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"motivation" poems
The world's gone mad but my mind is made up. Time to let ya'll into the darkroom of my mind, A place where I'm the referee of a poetic world cup. This is where I am creative even though I'm blind Don't get me wrong I am not leaving from town. No more radio or TV saturated with all the sad news, I have got enough breaking news of my very own... Breaking to me each and every moment as it brews. Come and meet the hard drive of my creative doom, That contains my beautiful and liberated mind. Welcome to my one bright side I call my darkroom, It's a place that's so special, I reckon it's one of a kind. You have to know that I always act blind but I see. In my mind, I can walk stack naked and levitate. My mind is where I remain totally black and free. Come join me set my poetic dial and help me activate, The code that will outshine any power on this earth. My mind is where I live and where nobody has access, Here I can run a poetic marathon without taking a breath, Call it my playground and intellectual fortress. My mind is deep, a place of absolute calm and refuge, Somewhere I will always see as the final frontier. It is dangerous and toxic like a nuclear centrifuge. In there, I am all alert and vigilant like a soldier. My mind is a darkroom where I give birth to new ideas. It is a vessel and place in which I do magic with letters. It is my holy land of thoughts, my own creative Judea, Where each idea is sacred and light as bird feathers. Welcome to the epicenter of my creative mind. This is where I turn letters into spoken words A front line of creativity where no one leaves behind. Come and see where all words become useful swords. My mind produces powerful words like some light beams... Courageous and powerful words for extra motivation. Spoken Words that will light up people's faded dreams. Now you know that up in my mind are no limitation, There exists an enormous capacity of time and space. Welcome one, welcome all to the darkroom of my mind Take a seat and be calm, be quiet this is my place For this here is my personal creative post of command. www.poemhunter.com/IvanBrookssr #Vanguard-poetry23 #IvanBrookspoetry twitter @ivanclappers @Bassapoet
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 10:52 PM UTC
Darkroom Of My Mind
The world's gone mad but my mind is made up. Time to let ya'll into the darkroom of my mind, A place where I'm the referee of a poetic world cup. This is where I am creative even though I'm blind Don't get me wrong I am not leaving from town. No more radio or TV saturated with all the sad news, I have got enough breaking news of my very own... Breaking to me each and every moment as it brews. Come and meet the hard drive of my creative doom, That contains my beautiful and liberated mind. Welcome to my one bright side I call my darkroom, It's a place that's so special, I reckon it's one of a kind. You have to know that I always act blind but I see. In my mind, I can walk stack naked and levitate. My mind is where I remain totally black and free. Come join me set my poetic dial and help me activate, The code that will outshine any power on this earth. My mind is where I live and where nobody has access, Here I can run a poetic marathon without taking a breath, Call it my playground and intellectual fortress. My mind is deep, a place of absolute calm and refuge, Somewhere I will always see as the final frontier. It is dangerous and toxic like a nuclear centrifuge. In there, I am all alert and vigilant like a soldier. My mind is a darkroom where I give birth to new ideas. It is a vessel and place in which I do magic with letters. It is my holy land of thoughts, my own creative Judea, Where each idea is sacred and light as bird feathers. Welcome to the epicenter of my creative mind. This is where I turn letters into spoken words A front line of creativity where no one leaves behind. Come and see where all words become useful swords. My mind produces powerful words like some light beams... Courageous and powerful words for extra motivation. Spoken Words that will light up people's faded dreams. Now you know that up in my mind are no limitation, There exists an enormous capacity of time and space. Welcome one, welcome all to the darkroom of my mind Take a seat and be calm, be quiet this is my place For this here is my personal creative post of command. www.poemhunter.com/IvanBrookssr #Vanguard-poetry23 #IvanBrookspoetry twitter @ivanclappers @Bassapoet
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If you gotta dream, show me Reveal it to the world And own it If you gotta passion, Disown your inaction And make a habit of climbing the steep hill of your goals, Or else dissatisfaction will echo in your soul Go after your dreams fearlessly, You've got all the potential you need, Just find the why for the motivation you lack, Conjure the reasons why you've laid low and cut yourself slack, Well, you can't hide behind excuses no more, Because you're a dazzling star and you're too bright to hide behind confining bars You think you're a nobody? Too scared to show your true colors? Hey, you better get out there on that red carpet and like a peacock flaunt all your magnificent beauty, And not even for a moment doubt yourself Or listen to the chickens cluck **** about you on the sidelines You've got a dream Stop hiding it under your bed And make it into your reality You ain't think life got magic, But it's full of meaning Once you awaken from your brain dead anxiety Because you worry too much of what people think of you Your heart will come alive, beating with all the colors of the rainbow and the music you love will revive you, I speak from experience, Stop letting your fears hold you back, Because they are just lies No one is gonna believe in your dream as much as you do, Not until you accomplish what you dream of, when you get there then they'll believe you What else have you got to live for But your dream! It's your purpose And it's your responsibility To make your dream a reality Not until then will you be able to see The magic that both surrounds us and lives inside of you and me.
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Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 4:44 AM UTC
Dream (Spoken Word)
If you gotta dream, show me Reveal it to the world And own it If you gotta passion, Disown your inaction And make a habit of climbing the steep hill of your goals, Or else dissatisfaction will echo in your soul Go after your dreams fearlessly, You've got all the potential you need, Just find the why for the motivation you lack, Conjure the reasons why you've laid low and cut yourself slack, Well, you can't hide behind excuses no more, Because you're a dazzling star and you're too bright to hide behind confining bars You think you're a nobody? Too scared to show your true colors? Hey, you better get out there on that red carpet and like a peacock flaunt all your magnificent beauty, And not even for a moment doubt yourself Or listen to the chickens cluck **** about you on the sidelines You've got a dream Stop hiding it under your bed And make it into your reality You ain't think life got magic, But it's full of meaning Once you awaken from your brain dead anxiety Because you worry too much of what people think of you Your heart will come alive, beating with all the colors of the rainbow and the music you love will revive you, I speak from experience, Stop letting your fears hold you back, Because they are just lies No one is gonna believe in your dream as much as you do, Not until you accomplish what you dream of, when you get there then they'll believe you What else have you got to live for But your dream! It's your purpose And it's your responsibility To make your dream a reality Not until then will you be able to see The magic that both surrounds us and lives inside of you and me.
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Knowing exactly what you want is motivation enough.
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Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 2:53 AM UTC
Hardwork
I don't appreciate bleeding for nine days straight Flow so heavy I wanna die at the silliest things I start to cry the annoying things never made me twitch but now I just go full ***** I just lie around like a lump And everything, I want to **** Simply, I have no motivation Golly Don't I hate ************
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Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
Dear ******
I feel worried that there has been such a long stretch of time without reward seeking behavior that the part of my brain which handles motivation is now a cold plate of hamburger By this stage in a man's life, should he not seek another's company? I don't chill as I did during the time my mind still was soft and simple I've grown into melancholy, though many memories ago I'd desired socialization There is globalization; I feel alone, I've bathed, I'm soaked in isolation I set out two years ago to be sure that I learn before I continue to live, my reasoning suggested that this action shall produce enormous benefit and my self-esteem was gleaming hot & sensually satisfied This I learned at 21 was not just for women But for the wise whom admit they need it I shall try to smile more, perhaps my brain does not know what reward is I will fool my brain into happiness, you'll see With a new mindful world these words will be continued
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Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 4:35 PM UTC
melancholy
"I might win. I have my fast shoes on."
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
Your Daily Motivation
You look at me and you frown in jealousy. Yeah, you secretly know I have swag. Pants a little low, black and red shirt that says “Sit down and learn from the Master,” and a matching hat that states what you already know- “FRESH” You taste the bitterness of your words as you whisper lies to my back. Yeah, you secretly know I don’t care. Pants a little low, red and yellow shirt that says “My swoosh is bigger than yours” and a matching hat of who you think I resemble- Superman You hear the high pitched hissing that I’m doing well and hope that I fail. Yeah, you secretly know I’ll succeed. Pants a little low, black and blue shirt that says “Just Did It” and a matching hat that reminds you of what you need to do- “OBEY” You touch my strong shaped shoulders with yours and utter no apology. Yeah, you’re secretly freaking out with excitement. Pants a little low, blue and red shirt that says “Don’t Bro Me If You Don’t Know Me” and a matching hat with the best known bickering buddies- Tom and Jerry You smell my confidence in the aroma of chocolate axe and you pinch your nose. Yeah, you’re secretly going to buy it later. Pants a little low, black and white shirt that says “Don’t sweat my swag” and a matching hat that proclaims my feelings for you- “I <3 Haters” and under the brim it says why- “MOTIVATION”
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Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Ode to Haters
"They only burn themselves to reach Paradise" - Mne. Nhu original courage is good, motivation be ****** and if you say they are trained to feel no pain, are they guarenteed this? is it still not possible to die for somebody else? you sophisticates who lay back and make statements of explanation, I have seen the red rose burning and this means more.
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On The Fire Suicides Of The Buddhists
"I haven't been myself lately." And when I say that I mean I've been spending Friday nights alone in my room chugging a 2L bottle of wine, instead of hanging out with my best friend. Because as much as I can't stand to be alone My head is screaming at me that I deserve to be. I mean that I can't wake up for work in the morning because I spent all night worrying about everything that's going to go wrong, And decided it wasn't worth it. I mean that I haven't seen the sun in days all I see is darkness and Mom I don't know how to find the light again. I mean I can't remember what it feels like to want to WANT to be alive. But I can tell you all of the reasons I think I should just die. I mean I lost my motivation to care about myself and maybe the voice in my head is lying, But I feel like no one really cares anyways and why would they care? I mean on Saturday night I sat in my bed for hours rocking back and forth, crying uncontrollably with a bottle of pills in my hands And I almost did it. But I thought of you. I mean that when I woke up in the morning I woke up with regret because I had the chance to end it that night But I'm still here and I can't live with this pain any longer. I mean that everything is still the same except I feel like i don't know who I am anymore And I'm scared mom. I'm terrified. I mean that I am scared to live mom but I'm also terrified to die. So when I tell you I haven't felt like myself lately I really mean I need help mom. I need it soon. But I'm too afraid to ask you. I'm too afraid that you're going to worry so much that you too will end up in this darkness And it will be my fault. I'm too afraid you'll roll your eyes and say "things aren't as bad as they seem sweetie. They will get better." Because I know on paper everything looks fine. But if you stepped inside my mind for just a minute you'd come back screaming "THINGS WILL GET BETTER BUT HOW DO I GET THERE?" I'm afraid you won't believe me and I'm afraid you won't understand because mom I don't even understand. And I'm sorry, that this is your child. I'm sorry I can't control this and I'm sorry I have to put you through this again. I just haven't been myself lately mom. I hope now you understand.
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Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 7:55 PM UTC
"I haven't been myself lately." The true meaning
"I haven't been myself lately." And when I say that I mean I've been spending Friday nights alone in my room chugging a 2L bottle of wine, instead of hanging out with my best friend. Because as much as I can't stand to be alone My head is screaming at me that I deserve to be. I mean that I can't wake up for work in the morning because I spent all night worrying about everything that's going to go wrong, And decided it wasn't worth it. I mean that I haven't seen the sun in days all I see is darkness and Mom I don't know how to find the light again. I mean I can't remember what it feels like to want to WANT to be alive. But I can tell you all of the reasons I think I should just die. I mean I lost my motivation to care about myself and maybe the voice in my head is lying, But I feel like no one really cares anyways and why would they care? I mean on Saturday night I sat in my bed for hours rocking back and forth, crying uncontrollably with a bottle of pills in my hands And I almost did it. But I thought of you. I mean that when I woke up in the morning I woke up with regret because I had the chance to end it that night But I'm still here and I can't live with this pain any longer. I mean that everything is still the same except I feel like i don't know who I am anymore And I'm scared mom. I'm terrified. I mean that I am scared to live mom but I'm also terrified to die. So when I tell you I haven't felt like myself lately I really mean I need help mom. I need it soon. But I'm too afraid to ask you. I'm too afraid that you're going to worry so much that you too will end up in this darkness And it will be my fault. I'm too afraid you'll roll your eyes and say "things aren't as bad as they seem sweetie. They will get better." Because I know on paper everything looks fine. But if you stepped inside my mind for just a minute you'd come back screaming "THINGS WILL GET BETTER BUT HOW DO I GET THERE?" I'm afraid you won't believe me and I'm afraid you won't understand because mom I don't even understand. And I'm sorry, that this is your child. I'm sorry I can't control this and I'm sorry I have to put you through this again. I just haven't been myself lately mom. I hope now you understand.
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A man is like a flower Starts with a bud Blossoms into its nature Natural ecstasy and perfection In time it wears out too Finally falls off the tree A natural process A natural phenomenon Naturally the man See as a flower All the nature of being To the base is the same The intelligence the man puts into saying That he is only the creature of importance And everything in the world are the resource Resource to be consumed by himself Is the false flag he is raising And is in the denial of the very nature Anything which is resonant And synchronous to the nature Has the time in nature to the eternity Whereas if not In accordance to the nature Sooner or later On the verse of decay On the verse of extinction I see the human race is in the path of extinction As civilization denying nature rather than glorifying Human beings are far from the true essence And are not synchronizing in the heart Of the very nature The so called intelligence is what humans praise and glorifying A lot full of **** And it is a shame We see the population of human species To rise and rise So may presume the statement I just stated to be false But seeing the thought processes And so called intelligence Is setting the human species To a sense of decay The step to the human race to demolish its own race Is a unjustified intelligence in itself The truth and laws of nature Being in shade Humans incorporating thoughts As a tool of destruction Rather than construction In the field of criticism rather than motivation In the field of extinction rather than sustainability In the field of destruction rather than collaboration And effort in maintaining the continuity Of equilibrium and resonance with the nature On the contrary Making critics and complain about the others Not realizing all are the part of the whole Is creating a challenge to the nature Going off beat with the nature. We shall know Anything not synchronous And not resonant to the nature Nature wipes out sooner or later We cannot accept the very fact it is true Even seeing our own life As a child The bud to the flower The youth The perfection in being and entire existence The new ideas and new world The fruit of generation brings about The generation to come To fertilize the seeds of the existence The old age To be renewed thoughts Nature wipes out as per the plan of its own Accept it as a reality As it is the truth The sharpness of flower Remembered as the youthfulness of flower The bud is treated emotionally With care as it is to be the perfection In the time to come The flower to be wiped out is respected As it was once a perfection Once roared the magnificence of itself Upon this very world The being-wiped flower doesn’t ask For its claim in the now world And indulge the new with its now state But appreciate the perfection once it had   Make believe the youthful flower to blossom And accept its own existence in the present. Every species and beings Are in the nature of being We are no different from the other species We are no superior and at the same time no inferior To the other species And not the other species to us humans Everybody and everything Is the part of the whole The whole is the nature itself.
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May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 2:33 PM UTC
Flower of life
A man is like a flower Starts with a bud Blossoms into its nature Natural ecstasy and perfection In time it wears out too Finally falls off the tree A natural process A natural phenomenon Naturally the man See as a flower All the nature of being To the base is the same The intelligence the man puts into saying That he is only the creature of importance And everything in the world are the resource Resource to be consumed by himself Is the false flag he is raising And is in the denial of the very nature Anything which is resonant And synchronous to the nature Has the time in nature to the eternity Whereas if not In accordance to the nature Sooner or later On the verse of decay On the verse of extinction I see the human race is in the path of extinction As civilization denying nature rather than glorifying Human beings are far from the true essence And are not synchronizing in the heart Of the very nature The so called intelligence is what humans praise and glorifying A lot full of **** And it is a shame We see the population of human species To rise and rise So may presume the statement I just stated to be false But seeing the thought processes And so called intelligence Is setting the human species To a sense of decay The step to the human race to demolish its own race Is a unjustified intelligence in itself The truth and laws of nature Being in shade Humans incorporating thoughts As a tool of destruction Rather than construction In the field of criticism rather than motivation In the field of extinction rather than sustainability In the field of destruction rather than collaboration And effort in maintaining the continuity Of equilibrium and resonance with the nature On the contrary Making critics and complain about the others Not realizing all are the part of the whole Is creating a challenge to the nature Going off beat with the nature. We shall know Anything not synchronous And not resonant to the nature Nature wipes out sooner or later We cannot accept the very fact it is true Even seeing our own life As a child The bud to the flower The youth The perfection in being and entire existence The new ideas and new world The fruit of generation brings about The generation to come To fertilize the seeds of the existence The old age To be renewed thoughts Nature wipes out as per the plan of its own Accept it as a reality As it is the truth The sharpness of flower Remembered as the youthfulness of flower The bud is treated emotionally With care as it is to be the perfection In the time to come The flower to be wiped out is respected As it was once a perfection Once roared the magnificence of itself Upon this very world The being-wiped flower doesn’t ask For its claim in the now world And indulge the new with its now state But appreciate the perfection once it had   Make believe the youthful flower to blossom And accept its own existence in the present. Every species and beings Are in the nature of being We are no different from the other species We are no superior and at the same time no inferior To the other species And not the other species to us humans Everybody and everything Is the part of the whole The whole is the nature itself.
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*For every exploration you need an inspiration that will serve as your motivation.*
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 8:35 AM UTC
Travel
A lone drop of coffee Running down the side Of my cup Escaping the terror Of teeth and tongue Black gold in the morning A precious liquid Awakes me from a slumber And brightens my day Sip by sip Rejuvenates the body, Mind and soul Caffeine flows Through my veins Motivation in a mug Brewing is an art Coffee so dark It can wake the dead But instead Wakes me Every morning
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 2:29 AM UTC
Coffee
I get the word Rejection tossed, as if it scares me! As if i've never been rejected, as if rejection is new like the new world Christopher discovered… huh oh wait. As if I’ve never felt it, Seen it, Been a part of it. Rejection is fear… Rejection isn't fear if you don't allow it. Rejection can be try again. Rejection can be that girl or that boy, how about rejection can be that person because it sees no face sees no color It sees… it sees and it doesn't care Rejection is all around. Rejection by others is not as bad as my own rejection. My own rejection to try, to sing, to dance, to be happy you see my friend your rejection is nothing, but motivation You might whisper it behind my back, but I need you to understand I use to scream it to my face! You can't! Don't try! I hate you! I want you to die! You’re so ******* pathetic! Stop! Stop! Stop… Rejection now to me, means try harder. Unless you have been told by someone no, then it means chill the **** down and no Because there is nothing sexier than consent. Because love is blind… Now before i get off topic let me bring it back But not back to Vegas But back to me Because I've been tossed and I've been pushed And I have pushed and I have shoved And you see i'm alive And have survived So don't use the word rejection and try to bring me fear… because this aint no fear factor Life just has a funny way of telling you to get back up So get back up Now before you try and bring me down bring me down from the one step I took, but only one because you see I am scared… But not of rejection, but of heights.. 3/10/14
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC
Rejection
I get the word Rejection tossed, as if it scares me! As if i've never been rejected, as if rejection is new like the new world Christopher discovered… huh oh wait. As if I’ve never felt it, Seen it, Been a part of it. Rejection is fear… Rejection isn't fear if you don't allow it. Rejection can be try again. Rejection can be that girl or that boy, how about rejection can be that person because it sees no face sees no color It sees… it sees and it doesn't care Rejection is all around. Rejection by others is not as bad as my own rejection. My own rejection to try, to sing, to dance, to be happy you see my friend your rejection is nothing, but motivation You might whisper it behind my back, but I need you to understand I use to scream it to my face! You can't! Don't try! I hate you! I want you to die! You’re so ******* pathetic! Stop! Stop! Stop… Rejection now to me, means try harder. Unless you have been told by someone no, then it means chill the **** down and no Because there is nothing sexier than consent. Because love is blind… Now before i get off topic let me bring it back But not back to Vegas But back to me Because I've been tossed and I've been pushed And I have pushed and I have shoved And you see i'm alive And have survived So don't use the word rejection and try to bring me fear… because this aint no fear factor Life just has a funny way of telling you to get back up So get back up Now before you try and bring me down bring me down from the one step I took, but only one because you see I am scared… But not of rejection, but of heights.. 3/10/14
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My scars are NOT just scars sometimes they remind me of traumatic experiences. Sometimes people would stare at them with a look so curious, that I myself, would become furious. Because my scars felt like a punishment of a series of consecutive jail sentences. They had me Feeling overwhelmed by weariness So I put up a fence to hide what I believe was my hideousness. Then my naked eyes realized the true lies, that behinds these marks are where the truth hides My scars are NOT just scars they are Evidence of a Wound, evidence that after pain healing must come soon. My scars are a sign to show Life was adjusted just as a violin being tuned My scars are not just scars they show that I have gone thru a Transformation. My scars are not just scars The give me motivation in my times desperation. My scars aren't just scars They signify even after my trails, I am Triumphed! My scars are Marks Of my pass History to celebrate even I was hurt I have the victory! For Greater is He that is within me. My scars are NOT just scars, they show that God was With me thru it all Truly! My scars are not just scars they are Permanent sacred Marks Of Beauty.
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Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 10:10 PM UTC
"My scars are not just scars"
*your disability is never your weakness, its your greatest motivation in finding the strength within...*
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Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 4:19 AM UTC
disability
Every goal can be accomplish, with a little self motivation, nothings out of reach, people may steal away hope like an infant hidden away from his mother or an old man's cane assmbled out of reach; never let anybody astray you away from your dream; love one's nor foe's, use the criticism to your adavange and elevate yourself to unachievable possibilities within a broken system.
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Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 8:10 PM UTC
Self determination
Performing full of passion Watching you through my vision You catch my attention And I ended with admiration You don't have an exact description 'Cos you're the best than my expection And totally beyond my imagination Before, I live for nothing As you came it's worthliving You are life changing You give my life full of meaning Everything you do keeps my heart beating You are the reason behind this feeling You keep my heart trembling Can't help just keep on admiring It is not an obsession Just giving me a daily motivation And become my life inspiration You always makes me smile Even the distance between us are thousand miles This kind of situation is totally fine I love you as a man But you love me as a fan I love you even though you are not mine.
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Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 7:12 AM UTC
Idol
I’d like to be away In a world far away But that won’t escape The world inside my brain I’d like to stop the time Live frozen between the lines But that won’t bring me closer To a picture perfect moment That you and I never had I want to live on your wavelength Travel with you At the speed of light Penetrating Any barrier And travel parallel To your sweet and endless path I want to tell you that I love you Have the courage To make you mine Too bad I lost the fight That was going Inside my mind I’m endlessly falling For someone like you But I’ll gladly fall forever If the destination leads to you I think of you every night And wonder where you are Do think of me the same way? Do you have the same thoughts? I’m sure one day I’ll meet you The moment won’t be perfect But perfection is overrated I’d rather meet you In any way As long as it leads me To your mellow heart My sweet nebula Travel to me As fast as you can I’d do the same thing If I wasn’t stuck behind But I’m moving on You’re my motivation Even if met you I have not
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 12:32 AM UTC
Nebula
to be honest with you, i didn't plan on making it this far. i didn't plan anything at all. and i'm always baffled by my lack of motivation, but i forget i've already made my biggest accomplishment by being here today.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
a lack of planning
Determination is part motivation and part support Motivation to do tasks yourself Motivation from your family But what do those people do when they don't have You know the motivation the black panthers had to fight the power The motivation that Martin had to to have a dream The motivation that rosa had not to move The motivation that Harriet had to move slaves to freedom The motivation that slaves had to work all day picking cotton but still sang those ***** spirituals to get them through the day Motivation leading to determination that a race won't be held down by anyone But I wonder where that is today...
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 5:05 PM UTC
Determination
*My mind has switched off without giving me any notice at all, I find myself staring into thin air, I've blended into the wall. My thoughts are blank, I'm lacking motivation, my inspiration is bleak, I'm lethargic and dull, I'm feeling very, very weak. I'm not myself, or maybe I am, I'm beyond confused, my soul is tired; exhausted is what I am! I want to cry, but I 'm too tired, I want to scream, I'm frustrated; I feel like I need to be rewired. I'm on edge, my knees are shaking, Sweaty palms, my heart is breaking! I'm never going to get my **** together, I've been trying for what feels like forever! As tired as I am, I know I'll never give in, I'm too determined to quit, even though I know I'll never win. My mind has switched off, I can't figure anything out, I'm full of emptiness, I'm going through an emotional drought. I want to cry, but I know my tears are all in vain, I'm mentally exhausted, I feel a terrible sensation, a mental strain; a relentless invisible internal pain. By Lady R.F. (C) 2017*
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May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 9:37 AM UTC
Soul Tired
“You are not an artist. You are not an artist.”         What photos must I shoot         How many cigarettes must I smoke It is scary, but - I want to embody the things which destroy minds Summer vibes feel like radiation Use this alcohol to eradicate The proposition - that I will be ‘okay’ My phone is on airplane mode My ambition is floating - as a feather might - Down to the depths I cannot finish my own sentences Bury my expectation with my religion         And it’s funny         Because I have resolved my mind to avoid romantic         confrontation         But, alas - I do day-dream         Of a girl’s face & hair - for it has appeared in my dreams four         times         And I awake to Deja-Vu as her face appears in conscious         frames So… I can imagine & I can see, but - they have become one in the same Could not fantasize asking Your hand in mine Oh how I wish to cry To sob in any light so long as you are in sight Someone to reassure me, that - yes “There is an end to the night.” But I cannot. I suppress it in drives. In music videos. In writing. In self-speaking when I have only me to keep company. Kick me off the team. I do not know what I need. If I could lead, as I once did. But I have left concern in the refrigerator With empty bottles & cans Maybe I will return tomorrow to salvage the cents of my malleable integrity   Won’t you reliquinish me of it ? For I have sipped the poison of honesty Regretfully it tastes like honey Lustful - Fleeting - Sugary - Intoxicating
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 12:38 AM UTC
A Glimpse of My Motivation(s)
“You are not an artist. You are not an artist.”         What photos must I shoot         How many cigarettes must I smoke It is scary, but - I want to embody the things which destroy minds Summer vibes feel like radiation Use this alcohol to eradicate The proposition - that I will be ‘okay’ My phone is on airplane mode My ambition is floating - as a feather might - Down to the depths I cannot finish my own sentences Bury my expectation with my religion         And it’s funny         Because I have resolved my mind to avoid romantic         confrontation         But, alas - I do day-dream         Of a girl’s face & hair - for it has appeared in my dreams four         times         And I awake to Deja-Vu as her face appears in conscious         frames So… I can imagine & I can see, but - they have become one in the same Could not fantasize asking Your hand in mine Oh how I wish to cry To sob in any light so long as you are in sight Someone to reassure me, that - yes “There is an end to the night.” But I cannot. I suppress it in drives. In music videos. In writing. In self-speaking when I have only me to keep company. Kick me off the team. I do not know what I need. If I could lead, as I once did. But I have left concern in the refrigerator With empty bottles & cans Maybe I will return tomorrow to salvage the cents of my malleable integrity   Won’t you reliquinish me of it ? For I have sipped the poison of honesty Regretfully it tastes like honey Lustful - Fleeting - Sugary - Intoxicating
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The week passed by As quickly as it came Nothing seemed to be interesting For I haven't seen a trace of you Everyday I was hopeful That maybe just a glimpse Maybe just a glance I will witness your glorious presence But everyday was a fail I was a hopeless being I forgot that we lead different lives Separated by different worlds It pains me to know This inevitable truth That I can't see you That I can't be with you At a time like today When I badly need motivation A sense of inspiration I can say that I'm in desperation So now, I surrender my pride And pray to the heavens above "Please let me be with him I cannot stand this longing anymore!"
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Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 1:49 AM UTC
Longing
and I know I said I’d be better and I would do more, but honestly, everything is falling apart and I have no motivation to catch the broken pieces; I don’t have the patience to tend to the cuts on my hands after fumbling with shards of my broken bones and I’m losing pieces of my mind every single day; I’m so scared; nothing makes sense anymore and I don’t even want to be here
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
insanity