You are a masterpiece I am a broken piece I love everything about you You are very close to my heart Do you also feel the same? I hope you also think about me My feelings are visible As you read this letter Even though we love each other Yet it's not enough for us to live together So I share my emotions in sentences And finally closing our chapter in my last words... I loved you~
To the man that I loved the most, I hope you doin' best and the happiest ~ This is the English translation of my Japanese written poem
My life had got colder, seeping itself into numbness. Coping wasn't possible or needed because if I just slept or drank or took some sort of drug I was okay I thought we were both going to get stronger. And a huge part of me bets I wasn't missed when we pretended the other didn't exist. I don't exist. I wanted to feel something and at the same time I was grateful that I couldn't. I couldn't stand to be here wishing you'd make another account to talk to me seeing if you'd just try a little harder to keep me or to get me back but you told me that if we argued and I left the room You'd just let me go. I should have kept that in mind then you said you loved me And I wonder what love means I always assumed it meant the will of risking all for one another without the need to I lost it and threw myself to the ground for the tears to pour or at least trickle and I couldn't even make the expression. I left because of my own attitude mixing with yours and I was too clingy. Codependency is a ***** I think. Not fair like Karma. I left because I couldn't take the feeling of not being loved I was so used to you loving me completely I left because I didn't think you cared and after Justin, I thought I knew better. Even if I didn't show it it killed me and it's still killing me inside and out. Istillloveyou. Just know I'd still take you back I just can't stop writing without mentioning you. but since it's poetry, I can do whatever I want so I'm weaving you into every word every space every sound and meaning Sydney Sydney Sydney
I will always be there for you I will always care about you I will always fight for you I will always love you
you were never there for me you never cared, your silence was the key you never fought for me, instead, you broke me free you didn't love me, you never accepted you and me because you judged a person I was never meant to be
Someday you'll realize I was there when no one else was. That I loved you like no other, and I didn't judge you like the others Makes me wonder, why do I still bother?
I feel really angry and stupid.. It's aching that you became my regret. Up till now, I still wonder what exactly you were afraid of, for real, cause it definitely wasn't commitment. I never thought uncertainty would be this painful but that's little compared to what you felt about my communication and trust issues and I'm really sorry about that, I really am.
I really have a lot to say, so much and I'm going to because there's no other person to say it to than you and I don't want to keep harboring my pain just to feed my ego.
I just let go of someone I really loved and still love but I feel uncertain about loosing him