Oh, hear me, the humming cloud is raining down. Am I about to get back my ears?
My long missed Saqi gone to fetch the sea. I say come your one signature drop is enough. Keeps the cloud afloat and intact above the sea high enough. Down to a parched Earth then pour down some raw stuff some zero sugar marshmallow fluff.
I can keep it all to myself the things you said to me the things you did it's mine forever it's mine alone the things I wish I did the things I wish I said I should have put a bullet in your pretty little head I can keep it all to myself the things I said to you the things I did the things I thought it's mine forever it's mine alone
Instagram was a graveyard of memories that came to pass until my ex shared a picture of our son on the backseat of his car with their hands touching whoever "he" is I wonder if he knows all the nasty **** you love to do the ****** up thoughts you keep the thoughts that keep you so very far away from me
Now Instagram is a nightmare a collage of everything that makes me sick to breathe it's where my dreams died and reanimated as someone else's and that's ok because in a way they are still mine forever his and mine alone
If we ever touched again that would be our very own cosmic Hiroshima **** up I wonder how many souls we'd stamp out? I wonder how many dreams would die? mine are at the forefront of my mind the dreams I had of us together as the happiest three man band the world has never seen
you leave. i wake up and you're gone. you leave like how your kisses fade away on my clavicle. you leave like the roses that slowly waste from june to september. you leave like you can't wait to. you leave like there's nothing better in the world.
As we usher in a new Dark Age giddy at the prospect of renewed ignorance where faith in absurdity lights the way and opinion is fact if it's shouted loud and long and our plagues descend not from evolving microorganisms but vengeful spirits aloft and doctors become the spiteful magicians next door I find myself curious who first will burn for the sake of reality?
you are not here but you are always on my mind and I hate you for it I do not know how to put these emotions into words but I know that when I look at you I only think about kissing you and I do not know where love is derived from and you hate that we’re in love I know it’s after midnight and you have work in the morning but maybe if I ask enough and maybe even beg enough you will come and see me right now but you’ll probably say no so I am leaving tonight at that
It’s 3:44 P.M.
you are right next to me but I still don’t know where you really are and twelve hours ago I was craving your presence and now I’m regretting it you forgot that kissing is more intimate than *** and you still hate that I can ******* and not kiss you and that pushes you away from me you always assume that I never think about you so I push you away further but I can promise you twelve hours ago you still were on my mind I wanted you to come and see me right then but I did not ask you to because you’d probably say no but now I am stuck losing you due to my lack of communication so I am leaving today at that
Can't cut through Lost my even keel Just blackness below and sharks at heel Could tread forward Rather flip the wheel Run her aground Taste the bite of the steel Let the waves crash over and the chain unreel Until the deep takes me whole and I can no longer feel The grip of the truth and the horror of the real I'd like my mind to fade maybe give it some time to heal