She's my drug, my soul.
When I'm sad,
she was the one that can heal me.
She makes me smile,
just by little reaction of hers.
She is mine,
But we never hold hand before,
kiss nor hug.
She might be too far for me to touch her,
but she never too far for me to love her.

I love her.

We meet in the virtual world.
We could say it as accident,
But we can call it as fated too.

Hours and hours goes by
We talk on skype
We message on phone
But we never get tired

I don't need to walk down the road,
To make myself happy
I don't need to listen music,
To cheer me up,
I don't need to draw,
To forget my worries.
All I need is you to make me smile

I know those sweet embrace of yours
Show how much you love me.
When I'm lost when I'm hurt
You stay up late make sure I'm okay.
I won't forget those days
That you took my breath away
Your sweet affection I know it won't change.

I just want to be with you~
To tell u there is no one able to replace your place in my heart.
Baby I'm crazy for u.

My chest tighten up,
I have forgotten how to breath
knowing a part of me is missing.
Is this the feeling of missing?
I didn't know how it feels until I met you.

I don't know when,
I have fall for you.
I don't know how,
long I have love you,
I don't know what,
makes me attach to you.
I don't know why,
my heart beats for you.
I don't know where,
our future will bring us to.
But whatever reason it is,
All I know is I want you.

When you smile, you make my world goes wild.
The little things you do, I was captivated by you.
The way you laugh, is like a melody to my ear.
Each time you blush, makes me put up a smile.
Every time you are jealous,  is a prove that you love me.
All I wanted was the time to stop, and enjoy every side of you.

Is hard enough for me that
I can't touch you or hold you.
Now you have to take away
the only chances of me hearing your voice?
Only left me with words and texts that we used to write?

It hurts to know that you are miles away from me.
Knowing that every night I can't touch or hold on to you.
This distance between us prove that even far away
from each other our feelings won't wave.
Those words you told me,
"How I wish I could be by your side"
means so much to me.
So please don't stop loving me,
even with this distance of us.
Please believe we can make it,
even it takes years.
Let's us hold on to our words.

We meet in the virtual world.
We could say it as accident,
But we can call It as fated too.

Hours and hours goes by
We talk on skype
We message on phone
But we never get tired

I don't need to walk down the road,
To make myself happy
I don't need to listen music,
To cheer me up,
I don't need to draw,
To forget my worries.
All I need is you to make me smile

I know those sweet embrace of yours
Show how much you love me.
When I'm lost when I'm hurt
You stay up late make sure I'm okay.
I won't forget those days
That You took my breath away
Your sweet affection I know it won't change.

I just want to be with you~
To Tell u there is no one able to replace your place in my heart.
Baby I'm crazy for u

The gap you pointed it out,
was the distance between you and I.
I'm sorry that I haven't notice it.

I know that we are fading away.
And I didn't do anything about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are losing the real me.
And I didn't tell you about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are afraid of losing me.
And I never try to get hold of you.
I'm sorry.

Those distance I have created
was not letting you to attach to me.
Maybe I was wrong,
Because when time passes,
Is like me losing u.

I'm sorry for letting u feel that way.
Because I was lost too.
Maybe deep down in me have already consider you as a person I can turn to when I need someone.

Maybe you will find
A friend that is much better than me.
A friend that understand you better than me.
A friend that can make u smile more than me.
A friend will cherish u more than me.
But I have never once stop worrying about you.
And I'll always be the friend that u can always turn too.

There are blurry lines in front of us,
They are called the friends and lovers.
We didn't choose it,
We knew that,
We are more than friends but less than lovers.

No one dare to cross that line,
What is await of us in front
Is not a wonderful future.

We have secrets that no ones knows.
Those secrets are a way to prove that
our relationship was real.
We are just comfortable
the way we are.

Those blurry lines of ours will remain there,
until the day we have courage to move forward.

Individuals evaluate their own opinions
and desires by comparing themselves to others.
Grow up with a family of perfect siblings around,
was to compare by parents.
Knowing studies wasn't good during school times,
was to compare around friends.
Knowing wasn't much talent in yourself,
was to compare among the public.

That girl over there?
her brother is so awesome.
That guy over there?
he dumb.
That man over there?
he can't do anything at all.

We were all labeled by others.
What happen if we take off the label?
Does our name reveal and tell people that's who we are?
Do they accept the fact?
We aren't that perfect, we aren't that smart, we aren't that talent.
Still, will you accept just the way we are?

we are just a human that try our best to live.

Please listen to what I have to say...
I've fallen in love with you.
I know I shouldn't have.
But what should I do?
Painful feelings are overflowing.
My chest is tightened up.

That's right...
I'm deeply in love.
A knife is plunging through my chest.
My newborn emotion can't be hidden anymore.
The more I try to hide,
The worst it gets.

The only thing I can do is.
Stay away from you,
And not let you know of
The feelings I have.

But why am I still crying deep down inside me?
I put on my fake smile.
And from the reflection of my window.
Everything becomes empty.
When you're not beside me.

I screamed,
But nothing come out
With the feeling I have for you,
Everything bottled up.

I feel lonely in a world full of people.
Yet the empty pieces of my heart
Can only be filled by you.

Shine like a star.
The self confidence in you,
makes you the brightest star of all.
Deep down in you there's a fire.
Yes , a burning fire.
A fire that brings joy and energy to the people around you
At the same time,
That fire will burn and hurt those people that you dislike.
You are a star,
A bright star like Arcturus.
That stands out in the crowd,
Makes you different than the rest of the stars.

These scars aren’t pretty,
but they’re a part of me that will never ever fade away.
These marks tell a story of me down in the valley when I’m hopeless,
and how you reached in with your grace and healed me.
They remind me of your faithfulness and all you brought me through.
These scars teach me that my brokenness is something you can use.
They show me where I’ve been and i’m not there any more.
That’s what scars are for.

The things I cherish,
come crushing down.
The feeling of betray,
come cutting down,
The trust been build
come breaking down,
Reason of saying,
the four letter words.

Tell me is another lie,
tell me is just a dream.
Wake me up from the reality,
hide me from the truth.
Tell me a beautiful lie,
that I always believe into.
I never wanted to face the truth,
but things doesn't go the way you hope.

Waking up in a world,
with a picture of prefect.
Thinking how it should be,
but it's never was.
Putting up a smile,
Making loves one relief.
Telling them a lie to hide,
cause you love them.
The fact is you are just afraid.