love
It means the glue to whatever makes up you,
It is the number unimaginable but you already knew,
It is like a birds eye view of the outside of a zoo,
It is your break through.
It is the memory of why you are what you're put through
Love is who taught me to be me and you to construe,
So when he falls you dont fall too,
My name is meaningless; a loose glove,
It means nothing without love.

When reality unstitches at the seams
Its better to be bare
For theres still a dream
In every nightmare

I blare my conscious mind
but stay mute
Im a forest sunset with a fading glare
Rummage through my thorns tear apart my roots
in the center a void is there
Playing aloud is the devils flute
And it will strip me bare
From the top of my hair
To the tip of my boot

I've come to the realization
that my heart I've held in a basin
can be opened instantly
unwillingly: my epiphany

For all the time I spent
being stolen so guys can look through me
selling my time and affection in debt to my knee
for all the effort they were applying
I won't sell unless you're buying

I'm containable like catching sand in a holy can
when I'm slipping through the cracks in your hand
I feel my rocky chest expand
as you can grip me again just as planned

To say I'd **** for you is more subtle
for millions die each year
I'd move you to Mars with only a shuttle
and visit every star that's near

My element has tangled with water and earth
but I never knew fire and fire could give birth
to an entire forest of flames
and still be tamed

A fool jumps ahead to trip on their own feet
but i'll keep falling in love with you
if you're still the concrete

Consider an upright pavement covered in tears
Engulfed in several drops of liquid that's clear
They trickle downwards through gravity
Can get stuck in cracks
Or go faster through humidity

No matter how fast or slow
They all have one place to go
To the end
Where the body of water flows

As they trickle down
A single drop can manifest another in its path
If it gets too immense it's divided in two
Who travel a different route until another act of math

However,
There's always the drips of liquid
Not too small not too big
Who stay in one place
And are missed by the other drop's trace

But on these shower walls
Oxygen laced with hydrogen continues to fall
There's no room for isolation
For every square inch
Is covered in beads of liquid

Surrounding me with the four corners
I scratch the tiles to my left
Four lines with the tips of my fingers
Leaving to my right,
I do the same and turn back left to see what lingers

There was no trace of me
Because the flow of activity

So possibly
If we continue to surround ourselves in energy
Like the drops of animation
There would be no room for manipulation
Only room for movement, growth, and separation

If I could be God for just a night
I'd change the globe to this pavement that's upright
And every drop of you would be alright

Oh programmed youth
youll forever be confined by the lines you're assigned

Youre taught by a rubric for a purpose
so no other thoughts may surface

Youre wordless
worthless

Im always conscious of your ten fingers
nine in the morning and that touch still lingers
you're the eight ball that conquers me
if you fall
seven days of the week
I faintly hear you speak
for the six missed calls
id **** to return them all
the five stars in the sky id multiply
just to get you by
four walls never felt so strong
when they reflect what you speak as a song
those three words always felt so true

two
Is better than *one

I would write
a thousand rhymes
a thousand times
if my words could chime
through your mind
to remind
you to unwind

when your mind is upright
theres no need to fight
turn off your light
and dont invite
your thoughts tonight

Goodnight, my love
goodnight

The blood that runs through my veins turns blue
When i imagine an hour or two without you
For youre my muse when i lay awake
When my head begins to ache
My body it trembles as a thought of you lingers
From the back of my neck to the tip of my fingers
Without you the seasons have no end
So ill follow you through every crack and bend

Content with tangible feelings or small talks
Bothered by a handless palm or quiet walks
Love is destructive through silence
Were all just desperate for someones guidance

Stumbled across a soul
Whos been trapped in a hole
saying its been raining for months
this world is on a hunt
and my life is in front

I said the sky holds balance between the moon and the sun
to keep us sane when one is overdone

The oceans clash while the earth stands still
like conflicting emotions against your will
we all have clouds to shadow the sunlight
to rain on our pavements toward discovery
varied elements fighting for your land
unable to stand you bury your head in the sand

Fate can seem friendly when its knocking at your door
youll soon find out life's an attention *****

Dont give in to it's desperation
remember youre the reason the earth spins
you dig your holes to fill the core with animation
dont let it drain you of reasons to breathe in

Fill your gap with milestones
so you can mount to the top
leave those craters empty of you
but full of the broken impressions you drop

So the day someone else falls too
they can trace the good intentions you drew

your soul will never be free
in a world that reminds you youre as small as a pea
dont let the inevitable gravity pull you from the core
youll hear the knock youll try to ignore
open that door
its time to explore
what life has in store
i promise its much more
than a dreary lifetime chore

My eye lids lift before the sun
Enveloped in sheets covering from the cold that leaves a sting on my feet
Day breaks like these where my good intensions and supressed memories meet
My pillow sinks propping up the weight of my past
My bones subside in my skin for as long as it will last
I close my eyes again but they roam in black
As if ill dream away in an instant but ill consider that pack
Smoking one for ease
One for release
Just two more please
The smoking doesnt cease
Till im curled back in my sheets
Its whatever time am
When i cant stop thinking of him

The earths rays shine a line through your eyes and reflect through mine
How those eyes lock me in a bliss i cant miss
How those lips touch it ain't much but its enough to mend a crutch
Between you and i there isnt an amount of rhymes to express our lifetime
With your bony knees and mind at ease theres nothing more compatible than these
When i have a chair to sit and a mind well lit itd be a shame for us to split
When im your light to guide but its hard to stride without your heavy breathing by my side
For youre an oceans tide that opens wide
And im the moon that sings you the euphoric tune at noon

A being of promiscuous essence
found dead yet unrest-less
saying it's the anchors on the edge of my bed
weighing me down at my feet

A body of displeasure
something else tugged her to defeat
her dress presents a sentimental smell when it slugs to the ground
but her depth goes unexplored

Are these even the eyes I've called to mind?
or did you set them on the rest of mankind you come to find?

She holds onto past memories
kissing intensely just to feel something
leaning in harder and crying for affection
that will leave her asking: Why

Why must all the guys pull my thighs yet deny my eyes?
I promise that girl has many things to give
I promise there's more to why she lives

My cup of joe drank with woe
that you know
we all know
the nostalgic taste of bitter sweet presto

Problems pour
fill my cup
until i'm up

Down the liquid quickly
before it overfills
poison that's more sickly
when washing down your pills

Learned to cope without that cup
departed that rope
with my face up

Morning shattered my window
I fixed it
keeping it closed
but the day doesn't quit

I've come to understand
light is inevitable
a snap of the hand
at a beeping nightstand

My skin creeps toward self destruction
my heart gnaws as it pounds every beat
my soul is petitioning for reconstruction
whats lingering that isn't dead is incomplete
You bonded me to an eternity i don't deserve
a prospect to ethereal for my sinister kind
sweet, satisfying sin wrenches my every nerve
rescue yourself from woe; leave my vulnerable essence behind
I longed for a dance with you at my redemption
to embody me in your embrace of tranquility
but your strain on me has softened
your perpetual tenderness requests my stability
God, if you're listening i'm guilty i'm the one who forswore
please allow me to grieve abandoned with my humility
Although i vow you'll habitually be the one i ask for
don't feed into my nightmares with your mercy
I want to dream alone
Your flawlessness is a persistent reminder that i'm unworthy
I'd rather sink in immorality than throttle your throne

When it's my day to die
bury me in a glass case
so you see the part of me that devastated you and I

Please forgive me for I have sinned
resign from me you're chasing the wind