Sabay nating binili ang pula
Na doon siya namang nagmula
Ng pagkulay ng aking puso't mundo
Noong sinabi nilang couple shirt tayo

Dama ko namang
Sinama mo lang
Kaibigan natin
Para di siya iwan.

Dama ko namang
May nararamdaman
Ang inosenteng puso mo
Na ako namang tinanggap ito

Lubos akong natuwa
Sa kadahilanang inalay mo
Ang puso mo
Sa isang nilalang na katulad ko

Kaya sa araw na pula
Papangitiin ka hanggang mamula mula
Mga pisngi **** kay ganda
Sa tuwing ngingiti ka

Ano ka ba
Bakit mo ito ginagawa sakin
Akoy lalong nahuhulog
Sa tuwing nakikita kang nakangiti

Kaya sa araw na pula
Papangitiin kita lalo
Hanggang pisngi mo'y mamula mula
Kahit hindi ko na sabihin sayo ako'y lalong nabibihag mo.

Kaya puso ko'y kulay pula
Dahil sayo binigyan **** kulay
Ang puso kong dating patay na
Kaya namang nasulat ang tulang pula
Dahil namula narin ang puso kong dati namang hindi kulay pula.

Mahal, pasensya.
Alam kong galit ka
Ngunit sana'y pakinggan mo ito
Kahit mainit ang dugo mo sa akin
Ako'y nananalangin na mabasa mo ito
Dahil gusto kong humingi ng pasensya
Pasensya dahil nasaktan kita
Hindi ko pinakinggan ang sagot mo
Sa araw na iyon
Kung kailan pinaka kailangan kita
Mga salitang walang kapantay
Mga salita **** walang arte
Lahat sila diretso
Mas diretso pa sa
Pagsasalita ko
Pasensya dahil natagalan ka
Hindi ko naman sinasadya lahat ng ito
Ayoko lang masaktan ka
Ng ibang tao
Dahil mas masakit ang salita
Kesa sa mga gawa
Ngayon pasensya
Mahal
Sana'y tanggapin mo
Dahil ito nalang ang alam kong
Daan para masabi ko
Lahat ng nararamdaman ko saiyo
Dahil ako'y
Nauutal at kinakabahan
Sa tuwing kausap kita
Para bang may mawawala
Sa buhay ko
Sa kada salitang
Sasabihin ko.
Kaya mahal ko pasensya
Mahina ang loob ko
Subalit malakas naman yung
Nararamdaman ko para sayo
At doon ka sana'y
Maniwala.
Mahal, pasensya.

Our love was one of the hottest star
what happened?our love is now so far
You were the chief that changed my perspective in love, truly bizarre
You're the heavy metal song that keeps my heart active my true rock star

But, **** happens you changed suddenly
You treat me like somebody, you were uncomfortable
I treat you like my own but now you’re treating me like nobody

You left me hanging
Now I'm crash landing
But what I feel is continuously expanding
And no one can stop me from echoing your name, indeed it looks embarrassing

You left me without saying goodbye
Nor giving me any alert signs
I know you won't return or change even just for little
But I know what you’re feeling and I know that it’s true,
because that’s exactly what I feel for you.

A love that suddenly changed
That last time our love is in exchange
Now I'm the only one at range
And you, you decided for your love to change.

with my silent ways,
i will love you.

i'll be whispering
your name in
my prayers;

i'll be talking  to
the moon about you;

and i'll be wishing
to every star tonight
for you.

I'm saying this because I'm bothered
I don't want us to be awkward
I don't want you to build those big walled boarders
I don't want to be alone on those sad corners

I'm sincerely saying sorry for the mistakes I did
Now I'm regretting what I did I just want to undid
Please I'm saying sorry should I tell to myself to forbid
Or should I tell you I'll commit?

I'm saying this again I'm sorry
Because when I'm not with you my eyes are teary
Lets stop this complicated quarry
I don't want this to end a sad short story

I'll gonna tell you I'm sorry daily
Because you might forgive me maybe
If you'll give me another chance I'll make you my first lady
I don't want our love story to be shady

So I'm telling you again I'm sorry.

I'm still hoping for you to come back

What is love when it's not you.

Trying to shun
I don't want this to be done
I don't want this love to be gone
And I don't want to end my day
Without you under the sun

I know our feelings are true
And I want our us to pursue
Please while in process
Dont fall through
I'll promise that always
our love will be brand new

And there I was all out
Thought I had everything figured out
I take one step away
Trying my own devout
Then I find myself coming back to you

A gravitational love
Given from above
That maybe we were meant to fall in love
Girl, we don't have to get rid of this love

Everytime I take one step away
I find myself in front of you
And finally say I'll stay
I won't waste any time and make a delay
Because time always comes by I might lose you and you'll say I need to stay away

I'm not trying to shun
I just don't want this to be done
I just want this love to have fun
And cease our day under a beautiful sun.

A flower boy is in love
His words run like river
His mouth scented like flower
His mind full of words in power
He expres his feelings like shower

He travels to the unknown
He wanders and float
Because nothing matters
Nothing, except his dream girl

Flower boy confessed
Because he felt loved
Flower boy was rejected
But now after flower boy did,

A flower boy is still in love, but,
His words run like tears
His mind full of fears
His mouth once full of flowery words
Now it disappears
His heart is now in shears

Even though you're so near yet so far
I'm hoping that you'll take care
The moments when I'm with you
That I cherish everytime

Please take care of it.

Some may try to find what they seek,
Never gained so they weep,
Tears of sorrow,
Tears of joy they weep,
Never to find the mystery,
And when they die,
They still cannot find the mystery,
Never looking with there eyes,
They continue to weep.

Life goes on
Our own world
Keeps going on
Revolving
Rotating
Providing
Many opportunity
That
For I know
Will be beautifully
Evolving to be
meant to me,
Girl you are
Meant for me
We just need
To hold on
While
Life goes on
We don't need to
Move on
We just need to
Hold on
And if you are really meant
To be with me
Then, We will be,
For now
I will leave it
All to destiny
But I promise
Girl, in forever
You and I
Will be together
And so life goes on

With the thought of you
In my mind, do you think of me?
In my dreams, to have you
So strong like a hurricane
You know I was there
In your dream palace
I reached your hand with care
In gentle way with no malice
As I look in your face
Adoring, how pretty you are
With nice cheeks to pinch
You're like a movie star
Defenseless as you are maybe
I steal a moment from you
Ah...a wrong move, you slapped me
Not once but times two
You get away, unreachable now
You're so near, yet so far
You don't talk to me in anyway
Now like an unreachable star
Thus the window shut
For the desire for your heart
Stupid me, I won't forget
For it fell apart, and I am not smart
But my feelings for you are still hot
Like a jalapeno chili
I took another shot
But the door still closed
And you disappeared from my eyes
Like a video, had paused
Thus my dream will say goodbye
Can you open it again?
As I think of you
Do you think of me?

Haven't you noticed
That you're my haven
All of my thoughts
You were there saving

You're so beautiful
I should make you my shelter
Don't listen to them
So many people but you're so much better

Leave them all negativity
They're so much insecurity,
Honestly,
When I'm with you I feel security
I love your purity
Be my sanctuary
And I'll show you
My love don't worry

My sanctuary,

Hear me out
Or should I shout
I am devout
And I won't bail out.

Mga sulat kong tula
Mga sukat at tugma
Hindi ba tumatak sayo sinta
Mga gawa kong tula?
Na sa iyo lamang ilalathala

Mga maririkit na salita
Mga nagtutugmang salita
Hindi ka ba kinilig aking sinta?
Hindi ba tumatak saiyong isipan mahal kong dalaga?

Mga nakaka kilig na banat
Bakit parang walang tama
Sa iyong isipan at puso na dun naman patungo ng mga salitang pinagisipan ng tamang sukat at tugma

Nakukulangan ka ba
Kailangan bang deretsuhin ko na?
Okaya isigaw ko pa?
Na mahal kita sinta?

Walang halong biro
Dahil nahulog na sayo
Kaya nung iniwasan mo na ako
Parang nasa burol, napakatahimik ko
Para bang nagluluksa ang sarili ko
Nawalan ng ngiti ang labi ko

Umaasa parin na tumatak sayo
Sinta ikaw lamang gagawan ng obrang ganito
Dahil nakakaiba ka sa
ibang mga dalaga mahal ko
Kaya lahat ng itong sukat at tugma
Mga obrang pinagisipan ng mahaba
Kahit ayaw mo na, sayo parin ilalathala.

Bawat sulyap na nagaganap
Bawat ngiti **** napapangiti rin
Nagpapanggap na walang nakita
Subalit puso ko'y puputok na

Mga pisngi **** mala siopao
Napapangiti mga labi ko
Pinapakabog puso ko
Wag kang ganiyan
Ayaw kong mapunta ng ospital

Wala ka bang nahahalata
Hindi mo ba napupuna
Mukha ko'y namumula
Kapag tinutukso nila ako sayo

Ikaw lang at wala nang hahanapin pa
Kapag kasama ka, kasabay ka,
makapiling ka
Araw ko'y kumpleto na

Sa bawat tingin mo'y
Nabibihag ako
Sa bawat sulyap ko
Nahuhulog lalo

Kaso

Hindi ka na malapitan
Hindi mo na rin ako pinagtutunan ng pansin
Pero gagawin parin sumulyap

Dahil

Nabihag mo ako sa simpleng ngiti at
Di ko maiwasan na ika'y titigan
Mahal kong siopao
Nakaw tingin nalamang sayo.

Itong mga nakaw tingin
Aking pagyayamanin
Dahil dito'y nakukumpleto
Na ang araw kong laging malungkot.

I know it's too late to move
I know it's too late to express
I know I can't have the chance I need
I know you won't notice me.

I don't believe in hope,
Hope is only a feeling of expectation,
A desire for a certain thing to happen,
If hoping too high,
I'll crumble easily towards failure.

I don't even need sympathy,
Because there will be no desire,
Love aren't remarkable if based on pity.

For me,
All I need is chance,
Chance to earn your faith,
Chance to build up trust,
Chance to know you better,
Chance to grow older together.

Just give me chance to love you better again,
Give me chance to build up the spark and desire again,
To give all my love to you forever.

Give me chance my dear
Give me chance to enter your life again,
Give me chance to win your heart again,
Give me chance to fulfill your dreams,
Where I'll be the king and you'll be the queen.

Ikaw.
Ikaw.
Ikaw ang naging inspirasyon ko para magpatuloy.

Binigyan mo ako ng lakas para muling humakbang, maglakad.. Magsulat.. Bumangon...

Sa mga araw na sunod sunod ang dagok ng panahon na tumulak sa akin padapa..
Sa mga oras na panay ang udyok ng mundo na tumigil ako sa pag galaw..
Sa mga sandali na nasimulan ang pagdududa sa aking sarili na baka nga hanggang doon nalang ako.. Na tila may gumagapos sa aking mga paa at humihila sa akin pailalim..

Dumating ka.

Iniabot mo ang iyong kamay.. at isinama mo ako.
Isinabay mo ako sa paglakad mo.. kumapit ako sayo at
Ipinakita mo na marami pa palang daan.. Na kaya ko pang bumangon at maglakbay kaya't isinama mo ako.

Kahit na may ilang beses na matarik ang daan at hindi ako makasabay, nagsilbi kang gabay sa aking unahan at hindi mo hinayaang maiwanan ako sa paglalakad pasulong.

Binigyan mo ako ng pagkakataong sumunod sayo.. at humabol.. Kahit kapalit nito ay ang pagbagal ng lakad mo.. kahit na para bang naaabala na kita..

Ipinaalala mo na normal lang ang mga bato at putik sa ating nilalakaran.. Normal lang na ika’y pawisan.. Magalusan.. Magkamali at maligaw ng daan.. at minsan pa'y sasabayan ito ng ulan kaya't may mga panahon na hindi mo makikita kung saan ka na ba patungo.

Madudulas ka.. Matitisod.. Madadapa.. Ngunit hindi dapat dito magtapos ang paglalakbay dahil ang hirap at pagod ay may kasunod na dalisay na ginhawa.. Doon sa tuktok.. kasama ng mga ulap at ng hangin..

At kahit na ika’y hingalin ay mapapawi ito ng ligaya na iyong madarama sa oras na tumapak ka na sa pinaka itaas.. Sa wakas.. Nakita mo na kaya mo palang lagpasan ang mga hirap at pagod na ngayo’y iniwan mo na sa ibaba.. Sa lupa.. Kasama ng kay gandang mga balangkas ng tanawin na hinubog ng mundo upang ipakita sa iyo sa mismong pagkakataong ito.. Sa entablado ng daigdig kung saan abot kamay mo ang himpapawid.

Ipinaalam mo sa akin na ito ang kapalit ng mga pagsubok na araw araw nating hinaharap.
Ito ang sandali na ipadarama ng kalawakan na katulad ng oras.. Ay lumilipas din ang lungkot.. At ang kailangan ko lang ay kumapit pa ng mahigpit.. Manalig.. At maghintay at di maglalaon ay darating ang pagkakataong ito.

Kung saan magkasingkahulugan ang sandali at kailanman..

Dito sa tuktok.. Kasama ng mga ulap at ng hangin..

Sinabi mo na hindi ako nagiisa.. Dahil kasama natin ang langit.

Panic, worry, darkness closing in around me.
These are some of the words I could use to describe my anxiety,
but nothing I can say could speak of its entirety,
as I cry internally thinking I've lost my sanity.

Doctors, counselors, saying there's something wrong with me.
My parents telling me to calm down and stop being so crazy.
But how can I calm down when the world around me
is spinning out of control and I can barely see?

Keep calm. You will get through this.

You will get through the sleepless nights,
all the internal fights,
and the days that seem right
when the world hits you with all its might.

Keep calm. You will get through this.

I know you think I'm overreacting about the silliest little things,
but to me those silly little things seem like the doom the world could bring.
Can't you see, a spilled glass of milk to you can seems like an earthquake to me.

I know it might be hard to understand my anxiety,
but I hope today I have given you some clarity.

So the next time someone is scared and feels like they can't breathe,
shaking and crying, unable to see,
don't tell them they're overreacting; don't call them crazy.
Help them realize there is more to life than this misery,
and no matter the doubt inside, they will be who they are meant to be.

Keep calm. I will get through this.

Because I know I am more than just my anxiety,
and one day I hope to be free of it entirely.
But until then, I will keep telling myself, quietly,
I am stronger than this. I am stronger than my anxiety.

Rain  drops /     /    /     /.      /         /    
  /    /     /      /   falling from  /   /     /
the sky /     /       /     /      /       /     /    /
     /         /    /      /    tear drops /     /
/   falling from      /     /     /    /      /
   /   /     /     /   my eyes.   /    /      /

Mga kahapong
Napabalikwas
Mga bukas
Na hindi na mangyayari
Mga ngayo'y
Di na mauulit
Parang
Mga nararamdaman mo'y
Kahapon
Mga tawanan nating
Bukas
Mga nangyayaring
Parang ngayon
Lahat sila
Nabaliktwas
Di na mangyayari
At di na mauulit muli.

Maybe

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Di ko alam kung paano ko gagawin,
Ako'y di mapakali, sa aking aaminin,
Dahil ako'y kinakabahan,
Mga ginagawa ko'y baka di mo magustuhan.

Dahil ito lang aking makakaya,
Sa kasamaang palad ito lang talaga,
Itong aking mga kalatas at tula,
Ito lang at wala nang iba.

Damdamin ang naging panulat,
Inspirasyon ang syang nagtulak,
Musika ang sa aki'y umalalay,
Sa katahimikan ng umagang walang kapantay.

Di lahat ng tula ko ay iisa ang balak,
Yung iba'y para lamang ika'y humalakhak,
Ngunit di ko alam kung ako'y matagumpay,
Upang mapasaya ka ng tunay.

Kay rami nga ng aking naiisip,
Mga "sana", parang panaginip,
Inaasam, nais makamtan,
Kahit yung man lang, mapagtagumpayan.

Sana ikay napasaya ko,
sana napangiti ka kahit papano,
Sana naunawaan mo,
Mga sanang tulad nito.

Sana tanggapin mo,
Sana paniwalaan mo,
Sana pagpasensyahan mo,
Sana, sana, sana, hay nako.

Sana man lang naramdaman mo,
Ang damdaming ikinubli ko,
Sa mga salita ng aking tula,
Na sana, sa puso mo'y tumama.

Sana man lang ika'y aking naantig,
Sana man lang ika'y aking napakilig,
Sapagkat di kaya ng aking mga bibig,
Di kayang sabihin, minsa'y nanginginig.

"sana" na higit sa aking pang-unawa,
Tulad ng "sana makuha ko rin ang iyong paghanga",
Ngunit iyo'y parang isang malayong tala,
Hanggang tingin nalamang, mata ko lang ang nakakakita.

Di ko alam kung ito'y panunuyo na ba,
Liniligawan na ba kita?
Dahil di ko alam sa sarili ko ang totoo,
Ang alam ko lang, ikaw ang tanging gusto.

Ako'y natatawa,
Ang landi ba naman nitong binata,
binatang naghahangad na sana,
Sana sa tamang panahon, ika'y kanyang makasama.

Ang pinapangarap nyang dalaga.

You pretend you’re alright,
laugh when you’re sad,
hide your true feelings;
never show if you’re mad.
Keep to yourself
does no good to fight,
simply try your best
to stay out of sight.

Here in this world
of black and white
you just don’t fit
so you live in the night;
hide your color
in a heart so deep
and dream of rainbows
in your sleep.

But deep inside
a greater light shines
through pain and sorrow,
space and time.
There’s red and green,
yellow and blue,
pink and orange
and yes, purple too.
A lasting assurance
that beyond the fears
you’re not alone
with all those tears.
You are seen and loved,
this you know;
the rainbow’s there
to tell you so.

But it’s hard in your dark reality
in the world of black and white,
no one appreciates the color purple
until they see you there in the light.

maybe, i don't fit in
maybe i don't belong
this place hasn't been right for me
since everything went wrong

i walk, the lonely nights
i search for something deep inside of me
but i find nothing,
nothing but blue

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the nights are cold
but i will always be blue

as i walk along the busy streets
and the lights of this city
i begin to think, its not worth it
i dont matter, not one bit

i walk, the lonely streets
i search for something deep inside of me
but i find nothing,
nothing but you

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the midnights are cold
but i will always be blue

when did it begin?
when does it end?
when will i be happy again?
always blue
forever sad
i am nothing

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the nights are cold
but i will always be blue

im just blue
never happy
never smiling
just blue,
so blue
only blue
i am very blue

Milya milya man ang layo mo,
Pero sisiguraduhin kong kakayanin ko,
Kakayanin ko, kakayanin natin lahat ng mga pagsubok na darating, Pagsubok na sabay nating haharapin,
Pagsubok na kahit tayo ay magkalayo'y alam kong ating malalagpasan,

Wala sakin kung kilo kilometro man ang layo mo,
Wala sakin kung hindi kita nakakasama o nakikita,
Pero sakin sapat ng alam kong mahal mo ko,
At sapat ng malaman **** ikaw lang ang laman ng puso ko,

Hindi ko man hawak ang iyong mga kamay,
Hindi man kita mayakap gamit ang aking mga bisig,
Hanggat nandito ka sa puso ko,
Mananatiling ikaw hanggang dulo

Mahal, Gusto kong malaman ****
Kahit ilang milya o ilang kilometro ang layo mo,
Wala ng papalit sayo dito sa puso ko.
Hindi man ngayon, handa akong maghintay hanggang sa magtagpo tayo.

Maraming magagandang tanawin
Ngunit sayo parin ako nakatingin
Magagandang lalawigan
Subalit sa tabi mo parin babagsakan

Mga magagandang bulubundukin
Mga magagandang ilog
Mga magagandang tanawin
Sabay nating pinaginip

Alam kong umiiwas ka na
Alam kong huli na
Alam ko ring lumisan ka na
Ngunit ang tanging alam ko'y mahal parin kita

Sinta pagbigyan mo na ako
Alam kong marami pang babae sa mundo
Ngunit ikaw at ikaw lamang ang pipiliin ko
Kahit hindi mo na ako piliin sinta ko

Kahit gano pa katagal yan sinta
Kahit mahigit tatlong taon pa yan
Hihintayin kita ng hihintayin marikit na dalaga
Kahit magalit na ang mundo sa akin sinta

Parang mga binhi lamang ito
Hihintayin kita umusbong muli mahal ko
Didiligan kita ng pagibig ko
Hanggang maging magandang tanawin na muli tayo.

I can't be the only one

Who doesn't have a clue

About where I am heading

Nor what I meant to do.

But time will not wait for me

And as the days go passing by,

One thing I know that I control;

It's up to me to try.

Anxiety
Is a breath never released
Suffocation of the lungs
And whole of your mind
Anxiety
Is a clock
That never stops ticking
With the constant click,
From past to present
Time never ends
And oh darling
Nor does anxiety

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness.

Met you in the dark
I, I was torn apart
Save my heart From a great disaster
Tell me what you're seeking
You can do the speaking
Lights go on and off repeating
Your precious words
Echo in my ears
Hoping I'm the only one who hears
I don't want nobody else
Nobody else but you
You made me feel delirious
With all the things you do
I don't need to fall asleep
You're my dream come true
And I don't want nobody else
Nobody else but you
I'll stay faithful to you
Just give me your time
And I will make you mine, baby
Wanna be yours.

Asan ka na nung kailangan na kita
Pangako **** asa tabi mo lang ako
Ngunit wala ka rito
Lumuluha na ako ngunit wala ka parin sa aking piling
Sinta ayokong tumigil
Kailangan ko ang ikaw at hindi ang paglisan mo.