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"degenerates" poems
everyone keeps saying "we made it" and it's actually a little confusing because it's almost like they thought we couldn't five teenagers on lockdown have never caused so much panic but I guess we're just the deadbeat generation (knock once for failure, twice for rebirth, three times to see your life in twenty years- who knows, maybe you'll have a life in twenty years) we pick locks on bad days turn back the clocks on good days if we try hard enough maybe we'll go back to the glory days I wanna blast music from the busted up speakers in the back of my car I wanna live like I used to we're anthems and parades and kids crying out in the middle of the night when the hole in their stomach opens up or closes we're caught up in a whirlwind of scientific facts and figures and sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs as if that'll help me escape the noise in my head punk isn't about living through the fall of something it's about living through the rise of me I am real I am here I will scream it from the ******* rooftops if I have to I will tap my fingertips on tables even when I'm told not to I will tattoo myself a thousand times over, an endless mantra of existence i exist i exist i exist this isn't a happy ending, or at least it isn't the one I was promised but it's something it's okay and that's good enough because okay is ******* wonderful lace my fingers with yours call me a queen tell me you'll never let me go because I will never let you go we are the kids who will never stop living even when they tell us that we are impossible we are heartbeats pounding on cracked pavement, leather and cheap beer, lather me in love lay me down to sleep with the promise of tomorrow promise me that tomorrow will still be there when I wake up you can have a house but not a home I was a house but not a home until I met you deadbeat degenerates make a better family than most.
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 8:37 AM UTC
deadbeat generation
everyone keeps saying "we made it" and it's actually a little confusing because it's almost like they thought we couldn't five teenagers on lockdown have never caused so much panic but I guess we're just the deadbeat generation (knock once for failure, twice for rebirth, three times to see your life in twenty years- who knows, maybe you'll have a life in twenty years) we pick locks on bad days turn back the clocks on good days if we try hard enough maybe we'll go back to the glory days I wanna blast music from the busted up speakers in the back of my car I wanna live like I used to we're anthems and parades and kids crying out in the middle of the night when the hole in their stomach opens up or closes we're caught up in a whirlwind of scientific facts and figures and sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs as if that'll help me escape the noise in my head punk isn't about living through the fall of something it's about living through the rise of me I am real I am here I will scream it from the ******* rooftops if I have to I will tap my fingertips on tables even when I'm told not to I will tattoo myself a thousand times over, an endless mantra of existence i exist i exist i exist this isn't a happy ending, or at least it isn't the one I was promised but it's something it's okay and that's good enough because okay is ******* wonderful lace my fingers with yours call me a queen tell me you'll never let me go because I will never let you go we are the kids who will never stop living even when they tell us that we are impossible we are heartbeats pounding on cracked pavement, leather and cheap beer, lather me in love lay me down to sleep with the promise of tomorrow promise me that tomorrow will still be there when I wake up you can have a house but not a home I was a house but not a home until I met you deadbeat degenerates make a better family than most.
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Have you seen the troubled youth these days? They're not very troubled at all. They create their own illness then spread it amongst the masses of degenerates. The symptoms consist of debauchery and disrespect. They yell to the crowd, "Look at me for I am broken." No. You are fixed...fixed onto the idea that one must be troubled to be different. Oh, have you seen the troubled youth of today? They're not so troubled after all.
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Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 10:01 AM UTC
Sarcastic Wonka.
I approach most desires like a competition; can I **** better than him; can I be famous at twenty- -three since he was famous at twenty-four -- I must be able to sink better than him. God, it is exhausting. I feel like I'm dancing with a machine; a phantom that I can never catch, for it runs on my blood; my insecurities; my passion -- and, boy, oh boy, can I attest to having plenty of that stuff, ladies and germs. I think, truly, that I am encompassing the American Dream I think is utterly flawed; that I think is futile in nature; that I am sure of is the closest thing to Hell, in this Godless, spiritually motherless dark shoebox of sudden collisions; this space of useful and useless results, splayed onto and into our hearts, asking for reverence. There is nothing I want more than to be sure that my importance is not illusory. I am not sure if I am real.
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May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
27. Dope; Degenerates
**IMMEDIATELY PLEASE REMOVE ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM YOUR DATA BASE FORTHWITH.  ALSO, ADVISE ANY AND ALL CONTRACTORS, SUB-CONTRACTORS, AGENTS, SUB-AGENTS, AFFILIATES, PARTNERS, COLLEAGUES, ASSOCIATES, CLIENTS, WEBMASTERS, WEB BASED LINKS, WINKS, TWINKS, COLONEL CLINCKS, BOSSES, CO-WORKERS, EMPLOYEES, VENDORS, SUPPLIERS, SALESMEN, ASCCOUNT REPS/EXCS, ACCOUNTANTS, BROKERS, CO-BROKERS, HACKERS, SLACKERS, WHACKERS, JERKS, PIMPS, HOES, HOBOS, BUMS, DERELICTS, DEGENERATES, DOPERS, DEALERS, TWEEKERS, GAMBLERS, RAMBLERS, SOLICITORS, SIDEKICKS, COHORTS, WINGMEN, WHEELMEN, LOOKOUTS, OUTLAWS, IN-LAWS, RELATIVES, FIANCES, GIRLFRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENEMIES, EVIL NEMISIS', CANVASSERS, INQUIRERS, QUEERS, QUEENS, COWBOYS, KINGS, **** DRAGS, HAGS, HETEROS, HOMOS, TONY ROMOS, FEMALE IMPERSONATORS, (PRE OR POST) MALE IMPERSONATORS, ***** ***** VAN ***** **** VAN **** LESBIANS, LIARS, BUYERS, CRYERS, CIGAR SMOKERS, CARPET MUNCHERS, RUG RATS, TODDLERS, TEENAGERS, YOUNGSTERS, SENIORS, SUCKERS, TRUCKERS, MOTHER shut yer mouth, LAW MAKERS, LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS, JUDGES, POLITICIANS, PECKERWOODS, LEADERS, FOLLOWERS, DISCIPLES, PROPHETS, EVANGELISTS, SAVIORS, SINNERS, SAINTS, SOOTHSAYERS, MEDICINE MEN, GYPSYS, TRAMPS, AND THIEVES, WITCHES, WARLOCKS, VAMPIRES, LYCANS, ZOMBIES, WAR MONGERS, PROTESTERS, SOLIDERS, GENERALS, GOVERNORS, PRESIDENTS, PATRIOTS, PACKERS, LIONS, BEARS, BROWNS, BLACKHAWKS, REDWINGS, RIGHT WING, LIBERALS, OR LAW BIDING CITIZENS, THEY ARE NOT TO CONTACT ME AND LOOSE MY NUMBER. BUT IF YOU SEE MY MOM, TELL HER TO CALL ME. ........................................................................BA-ZING....................................................................**
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Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 9:47 AM UTC
SPAMMER SMACKDOWN
**IMMEDIATELY PLEASE REMOVE ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM YOUR DATA BASE FORTHWITH.  ALSO, ADVISE ANY AND ALL CONTRACTORS, SUB-CONTRACTORS, AGENTS, SUB-AGENTS, AFFILIATES, PARTNERS, COLLEAGUES, ASSOCIATES, CLIENTS, WEBMASTERS, WEB BASED LINKS, WINKS, TWINKS, COLONEL CLINCKS, BOSSES, CO-WORKERS, EMPLOYEES, VENDORS, SUPPLIERS, SALESMEN, ASCCOUNT REPS/EXCS, ACCOUNTANTS, BROKERS, CO-BROKERS, HACKERS, SLACKERS, WHACKERS, JERKS, PIMPS, HOES, HOBOS, BUMS, DERELICTS, DEGENERATES, DOPERS, DEALERS, TWEEKERS, GAMBLERS, RAMBLERS, SOLICITORS, SIDEKICKS, COHORTS, WINGMEN, WHEELMEN, LOOKOUTS, OUTLAWS, IN-LAWS, RELATIVES, FIANCES, GIRLFRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENEMIES, EVIL NEMISIS', CANVASSERS, INQUIRERS, QUEERS, QUEENS, COWBOYS, KINGS, **** DRAGS, HAGS, HETEROS, HOMOS, TONY ROMOS, FEMALE IMPERSONATORS, (PRE OR POST) MALE IMPERSONATORS, ***** ***** VAN ***** **** VAN **** LESBIANS, LIARS, BUYERS, CRYERS, CIGAR SMOKERS, CARPET MUNCHERS, RUG RATS, TODDLERS, TEENAGERS, YOUNGSTERS, SENIORS, SUCKERS, TRUCKERS, MOTHER shut yer mouth, LAW MAKERS, LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS, JUDGES, POLITICIANS, PECKERWOODS, LEADERS, FOLLOWERS, DISCIPLES, PROPHETS, EVANGELISTS, SAVIORS, SINNERS, SAINTS, SOOTHSAYERS, MEDICINE MEN, GYPSYS, TRAMPS, AND THIEVES, WITCHES, WARLOCKS, VAMPIRES, LYCANS, ZOMBIES, WAR MONGERS, PROTESTERS, SOLIDERS, GENERALS, GOVERNORS, PRESIDENTS, PATRIOTS, PACKERS, LIONS, BEARS, BROWNS, BLACKHAWKS, REDWINGS, RIGHT WING, LIBERALS, OR LAW BIDING CITIZENS, THEY ARE NOT TO CONTACT ME AND LOOSE MY NUMBER. BUT IF YOU SEE MY MOM, TELL HER TO CALL ME. ........................................................................BA-ZING....................................................................**
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Haters, haters, hiding in the closets, hiding in faeces your putrid minds full of fears and all your weaknesses You are not men but degenerates and cowards in excesses but in your attempts to distract away from your deseases Look the parents you have and you know you're like rat fleas you lack a lot which makes you so angry and in pieces Washing once a week on other days its wet towel on faces smerge on stunted wieners never to be a winner at the races You're un-cool all you do is pretend but you ain't got the aces as charmless as chicken *** you're the left-behind in chases Never had a true compliment because you have no graces deep down you're a mess and petrified of background traces You have ***** linens and bad secrets buried in bad places you're nasty, think nasty and 've done things that debases Always afraid you pick on your betters rocking in perfect places full of inferiority complexes  real abilities get up your noses You've wet your bed and at night  you knowyou're ********* playing macho when in reality you want to do men's ***** Nobody likes the faceless cowards and abject scorn they entices partners and frenemies are there for themselves and free passes They see through them and smell their weakness without paces faking laughter at their hate and anger at winners they despises Haters are sick sad losers miserable inferiors with dark devises never happy, never content just slimy cowards in dumb disguises
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 8:29 PM UTC
Inchwood to U. Bard Wazungus et all....
Oh young barret of the night. Who steals from the dreams of lost sain children like Moloch. The decrypted white house was nothing but A sanctuary for degenerates. the man… MAD… MAD was the man MAD, was the house, MAD were the claimers, MAD were the slaves to the slick but king of so called glam MAD was the man MAD MAD MAD.            The barret was entering the house, leaving behind all. what has become of my young love asks me? he enters. MAD was he who entered the trap, MAD was he who allowed, MAD was who gave no warning of the moloch sacrifice being made to the two of his so called servants. MAD was all i say MAD MAD MAD, MAD was he who wanted to be hailed like Fernand, MAD was he who wanted to be king like Henry the 8th, MAD was he who wanted to use like Baron Neuvillette, MAD was he who wanted doll oh doll how can you do this.           Oh ADONAL for if you do exist why have you allowed this, oh ADONAL for if you exist why have you for seen this, oh ADONAl for if you exist why have you told of my eternity. Oh ADONAL why? are you mad? for the people shall not say oh ADONAL well this blow over as fast as Holly or as fast of yourself.         he who does as told, he who does what he thinks right for his so called gift. MAD for the betrayal of trust between the packed, MAD was he for the lack of word, Like a mute oh ADONAL like a mute he was! MAD was he who acted like Bromdens father, MAD .       MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD is I for the envolvment of my cellar of time, MAD is I for what i have started and what have become of my creations, MAD is I for all, MAD is I for you, for she, for he, for ***** all mad, MAD is I for maybe i is mad.                                                                                   written by Keone L Friesian. copyright to Keone Friesian
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Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 1:35 AM UTC
MAD.
Oh young barret of the night. Who steals from the dreams of lost sain children like Moloch. The decrypted white house was nothing but A sanctuary for degenerates. the man… MAD… MAD was the man MAD, was the house, MAD were the claimers, MAD were the slaves to the slick but king of so called glam MAD was the man MAD MAD MAD.            The barret was entering the house, leaving behind all. what has become of my young love asks me? he enters. MAD was he who entered the trap, MAD was he who allowed, MAD was who gave no warning of the moloch sacrifice being made to the two of his so called servants. MAD was all i say MAD MAD MAD, MAD was he who wanted to be hailed like Fernand, MAD was he who wanted to be king like Henry the 8th, MAD was he who wanted to use like Baron Neuvillette, MAD was he who wanted doll oh doll how can you do this.           Oh ADONAL for if you do exist why have you allowed this, oh ADONAL for if you exist why have you for seen this, oh ADONAl for if you exist why have you told of my eternity. Oh ADONAL why? are you mad? for the people shall not say oh ADONAL well this blow over as fast as Holly or as fast of yourself.         he who does as told, he who does what he thinks right for his so called gift. MAD for the betrayal of trust between the packed, MAD was he for the lack of word, Like a mute oh ADONAL like a mute he was! MAD was he who acted like Bromdens father, MAD .       MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD is I for the envolvment of my cellar of time, MAD is I for what i have started and what have become of my creations, MAD is I for all, MAD is I for you, for she, for he, for ***** all mad, MAD is I for maybe i is mad.                                                                                   written by Keone L Friesian. copyright to Keone Friesian
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They say we're degenerates as we walk with sore shoulders, flimsy backs, fractured dreams. The word millennial is used like some derogatory word -- we're meant to feel like **** because our parents failed us. Because smartphones help us release dopamine. Because we're addicted to virtual realities. Because we **** strangers that we hope validate us. No one understands why the news says this about drugs and this about violence -- or why we do 'those things' and if we have any 'goddamn sense'. It's beyond them. Maybe beyond us. It's higher than our weekends; lower than our expectations.
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May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 8:51 PM UTC
23. The 2008 Housing Bubble is Something I can Look Up on my iPhone; Degenerates
They tell me to lay down and to please look at the fish. Notice how they glide in-and-out of the cool-blue water; how they don't have a care in the world -- they're fish: one out of millions; mindless; alone in packed tanks; alone, jammed in metal cans full of corpses and low-quality mustard. Putting the mask over my perfect nostrils, my straight teeth, they say Don't be afraid; listen to my humming; how it will blend with the high-pitch screech you hear, now; becoming an equilibrium of torture and fantastical strangeness, unbound by Gods, by Persons, by Loves. Inside this perfect dark, you cannot think beyond the giant broad strokes that is the world sweeping by -- and it is marvelous, the buoyant miseries floating above your head; my head of ambivalent visions; the Earth's core, a furiously violent brilliance, ablaze beneath my feet, under layers of confounded deathly masquerade; a mask much like mine: an egotistical reflection brought out by one's feeling of gigantic import- -ance, despite hanging from the vastest of ceilings; a wannabe church in the sway of jungle mind; primitive instinct. ********* You know you can wake up   at this point, or so they say. What does it all mean, to which I murmur, I don't know. It's hard to say what I know; if anything, all I have is doubts. All I can muster are regrets; I wish I could return to that perfect dark, confused and semi-philosophical; all- pretentious: a feeling of being bound by brokenness. They tell me to chill out; you use semi-colons like they're heartbeats. Focus on whether your chest holds validity.
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May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 3:00 PM UTC
28. Giant; Degenerates
They tell me to lay down and to please look at the fish. Notice how they glide in-and-out of the cool-blue water; how they don't have a care in the world -- they're fish: one out of millions; mindless; alone in packed tanks; alone, jammed in metal cans full of corpses and low-quality mustard. Putting the mask over my perfect nostrils, my straight teeth, they say Don't be afraid; listen to my humming; how it will blend with the high-pitch screech you hear, now; becoming an equilibrium of torture and fantastical strangeness, unbound by Gods, by Persons, by Loves. Inside this perfect dark, you cannot think beyond the giant broad strokes that is the world sweeping by -- and it is marvelous, the buoyant miseries floating above your head; my head of ambivalent visions; the Earth's core, a furiously violent brilliance, ablaze beneath my feet, under layers of confounded deathly masquerade; a mask much like mine: an egotistical reflection brought out by one's feeling of gigantic import- -ance, despite hanging from the vastest of ceilings; a wannabe church in the sway of jungle mind; primitive instinct. ********* You know you can wake up   at this point, or so they say. What does it all mean, to which I murmur, I don't know. It's hard to say what I know; if anything, all I have is doubts. All I can muster are regrets; I wish I could return to that perfect dark, confused and semi-philosophical; all- pretentious: a feeling of being bound by brokenness. They tell me to chill out; you use semi-colons like they're heartbeats. Focus on whether your chest holds validity.
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It's dark and the light leaks out like the change in my pockets; like the blood from her nose; like knowledge from my head. And I can feel myself being   swallowed by this systematic long dark. I cannot remove myself,   a gut-worm in the lower-mantle belly. Watching video-cassettes of   my birthday. I don't know what happened to my birthday video.   I don't know what happened to my parents or what I did to happen   to them. The light leaks, again, and I choke on my celebri-thoughts; mentally-masturbating to the waves I'd give on a book tour or studio lot. Talking about some movie that made some money, somewhere in Santa Fe or L.A. The news is channeling my president: a swollen man that is the physical representation that a lot of American people are parasitic; lovers in racism, xenophobia, transphobia, Islamophobia, homophobia; scared of everything except the 'straight-talking' magnate they put in office. Not playing president; playing God. I'd hate to get political, though. I'd hate to ramble on and on about something I don't know enough about to **** myself over. I can feel myself picking up steam. I can feel myself getting redundant but embracing the bruised ego and poor technique. Loving the entrails spilling out of the splits of my fingertips; more beautiful than the brains I bashed on the sidewalks of old Morgantown. Morgantown, a town so kind you are gently destroyed by its over-crowded masses, dying to be different or drunk -- I suppose that's not very different than most places. But let's get back to these trees that I haven't even talked about. Let's get back to the kitchen table with the hollowed hard-drive, with wires and cords flopping to the sides, like a gutted spaghetti eater with poor stomach acid. How terrible. I'll never forgive myself for that last line. I feel so rudderless. So cynical with a touch of cliche. I keep pushing back that age for success, thinking that I have the luxury of choosing. My vocabulary is limited. My intelligence is assumed; probably a void, where delusions manifest and asian **** rewinds and plays,   rewinds and plays.
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Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 8:38 PM UTC
8. Stream of Pretentiousness; Degenerates
It's dark and the light leaks out like the change in my pockets; like the blood from her nose; like knowledge from my head. And I can feel myself being   swallowed by this systematic long dark. I cannot remove myself,   a gut-worm in the lower-mantle belly. Watching video-cassettes of   my birthday. I don't know what happened to my birthday video.   I don't know what happened to my parents or what I did to happen   to them. The light leaks, again, and I choke on my celebri-thoughts; mentally-masturbating to the waves I'd give on a book tour or studio lot. Talking about some movie that made some money, somewhere in Santa Fe or L.A. The news is channeling my president: a swollen man that is the physical representation that a lot of American people are parasitic; lovers in racism, xenophobia, transphobia, Islamophobia, homophobia; scared of everything except the 'straight-talking' magnate they put in office. Not playing president; playing God. I'd hate to get political, though. I'd hate to ramble on and on about something I don't know enough about to **** myself over. I can feel myself picking up steam. I can feel myself getting redundant but embracing the bruised ego and poor technique. Loving the entrails spilling out of the splits of my fingertips; more beautiful than the brains I bashed on the sidewalks of old Morgantown. Morgantown, a town so kind you are gently destroyed by its over-crowded masses, dying to be different or drunk -- I suppose that's not very different than most places. But let's get back to these trees that I haven't even talked about. Let's get back to the kitchen table with the hollowed hard-drive, with wires and cords flopping to the sides, like a gutted spaghetti eater with poor stomach acid. How terrible. I'll never forgive myself for that last line. I feel so rudderless. So cynical with a touch of cliche. I keep pushing back that age for success, thinking that I have the luxury of choosing. My vocabulary is limited. My intelligence is assumed; probably a void, where delusions manifest and asian **** rewinds and plays,   rewinds and plays.
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Our world was built to control us impeding our ability to thrive, induced into a system designed for wealth, power, and lies. Most of us end up broken enslaved for what little we have, the enemy divides our family as we follow another false flag. A price is paid for not conceding to an affirmation worth repeating, as our minds are all but defeated our souls are lost in a hidden war. History repeats itself as we are kept under control, when we accept defeat, we allow the enemy to grow. I was a victim just like you as degenerates overtook my home, life in the wake of calamity, cast on a pile of innocent bones. I am not the one you want to convene because I question everything, I am just a voice of honesty who was finally set free. Who finally broke through the construct of lies, the lies we were taught to believe in the construct of humanity.
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Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 7:21 AM UTC
The Construct
every man for himself--am i a man or a self? wearing long suspenders and smoking my tonsils raw a handful of questionable virtue and inexpensive self confidence i am no longer your folk hero, but rather a jolly youth that hates degenerates i'll fall out of my chair to keep my ear to the ground i must listen for change yes, and between the mattress, shrieking and the myterious column of faces appears the fog in twilight, swallowing ***** tonk doors and vagabonds whole i am a strange left handed moon man, i'm high i have that paralyzing lonesome feeling i have nothing new to add, that feeling i am an ambassador without ***** almost pornographic
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Jan 23, 2012
Jan 23, 2012 at 12:40 PM UTC
ambassador folk hero
After long dark, you can find me in my mind; taming serpents; kissing girls. You may not understand why I've been the way I am. You're under-educated and that's only half your fault. Sometimes I am imprisoned within the waves of an ocean that always misbehaves -- but it's not my fault; just the way the god rolls: making halves and making wholes. After the short syrup of light, you can find me hiding, true; pulling off ticks; kissing boys. You may not comprehend the way I'm fumbled together. You're under-educated and that's only half your fault. Always I am imprisoned within the crash of culture; my thoughts treated like worms; my illnesses considered contrived. But it's not my fault; just the way you guys roll: ignoring halves for conventional wholes.
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May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 5:17 PM UTC
20. Sicko; Degenerates
We are not the voice to elect a king We are anonymous I am not the one you want to convene because I question everything I am just a voice of honesty as degenerates overtake my home Life in the wake of calamity cast on a pile of bones It’s the new order of the ages, welcome to the end of days The beast controls our lives impeding our ability to thrive induced into a system designed for wealth, power, and lies A price is paid for not conceding to an affirmation worth repeating as I join the enlightened ones and wage a massive war A circularity that deviates from its path is not a circle anymore They will invoke internal and external threats then establish many secret prisons Slowly restricting the freedom of the Press while surveying ordinary citizens Chem-trails from government jets will be dismissed as urban legends Mandatory vaccinations designed to lower urban intelligence Radio-frequency identification chips mandatory for men, women, and children Man-made global pandemics separated for segregated sterilization Espionage becomes the new word for criticism And dissent will be the new word for treason In the name of self-preservation they will subvert the rule of law We are broken beyond repair, slaves for all we have As they divide our families, we ignore another false flag As history repeats, we are kept under control But we are not the voices to elect a king because we are anonymous
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Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 4:07 AM UTC
We Are Anonymous
Solo, like Star Wars or women's soccer I sit on a ***** chair with pure liquor sealed from the rest of the world Numb, like Linkin Park or lithium they hold my wallet like it's a gun; want to use it to gauge my meaning. If you want a dollar, babe, then you gotta work to separate yourself from everything sane or how else can you gain the feelings you see on t.v., what E! says is reality-- because you're told that's what matters, entirely. Identity; conform to be something marketable -- or, at the very least, conventional. I want my insides to be considered pretty, but I'd have to hope someone would give the effort to cut me open and ignore the joy that my bleeding out would bring.
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May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 9:28 PM UTC
24. Bubble Boy; Degenerates
I've been still, Caught in a sweet stasis, Buried under the same, baseless Candied gags, slippery hags, body bags ー But I can't go back. Haven't moved forward either, So I still sit silent here. Maybe I'll someday wither ー Like dandelions as they scatter in the wind, I will feel no more the weight of societal sins. Staying awake in anticipation; That feeling you get when you see a road blocked and a wrecked car hoping it was an accident Eventful; excitement to see that tar black Crimson on tarmac and those trampled, broken-pretty shells ー I want to be a doll. A pretty hollow pale porcelain you still can't hurt when I slip through your hands, Or when you let go and drop me, Or smash me into the ground ー It's all the same, isn't it? You buy, bore, break, blame, build, rebuild Rebreak, reblame, replace... I remake real-fake love into stanza-sized stories Just to rebrand them as poetry; A molded part to inspire some abstract art. They're better off that way, Locked in and stationary; Sweet standstill sanctuary. And I'll stay to watch their models fail and break, As they too, disintegrate ー fellow ******* degenerates This time I was at your disposal, But we're all just glorified disposables ー Ever-hungry, hedonistic at heart.
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Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 8:46 AM UTC
Hedonia's Heart (Explicit)
If you wanna be the same, be the same with me -- I swear we’ll always blend right in. And when you say you don’t like Jaws, I'll still be a Peeping Tom behind your books. When you lie, Maggie-Pie, about the movies you’ve seen, it makes the Tom Waits you like seem contrived. Degenerate drug kids, too high to be a star, in love with moments. Give me my moments, my lifeless promise to always have a car and insurance. If you wanna be lazy, be lazy with me -- I swear we won’t ever do **** And when you bop your head to Kendrick, I’ll watch you melt underneath the strobe. Place your finger on a globe, tell me where you think you could be, then tell me about your perceived self-worth. Degenerate punk kids, with more ink than squids, and a tip-jar future. Give me my future, my hurried ten years; you know my twenties; you know my reason. Give me my reason, give me my reason, give me my reason.
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Feb 14, 2017
Feb 14, 2017 at 3:44 AM UTC
1. Tip-Jar Future; Degenerates
Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. X2 How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. I was just reppin it You cannot step to it, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres! like Meek I was just a lost boy Never understood the cost boy Never really worked a market But I never really liked the market I just wanna overcome the darkness I just wanna wanna make the sun shine I guess I really want love to be great again **** all this hate again Cause I see you're vicious like a shark is I am so done with the corporate mind Grinding machinery, that's not my kind You are not kind, you are so shy Scrapin the sky Fake **** and lies You think you know what I'm talking about. I am a poet with way too much clout. I hate the way that this hatred compounds, You're just a clown! You make me frown. Simultaneously Unh! Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres She's on my friends list! Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres! How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. Reppin this Emmy **** Dressing too fabulous, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres! I'm never gonna let my heart grow cold like that, Never gonna do just what I'm told like that That shit's old, my man That shit's sold, my man That shit's got us got us lookin' sideways in the fold, my man Cause I think I hear a higher callin Human race is fallin but you're stallin I know you don't think you're Josef Stalin But I think you look like Charles Ponzi, Oo (Sung) My girl's not a cheater So I don't think I really want to either I don't think I ever wanna leave her Iy just. want to. love, Said Iy just. want to. love, Said Iy just. want to. love. (And party hard.) Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres She's on my friends list Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres! How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. Reppin this Emmy **** Dressing too fabulous, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres. You should be jealous. Ellen DeGeneres. Reppin it, reppin it. Ellen. Loooooove
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 4:52 PM UTC
Ellen DeGeneres.
Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. X2 How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. I was just reppin it You cannot step to it, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres! like Meek I was just a lost boy Never understood the cost boy Never really worked a market But I never really liked the market I just wanna overcome the darkness I just wanna wanna make the sun shine I guess I really want love to be great again **** all this hate again Cause I see you're vicious like a shark is I am so done with the corporate mind Grinding machinery, that's not my kind You are not kind, you are so shy Scrapin the sky Fake **** and lies You think you know what I'm talking about. I am a poet with way too much clout. I hate the way that this hatred compounds, You're just a clown! You make me frown. Simultaneously Unh! Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres She's on my friends list! Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres! How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. Reppin this Emmy **** Dressing too fabulous, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres! I'm never gonna let my heart grow cold like that, Never gonna do just what I'm told like that That shit's old, my man That shit's sold, my man That shit's got us got us lookin' sideways in the fold, my man Cause I think I hear a higher callin Human race is fallin but you're stallin I know you don't think you're Josef Stalin But I think you look like Charles Ponzi, Oo (Sung) My girl's not a cheater So I don't think I really want to either I don't think I ever wanna leave her Iy just. want to. love, Said Iy just. want to. love, Said Iy just. want to. love. (And party hard.) Ellen DeGeneres! Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres She's on my friends list Mellow and generous, Ellen DeGeneres! How can we peddle this, Greedy degenerates? Mellow and generous, Mellow and generous. Reppin this Emmy **** Dressing too fabulous, Ellen DeGeneres, Ellen DeGeneres! bass drop I am not popular My, what a thot you were! You should be jealous of Ellen DeGeneres. You should be jealous. Ellen DeGeneres. Reppin it, reppin it. Ellen. Loooooove
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I Originations of consciousness whir into a moan of torment. A sudden bombshell of consternation; her eyes burst wide. Baby? Sleep-laden, post-finals brain gravy: No, can't be. Could be. Shouldn't be. Want to be? No, can't be. Lurking beyond the reach of terror, realism slithers closer. The hysteria deteriorates as deduction brings lucidity. ******* eggs. They are abolished, and never heard from again. II Suitcase tetris, smothering each layer. She moves without direction, or a lazy child with ADD. At long last, the shimmering sink full of death beckons... Dissatisfaction erupts in a symphony of fragmented drinkware. Her assumption lingers, cresting into prediction. Her expectations are met. A thorn in her paw. The dishwater weeps. III Her rage is tangible, hissing in her ears, bashing her skull when it is ignored, clawing at her spine. She abandons the silverware. They never did anything for her. The loathsome bag swings threateningly. She ignores it, giving it a silent challenge. Fate strings before her eyes, yanked taut and thrumming with inevitability. Crimson satin sheets tangle lovingly from the rift of tender peel. Cake-batter-in-a-mixing-bowl splatter, the dissimilitude of children's laughter. Wobbling, fawn-like under the density of rage gnawing at her lips, she retreats, acknowledging her submission. She begins as a tree, but rapidly degenerates into grotesque dysmorphic spasms on the cheap veneer. Hysteria threatens to burst forth, frothing, but no. This is not my day.
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Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 4:47 AM UTC
The. Worst. Day. . . Ever.
I Originations of consciousness whir into a moan of torment. A sudden bombshell of consternation; her eyes burst wide. Baby? Sleep-laden, post-finals brain gravy: No, can't be. Could be. Shouldn't be. Want to be? No, can't be. Lurking beyond the reach of terror, realism slithers closer. The hysteria deteriorates as deduction brings lucidity. ******* eggs. They are abolished, and never heard from again. II Suitcase tetris, smothering each layer. She moves without direction, or a lazy child with ADD. At long last, the shimmering sink full of death beckons... Dissatisfaction erupts in a symphony of fragmented drinkware. Her assumption lingers, cresting into prediction. Her expectations are met. A thorn in her paw. The dishwater weeps. III Her rage is tangible, hissing in her ears, bashing her skull when it is ignored, clawing at her spine. She abandons the silverware. They never did anything for her. The loathsome bag swings threateningly. She ignores it, giving it a silent challenge. Fate strings before her eyes, yanked taut and thrumming with inevitability. Crimson satin sheets tangle lovingly from the rift of tender peel. Cake-batter-in-a-mixing-bowl splatter, the dissimilitude of children's laughter. Wobbling, fawn-like under the density of rage gnawing at her lips, she retreats, acknowledging her submission. She begins as a tree, but rapidly degenerates into grotesque dysmorphic spasms on the cheap veneer. Hysteria threatens to burst forth, frothing, but no. This is not my day.
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we are young gods, daughters and sons of a generation who gave up on love a universe ago, but we do our best to experience it- we sell it in bottles of pop culture and rabid obsessions; turn it into a conglomeration that profiteers on excess, a chaos of depression, anxiety, dark self-depreciating wit- and become artists who lament on first-world tragedies. we are young gods, we scoff at religion and we bathe in unholiness, sin is the new in, black is your best act, and we love it; we wear our indifference like an armour, because we fear what we'll see if we're allowed to understand our emotions and display our vulnerability. we are young gods, happy ever after is a joke and true love even more so, we inhale criticism and exhale cynicism, because the titans before us acknowledge that the world is cruel but we embrace it- we drape ourselves in abject and misery, stitch and mould uncaring faces onto our flesh that gaze upon the heartbroken jagged shards of ourselves, bleeding guts and glory embedded all over the cement patch wood floors, amongst the whisky and wine. we are the young gods; a mass of degenerates with our entitlement and liberals, a numbing, sweet hollow feeling that we substitute for the lack of love and care that we've grown used to; a realism that carves like a knife at tender ages and we wear our sadness like a charm- aesthetics to be envied; we're self-destructive, faithless, pointless, burning in our question for the meaning of existence and the only religion we'll ever bow down to is ourselves.
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Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 5:13 AM UTC
we are young gods
we are young gods, daughters and sons of a generation who gave up on love a universe ago, but we do our best to experience it- we sell it in bottles of pop culture and rabid obsessions; turn it into a conglomeration that profiteers on excess, a chaos of depression, anxiety, dark self-depreciating wit- and become artists who lament on first-world tragedies. we are young gods, we scoff at religion and we bathe in unholiness, sin is the new in, black is your best act, and we love it; we wear our indifference like an armour, because we fear what we'll see if we're allowed to understand our emotions and display our vulnerability. we are young gods, happy ever after is a joke and true love even more so, we inhale criticism and exhale cynicism, because the titans before us acknowledge that the world is cruel but we embrace it- we drape ourselves in abject and misery, stitch and mould uncaring faces onto our flesh that gaze upon the heartbroken jagged shards of ourselves, bleeding guts and glory embedded all over the cement patch wood floors, amongst the whisky and wine. we are the young gods; a mass of degenerates with our entitlement and liberals, a numbing, sweet hollow feeling that we substitute for the lack of love and care that we've grown used to; a realism that carves like a knife at tender ages and we wear our sadness like a charm- aesthetics to be envied; we're self-destructive, faithless, pointless, burning in our question for the meaning of existence and the only religion we'll ever bow down to is ourselves.
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I think she lost a part of herself, picking up the pieces. And that's okay; the universe works because something is given for something to be gained. Her parents were red-blooded Americans; they drank confirmation- bias and the minimization of minorities. They would make her problems as small as the countries, they couldn't find on a map, but could find in their hearts to demonize. Oh yes, the demons: what used to afflict her and corrupt her pure heart. To them, she wasn't a teenager -- a child -- stressed from carrying a family, featuring a mother with a brain tumor; guest starring 'I-stunt-your-growth-with-Jesus' as the understudy for mental health awareness. No, she wasn't a child; she was a burden because she cut herself, because her legs grew too thin; as thin as the crucifixes around the proud, turning necks, holding dismissive heads of 'Why-would- you-want-to-be-dead' Christians and 'I-don't-understand-what-isn't- in-the-Bible' fat, white relatives. To make things short as her life could have been: she dipped in and out of drugs, featuring ****** and pills that would dip in and out of her body, like a fool's gold life jacket, soaking in the waves of her pale, transitioning to adulthood, twenty year-old waters. She saved herself, and they thanked God and the boy and mostly everyone else but her. And the little brother sat, sinking in a seat softer than his deep-seated hateful beliefs. But, the truth is that she saved not only herself, but also the handsome, white, tall, smart, talented image of 'Holy-shit-what-a-tall- drink-of-privilege.' A tall drink who cared for her more than the country cared about being right; who loved her more than the parents of the degenerates living in some unknown collection of poems about the disenfranchised and American angst. She was a protest, very wondrous; a halting of the longest dark, a breath of fog floating towards a lonely, very deep pond. And she was only beginning. And it was all very exciting.
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May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 9:56 PM UTC
25. American Girl; Degenerates
I think she lost a part of herself, picking up the pieces. And that's okay; the universe works because something is given for something to be gained. Her parents were red-blooded Americans; they drank confirmation- bias and the minimization of minorities. They would make her problems as small as the countries, they couldn't find on a map, but could find in their hearts to demonize. Oh yes, the demons: what used to afflict her and corrupt her pure heart. To them, she wasn't a teenager -- a child -- stressed from carrying a family, featuring a mother with a brain tumor; guest starring 'I-stunt-your-growth-with-Jesus' as the understudy for mental health awareness. No, she wasn't a child; she was a burden because she cut herself, because her legs grew too thin; as thin as the crucifixes around the proud, turning necks, holding dismissive heads of 'Why-would- you-want-to-be-dead' Christians and 'I-don't-understand-what-isn't- in-the-Bible' fat, white relatives. To make things short as her life could have been: she dipped in and out of drugs, featuring ****** and pills that would dip in and out of her body, like a fool's gold life jacket, soaking in the waves of her pale, transitioning to adulthood, twenty year-old waters. She saved herself, and they thanked God and the boy and mostly everyone else but her. And the little brother sat, sinking in a seat softer than his deep-seated hateful beliefs. But, the truth is that she saved not only herself, but also the handsome, white, tall, smart, talented image of 'Holy-shit-what-a-tall- drink-of-privilege.' A tall drink who cared for her more than the country cared about being right; who loved her more than the parents of the degenerates living in some unknown collection of poems about the disenfranchised and American angst. She was a protest, very wondrous; a halting of the longest dark, a breath of fog floating towards a lonely, very deep pond. And she was only beginning. And it was all very exciting.
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On a long and simple gallows tree a god and dollar bill I see -- and I've never felt so happy; no, never felt so happy. I walk around and brush the bush and think about all the ants I mush, just want to make a cent or two; what else am I supposed to want to do? And on the laundered sky I spot a furious eye over a shackled lot -- but I'm told it's just the sun that blinds; destroying all the ants it finds. I don't think I understand, my god, my wallet is full but my life ain't worth living. God, you're like a bird in my hand: something beautiful, always squirming. And I wish I could let go.
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Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 4:17 PM UTC
16. God is Money; Degenerates
I’m the degenerate you love to hate, the unclean sinner who won’t tow the line. You ridicule my independence at dinner parties, among similarly dressed cronies, the institutionalized prisoners of prestige. Hate us all, the degenerates. Scorn the indie musician on the sidewalk. He colors the dull march of the khakis. Despise the painter in welfare housing. She strokes thick lines of anguish upon uncomfortable canvases. Taunt the quiet poet at the end of the bar. He writes raw truth on napkins gone ignored. Loathe the degenerates you secretly ***** when fashionable friends aren’t looking. Eyes fixed upon your contemptuous smirk, I am unable to cast judgment upon you. Another degenerate spreads her tattooed thighs without any hope of acceptance. She only wishes to feel for a moment the intoxicating sensation of temporary love. The degenerate’s ****** is the richest syrup that briefly covers your vanilla routines. Debauchery provides you a moment to feel freedom within slums, the pleasures of darkness, the uninhibited passions of a life without approval.
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Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 1:50 PM UTC
Degenerate