I Don't Really Care Anymore,
Don't Disturb I'll Close The Door,
Thinking Has Become A Chore,
Breathing Fumes I Hug The Floor.

Darkness Looms & Seeps In Pores,
Body Blistered & Covered In Sores,
Diseases Grow Beyond Natural Laws,
Can't Escape You Are Your Flaws.

Blood Is Burnt & Turned To Ash,
Soul Is Sick It Sticks Like Tar,
Charred Skin Spreads Just Like A Rash,
The Road Is Long The End Is Far.

It Is What It Is & Will Be Just As So,
Stand In The Threshold While Wanting To Go,
Stand In The Same Place You Are What You Know,
Everyone Withers Only Some People Grow.

Blind
And I can't see.
Dead
And I can't be.
Alive
& I won't breathe.
Rotted
Been broken since birth.

It beggars belief little lord on a cloud,
All the lies and deceit like it is allowed,
Molly coddled murderers wrapped in a shroud,
Put on a pedestal they make us proud.

I guess it's a joke but it's lacking humour,
Callous disregard and it grows like a tumour,
Deadheaded buds will never be bloomers,
Head out of sorts they'll send you to the groomers.

You are a worker so work till you bleed,
This country is driven by unbidden greed,
People are dying there are People in need,
Politicians only take it's their mouths that they feed.

We're falling to pieces we're down on our knees,
We'll sit outside parliament while we all freeze,

We won't let you forget because the people remember,

The day a homeless full time worker died of hypothermia outside of Parliament In December.

Pride is an act of defiance,
Those who have it now - had it not - when they were younger.

The world taught you to shame but butterflies can't be tamed.
People sought to torture us, conversion camps, there more than this,
But if I air the weight of it - people say there is progress - but people do not process - the world is bigger than a microcosm - people still **** us to make flowers blossom.

Pride is an act of defiance, from the first stone that flew to the wall that we're
tearing down,
But the fight isn't over it's only just begun,
We fight for those who feel like they should run,
Because Pride is defiance when the world would pull a gun.

He's High On Chronic,
I Find His Life Ironic,
Looking For Cures Like It's In A Tonic,
Looking For Health In The End He's Far From It.

I Find It Funny We Spin & Keep Spinning,
No Body Wins We're All Sins That Keep Sinning,
Trash Bags In Bins It's Our Skin That Keeps Thinning,
Knock Down The Pins In The Ring Who Keeps Winning.

Who Is A Champ,
Who Is The Chimp,
Who Owns The Camp,
Who Is The Imp.

He's High On Chronic,
Small Minds Think They're Iconic,
Looking For Cures Like It's In A Tonic,
You Opened The Gate Now Who Is Demonic.

There Is A Demon Inside,
Exorcisms Don't Work As Religions Are Vain,
Magic Can Work But Don't Take That In Vain,
It Takes Practice & Repetition & Practising Until You're Conditioned.

It Takes More Than The Human Condition,
It Is A War Of Conflicting & Ancient Traditions,
It's A Life Wrote In Sand & Predicted To Scatter,
Will Of The Wind & Where Change Is The Matter.

What's Left Inside,
& What Was Once True?
When The Demons Have Died,
When It Is Just You.

What Is The Reason & What Was The Sense,
While I'm Not Easing 'Cause I Am Tense,
I Am Left Me But Not What Has Passed,
In This Arena I Am Out Classed.

Estrangement and resentment kills like pentobarbitone
Respiratory arrest for a fractured spirit feel like an anodyne
The broken bits of soul can return to the ether and make itself whole
While I become all in the dirt with the soil

Arrangement to derangement in disorder I toil
Peace in the darkest night against the midnight I coil
Velvet in it's embrace I find tranquility in the infinity
Lost my whole life before I returned to the divinty.

One wide split right through the middle
Frightening fighting while I stay hidden
A war between reality and feelings
The path my feelings follow aren't always appealing.

I've invested my energies in endeavours proven destructive
Fed the essence of my aura into a river that's been occluded
All the sentiment sediment with the pressure becomes eruptive
Seems like the fallacy inside me had always been corrupted.

Imagination and my devastation have I always been deluded
Dichotomy so clear yet the opposing parts keep feuding
They create a perfect storm as if these factors colluded
Adding to the mounting anxiety making matters more confusing.

You're Not Even A Wave In My Ocean,
Had To **** Of Love To Leave Devotion,
Isn't Apathy Just An Absence Of Emotion.

I Cannot Raise You,
Man You Are Grown,
Words Do Not Phase You,
Your Seeds Have Been Sown.

I Walked Away 'Cause With You I Was Alone,
I Couldn't Stay Or Endure While You Moan,
I Am Made Stronger Like A Twice Broken Bone,  
All Your Disloyalty Through The Lies Has Shone.

Snakes & Vipers Still In Sight,
Truth Has Shown Betrayals Plight,
In The End I Won't Fight,
I Can Leave & Wave Good Night.

You Can Have Him
He Can Have You,
Together You'll Dim
Until Fate Is Through.

I'd Wish You The Best,
Is My Name On Your Chest,
Nights When You're Lonely,
I Hope You Don't Phone Me.

If I had pennies
For when Rage was
Misplaced

I'd have pounds,
But they'd burn to
At my fireplace.

When was there fair space
Just to despair
Grace.

I'll fall slowly and mould
Along the way,
I'm so cold I couldn't be
Strong anyway.

I lost pride
I'm dust in the
Place I used to reside.

These are the words
To empty air
I confide.

LGBT
We claim we want acceptance,
But how can you fall under this umbrella
If you hold Hate towards
Your community.

Transphobia, your prejudice
Makes your insecurities transparent.

Biphobia, your intolerance makes
You what you can't tolerate. Hate.

Homophobia, like Biphobia
Love is love
Not preordained
From forces above.

Discrimination could never
Build a nation,
Just change the narrative
To fit the occasion.

Those in Power
DIVIDE AND CONQUER,
You've heard that so why so
Divided.

Bid on the buyer
That's my bet
Bet on my betters
And be Lucks letter.

Number 1
And 8
Divide,
You're lefts with 8's
Starting life to late.

The potter and his plates
His foot on the pedal,
Hands on the clay
Reworking what he believes
To be too late.

Early morning start
And hurt fills his heart,
He holds together
Like dried cracked clay.

Living life he plays
His part,
Untill
Heavy & ******
The grave heavy
& muddy.

Disintegrate, reincarnate
And intergrate.
Live again
Love again
And be whole,
Feel full
And reach your goals.
Sacred with the power of soul.

Eyes opened, they saw a sore sight. A blight. Skies torn asunder, cities struck by thunder.

The earth literally trying to shake us off.

The seas churn - Thirst for land is what it yearns.

But we've suffocated the Earth
So the Sea is happy to reciprocate.


Our own making but you're tired of that.
Hide behind your God
-Was he made for that?-
Ransom you got will and choice from that,
Steward of the Earth you was made for that.

Tree keeper
Therefore Bee keeper
And wildlife's guardian,
Guardians of decay that's what we've sown -  Her demise,
Reapers of chaos we've earned
Her despise...

I just want it bad
I really need it,
It makes me so mad
But I still read it.

I don't hold it & it
Makes me sad,
But I still bless & write it
Despite that,
Does this make me less?

The only sight I dream.
It makes me want to scream,
It tears me at the seam
Till I effervesce into steam.

Sand and the stone -
Water and the ice.
Flames before the inferno
And Air breathing Life.

The mud, stone
Thy Earthly Flesh,
The sand and swamps
Deserts and Rain forests.

The Permafrost (not so permanent),
The artic and antartic
The seas.
The waters dancing and
Ice standing still.
The molecules,
Not the state.

The Sun and
Swimming magma,
All the stars of the universes.
The Fire in our breath
And passion to live.

The Air fuels life
And protects whilst oxidising.
Suspended in the Air,
Energy scatters like dust in the wind.

Fade away only to be made whole.
A soul.
Born of Ash
From extinguished death pyres.

Hungered All Along
Though Only Just For Him,
The Currents Are So Strong
Across The Sea I'll Swim.

He Taught Me How To Love
He Told Me Not To Dim,
He Was Neon To My Heart
Never Cold Or Left In Parts,
Acid Sugar I'm So ****
Misdirection Throws The Darts.

Empty From The Gong
Made Of Space I'm Vaccum Sealed,
Empathy Was Arson
So I'm Still Charred & Not Quite Healed.

Apples Are Peeled,
Lemons Are Lemonade,
Destiny Has Killed,
So The Fates Eliminate.

Am I Empty Enough For You?
The Grave Full Enough For Me.
Pupils Punctured Cannot See
Always Chained So Never Free.

I Was A Self Sacrificing Lamb At An Alter For You,
Written So Clearly In All Of The Stories,
It Was Us (.) You Should Have Cared For,
It Was Us (.) You Should've Been There For,
It Was Us (.) & I'll Make You Share More,
It Was Us (.) You Should've Been Careful.

I Don't Mean To Be Hateful The Meanness Isn't Me,
I Don't Mean To Retain It The Stain Should Be Free,
I Thought To Strive Forward & Act Thoughtfully,
But Maybe I'm ****** Up He Chose Differently.

Ill So I Chucked Up It's Not History,
Love At The Core It's No Mystery,
Situation So Broken I Fare Dreadfully,
Chest Is Left Open I Tread Carefully.

Energy can rot if it's not given expression,
Gives way to rage and becomes aggression,
Caving on the inside only leaves an impression,
Till the mould crawls across you in rapid succession.

Continue On & Call His Bluff,
Tired Now I've Had Enough,
I'm Falling Now My Knees Are Weak, Now I Know What I Seek.

Lazy days in bed and we'd cuddle for hours,
Kisses and sweet insults we'd throw through the day,
Sun hanging low and I'd hang on to you,
Full from affection but we'd go out to eat.

Connected To Him (.)
Thought I'd Be His Forever,
Lights Getting Dim (.)
But Now We're Not Together.

Now my bed begs for company,
Telling me I'm like misery,
But I just feel empty,
He told me I'm history.

So At Him I'll Get Back,
I'll Make Sure To Attack,
I Learned For A Fact,
That I Haven't Any Tact.

The world is close to shattering.
Tyrants, Heartless Pychopaths -
Lead the world to volcanic ends.

Where the pressure builds,
Heat rises, Volume increases.
The Chamber cannot take it,
It overflows.

And the fauna gets burnt, Dead,
The flora - Ashes.
& the people consume.

Consume until consumed,
Devoured completely.
And they themselves are
To Blame.

We burn to embers
With the cinders,
Ashes left,
All that's left?

We had sight,
But blind with flase promises.
Blinded by fright,
But remember,
Darkness is blinded in the light.

Paths taken -
Others lost.
When you turn
What's the cost?

X
Drink the dregs
I know you'll beg.
I know you'll bow
I'll kiss the brow.
X

You broke me
Bank telling zeros
Tanks killing Heroes,
While the Bards make prose.

Opprobrium arises
By being with you.
Reduced me to dust but
I'm nothing without you.

Strike me,
Kiss me
Just tell me
You'll miss me.

Don't let me fade away.
You were evil
And I'm his X
Kiss me again
We reduce to ***.

We reduce to body's
And endless sweat -
We reduced to vex
Our hearts distanced,
Now X.

A fog so thick that all is engulfed in it
It spreads and grows then it disperses and rises
Within this shroud this faery camouflage.

For a second or a swirling minute
Fairies dance with none to limit
Nature burns no shadows dim it.

Then towards the skies and burrowed in the ground
This essence is released to return to fertile mounds
And when each condition meets then in the fog the fae are abound.

I hear you want to die.
I heard you even tried.
Did you hear the tear on
The ground as it dried.

Did you see the face strained
With pain as hope drained...
Away...

And away you've been,
In my arms stay, never did,
but I pray you've seen.
The way of light spirit won't freight.

Sight can be plagued and blighted,
Look to the light and
See illusions slighted.
See raw reality laid bare,
From the past to what's passed
The present has lain a challenge fair.

I say I'm strong
And In the beginning
That was true.

But in the end
We crumbled and fell from
Grace's ungracious heights.

We all fall
Faster than stars
Without regard of fear.

******* -
**** your ideology.
You've killed more
Men than my love ever could.

*******,
Your life
And all that encompasses.

You took him,
Dead and whipped to
****** lashes in the
Streets.

**** soaked
And stained with blood,
You took my love.

He was pure
A soul still white
In the night of the world.

In the height of the dark
A soul left to be,
And lost to be
No more than a spark

My body burns still,
How could you turn
When I yearn still.

Life is a lesson,
Guess I got to learn still.
Burnt-out but I burn still.

Lust disguises Love
And Hate Sings loudly,
Broke me - like tobacco smoke me.  but you still stand proudly.

You should still love yourself,
Even if I resent every twist and fold,
Before one warms they must feel cold.

But I still love you,
**** it's true I still love you.
Still I walk paths that are new.

I Still ******* Hate You.
Can't Let It Go, Can't Let It Be,
Can't Even Breath, I'm Suffocating.

My Ire Expands Like Fire.
Why Fan The Flames? Don't Treat Me Like ****, I Know Your Games,
I Climbed From That Pit.

You Turn Around & Tell Tall Tales,
Watch Faces Pale As I Tip The Scales,
You'll Be Left Behind To Bite Your Nails,
Tides Will Turn You'll Hide From Gales.

Watch Me As I Offload My Hurt,
Watch Me Wash Away This Dirt,
Watch Me Wake Up I'm Alert,
Watch Me Wish You Were The First.

Just one bite.
I won't waste it.
Just one taste,
I won't fight it.

Just me here,
A prize for a king.
Have no fear,
I'll fit like a ring.

I want you
Not to sound crass.
Or lack class,
But treat me ceremoniously,
Like Mass.

I can make a half whole,
Missing puzzle piece for your soul.
To see the diamonds rise from coal.
Rising right out from depressions hold.

Sexually liberated,
Free spirit,
Give golden grace
A love filled space.

Give confidence and resilience-

Let love conquer silence
Colour and passion deafen violence.
All one adds is valiance

Combined to make resilience,
Love powers true confidence,
Intelligence stirred with decadence

How you want to send a text
& **** his world up,
You were lonely hugging bowls while you hurled up.
Agony on the floor,
Foetal how you curled up.

Puke up another blood vessel?
We have more time
to build up more slime
Build up more grime
Build up what's mine.

Blow in due course,
Empty of a force
Cause it's torn from me,
Style and confidence
It was born from me.

Now far from the core
Of me,
Sat in the shore or
Sea
I can't seem to see.

Who I want to be
And aspects
I want to free.

I see that you see
Fridays been and done.
How do you feel,
In the cold light of the sun.

I see the white gaunt face,
Eyes red with the blood
Of the dead.
I see the dead stare.

I know that life won't ever care,
But that's a lesson -
Not a destroying quality,
In yourself you will find quality.

You will find what makes you "you",
You'll find yourself and heal yourself,
Don't take anyone else's word as fact,
Life, Lust and Love are ******* and that's a fact.

But to learn
One once burnt,
And to burn
A lesson is learnt.

~

**** Boy
You treat the truth
Like a **** toy.

You're iron from the ore,
And I'm the one that's impure,
Telling tellers I'm a *****.

When in reality,
It's you that holds
The high score.

An Old Soul Afflicted With Youth.
It's Death That Resembles Birth.
This Wisdoms Born To Pass.
Created Anew From The Earth.

I Need To Purge Pain & The Echoes Of Time,
Live For The Moment & Embrace The Divine,
Create You Own Picture Don't Adhere To Design,
Be Your Whole Truth Take A Taste It's Sublime.  

Nothing Is Written The Future Is Fluid.
The Past Is A Lesson It's Your Choice To Learn.
The Present Isn't The Past You Need To Discern.
If You Fall Then Get Up It's Not Your Place To Burn.

Hell Is A ***** But Karma Is Fairer,
Hell Is A Place That Is Leaking With Terror,
Heavenly Mother Make Mankind Its Sorrow,
Take Us From Here Make A Better Tomorrow.

Hell Should Extinguish The Hate That It Holds.
Obliterate Energy Back To The Moulds.
Reworked & Rewired To Cycle Again.
Returned To A Blank Before We Begin.

Energy Imprisoned Is Imbalance To Gaia.
Who Created Hell When In Her Stomach Is Fire.
Interconnected We're One In The Air We Respire.
To Her We Should Return We Could Burn Or Rise Higher.

The Earth is swallowed by fire then chewed up by carnage,
The flames lick the world and then Gaia is tarnished,
Hugrgy maws of a beast to our mother we encourage,
Unsuspecting till the day that our collective nutrition is harnessed.

Life swallowed across the scale
Recycle rebirth refuse if they fail,
Reform and repurpose review a new trail
Revive and realise a line in the tale.

Energy is magic and vessels always transforms
A glacier to a blizzard that becomes a sandstorm
And if you listen closely you can hear the earth move
Life can just transform and to humans it won't prove.

The rain gently falls like mist,
Grey sky mysterious and still.
The fresh air scented with rain
Provides comfort and a sense of relief.

The clouds sit quietly,
While the wind blows lazily,
And the world seems happy at rest-
If not contented for the time being.

The world will wake again,
Under light of a new day,
Nourished and replenished
By the waters of gentle rain.

Body blistered
Mouth aflame.
Lies like Serpents,
Slither in the mouths of
Those to blame.

Tame
The inferno,
But lost in pain.
Rivers of blood,
I choose to maim.

Molten Gold
His touch
A wanton hold.

He chases away blizzards
Brings fire
Stands against vipers and lizards.

My man is a God
And I'll dance for eternity
Brotherhood, love & fraternity.

I want to beat your face till I break my fist,
Burn your **** on the ashes I'll ****,
Everyday it's led to this,
No more niceties I made a list.

I'll cut your heart out & feed the foxes,
Can't bury your body your flesh is toxic,
So I'll burn you with your clothes & boxes,
Then I'll kick back feet up in my boxers.

I thought I might try & make a love song,
Thought I was weak now I'm feeling strong,
"Good Morning" different bedside I woke up wrong,
All the people will be mourning before to long.

So these are my thoughts when I'm in your place,
But I won't "cut my nose off to spite my face."
So these are all my thoughts in unfiltered space,
Not a pretty picture but I rest my case.

I've been left feeling like life has lost its meaning,
I know I'm not dead but it's me that I'm grieving,
Everyday I wake up and fall from the ceiling,
Everyday I fall but the truth I've been concealing.

I don't want you to see my when I'm weak,
I'm awake more than I'm asleep,
I don't answer to what I need,
Life feels slow but time is gaining speed.

I'm getting high while falling low,
The waves keep hitting with undertow,
Rip tides rush we end where they flow,
Depression follows wherever you go.

I can't keep grazing the sky while kissing the ground,
I'll stop gazing at stars because I can't astound,
I let my love go and now it's unbound,
Drifting like ash so it cannot be found.

Great Old Britain, What A Joke,
Made Our Wealth Off Of Black People's Backs,
Whips & Lashes, Tongue Tastes Of Ashes.

Ever After War,
We Use Them For More,
While Giving Them Less,
But Ulcers & Stress.

"We Will Deport Their Children." Now That Is An Insult!
Home Office From May To Rudd,
Hostile Environment Now That Is Pure Mud.

They Are Us & We Are Them, They're Are British You're Just Phlegm.

Politicians Just Make Me Spew,
You May Not Care!
But What If That's You?
What If That Mum,
What If That's Gran, I'd Set The Country Alight & Watch As They Ran!

I'd Turn The Streets Into Rage,
We'll Write A New Page,
Begin A New Age,
We'll Set A New Stage.

Wealthy White Corpses,
Buried In Orchards,
Peace Out Of Turmoil,
Released From This Coil.

Irony so sweet it tickles
A shiver inside your mind ripples
Feed on the flood you starved on trickles
What you weave casts back in triples.

Find the center
Firm on two feet
Your mind you should enter
So mistakes don't repeat.

Serenity is learnt
Inside your darkest yearn
Accepting all you weren't
While being all you've earnt.

Got To Have Guts,
You Need To Fly High,
So Stop With The Buts,
& At The Least You Should Try.

Maybe It's Easier Said Than Done,
There's No Light When You Blot Out The Sun,
Maybe It's Time To Just Let It All Slip,
Chalk On My Hand But I Cannot Get Grip.

Maybe It's Time That I Strap Up My Boots,
Plucked From The Earth & I'm Torn By My Roots,
Maybe It's Time To Pave My Own Path,
Revisit Youths Joy & Have A Good Laugh.