My last walk in the fire
one day..
My ash will spill around...
one day..
Fire will shroud me in my last walk to hell..
yes ...no not heaven..hell..
yes I am coming...
I know ,
you have been waiting
for me ...
for my last trip into that fire..

Dont push me away,
please..
you are my muse,
you are my light ,
you are my moon.
Dont push me away,
please..
I am your soul ,
I am your door,
I am your road,
Dont push me away,
please..
I want nothing ..
I want everything ..
I want you..
in my last day.
in my last walk
into that fire...
Dark.
Ash.
Kiss
Fire.  
Hell.  
I am here..

I want to paint ..
I want to paint you every day..
your lips ..
your face..
your curves...
I want to paint...

I want to kiss ..
I want to kiss you every minute..
your eyes..
your hands..
your soul..
I want to kiss..

i want to love..
I want to love you every second ..
your life..
your dreams..
your spirit ..
l want to love..

I want to stop.
I want to stop the time..
I want to stop and paint you..
I want to paint ..
the girl I know ...
the kiss I feel..
the love i live ..
i want to paint...
one day...
i will...

The life I want is simple.
Love, dark sky and stars..
Stars..Yes.. they love you..
they smiling every night..
no lies,  no promises ..
just stars..
and you..
no lies..
and love..
....just one..

Something is broken
in my life...
my hands can not fixed.
Something is broken
in my world..
my soul can not helped.
because I love..
because I kiss.
because I pray.
because I live that life..

I am trying hard..
Belive me..
Very hard..
every minute..
every hour..
every day ..
to love..

I know
My time is not enough..
I know
My pain is not enough..
I know
My love is not enough..

Yes that love .
forgotten love..
destructive love..
forbidden love..
Just love
is not enough
to fix it..
Why ???

Before I die
I want to see you happy..
Before I die
I want to touch the moon..
before I die..

Before I live
I want to love you...
Before I live
I want to touch the sky..
before I live ..

My life..
My dead
and you ..
is that enough to live for?
...that is my question..
Silence..
Kiss..
End..

For you
I can go
to the end..
To the end of that day..
To the end of that road..
To the end of that life ..
For you
I can love
to the end..
To the end of that world..
To the end of that sky ..
To the end of that kiss...
For you
I will live..
I will pray ..
I will fight..
To the end..
To the end of that
LOVE...

Your mouth is gate to haven
I won't forget,
that gate...
Your kiss is soft and fluffy..
I won't forget,
I won't regret that kiss..
You eyes are mirror to your soul
I won't forget,
that eyes ...
Your smile is sunny like a summer day
I won't forget,
I won't regret that smile..
Your kiss..
Your eyes ...
Your smile...
They make my day...
l won't forget,
I won't regret that day..
And love that last for life ..
I won't regret..

If i die ..
don't cry for me...
Just raise your glass and drink.
If i die
Don't cry ...
but don't forget me..
If i die
Don't cry ..
For kiss and smile..
If i die
Don't cry for me...
My soul is coming back ...
To be with you..
To kiss you..
To love you .
..again..
...Forever ..
My love is star
That never die....
My love is in your heart..
That never cry...
Don't cry...
...for me..
Just raise your glass..
And drink..
For love..
..That never die..

I didn't wanted  more ...i wanted all..
Was It is habit to love you
Every day..?
Poisson that i drinked every night...?
Every morning..

I don't know...

Raining again..
God is caring...
No moon tonight ..
Just dark...
Sticky..
Empty..
Space..
And
Stairs to your soul...
I am coming up..
Unwanted...
Uninvited..
Guest..
To kiss you..
First
Last
Kiss..
That is my poison
Today.

Don't hide
You know You love me.
Don't run
You know You love me.
Don't stop
You know You love me.
Today !

I won't deny
I know You love me
I won't escape
I know You love me
I won't refuse
I know You love me
Yesterday?

I am waiting...
Since first kiss ...
For Tomorrow

I want to have a friend
That understand me.
I want to have a dream
That rest me .
I want to have road
That lead me.
I want to have a life
That teach me.
I want to have a love
That share me.
I want to have
You...
Today ..

You want to have a kiss
That tell you.
You want to have a friend
That guide you.
You want to have a hug
That shake you.
You want to have a man
That love you.
You can have me.
Tomorrow...
Maybe?

Don't kiss me tomorrow.
If you can't.
I will.
I want.
Don't see me again
If you can't
I will.
I can.
Don't touch me today.
If you can't
I will.
I will.
Don't love me back
If you can't.
I will.
I want .
I can.
Not today.
...Tomorrow ...
The day after today ....

You are so beutiful
To me..
You are walking slowly
Beside me...
You are smiling happy
For me..
You are dreaming softy
With me..
You are living fully
In me...
You are loving unconditional
Like me...
Where are you?
Did I dream about you?
Did I walk with you?
Did I live in you?
Did I love like you ?

You are so beutiful to me.
To me.
Me..
You..
Time is sleeping next to us.
To us...
We..
You ..
..... are so beutiful to me .

Long road
To heven..
It is ending somewhere..
Dark road
To hell ..
It is leading sometimes.
Light road
To the sky..
It is flying somehow..
Curly road
To the moon.
It is bringing  you someone.
In your day
In your life.
In your dream.
To hug.
To love .
To kiss.
The gift of love ..
It is hard road..
..to your happiness..

Rain..
Sky is crying again...
Moon is not yellow tonight..
Sad..
Night..
Dreams..
Next morning is cloudy..
Gray..
Gray..
Gray..
Life is passing by slowly..
Time is sleeping ... that is why...
Stars..
People..
Talking..
I can't hear you..
Are my dreams gray as well..?
Are they empty..
Without you..
You..
Waiting..
Door is opening..
Are you coming?
Today..
Maybe tomorrow..
Grey..
Again..
Waiting..
I am Holding the time..
...For tomorrow..

One day you have to erase me
From your life.
From your dreams ..
One day you have to delete me
From your days..
From your prays..
I will become an angel..
Maybe..
Maybe not...
Life will end..
Light ..
Is that day coming..
I will ask again ..
WHY ???

C hristina
H ave you ever been loved.
R eally loved before ..
I will never regret that love.
S top me if you can
T oday ,maybe timorrow..
I will love you again
N ot because I can...
A m I wrong.... not ?

Centurie ago..
Humans ..
Rough touch...
I can see you.
Soft curves of your body.
Thiefs stiling your life.
I am fighting for you,nothing personal.
Not today ..
Am I in love ?

My life is not for you ..
My love is to demonic ..
My days are so dynamic..
I know you need romantic..
You need a dream..
You want to kiss..
You have to love..
My world is very complicated.
My dreams are not romantic ..
My weeks are so chaotic..
I  have to fight..
for every moment ...
I have to beg
for every kiss..
For every dream..
For love..
For life..
For You ?

We sleep walking ..
Road to the hell..
We sleep loving..
Road to the happiness..
We dream..
For next summer..
For blue sky..
For sun..
For Yellow..
Life is just dream.
Short..
Soft..
Bright ..
Just a moment of love..
Just a second of kiss..
Just a fracture of dream..
Life..
Just one..

You told me
I am your guid and protector.
But you dont want me.
I can't understand...

You told me .
I am best thing hapaned to you.
But you don't want me .
I can't comprehend...

You told me
I am your darker desire and prayer.
But you don't want me.
I can't explicated...

I can't ask .
I will beg
For your love.

I can't stop.
I will fight
For your soul .

I can't wait.
I will pray
For your smile.

No love.
Emptiness .
No touch.
Darkness .
No kiss.
Silence.
YOU walking away
FREE OF ME.
Are you happy?
Today...

You told me
You don't want to be stolen.
Sleep is stealing you from me.

You told me
You don't want to be stolen.
Town is stealing you from me.

You told me
You don't want to be stolen.
World is stealing you from me.

I will fight for every inch of your body.
I will fight for every drop of your tears.
I will fight for every smile of your soul.

I am warrior and can do that alone.
But not lonely.
In the dark.
In me.
For you .
In the world.
But not alone.
YOU ...
mine treasure hiden and lonely...

What my love started with?
Maybe it started with smile...
What my love started with?
Maybe it started with Kiss...
What my love started with?
Maybe it started with You...

What your love begins with ?
Maybe began with a hug...
What your love begins with?
Maybe began with a touch...
What your love begins whit?
Maybe began with Me...

Love start with a wind.
Love begins with a moon.
Love start with a sun.
Love finish alone ...
Not.

I was born naked..
No drink..
No friends..
No shopping..
I was born alone ..
No job..
No music
No exhibitions .
I was borne pure..
No art..
No shows ..
No traveling..
I was born for life..
Life is short.
Life is good..
Sometime..
Somedays..
Somehow..
Somewhere..
Life is love ..
Life is kiss..
Life is dream.
What is life
For you..?
I was born naked..
Just me ..
For you..
Today..
Only Me..
No show..
No drink..
No job..
Love. .
Just one..

You have to forget me .
the moment you met me.
Ages ago.
You have to forgive me
the moment you kissed me.
Months ago.
You have to escape me.
the moment you touched me.
Days ago.
You have to believe me.
the moment you lost me .
Tomorrow.
Today.
Yesterday.
Centuries ago...
Cleopatra

He loves like an angel ,
And hurt like a hell..
Dark,
Dark Angel...
He is dreaming with you.
He is fighting for you.
He is loving with you.
He is coming for you.
Darkness.
Dark end.
End.
He pray like an angel ,
And fight like a hell.
Angel.
Dark Angel.
Are you waiting for him?
Are you praying with him.?
Are you living for him.?
Are you going with him.?
Angel.
Dark.
Hell.
Not a drop of love.
Dark Angel is coming.
No soul.
No light.
Hell...
And sticky Darkness...
Love..
Is that love?
Do you love ?
Can you love?
Dark Angel.
Dark.
End....

I promised not to love you.
Annihilation.
No love.
My soul is crying.

I promised not to love you.
Destruction.
No love.
My body is fighting.

I promised not to love you.
Extermination.
No love.
My shadow is shouting .

I promised not to love you.
Extinction.
No love.
My kisses are dying.

Dark.
Cold.
Bus stop.
Me.
You.
No love.
Love.
Lov.
Lo.
L.
No

My hands are in love.
They touching your smile.
My eyes are in love.
They kissing your face.
My lips are in love .
They drinking your curves.
Am I ready to live?
Am I ready to kiss?
Am I ready to love?
I can see .
I can kiss.
I can touch.
Can I love ?
YOU?

I can live with that pain every day.
I am an Angel.
I can walk with that worry every week .
I am soldier of darkness .
I can heal that burn every month.
I am lonely dark Angel .
I can hit that wall every day,
weeks,
years,
Again .
And again.
And again....
Apocalypse.
Blast.
No pain.
Light.
No sound.
People.
No love.
No air.
No .
N.
Light...

Forgive me i touched your naked body.
I am screaming.
I DON'T WANT TO BE FORGIVEN .
Forgive me i kissed your lips the day before.
I am shouting .
I DON'T WANT TO BE FORGIVEN .
Forgive me i called you week before.
I am screaming.
I DON'T WANT TO BE FORGIVEN .
Forgive me i breathed the air next to you.
I am shouting.
I DON'T WANT TO BE FORGIVEN .

For kiss, for breath, for touch , for call...
I don't want to be FORGOTTEN....
NOT YET...

Pain is sinking in my soul.
I am tearless .
Standing empty against that wall...
Life.
Bricks .
Cold.
Shall I start hitting again?
Pain..
Shadow..
Not you.
Yes.. that is mine way..
We will meet again one day.
Galaxy .
Road.
You.
Me.

I didn't expect you to meet me.
That was not permitted.
I didn't expect you to kiss me.
That was not permitted.
I didn't expect you to love me.
That was FORBIDDEN .

I was prisoner of my shadow.
When I met you.
I was warrior of my darkness.
When I kissed you.
I was soul of your body.
When I loved you.
LOVE.
Destructive .
Confusing.
Lonely .
Love.
You.
We.
I

My world .
My life.
My love.
Are fragile toys that complete me.
My time is shorter.
My world is getting darker.
My life is moving slower.
My love bulldozing my body harder..
My life.
My soul.

For you..
Yes YOU...

I know..
I know..
I have to let you go..
One day ...
But not today.
And not tomorrow..
One day...

My day is empty
If I not see you.
My day is empty
If i not touch you.
My day is empty
If i not kiss you.
You sleeping
Alone
In that bed.
I can not rich you .
You walking
Lonely
In that town .
I can not find you.
You coming
Alone
In that world.
I can not love you.
You.
Young, Courageous and Foxy.
Me.
Not that young but **** **** .

I know
It is not enough
to love you deeply
Your terms are very harsh.
I know
It is not enough.
To kiss you daily
My lips are very hungry.
I know
It is not enough.
To pray alone
My soul is empty waiting.
But angels never cry..
For love .

For Love....
You need two souls .
Two shadows.
Two hands .
Two lips.
To Kiss...
But angels never cry
For this.

For life. ...
You need two humans.
Two smiles.
Two hearts.
Two eyes
To miss..
But angels never cry.
For this.

Angels.
They want your soul
They want your smile..
They want you life
For ever ..
But angels
never cry for love.
Alone...

Yor Smile Is a flying bird,
With no name.
Your smile Is a song,
With no words.
Your smile Is a book,
With no pages .
I can see....

Your smile  Is smooth like a rock.
Your smile Is bright like a moon.
Your smile Is Soft like a silk.
I can touch...

Your smile Is like us.
Your smile Is like me.
Your smile Is like you,
I can kiss...

Are you smiling for me ??
...Or kissing Someone else ...
Not me...

I wanted you for me..
I never want to share you..
I want your life
YOUR love
And you ..
For me..
Only for me..
I didnt tell you ..
I jealous..
I know it is horrible to jealous..
But I do ..
I want you
For me ..
Only me..
You are so presios..
To me ..
Others don't know you..
They don't care.
They use you..
For they own porpoises..
That is
Why..
I wanted to protect you..
From the world..
I know ..
I know..
You don't need me.
I know ..
You don't want to be protected..
But I will do it..
For me..
Not you..
And Jack
Will help...
No ice

I want to hide you in my heart,
From lustful and ***** views .
I want to hide you in my smile.
From bad and cynic people .
I want to hide you in my soul
From gross and savage critics.
I know...
My love is hungry like hyena .
I know...
My love is thirsty like a demon.
I know...
My love is lonely like a killer.
I know...
My love...is here and waiting...
Are you coming?
I am waiting..
Dark...
You.
Me.
I.

My love vandalizing life slowly.
I don't want to hurt you.
But I can.
My lips are shredding the air.
I don't want to kiss you.
But I will.
My eyes are drinking your soul.
I don't want to love you.
BUT I AM ...
My room is cold and lonely.
Without you..
My lust is digging that loveless town.
In search of you..
My Life is drifting that pain away ..
From me...from you..
My love is hell and heaven..
I know... no colors...
Destructive ...
Tantalizing ...
Pushy..
Dark
But simple ..
Lonely..
Love ..
And
Me

Nobody coming to my funeral.
Friday.
Cold .
Dark.
Sticky..
Air is cutting my throat.
Sharp.
Shiny.
Pain.
Saturday.
My soul bleeding slowly .
Sunday.
Red.
Warm.
Thick .
Maybe I will see you soon.
Light.
Noise.
Talk.
Monday.
Funeral. ..
Is that my funeral??
No ..
...it is my life...

One day you Will walk away...
I don't want to let you ..
One day my
Heart will be broken
Onto thousand
shiny pieces..
The punch ..
Was sharp and heavy..
I can collect this pieces..
Next day.
It will not be easy..
But Jack will help...

Next morning.
Will be better..
You think..
But ..NO..
It isn't..
Even it is darker..
Raining..
Depressing
Gray..
But Jack can help..

I know that ,
If i hold you tight
I can harm you...
If not ,
You will be free
And not with me..
There Is no escape ..
From that ..
But Jack Will help..

I know...
You are so fragile ..
I am ..that Beast
Who love you..
I know ..i know
my face is ugly ...
My slappy hands..
My heart ..
But Jack can help..

The moral of
That story
Is very simple..
Beauty and
the Beast..
Can't live together ..
Never ..Ever..

...But Jack will help. ..

Who's Jack ?

Tonight i am here .
Drink.
No ice..
Just Jack...
Cigar..
Light..
Life..
Love..
Road..
Tonight no girl is coming ..
Memory ..
Only pain..
Dark..
No tears ..
No moon..
And Jack...
No ice..
Tonight pain is coming back..
Insensibility..
No mother .
Grave..
No love..
Death..
Cold ..
No flowers..
And Jack..
No ice..
End ..
No ice..

Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't touch
but love you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't promise
but want you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't beg
but hug you.

I know .
you didn't need me
to complete you.
I know.
You didn't want me
to fulfill you.
I know
You didn't
Ask to love you...

But...
I can stop...
For you.
Not me...
Because of love ..

For simple touch.
For lonely kiss.
For empty hand..
Don't ask..
Just beg ..
I will..
I want.
I am..
End.

We are healing each other,
With that destructive love.
We are loving each other,
With that disgusting desire .
Why I have you in my life?
Am I so lucky?
I don't know.
I don't ask.
I am happy since l met you.
I am happy if I kiss you.
I am happy when I love you.

Is that enough ?
Don't answer  me ...
I know that...

Your love is enough .
Every time.
Your love is a fight.
Every day.
Your love is a light.
Every night.
How long for?
I Don't know.
I Don't care.
As far as you are here.
As far as i can see you.
Every day..
Every week...
Every month...
To the end
Of the
World...
If i am lucky..

Second glass..
First it was not enough..
You need more..
You have to forget..
You don't need to regret..
Second glass.
First is never enough..
You desire next .
You need to forget..
You have to escape.
You don't have to accept..
Second glass..
You deserve to escape..
You need to forgive..
You have to unlove.
You don't need to correct.
Second glass..
No ice.
Not today.
Not with Jack.
Not for us..
Second glass.
Is never enough..
For me .
From you..
No ice..
For love..
No kiss..
No next glass..
Just ..
Love..

I can't breath..
My life is far to complicated ..
I can't sleep..
My life is little war...
I can't love..
My life is so destructive..
You can come if you wish..
For a moment..
You can come in my day..
For a kiss..
You can come in my bed ..
If you want..
Just to hug me..
Just to kiss me..
Just to love me..
...In my dream..
...for a moment..
Tonight...

Tonight moon stop in my garden.
Yellow like a submarine  ..
We couldn't  talk..
She was upset..
Airplane try to kiss her..

I wanted to ask her
About my mum..
Is  she arrive ..
Did she see her..
She was silent..

I know she is there..
I know they talk
about me..
She was quiet..
Not a word..

I will ask her
Tomorrow
Again..
If she come in my garden..
Yellow..
Like a submarine..
Tomorrow..
And after tomorrow..
Again..
I will
Ask..

The girl i like ...
is beutiful ..
Like a motorbike..
But not Ducati...
She moving softly
Like a motorbike
But not Yamaha .
Neither Harley...

She is more like
British bike.
Triumph ..
I like her sound.
I like her shiny armours..
And ride..???
Ooo...what a ride..
Smooth and silky..
And..what a bike..
God... is beutiful and shiny..

I know
she maybe like the man ..
The rider ..
Her own
Dark ...
Ghost rider..
Maybe ..?
Me.?

I want to break my love into a thousand pieces.
Would you stop me?
And spread it to all the loveless, lonely people .
Would you help me?

My love is brutal like wolf blood hungry ...
I know that.
My love is tantalizing like a deeper darker river ..
I know that.

I want to break your smile into a thousand pieces.
Would you stop me?
And spread it to all the lifeless, abandoned people.
Would you let me?

Your smile is soft and shiny.
Yes You know that.
Your smile is bright and sunny.
Yes You know that.

My love,
your smile
are sharp like shiny razors.
And pain is coming from the cut....
For me .
For you.
For thousand people.
Yesterday.
Today.
Tomorrow...

I am sorry..
I couldn't stop the time.
To be with you.
I am sorry...
I didn't meet you early .
To hold you longer.
I am sorry...
I couldn't see you daily.
I couldn't kiss you deep.
I couldn't love you more.

My time is short.
It's only fraction
From our dream...
My kiss is touch.
It's only stamp
From our life...

I told you ..
I will go...
And let you fly ..
But when ?
Another day ..
Is not today...

You won't remember me.
That day.
In darker shadow..
My face.
My hand.
My eyes .
Will disappeared ..
The hand you love..
The lips you kiss..
The soul you lost ..
It was ME ..

I have to
let it go ..
For ever ..
YOU
ARE
FREE..