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May 2014 · 403
Acidic
LN May 2014
These words burn like acid
as I try to digest them
but they swallow me instead.
words are harsh
May 2014 · 313
Absence.
LN May 2014
Intoxicated and drunk over the idea of how we should be,
and what we could have been,
that is how I feel.

I am forever chained to these expectations,
telling me that there should be words and song
exchanged between us
and that I have failed to fulfill anything at all.

The silence has filled up my insides
I am a hollow cave
Regrets echoing in this empty space
Melancholy at its finest
*I despise who I have become
farewell
May 2014 · 274
Explosion
LN May 2014
My skin wasn't meant to contain all this pain
My chest senses exploding agony
that of a thousand bursting nebulae
stars in my eyes are now spikes
Knees bend and I droop low in disdain
I can only feel myself about to give up
A bomb that ticks not knowing when to stop.

Blades line up ready for battle
My thoughts shooting at them
provoking weapons -
drawing them closer
This is a war I'd like to surrender in
It's useless
Because I am already bleeding on the inside.
meh
May 2014 · 2.8k
Light (10w)
LN May 2014
Drowned my eyes with light,
I am blinded by you.
-
May 2014 · 2.0k
Pain is Temporary
LN May 2014
Don't let the pain infiltrate and condense into your skin.

Let it be a layer
that will soon fall off
when it is ready.
dont let it become you
May 2014 · 264
Not a Goodbye (10w)
LN May 2014
We have stopped talking.
He left,
and I broke down.
-i feel like ****- thanks for that!
May 2014 · 2.5k
Drones - Chaos
LN May 2014
Children awake to sizzling butter and fresh eggs
Birds chirp and settle on their windowsills
Greeting them with the sound of nature.
How lovely it must be!

Childhood is all about the games and the play, they said.
Buttons are pressed,
Video games begin,
because violence is but a pixelated projection for them.

Two extremities of this earth are facing each other now.
Darkness lies on the opposite side.
What a shame!
Home now bleeds images of destruction.

Childhood is non-existent there.
Children awake to the nauseating scent of gunpowder,
Anxiety has filled their minds,
The future remains vague
Lives hanging on a thread
The drones set off missiles to cut it.

They are worth the entire world to their mothers
Young souls who are the lens from which their parents see happiness
but sadly,
survivors scrape the rubble off their ****** feet
scavenging for the roots they once tried to protect
wetting the ground with utter despair.

Home now bleeds destruction
and constant chaos.
LN May 2014
The night and I are best friends.
Our darkness coincides
and I find myself confiding in the moon
more than I ever did with anyone else.
May 2014 · 840
How to let it out? (10w)
LN May 2014
The cigarette or the pen,
which will be more effective?
- im still trying to figure out the answer-
May 2014 · 552
Can't Reach You
LN May 2014
If only I had wings to take me

where my soul belongs

because hands can’t reach that far

And now my heart has been

crying out your name.
May 2014 · 1.2k
Everywhere
LN May 2014
I have inhaled the air of countless cities
and left some of mine behind.

My distinct fingerprints are invisible
but they exist
in a place amidst many others
on tables and handles everywhere.

My voice had probably made someone turn
and wonder what type of a person I was.
Do I sound happy because I am
or is it a mere façade I have covered the truth with?
It will leave them pondering over the masks we wear.

Lipstick stains on coffee mugs
Kissing the worries goodbye
they flutter away into thin air
and become someone else's instead.

Eyes darting to the clouds above,
that water was once down here in the sea
but now it is above hovering over me.

Like snakes shed their skin,
and dead matter turns to trees
we leave a part of ourselves
on dusty shelves
for others to recover and use

the cycle goes on.
its a cycle
May 2014 · 3.3k
Prayer Before Dawn (Fajr)
LN May 2014
When the night is at the brink of shedding its darkness
I open my eyes to welcome the sound of the caller.

The vibrations echo in my head and bounce off the walls
Whispers of lazy devils attempt to interrupt
However, i cannot remain still and watch my faith corrupt.

With arms sprawled across the comfortable bedding,
Stepping on the cold hard ground can seem rather upsetting
but what is coming is indeed better than what has passed.

Nothing beats the soft slide of the forehead on velvet
showing devotion, muttering prayers
because on Him we are dependent.

As if we were stopping by during busy hours
to kiss the forehead of one's mother as a token of gratitude.

He has allowed me to breathe another day
and I will use almost every single one
to thank Him for the blessings
I was not denied.
A poem about Fajr prayer - my favourite.
LN May 2014
Exchanging glances
I could hear him clearly despite his silence
Swallowing my pride,
I spoke first.

Raising our eyes to the sky
we discussed the weather and our plans
pretending like the words, "I miss you" didn't exist.

A great year has passed
challenging us on each side of the globe
far away from the other
but sometimes,
I am sure that our thoughts unite.

In our dreams, and in reality
we will continue to
exchange loud glances
without saying the proper words.
we saw each other after a year.
LN May 2014
Words hit me like bricks
but i'll build a home
out of these poems
LN May 2014
I will not allow myself to wilt
despite the darkness you put me through

Getting rid of dry petals is a better option
than pulling out all the roots
May 2014 · 719
Kaleidoscopic
LN May 2014
Shades of colors
Arrays of identities
a palette of diverse beings
that's what we are
united we are art

Yet some choose to narrow it down
to a mere silent black and white film
erasing identities of billions
muting their cries
stripping rights away from their children

A spectrum of humanity
that will never converge to a single line
of what you deem as worthy of respect.
May 2014 · 21.6k
Admiration
LN May 2014
I hesitate to show him the truth.
The words I write may never reach his eyes
I am afraid of the torture after rejection.

These feelings cannot be denied,
my poems will never cease to exist
even if i erased these heavy thoughts I typed
burned them alive
the memories of us will float around endlessly
somewhere, out of my reach.

If he sees himself in mirrors
in a monotone and meaningless way
he will not anymore
because reflections of him
lie not only visually in images,
such as projections on clear glass
but in others who admire him too.

We become who we love eventually
Admiration for someone else
makes us melt
covering past pages of who were before.
LN May 2014
Please tell me about your life
I don't mean everything in it
I just want to know
what makes your cheeks flush red?
I just want to know
what do you think of
that makes your mouth curve up with satisfaction?
I just want to know
what do you remember that lightens your chest
in times of stress?

Spill out these answers
Carve them with every ounce of passion
onto paper
so i could have imprints of them on my skin
as I hold them close to me.
May 2014 · 845
Messy (10w)
LN May 2014
Entropy is inevitable
We have made a mess of ourselves.
May 2014 · 590
my thoughts drown me
LN May 2014
With each verse I try to write
I try to inhale bits of hope
i'm breathing heavily
as I gather my tears
so that they don't drown me
like my thoughts did.
May 2014 · 793
Poetry is what we are
LN May 2014
Poems are fingerprints
of the broken soul

Poems are the breath
that revives our lungs
May 2014 · 1.7k
Listen
LN May 2014
The power of the listening ear prevails.

Their worries in words
Turn to dust that eventually scatters
But first and foremost,
Unclench their wrist
Untangle all knots
Allow their peace to find its way home.
May 2014 · 2.7k
Humanity
LN May 2014
We help others because
the same sword can cut all of us
and leaving a friend to bleed
is to fail as a human.
Apr 2014 · 1.1k
Losing Hope (10w)
LN Apr 2014
It's hard to water plants
you believe will die anyway.
Apr 2014 · 389
Symbolism
LN Apr 2014
"Use more symbolism in your works," they critiqued.
I replied, "I don't need to,"
because he, who i write about,
represents a far greater part of me
than they ever cared to comprehend.

My works are what I believe in,
and that is in writing about
what means most to me.

He is enough.
he is enough.
this is a weird 'poem' but its 3 am and my eyes are heavy
heart is heavier as i let it all sink into my chest
Apr 2014 · 426
~Dreaming~
LN Apr 2014
It is 3 am
I am hoping that when I sleep
my dreams
will consist of you
and that I'll be present
in yours too.
I miss you so much, good night.
LN Apr 2014
Give me back the breaths
you stole away from me.

Write back all the translucent words
I was too afraid to spill the first time.

Erase the bittersweet memories,
destroy the projections of us
for we are nothing now.

Teach your tongue to behave,
twist it in all ways
except for the curl it makes
when trying to say my name.

The paths we wanted to pave?
Dig up the bricks
you are not the way I want to live my life
we can never make homes out of people.

I want them back
but not you.
LN Apr 2014
He was a puzzle meant to be solved
and I'd like to be the one to do so.
If he is broken, cut or missing pieces
I will chip off a part of me
mold it into what will complete him
to put it in the whole picture.
Apr 2014 · 935
Fluidity/Losing My Mind
LN Apr 2014
Distorted sense of time
Seconds changed to minutes
Minutes to hours then days
The years stacked collections of
Dusty shelves of memories
Ringing telephones, one sided calls, no replies
~silence~
The striking of their shooting nerves
It rattled and shook them
They changed shape
Fluidity in their being
Trying to settle
Trying to calm down.
Maybe I'll eventually find inner peace
until now, it seems impossible.
LN Apr 2014
Left and right, they looked for each other
in people they met.
Distance pushes them away
Their hearts tried to cuddle a bit closer
attempting to find the warmth
in the cold world they lived in.
They slid their hands into those
who would look at them the same way
but alas, none fit
for some fingers were meant to be intertwined
and wrapped around each other
feeling safe and sound.
Apr 2014 · 2.8k
Burdens
LN Apr 2014
Shouting at the sky,
Dear, the clouds will not cry for you.
Earth will continue spinning,
Ignoring the burdens of the hell
you carry around on your shoulders,
in the darkest part of your mind
and under your eyes.
If you need to talk I'm always here.
Apr 2014 · 312
Sense of Direction
LN Apr 2014
You see me as a person,
but to me, you are the sun
which my words revolve around
like orbiting planets with a sense of direction.
You again..
Apr 2014 · 416
Don't Define Poetry
LN Apr 2014
Don't define poetry.
I will not allow myself to be placed
within your confines
and narrow mind
for my own has no limits.

I am its queen
cultivating a kingdom of intellectual beauty
planting seeds of wisdom and knowledge
picturing gardens of thoughts and poems.

Don't define poetry.
Useless ramblings to you
May seem like noise
That you'd rather shut out
But my voice matters
And it shall manifest itself
In ways you can't imagine.
Don't dare tell me that my emotions are not valid
Apr 2014 · 426
In My Dreams
LN Apr 2014
I'd rather sleep
than stay awake in a reality
where you're not mine.
Apr 2014 · 160
My Life - A Poem
LN Apr 2014
I live off my three am regrets
and my midnight sadness.

I live off breathing in six am air
and my hope for new years resolutions.

I live off writing out what hurts my chest
and smiling at the butterflies in my stomach.

Finally -
I live off poetry because
I don't know a better way to breathe.
Apr 2014 · 279
Reference Note
LN Apr 2014
We were on the same page
but you left me in the margin
a mere reference note
soon to be erased.
Apr 2014 · 319
Hidden Words (10w)
LN Apr 2014
I write poems about you
that you will never read.
He doesn't care as much as I do.
Apr 2014 · 359
Give it Love (10w)
LN Apr 2014
Appease your tired heart,
accept the love that you deserve.
Apr 2014 · 710
Hurricanes
LN Apr 2014
Your whispers echoed
They whirled like howling winds
And have now become hurricanes
twisting the last words you said,
wrecking whatever was left of you
in my lone and broken heart.
Apr 2014 · 420
Wholesome
LN Apr 2014
You burden her with troubles
that you cannot handle by yourself
then wonder why she breaks and snaps
like twigs in busy forests
that can't seem to stay whole.
stop treating her badly, she will appreciate you for all the good you do
Apr 2014 · 1.9k
Cigarettes
LN Apr 2014
She held onto the cigarette
quivering hands and ****** veins
it lit up and scorched the leaves
infiltrating in her tensed lungs.
It reminded her of him.

Breathing in the grey smoke,
she suffocated from
the air that they weren't sharing.

Hugging the cigarette,
with his shapely lips
she knew that any attempt
of kissing him
would **** her
but yet she longed to die
at his touch.
- she loved him so much-
Apr 2014 · 19.2k
Candles
LN Apr 2014
We're candles that want to burn bright
and wouldn't mind dwindling in the flames.
- this was pretty short -
Apr 2014 · 5.1k
Poison
LN Apr 2014
You are a type of poison
I wouldn't mind drinking.
It would burn my fragile throat
but I don't think anything
has struck me as hard
as what I feel for you.
Apr 2014 · 1.8k
Are we the universe?
LN Apr 2014
I saw the universe in your eyes
but have you ever cared
to look into mine?
I guess I was a star
randomly existing,
about to fade,
into the sombre abyss
of your forgotten memories.
LN Apr 2014
A woman is reduced to the ***** of her curves

to the dimensions of her ****** features

but whoever dares calculate those

should be assigned a paper big enough,

a mind smart enough,

to help them figure out the boundless extent

of the vastness of the paradise that lies under her feet.
-in islam, mothers are said to have heaven lying under the soles of their feet -
Apr 2014 · 392
Blisters on My Tongue
LN Apr 2014
How can I reply
when my tongue has blisters
from the words left stuck and unsaid?
I can't hurt you
because I know what pain feels like.
Apr 2014 · 515
Come Back (10w)
LN Apr 2014
I would rather hold your hand
than see you leave.
Ten Word Poem #1
Apr 2014 · 990
Promises of Dawn
LN Apr 2014
Let the orange crack of dawn
smile at the day
and welcome new hours of your life.
Let the radiating sun,
heat up the skies,
warming your insides with new hopes.
Let happiness filter through you,
and seep into the crevices of your broken heart.
Despite the promised darkness of the night,
dawn will come back singing its song
and you will be awaiting it
having already memorised its tune.
New day - New hopes.
Apr 2014 · 4.1k
Bitter
LN Apr 2014
Maybe if bitterness was not my language,
You would've held on to our conversations.
Maybe if bitterness wasn't in my eyes,
You wouldn't have turned to look at her instead.
Apr 2014 · 10.2k
Your Voice
LN Apr 2014
I like music and catchy tunes
but the song that is your voice
is my favourite one yet.
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