Death always comes and knocks on your door,
Life lasts long but not forever more,
A cold shiver own the spine,
More green on a maple or pine,
A deep feeling in the depth of your heart,
A longing wish for a fresh start,
Till little miss reaper creeps out of the Dark,
She means no harm but douses your spark,
She comes in peace and comes with love,
Her very kiss is from heaven above,
She feels alone as we all run away,
I pray for her soul every day,
I long for her warm embrace,
I wish she knew how much i chase,
I do not wish for myself to die,
But saying I do not love her would be a lie,
Being without her reaches down and shatters my soul,
Without my little miss reaper i will never be whole,
I could toil through this short wisp of a life,
Or take the Little Miss Reaper to be my
WIFE

You are perfect in every way,
so breathtaking i know not what to say,
You are always ib my head and on my mind,
You are my peace a place to unwind,
Sweet little girl of mine,
Your smile sends shivers down my spine,
My heart is here for you to take,
Be gentle as u r so it doesnt break,
Ill tell you the words this world wont say,
Ill remind you are a princess every day,
You have become my all in so little time,
Leaving me frozen like a mime,
Your laugh is heals my soul,
Your sweet words make me whole,
You are funny and silly and goofy too,
I never want to be without you,
Without you my smiles are not as bright,
I feel like the world is no longer right,
You are like the brightest star in a ginger night,
I want to hold you close and hold you tight,
As a rose you flowered out of a dark place,
Where no one loved u and there plenty of space,
Your loss was shattering ur heart and mind,
How could you have been left behind,
The world grew cold and you grew sad,
Started to except that life was all bad,
But your thorns could not keep all away,
I am still here and here to stay,
Cause ur perfect and pretty in every way,
Your quirks make you different and more than okay,
Please never leave me alone,
Id lose my mind my heart turn to stone,
Let me keep you warm and happy as well,
Till the day destiny rings its last bell.

Hot tears stream down my face and burn my skin,
Hot flames consume me is i burn for my sin,
Living itself should be i crime,
Just barely scraping by on the dime,
I guess hell would be better then being alive,
In this world how do so many survive,
Suicide rates have never been higher,
As peoples need for help becomes more dire,
But so many screams will never be heard,
So many people ignored every word,
Mind like a cage that keeps me inside,
Id ask to be free but I already died.

O' what I would not do to live in my dreams,
My mind is filled with voices and screams,
My head it feels as thought it will burst,
When I try to be happier it hurts the worst,
I try to be silent and sit in the dark,
But my brain just shorts and continues to spark,
The fire it lights consumes all it can see,
My mind is a prison and I will never be free,
It hurts like hell is only in my head,
Most time it flares up I wish I was dead,
The things they say it makes no sense,
I can be completely alone yet feel so tense,
I used to be loud and crazy,
Now I am sad and lazy,
Why cannot my mind be

I feel like my heart hit absolute zero,
I fell like a dead hero,
Everything feels empty inside,
Every good part of me died,
I am not whole,
Life took its greatest toll,
Leaving me ice cold,
Like I had a soul but it was sold,
All the warmth gone out of my chest,
There is no place that feels safe to rest,
And everything hurts.

My sweet release so sad and dark,
Was the start of the black fire that tiny spark,
Ignite my once weak soul,
The fire that burns me is what makes me whole,
I have become the pain,
My soul is no longer free to stain,
I am Greed,
I am Lust,
I am Hunger,
I am Malice,
I am Hate,
I am Wrath,
I am Envy,
I am Sorrow,
I take it all I breathe it in,
I am it and it is now within,
My soul shakes at what I have become,
But its now all said and done,
The monster I am now all may fear,
Till the day I die and disappear...

Someone slap me in the face,
So I can forget that I am a disgrace,
Someone **** my pain,
So I can stop going insane,
Someone fix the voices inside,
So I can finally hide,
They scream at me and say I am wrong,
To listen to music be happy or sing a song,
All the noise hurts as my soul weighs me down,
I fell as though the sound is the water in which I drown,
Could I ever be happy again in any way,
If not yesterday perhaps today,
Id gladly give heart soul and mind,
To finally have joy to stand behind,
But inside I cry,
I feel like I should die,
I hold my breathe waiting to see black,
And let it out wishing the air was crack,
Cause id rather be anyone but me,
Cause them maybe I could be free,
But if must stay me,
Can someone help distract me from myself...

How can this ever possibly be,
That this would ever happen to me,
No not another day,
How could life even find another way,
To hurt my heart and melt my soul,
I guess I will just never be whole,
Another way to feel alone,
As I wither from skin to bone,
My body shake shivers then stops,
Yes I wither like freshly poisoned crops,
Nothing left to fear,
I guess this means the end is near,
I shed my last silent tear,
Before I tell you all goodbye.....

I want to tell you not to grow up,
Stay away from aging don't drink from that cup,
Its a hard pill to swallow when you see,
That your born to change and to change is to be,
To be what you need,
Be love be passion be hope be greed,
Life is about finding out who you are despite these things,
No matter what troubles or trials life brings,
Even if it burns or aches or stings,
Do this and you can sit amongst the kings,
I want to say all these things and so much more,
But my voice is gone just like out of mouth my tongue was tore,
Lost in a mist of what is right and wrong,
This poem should be wisdom in the form of a song,
But i am left here to weep over these things and just say,
I love you for now and my wisdom is best spoken another day.

My mind drifts so far away,
My heart slows as it begs me not to stay,
In this reality we are like cattle marked with a brand,
So we must find our way to our own Never-land,
We spread the our wings or ride our kites,
We could fly by day or through the cover of many nights,
  A place we can go where we long to be,
A place where our dreams play as they always longed to be free,
Whether our Never-land is a Island or Planet,
Whether its a house made of logs or a cave laden with granite,
A place that is wild or peaceful and silent,
A home filled with love or broken and violent,
We all have a place we would rather inhabit,
From the largest of foxes to the tiniest rabbit.

I think of you and my soul turns to stone,
I think of you i feel cold and alone,
My voice to a shallow withdrawn tone,
My spine shivers along with every ****** bone,
The crown on my head falls straight to the ground,
The glass its made of shatters with one loud sound,
My heart will drop like the beat of a song,
My days will draw on and on so long,
Weary i fall so slowly down into my bed,
I lie down to hide from the thoughts in my head,
CAUSE YOUR STILL THERE

I look down a tunnel and all I can see,
Is so many bright lights shining at me,
And i realize just how beautiful life can be,
I try to understand why sometimes i am sad,
And thinking about it just makes me get mad,
But I smile each time at the end,
Fire away life I will conquer each trial you send,
Come around every corner a hardship begins,
But in the end I am the hero who always wins,
Don't ever think you can challenge me and friends,
We have gone through many trials through all of life's bends,
And I still smile through it all,
And  I will still stand tall,
!CAUSE I FOUND PEACE!
Dedicated to: SMH

I had a meaning but now i am lost,
I must be unlucky that this thought my mind crossed,
I thought that i could sustain,
that which i cannot obtain,
And now i fell feel lost,
Lost Lost Double Heart Crossed,
Drowning in a river of dreams,
That sinking deep between the board's cracks and seams,
Lost, empty, pointless, and broken,
Ask me how i am feeling? Fine, enough spoken,
I am doing fine
FEELING
INTENSELY
NEGATIVE
EVERYDAY
But some reason i feel lost in every way,
What should have been a burden off my chest,
Is this constant feel of sorrow and unrest,
I brought somone into my life and made them my all,
I thought they would love me forever if i could stand tall,
But wearing stilts will never help those who are hard to love,
when you feel dead inside nothing can help you stand above,
The feelings that you are lost in,
The feelings deep within,
The feelings that grasped the mind heart and soul,
Only end up eating me Whole,
Save Our Ship,
Here's A Tip,
Don't have hopes for the things you cant have now,
Only hope that one day you can .

A friend of a friend is the friend i made,
Cause its with my best friend that my new friend had stayed,
This friend that i have is both kind and sweet,
Don't let her words of death and dry heat,
Beat you away from the loving heart underneath,
From her pretty purple nails to her bright white teeth,
There is more than meets the eye to the friend that i'd meet,
So funny and sleepy,
A bit edgy and a bit creepy,
There is none quite the person i was meeting,
She drinks Coca-cola like it was *******,
And burned through Melatonin like it was propane,
But underneath of all the things that made her so fun,
Was a brave and quirky person that shines like the sun,
She radiates and glows a very chill vibe,
But strikes you as the person who'd never take a bribe,
Honest and upright she always does stand,
Her good morals she clutches in the palm of her hand,
She respects others in every way that she can,
And seems to be better than any friend that would be a man.

Dear Blood Stained Black Rose,
Disasters seem to strike with many hard blows,
You seem so beaten, battered, and wilted,
But you won't let life leave you tilted,
You don't let life define you,
Instead you bud in the winter and defy nature too,
You press in the snow when the nights grow cold,
You only grow stronger and hold faster as you grow old,
Dear Blood Stained Black Rose you left a lot behind,
It hurts my soul and strains my mind,
As i realize how fierce the storms you face are,
But you still shine bright like the finest star,
Your petals bloom into a beautiful flower,
You give all the credit to the Lord who gave you the power,
Seemingly dead at first i hold my breath,
I am glad you realized life has more hope than death.

Who are we,
Who are we,
We are the protector the one who comes to save,
We are the one who takes the blows and stays brave,
One two skip a few,
You blink and its a different me looking back at you,
We are the lover the passion that blazes,
We have the care that lives to walk relationship mazes,
Again Again with the nod of a head,
You realize again that another me is dead,
Now We are the crazy the life of the party,
We sing we dance and we eat meals that are very good and hearty,
You roll your eyes,
And another me dies,
We are the genius the mind and the brain,
We enjoy that homework you saw as a pain,
You drop your pen,
We change to a different person again,
We are the servant the one who comes to help,
We come at your beck, call, yelp, and whelp,
You reach out to try to pull me back in,
But there are more then one of us to love my friend,
We are the many inside of the few,
We are here and you don't know how to explain us or what to do.
+----(JUST ACCEPT US)----+

There are some days i love my life,

Other days there is no end to my strife,

There are some days everything feels good,

Other Days i just feel like i have to hide behind my hood,

There are some days I love myself,

Other Days i feel like me is the only thing i want to shelf,

There are some days I think I'm loved,

But these days that's something i sadly try to stand above.

People still don't care about my dream,
They act like what I love is just a meme,
They stomp all my hopes of being me,
They act like who I am just cannot be,
I am so sick of you hating what I love,
Isn't this stupid hate easier to stand above,
If you really love me then set me free,
Let me grow wild like a redwood tree,
That is not to much to ask for,
U just say it is as a reason to close my favorite door.

My mind so full of such few words,
Making my concentration fly out of my mind like a flock of birds,
A song,
A gong,
A chime,
A mime,
A lot of words fill my brain and some send shivers down my spine,
And some thoughts I question are they even mine,
All of them so tightly packed in,
In my skull so hidden deep within,
Pounds and pounds of useless grey matter,
Filled with noises from pitter to patter,
Legends and Tales,
Buckets and Pales,
Crab and Snails,
Sharks and Whales,
Words on Words on Words again,
I wish right now I could talk to a friend,
But alas the words the only come out on paper,
For you my readers to continually savor.

Skin them alive,
leave none to survive,
Shred them to pieces,
I am as phantom as cold summer breezes,
Lapping up blood like a good cat,
Eating children rather than a rat,
I can take flight like a bat,
Beat you to death from behind,
Eat your bones fresh from the grind,
Cut your throat pull out your tongue,
Can't find your body its so far slung,
A lil here a lil there,
*♥♥DEAD BODIES EVERYWHERE ♥♥

Life is all up in the air,
But i don't care,
Can't get my siblings outta my hair,
I just don't care,
Using my time i don't have to spare,
Guess what I DON'T CARE.

I cant say anyone smells more like flowers,
I can say u look better than any towers,
I cant say anyone looks more like a rose,
I can say u r beautiful from your head to your toes,
I cant say anyone is more kind,
I can say you are always there for me to hide behind,
I cant say anyone is more of a freak,
I can say i love you cause i am a geek,
I cant say i hate you,
But i can say i love you too.

Nothing I ever do goes right,
I wish I could bleed till my face turns white,
Wouldn't that be quite the sight,
I could even do it in the middle of the night,
I feel like I am worth less than a dollar,
If u need encouragement don't give me a holler,
I know not why I am alive,
All I know is there is no way to thrive,
MY LIFE IS
DEPRIVE
DEPRIVE
!DEPRIVE!

The final breath,
beauty in death,
The flower's finest blossom is right before it wilts,
the finest actors fall from their stilts,
A shot rings out and a man finds his meaning,
The last breath the victim uses for singing,
Shredded flesh makes the finest art,
Me and death will never part,
When you finally die and leave a widow not a wife,
You will realize death is the pinnacle of life,
The mask i wear to **** is my face,
Red is the blood that fills this place.

People Die,
People Cry,
People Lie,
People Fight,
People Bite,
People Bleed,
But People don't read,
People don't hold the peace,
People burn down trees,
Welcome to reality,
Where all your nightmares become clear to see.

|-1-|
I love you Beautiful Angel with a halo,
|-2-|
But I am a demon stuck in the flames though,
|-3-|
Growing wings and beginning to fly,
|-4-|
But I was born in chains and born to die,
|-5-|
Please save me,
|-6-|
Don't forget who we can be,
|-7-|
Together forever,
|-8-|
Never say never,
|-9-|
When I see You I set flight to the sky,
|-10-|
I break my chains and leave the world behind,
|-1@1-|
SO IS THE POWER OF LOVE
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________
Every time I see your face,
_________
It makes me feel like I found my place,
__________
I wish I could see it everyday day,
_________
I wish I could tell you everything I want to say,
____________
I wish I could see your smile on replay,
___________
I wish these thing cause you are perfect to me,
_____________
And I hope I make that clear to see.
_____________

Lying and crying,
her love I am trying to be buying,
Slowly sighing,
Never relying,
I cry and cry thousands of tears,
And the fall into my hundreds of beers,
Trying to wash my life away,
Tying to drown every last memory.

All roads lead back to black,
the sound of leaking blood from bodies in a sack,
A rose of white begins to fade and slack,
and is quenched in the glory of one that is black,
The shirt fell off the rack,
Wasn't onto paint but it still turned black,
When anyone falls of the track,
Their souls turn black.


{|JOIN THE LEGIONS|}

Its been a while,
Since I saw your style,
Its been a time,
Since the last time I called you mine,
I wish,
You were my dish,
So I could see you everyday,
And like a piece of china you are so pretty in everyway,
I miss you,
Like I missed a heart beat or two,
I want so I love you the next time we meet,
And I swear next time I won't have cold feet.

Sad is bad,
so please be glad,
i try to be happy,
but people get snappy,
i am sorry for my personality,
I am sorry i amn't who you want me to be.

#OUTCAST

{|:|::|:|}
I am writer,
|::|
I am not a fighter,
|::|
But the pen is stronger than the sword,
|::|
and spilling blood isn't as powerful as a single word,
|::|
Fear that of which the writer will write,
|::|
Cause the writer is always right,
|::|
And his knowledge is what you think of till the end of the night.
{|:|::|:|}

They put on a mask,
As they reach for the flask,
As they lie to those they love sayin this is there last drink,
They love their friends more at least you would think,
But they will drink till the moon turns pink,
Then just one last sip,
Cause they still have this one dry lip.

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70 horses
run 70 ways
as my 70th poem
scare them always
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__________________
Remem­ber when we ran away,
|<>|
Remember when saying I love u was all I could say,
|<>|
Remember when we would run into each other's passionate caress,
|<>|
Now we are in this ugly mess,
|<>|
But with all these good times in our mind,
|<>|
It allows us to hide behind,
|<>|
Foot long smiles,
|<>|
That we can wear for miles,
|<>|
Thank you for the good days,
|<>|
That keep me going when things go the wrong ways.
__________________­_

______________
I will fall for you if you fall for me,
|<>|
If we fall for each other we will be falling free,
|<>|
And I promise as we grow close to the ground,
|<>|
My love will be the loudest sound,
|<>|
That echoes gracefully in your ears,
|<>|
And I will wipe away all your tears,
|<>|
Because I Love U.
______________

I
AM
SAD POOR HUNGRY ALONE
DYING
AND
IN NEED
OF
LOVE

Live
love
laugh
Hurt
Cry
Scream
Die.

Hi am crazy,
I have the perfect mix of soldier and lazy,
When i pass the flowers die,
When i pass the children cry,
I laugh i joke i have good fun,
Slaughtering all the people under the sun,
I am just an innocent child,
All the crimes i have done are just quite mild,
Except all the things that make me smile,
That list of accusations is quite the pile,
Each one could put me away for life,
At least those people don't have to deal with all their strife,
So let me sing,
And let me bring,
The death i love,
No peace or dove,
Bullets and rockets,
Picking dead men's pockets,
Plastered my face with many a smiles,
As i carry on my fun for miles after miles,
All my friends carried away,
Of course for the time they need to pay,
They thought it would be cool but they knew i was mad,
But at least i will never have to be sad,
Which is a fact that makes me quite glad,
Sorry if i hurt you a bit,
But that building just needed to be more lit,
Sorry if your parents died,
Not my fault they failed to hide,
Sorry for all this chaos i bring,
And that is the only thing about which i am lying.
/|LONG LIVE ANARCHY|\
\|FOREVER  AND   EVER|/

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