the joy of movement of floating, breathing, existing entangled, cocooned in its gentle swell and fall
and i was simply happy
saw an image of jellyfish floating in the sky -- thought how beautiful, what a lovely sight just to see jellyfish floating in the sky. also yes kinda keats vibes
Old Chinese poem: "The farewell", 1908, Gustav Mahler, based on the free version "In Erwartung des Freundes" by Hans Bethge from 1907, after "Su Ye **** shan fang" by Meng Haoran [690-740] and "Songbie" by **** Wei [699-759])
Rather than a whole cake, a small slice & black coffee would be nice. There is top tier enjoyment -- from the limitation, balance, & appreciation. Sure, You might not have it all, but you can savor every bite. You might sip the drink’s bitterness, so you can cherish the sweetness of cake as if the first time each time. To be grateful & contented— it’s just lovely.