I'm not hard to please, all i need is loyalty, love and ears that actually listen, when speaking becomes too much of a burden, a man that will read between the lines, in order for our minds to intertwine.
I can see you laying on your bed, Lost in your reveries. I regret what I said I was so upset. You reminded me of my bad memories. I am sorry. I don't want to be your enemy. You used to be a good friend of me I was afraid. Sometimes you cross my mind. I wanna get lost in your eyes. And forget about my pride which made me go blind.
Sweet smile, dreamy words. You pretend they are the only one in your world. I don't wanna be your plan b. Do you think i am scared to end up lonely ? I rather be a loner than being your back up partner.
A week ago it was still a pain to my ego. I am happily Jaded.
Imposible naman siguro Na sa higit isang taon natin na Pagsasama sa iisang bubong At pagtatabi sa iisang kama Ay agad-agad na lang akong nalimutan Na para bang pinagsamahan Ay walang kahit kakarampot na halaga.
Kumustahin mo naman ako...
Kung kaya ko pa ba Kahit na malinaw namang Kayang-kaya mo na.
your eyes send signals forecasting a tremor. so i pull you close and kiss the cracks on your parting lips tonight. broken glass and land slides, tidal waves and ruined city, you taste like catastrophe waiting for a trigger. but no, i am not complaining. your mood may change like tectonic plates, drift apart and rearrange but never will i fear your unpredictable seismic waves. for this is a part of you i have accepted long before my heart began beating your name. you may shake my world to pieces, rive it with aftershocks and sinkholes, but for now let's turn off the lights. let me lull your troubled fault lines.
naaalala ko pa no'n diretso sa tindahan ng turon pagkatapos ng ating klase kwentuhan hanggang matapos ang hapon
'pag madilim na ang kalye sinasabayan ka sa pag-uwi mapalayo man sa'king bahay kahit galit na naman si nanay
agad kang tinatawagan paglapat ng likod sa higaan dinadaan pa sa assignments marinig ko lamang ang iyong boses
gumigising ng maaga kahit lunes ay ganado't handa makita lang ang iyong mukha. ilang taon pa ay inamin ko na.
hindi ko alam kung bakit masakit maging kaibigan lang kahit sa pagkakaibigan naman nag-umpisa ang lahat...
pero ayos lang basta ikaw maghahangad pero maghihintay ayos lang basta para sa'yo masasaktan pero 'di sususuko pasasaan ba at baka doon din tayo mapunta pero kung talagang hindi 'di pa rin aalis sa'yong tabi basta ikaw...
not related to what i'm currently going through nor to any of my past experiences. this is just a form of creative experimental writing.