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"misplace" poems
Colourful and soft Hearts, stars and polka dot Pull me on when it turns cold Entangle me, don’t fold Woollen, netted or cotton Worn at the bottom Warm, cosy and neat That’s how I keep your feet I am always in two’s You can wear me with shoes Wear me wherever you like to But take me off when you enter the loo Please don’t get me wet Even I stink when I sweat Don’t misplace my twin It will break my heart and that’s a sin I won't let your feet turn cold I will be there when you are old I am comfort, I am the best Used in north, south, east and west. I am stretchy, I am a sock I ease your feet for a run or walk If I take the back seat Numb, tanned and torn feet. So pay my parents well Don’t let your feet swell I promise to serve you I know you need me too. -Zainab Attari
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 3:46 AM UTC
We All Need Socks
A moonlit dance beneathe constellations       not Taurus or Gemini, Delphinus or Orion                  but stars we named together                    linking lines from star to star        hands pointing in air so cold a tear falls and                            another   leaving a roadmap on my cheeks             that you                             chase                                        chase                                                   chase             lifting the palm of your hand                  so cold to the touch I shiver             feeling the beauty of my tears          that glisten like Venus in the midnight sky              of this cold Parisian night   you smile in jest and      I misplace the space   between you and I and that sky   whispering "do you love me?"     how could I resist the beauty of                  our second to last kiss. © Sia Jane
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC
Centaurus
Because he was the robin, see I built him a birdhouse made of the fingernails I chipped from every time I was forced to button up my own flannel shirt It was quite silly and awkward-looking So it didn't bother me when he didn't want to live there It would take a lot of fake smiles and wooden blinds to tolerate a habitation such as the one I constructed for him So it didn't bother me when he didn't want to live there When he told me he was making a nest I took a paring knife from the kitchen drawer When he told me he was making a nest I gave him 10 inches of weave to (through) the twigs When he told me there were lots of split ends and varied shades I wasn't too hurt because it was true And I knew he would use twisty ties from bread bags instead Which were much more practical than 10 inches of lover's hair I just couldn't understand why he didn't give it back He misplaced it, he said How can you misplace something I had (longed) for him
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Jan 3, 2013
Jan 3, 2013 at 3:12 AM UTC
ungrateful naivety (perhaps)
When I think about the future with you I smile about the little things I think about the late nights on the couch, eating leftover Chinese food and laughing until we cry I think about the days at the pool, putting sunscreen on your back, and finding your sunglasses for you because you misplace everything I think about the sunny afternoons, exhausted from the work day, and you're pouring me a drink and telling me you're so ******* proud of me
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Aug 22, 2021
Aug 22, 2021 at 11:54 AM UTC
My Pride
a light at the end of the tunnel is the freedom in the words I type Where would I be without the steady click of my mind laying into the soft caress of a screen, as for paper it's insolent and my pen it ran out of ink The lines I draw, are only in my mind as I've seemed to have misplace the valley where the dead rest The tangible object where many of writers have left their soul The pages where have they gone ? The smell, and the history, all here in this screen A bird sits at my window sill as if waiting for me to deliver some sort of message she will fly and soar and anyone who lays on her will know that I couldn't deliver the message I was told to write I couldn't jump over to the other side I couldn't make it through the forest without becoming more lost I didn't try hard enough, I let fear take hold. I wanted so badly to become The one, the one you all need, but the tree's they laid witness to trial after trail of failure laid between the click of a keyboard a new generation of the vessel that we use to pour our souls into my thoughts captured before my eyes and just one click and you will all see and maybe you will feel the failure I  carry the failure i've never confronted myself with a perfectly honest revelation of how I failed you all, of how I couldn't jump, of how I let the fear of the pain get in the way of the success of a champion. Now I'm in my room feet firmly planted in reality and i still feel the fear I still feel the self doubt the feeling that no matter how many times I jump i'll always fall short I'll never make it to the other side I'll never be a person solidified in a vessel whose soul was felt whose soul was known I'll never bring the world together, or sacrifice I'll most likely be average I'll mostly likely die without hearing the sound of my giant crowd.
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 2:35 AM UTC
failure
a light at the end of the tunnel is the freedom in the words I type Where would I be without the steady click of my mind laying into the soft caress of a screen, as for paper it's insolent and my pen it ran out of ink The lines I draw, are only in my mind as I've seemed to have misplace the valley where the dead rest The tangible object where many of writers have left their soul The pages where have they gone ? The smell, and the history, all here in this screen A bird sits at my window sill as if waiting for me to deliver some sort of message she will fly and soar and anyone who lays on her will know that I couldn't deliver the message I was told to write I couldn't jump over to the other side I couldn't make it through the forest without becoming more lost I didn't try hard enough, I let fear take hold. I wanted so badly to become The one, the one you all need, but the tree's they laid witness to trial after trail of failure laid between the click of a keyboard a new generation of the vessel that we use to pour our souls into my thoughts captured before my eyes and just one click and you will all see and maybe you will feel the failure I  carry the failure i've never confronted myself with a perfectly honest revelation of how I failed you all, of how I couldn't jump, of how I let the fear of the pain get in the way of the success of a champion. Now I'm in my room feet firmly planted in reality and i still feel the fear I still feel the self doubt the feeling that no matter how many times I jump i'll always fall short I'll never make it to the other side I'll never be a person solidified in a vessel whose soul was felt whose soul was known I'll never bring the world together, or sacrifice I'll most likely be average I'll mostly likely die without hearing the sound of my giant crowd.
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I've spent a life creating fortune for those who've either never seen nor deserved it Decimated by wanton want for more, or decaying senses wrought with desolation and desire to simply be known, I've caused strife within myself for the sake of others being fulfilled I've spent so much time creating, ready to give myself to a world that's only seemed to cause destruction to my own soul, and take from me the things I needed most, even if merely conceived through empty wishing I crave to bestow this strength and wisdom to one who would call my heart home; to be equal and stand as one, through synergy and servitude toward every sense of well being, respect, and care I do not ask for more, I request nothing but trust and honesty; my affection, admiration, and loyalty lies upon the eyes that see me true I do not expect love, nor frivolous diligence, I simply wish to no longer misplace my purpose, my admiration, or my faith unto anyone that would never see me, or never care to desire such staunch resolve within their heart as well
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Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 3:12 AM UTC
Purpose
Something rattles in the soul. It must be paid attention -   it is the soul, the only sure thing - and rattled in return. Slow begins the dance of tongues and hard news. I learn a thing I never wished to learn. Afterwards, a dance of tongues in the ensuite begins a sudden rapture of claiming. Nails mine, skin mine to make a pink impression on. Bile in the back of the throat, mine. Fear of death, mine. Oaths and oaths, mine, too. An exchange of humility, knee for a knee. The rigid wall at your back. The wall at your back. The night which enriches bluer out of the blue air, not the action of the world moving at all. The particles of water in a birdbath divide, decide among themselves to marry each to each, to reproduce. They become an ocean. They drown the birds. My mouth fills with feathers, teeth itch with the tiny mites running between the shafts. I am a bell, and you are a country. I am a bell and sound from far away. Hands touch the broken vase in her parts, the toes, the eyelash, the sunken wreck, the crowd of dead, the treasure. They say   all this as if the map was drawn and burned and came again in char from the tablecloth to all our wonder. A single miracle can last for weeks in the mouth. Sometimes centuries. I will spend eighteen days in the void of grace. What begins as a pain in my shoulders will grow into a tree and bury me. I will want promises, promises, promises. (water, water, water) I will never be satisfied. Looking always for permanent loss it becomes easy to simply misplace. Your caution leads to strange decisions. You put your keys in the fridge. I would like to say I knew the words: I cut the lock of hair, I drew the blood. The hex was removed by faith and chaste reflection but everywhere I look, there is a confusion of hungry birds and beggars and I forget the spell, or what chaste reflection even is. Anyways, something breaks. Not my doing. Suddenly, I am just noticing sky again. I am transcribed back into English. My first decision is to wash my car, and next, to learn what faith meant to anyone. Charmed, is it? Something rattles in the soul. It must be paid attention -   it is the soul, the only sure thing - and rattled in return. It has nothing, really, to say. It only rattles.
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May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 10:24 PM UTC
A Fever
Something rattles in the soul. It must be paid attention -   it is the soul, the only sure thing - and rattled in return. Slow begins the dance of tongues and hard news. I learn a thing I never wished to learn. Afterwards, a dance of tongues in the ensuite begins a sudden rapture of claiming. Nails mine, skin mine to make a pink impression on. Bile in the back of the throat, mine. Fear of death, mine. Oaths and oaths, mine, too. An exchange of humility, knee for a knee. The rigid wall at your back. The wall at your back. The night which enriches bluer out of the blue air, not the action of the world moving at all. The particles of water in a birdbath divide, decide among themselves to marry each to each, to reproduce. They become an ocean. They drown the birds. My mouth fills with feathers, teeth itch with the tiny mites running between the shafts. I am a bell, and you are a country. I am a bell and sound from far away. Hands touch the broken vase in her parts, the toes, the eyelash, the sunken wreck, the crowd of dead, the treasure. They say   all this as if the map was drawn and burned and came again in char from the tablecloth to all our wonder. A single miracle can last for weeks in the mouth. Sometimes centuries. I will spend eighteen days in the void of grace. What begins as a pain in my shoulders will grow into a tree and bury me. I will want promises, promises, promises. (water, water, water) I will never be satisfied. Looking always for permanent loss it becomes easy to simply misplace. Your caution leads to strange decisions. You put your keys in the fridge. I would like to say I knew the words: I cut the lock of hair, I drew the blood. The hex was removed by faith and chaste reflection but everywhere I look, there is a confusion of hungry birds and beggars and I forget the spell, or what chaste reflection even is. Anyways, something breaks. Not my doing. Suddenly, I am just noticing sky again. I am transcribed back into English. My first decision is to wash my car, and next, to learn what faith meant to anyone. Charmed, is it? Something rattles in the soul. It must be paid attention -   it is the soul, the only sure thing - and rattled in return. It has nothing, really, to say. It only rattles.
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More than the combination Of Math and English, More than the uncertainty Of sour bitterness Don’t I deserve better? Then the hours upon hours Of monotonous words Then the blaring and the whistling Of simultaneous noise Don’t I deserve better? More than the giggling Flock of girls More than the chants of Your irritating name Don’t I deserve better To compete arrogance With compassion To argue utmost uncertainty With obvious honesty Don’t I deserve better? Than the continuous Anxiety Than the pressure to Ignore Don’t I deserve better? To choose what should Be chosen To love for uncertainty One who does Don’t I deserve better? To love those who love me To ignore those who misplace me To finally be with someone of my choosing But it rarely works that way, Will I ever deserve better?
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 7:11 AM UTC
Don't I Deserve Better?
Finding What Was Lost                          1/12/19 I’m searching for something I’ve lost. You can’t help me look for it. I can’t quite remember what I did with it. This thing that seems to elude me. How could I misplace something so important? I became complacent, that’s what happened. What was an intrinsic part of me, not nurtured, left me abandoned. If I call to it, it does not come like a puppy who has escaped the yard with its tail tucked in between his legs. I have to show what I’ve lost, that it is of value to me. “Hello?” please come back. I swear I’ll do better, and work harder than I ever have. I know now that my existence is meaningless without this part of me. Realizing this, I reach into the dark places of my mind for the light switch to flip on. Recalling every detail about what I love to do, nurturing what gives me purpose. Because, in the end, only I can fulfill this need.   Reinventing, transforming, and evolving. Finding myself along to way. Becoming a better version of what I was and, in doing that, embrace me. Hello soul. By. Randy McPeek
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 4:20 PM UTC
Finding What Was Lost
Glitters and red meters givers and received perceivers usher the gift of illusionary display vision all the aspects of reality Signal the surreal posts on trees yank and spotlight my dreams walk and split the glass panels wagon us from societal ice Glitters and red masks course every vein of our being pour the red wine and misplace protrude every nautical sense Read my palm, contact the wizard grab my sight, take me to the moon contactless,eventful and tasteful contactless, easy and resourceful
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Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 4:49 AM UTC
The Glitter of the Red Wizards
I'm extremely disorganized I don't know what belongs where Take my eyes for example I can't find a place to rest them I tried setting them on you But everyone agreed that **** wasn't working They explained that an organized man Adheres to categories And you and I Are not of a kind I attempted to argue that you organized me My heart My mind You folded me neatly When you beat me You always made sure to set me aside when you were done with me You'd place me in a bin Or release me to the wind Yet there was a burdensome fault in my littered logic They explained that an organized man Is clean I must use eyes that are sanitized To see how we're not categorized And avoid your matador eyes Because things will get messy When the bull in your fists Sees the roses in my heart My humanity starts to part And my wishes I begin to opine For the nature of a bovine So I wouldn't misplace my eyes And be what I'm classified But that nature eludes me As do most things On account of me being disorganized and all But I'm a quick learner order burner page turner I may not know what belongs where But I know I belong neither here nor there Making my eyes not belong anywhere This is what develops my entropy stare
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Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 11:20 PM UTC
Organization
You make my body burn slow, like a stricken match in a film noir; our legs intertwine like muscular vine, chests pressed so close we can synchronize our heartbeats, every artery and vein pumping like speed-of-light projectors. You bend my senses, make them forfeit heir coherences, force my limbs to misplace their native tongue within a simmering puddle of submissive bliss. Your tongue sliding up my back? Fosse was never so graceful. I want to play back your moans on speakers the size of monoliths. I need to pleasure you until the wave becomes a tsunami, one ready to swallow all doubt and shame and apprehension until all that septic negativity is trapped within our jaws, drowning in our slithering tongues until it dissolves as quickly as sugar in a boiling cauldron and there is nothing left but our sweat and our panting and the excitement that these dunes of ecstasy will repeat themselves indefinitely.
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Apr 5, 2012
Apr 5, 2012 at 12:13 AM UTC
Syncopated Steps
I have found a season which exists between New England's winter and spring, in late March or early April. You will know it by the bleeding of colors in the sky at dusk (the orange cream, the flush of pink, the blue-powdered lavender) when all the clouds misplace their edges. You will ease your body down into grass damp with what remains of winter's moisture. Let your eyes become a mirror for what lies above you: the ethereal atmosphere. The trees will reach up with a thousand grasping fingers, all craving the silk of the sky, and you will stretch out your own limbs, unable to resist the desperate urge to touch.
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Feb 16, 2011
Feb 16, 2011 at 5:58 PM UTC
Photograph
Where are you hiding I’ve searched high and low In the mirror And in my soul To no avail I somehow managed To misplace myself
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Aug 10, 2021
Aug 10, 2021 at 12:02 PM UTC
Misplaced
i) up the stairs red scarves and tight skirts loose slacks and grey shirts my how the landscape has changed I can’t say that I love to be dipped into this *** of pretty where the lipstick liner queens supreme and the coffee is brewed to mitigate the colostomy retch so I try a yellowed paper backed beat but it held nothing to the shoebox diorama of national care where the alphabetised gates of ingress more or less double as departure lounge for the broken and spent where their god might sit them on fashionably backed chairs for the percentile of misplace repairs or is it me that smells of warm **** ii) down the travelator a troll lives under the MRI, moved on from the bridge by the gruffest of beards, now working externally of the fable beneath the table of the magnetic eye
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
whilst waiting
I like things That do not belong Mislaid, lost Dropped, thrown How do they end up in my frame How come I keep on noticing. I am attracted to things That do not quite seem to fit Subtly ruining it; A smudge, a note A love Unwritten in the stars. A weakness For displaced happiness Somewhere I never intended; Maybe, My love, I misplace my heart in the right spot.
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Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 5:53 AM UTC
Ectopic
you left another shirt in my room and soon after you left i wept into the fiber like a liar and the wires in the walls made my skin crawl and fall out of place in any case, i saw your face my saving grace when i misplace the space in my mind bobby pin left behind underneath two grinding spines still reminds me of the sky your eyes and why you said goodbye that night
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Sep 7, 2010
Sep 7, 2010 at 5:42 PM UTC
Left Behind
Carefully I lay me down, in a world so hectic, and yet it matters. It matters we were all placed gently. In a world so hectic. Born to breathe, an air of fresh chemicals, in a world so hectic. I can't say why, since I'm no god, but in this world it matters. In this world so hectic, it matters that we have lips and eyes. It matters that there is little hair on our heads that give life to buggies if we don't keep it clean. It matters that we have money in our pockets, and shoes on our feet. It matters, and that isn't always the softest inside. There may be holes in those pockets; holes in those shoes, but it matters. Those holes are representing something new. Something fresh. Something before and not so bad, because before humans touched this world did earth seem so sad? Was earth dripping color? Were raindrops filled with gas? What about those cans you see, scattered in the bay? Do you think the world would still be sad, if all it went away? Not to say, we are to blame. In fact, that's not my point. I'm saying we are carefully placed in this loving, small, and hopeful place, yet this hectic, crazy, brain-numbing place, so carefully, we can't misplace that this this matters, in some kind of way. It must matter we were placed in the world, though we wrecked it. It matters we were placed in a world so hectic
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
Hectic World
thoughts once so clear now flee en mass like small birds scattering in the wind... try to capture one and it fades to dust in my trembling hand my eyes teared up by the loss... what was her name... when was it I smiled like the sun bursting through the clouds on that day... where did I misplace that long-sought device... where have all my yesterdays gone... all escapes along the shifting winds of age small beautiful birds plumage so bright and beautiful to behold loves and laughter, days of wonder and joy crumble into dust as my forgetful fingers pry at their edges, trying to recall... her yesterday was my forever do you think she remembers me? ... as I slip into forgetfulness I hope that I will no longer remember to mourn my forgotten yesterdays... age is coming for me and iv forgotten how to tame that ugly beast
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May 18, 2022
May 18, 2022 at 1:26 PM UTC
Age
It's vicious. He spits honey-coated excuses Just as I misplace forgiveness Sliding under him, Rising over me As snowflakes fall outside this Brooklyn brownstone of mistakes. But these pebbled streets and long-forgotten sidewalks, crossed daily by hundreds ...they soften everything. It's beautiful and tragic as I remember nothing and everything If only for some time, if only in this place. This crack in the sidewalk, his hand in mine That tree with the branch that hangs too low... his eyes a smile true love. This is where I come to forget.
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 9:58 PM UTC
I come to forget
You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Brings purity to darkenedness You bring with you a light loved one To shine on earth in loveliness You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Your feathers fork-like have become You soar with ease and happiness To free us from our loneliness You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Brings purity to darkenedness A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard By using wisdom with our words In gracefulness you deeply roam With eyes of every Angel bird A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard To rise above is to be shown That life can often be absurd And if emotions should be stirred A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard By using wisdom with our words To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane The spirit cannot be constrained Distance will help you see clearly The answers that will soon explain To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane Create a loving energy That's easy for you to maintain And you will reach a higher plane To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane The spirit cannot be constrained With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow Enlighten us to what we know As days pass by forgetfully We misplace insights we behold With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow The song you sing of trinity With holy magic you bestow All Saints and Gurus overflow With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow Enlighten us to what we know © tHE tERRY tREE
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 4:47 PM UTC
Spirit Swallow
You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Brings purity to darkenedness You bring with you a light loved one To shine on earth in loveliness You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Your feathers fork-like have become You soar with ease and happiness To free us from our loneliness You stole the fire from the sun Your winged manifest expressed Brings purity to darkenedness A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard By using wisdom with our words In gracefulness you deeply roam With eyes of every Angel bird A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard To rise above is to be shown That life can often be absurd And if emotions should be stirred A swallow nesting on our home Will teach us to be swiftly heard By using wisdom with our words To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane The spirit cannot be constrained Distance will help you see clearly The answers that will soon explain To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane Create a loving energy That's easy for you to maintain And you will reach a higher plane To be objective is the key Perspective must not be mundane The spirit cannot be constrained With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow Enlighten us to what we know As days pass by forgetfully We misplace insights we behold With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow The song you sing of trinity With holy magic you bestow All Saints and Gurus overflow With knowledge of divinity Guide us dear Swallow as we grow Enlighten us to what we know © tHE tERRY tREE
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*I left a trail of breadcrumbs for your lips to find but they were hungry for something I couldn’t create. I was hiding in a place that wasn’t hard to find and I just, I just wanted someone to take the bait. But when the time came that you caught me there wasn’t champagne, there wasn't bouquets- no. I looked behind to tag you back but you were already ten steps in the other way. And to me this was play but to you it was probably just a game. We were a picture that couldn’t fit into any frame or a fire that couldn’t be contained, it was all the same. Just like the very place you called pleasure became the same room I called pain. I spent my entire life chasing shooting stars thinking that I could make all my wishes come true, stopping my feet here and there just to then try and catch my breath. I was always chasing but never very good at pacing. I got battles with my mind erasing while my heart keeps retracing and in that time on the assembly line they smacked me with a sticker that said, “Replacing”. You see I was born with fingers that were small and stubby, stretching out trying to grab the answers I would always come up short on. My heart’s been known to skip beats but sometimes as it skips, it gets caught on something and trips head over heals down a black hole that swallows then spits me into another time and place where you are stripped; from sight misplace, but I still chase because no one ever taught me how to land in space. And if you took my legs I would crawl through wet concrete, and if you took my arms I would roll to a mountain peak, and if my body is taken this heart would still beat because when you left that home you forgot to turn off the radio so all of our songs still play on repeat, you can hear them through the walls and down my streets where everyone else still hears it too but I, I was the idiot for giving my only set of keys to you. I’ve spent my entire life trying to close gaps that I probably had no business closing in the first place. But even if I’m not the one who wins the race, or finds the foot this glass slipper longs to embrace, or catches a shooting star flying in cold space I know that being here is better than being there, that living today is better than dying tomorrow, and even if, even if these tiny talking hands never get a reply that it sure beat the hell out of never giving it a try.*
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May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 7:11 PM UTC
Always Chasing
*I left a trail of breadcrumbs for your lips to find but they were hungry for something I couldn’t create. I was hiding in a place that wasn’t hard to find and I just, I just wanted someone to take the bait. But when the time came that you caught me there wasn’t champagne, there wasn't bouquets- no. I looked behind to tag you back but you were already ten steps in the other way. And to me this was play but to you it was probably just a game. We were a picture that couldn’t fit into any frame or a fire that couldn’t be contained, it was all the same. Just like the very place you called pleasure became the same room I called pain. I spent my entire life chasing shooting stars thinking that I could make all my wishes come true, stopping my feet here and there just to then try and catch my breath. I was always chasing but never very good at pacing. I got battles with my mind erasing while my heart keeps retracing and in that time on the assembly line they smacked me with a sticker that said, “Replacing”. You see I was born with fingers that were small and stubby, stretching out trying to grab the answers I would always come up short on. My heart’s been known to skip beats but sometimes as it skips, it gets caught on something and trips head over heals down a black hole that swallows then spits me into another time and place where you are stripped; from sight misplace, but I still chase because no one ever taught me how to land in space. And if you took my legs I would crawl through wet concrete, and if you took my arms I would roll to a mountain peak, and if my body is taken this heart would still beat because when you left that home you forgot to turn off the radio so all of our songs still play on repeat, you can hear them through the walls and down my streets where everyone else still hears it too but I, I was the idiot for giving my only set of keys to you. I’ve spent my entire life trying to close gaps that I probably had no business closing in the first place. But even if I’m not the one who wins the race, or finds the foot this glass slipper longs to embrace, or catches a shooting star flying in cold space I know that being here is better than being there, that living today is better than dying tomorrow, and even if, even if these tiny talking hands never get a reply that it sure beat the hell out of never giving it a try.*
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There are still bad days. Days where it’s easy to forget that a world exists outside my bedroom. Days where the moments in-between each breath feel like an unmapped ocean and no one’s really sure if there’s land on the other side. Days where I’m not sure if there will be other days. Days where the calendar smiles coldly and says, “yeah, you wish.” Days where I’m not always able to keep the fire inside. Days where I burn. And get burned. There are still bad days. And I’ve seen better days. But I’ve also seen days a hell of a lot worst. So I’ll limp my way through the bad days with a bucket of water for my burning heart and an extra roll of duck tape for my tattered appendages Because at least now there can be good days. Days where I can look gravity in the face and stand up straight. Days where I remember my name. Sometimes I even say it out loud. Days where I can let the dust settle on the noose. Days where I remember why I didn’t go quietly. Days where I can see it. Days where my eyes wander upwards and the sky almost looks like it did before it fell down on my head. Days where I pick up the needle and find another part of myself to sew back on. Days where I think about other days, and what they’ll be like when they get here. Days that I love. And am loved. So yeah, I’ve seen better days, but I’m getting better in the face of the bad days. Because I don’t lack the vision, it’s the method that I always seem to misplace. But I think I’ll be able to hold onto it... one of these days…
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Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
The Good Ones
There are still bad days. Days where it’s easy to forget that a world exists outside my bedroom. Days where the moments in-between each breath feel like an unmapped ocean and no one’s really sure if there’s land on the other side. Days where I’m not sure if there will be other days. Days where the calendar smiles coldly and says, “yeah, you wish.” Days where I’m not always able to keep the fire inside. Days where I burn. And get burned. There are still bad days. And I’ve seen better days. But I’ve also seen days a hell of a lot worst. So I’ll limp my way through the bad days with a bucket of water for my burning heart and an extra roll of duck tape for my tattered appendages Because at least now there can be good days. Days where I can look gravity in the face and stand up straight. Days where I remember my name. Sometimes I even say it out loud. Days where I can let the dust settle on the noose. Days where I remember why I didn’t go quietly. Days where I can see it. Days where my eyes wander upwards and the sky almost looks like it did before it fell down on my head. Days where I pick up the needle and find another part of myself to sew back on. Days where I think about other days, and what they’ll be like when they get here. Days that I love. And am loved. So yeah, I’ve seen better days, but I’m getting better in the face of the bad days. Because I don’t lack the vision, it’s the method that I always seem to misplace. But I think I’ll be able to hold onto it... one of these days…
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i have inherited pandora's careless melancholy, her tiny box of regrets, her white-washed, quiet horrors and terrible decisions — staining like a memory passed down from her reckless hands to my old, ***** claws, digging for something raw, something parasitic, something miserable, something always goes wrong beneath my ribs. it wants out, like a beast, a misplace fragment, an aphid. and these days turn their heads away — blur themselves blind before my many blunders. before the wrath of a false god, will my bones ever learn the art of being unapologetic?
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Jan 15, 2022
Jan 15, 2022 at 8:30 AM UTC
pandora
Call it prolific Monoliths Monolithic Amnesia And pill popping I like words I like how they taste as they flow From my mouth, From my fingers, Into your ears Your eyes I'm inside you. I've never really understood that ****** conquest (I changed pages on you) Like, we should be proud, as men That we've been inside someone "I put my **** in that" Congratulations, Charlie! You came! Honorary meetings Magna *** Laude (Did I change pages again?) Vulgarity Shame on you Catholic boy! Shouldn't you be whining about *** scandal? Talking about pro-life? Hating the gays? Misconceptions Misnomers Misconstrue my meanings Misplace the common denominator Math is always interesting.
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Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 3:31 PM UTC
Homeless fever-dream