Miss Goodbye!

Loving you is like peeling a cold onion,
Your face reminds me of dark kitty cat,
Always crying, "meow."
Together, we are like soju and mint chewing gum.

My dark hot pepper,
Why do you cry so much?
The perfect companion to a curry Soul.
I can not cry with you anymore,

Sunsets turn black,
Clouds turn gray,
I love to watch the sunrise each day,
I can't stay,

Oh! my sad kitty,
Your eyes are like tears filling empty glasses with soju,
On a winter's day,
I don't know what to say?

Your dark Kitty cat face,
Your honey Soul,
With tears always in your eyes,
I've run out of empty glasses to fill,

I can't stay.


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My past is beginning to fade,
Like tears, of cherry blossom leaves falling,
On late spring days.

Beginnings are vanishing,
Endings are shining through frosty windows,
My final destiny is coming closer,

My Angel in Heaven is,
Waiting for me,
To take me home, beyond the stars.

Wondering though the decades,
Never finding love again in this world,

It's been hard living alone,
Always seeing love,
Missing true love,

Never touching love, again.

With Faith, always believing.
The Angels will bring me, back home,
To you, my love.

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*Wax - (Tears Are Falling) [ I Miss You OST ] Korean language Version
https://youtu.be/0NDtHCj2tlk

Missing you so much,
As the sun rises,
In my eyes,

Everyday tears flow, drenching my Soul,
As the scene brightens, my Soul hurts,
Only to remind me, I sleep in a lonely bed.

Living in this flowerless place,

Whether the sun shines or not,
It's all the same,
Days filled with blue tears without you,

My heart aches for you,
No love to share,

Days pass by,
Growing older with time,

No days filled with happiness,
Missing you my love,

Wishing always to fall asleep,
With dreams of you and me,
Living and loving in our past,

Your ghost,
Still touching my heart,
Holding on to you, until sunrise comes,

Wishing for that day to arrive,
When I no longer,
Leave you alone in dreams,

Standing before you,
When bathing in the warm, bright light,
of your love and sunshine, becomes our reality.

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Your view is vanishing from my memories,
Like walking away in a misty rain,
On this day of tears,

How can I let this love go?
Let love, fly away,
Carried by storm clouds,

Your sunshine left,
Burning in my heart,
I can't forget your bright smile,

You were my blue sky,
Why do I continue to,
Look for you every day?

When I look up,
I see nothing but gray,
Black clouds hiding your bright smile,
Your beautiful dark eyes,

To remember you,
Sends me to a rainy place,
A place of misty tears and gray skies,

Praying for you to return to me someday.


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My love for you will never disappear,
As long as the moon hangs in the night sky,

Each full moon,
Reminds me of you,

Dancing on a white sandy beach,
Beneath, the shining spring moon,

With your shiny black hair,
Brushed by a warm ocean breeze,

An Angel in white,
Trying to catch each wave,
With your bare feet,

In this mortal world,
You're the Angel I've waited for a thousand years,
To see dancing in the moonlight.


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In this land of memories,
Moonlight shines,
Waves of shooting stars ripple across an Eastern sea,

Yet! What other words can describe such beauty?

The ocean plays a song,
Musical notes rushing past me,

Opening my heart,
Looking at the sea,
Remembering, yesterday's loneliness,

Waiting for you,
In beams of bright moonlight,

Seeing your reflection in the water covered in white,
Has taken away my memories of heartache.

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The yellow glow of Sun's new daylight,
Shining on your face so brightly,

Where did the night go?

I'm afraid to touch your face,
Do you truly exist?

Is this what real love is?

I think of our future.
Have I finally found love?

But you're still dreaming,
You who makes me believe,
In love once again.

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Bright Sun,
Morning breeze,

Two candles flickering,
Never fading in the wind,

Bright sun,
Lovely smile,

Sunny day filled with burning love,

Two candles burning brightly,
As the new day begins.

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Morning clouds carrying memories,
Reflected from misty rippling mirrors,
Filled with tears,

Thoughts of your,
Immortal Soul,
Locked inside my heart,

A sweet breeze, bringing your words back,
Tickling my ears,

Sunbeams from Heaven,
Warming my day,
Seeing your bright smile always,

Morning memories, gently,
Caressing my spirit,
Chasing away the lonely day,

Remembering you,
Singing our first love song,

Knowing,
We will meet again, brightens my day.

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Gray skies,
Thunder sounds, like a beating heart,
I hear your whispers in the wind,
As the rain falls like never ending tears,

Painfully cold, missing love,
Love has left me standing alone,

I'm afraid,
Love will not find her way back home,
Through the cold rain,

I have always been thinking,
How can two Souls in love be separated by a flood, caused by a rain of tears?

We once said, we would never say goodbye,

Hoping, when the skies clear,
You will return home from the East,
With the next sunrise.

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Ah, life!

Rise calmly like a morning sky,

Life is a new morning,
Wave calmly like a clear moon, In the morning sky,
Misty dark fog grows like cold mountains in the distance,
The mist rises on a dark morning,

Never command the time,
On a morning's journey,
Life is a morning breeze,
Where is the bright sunshine?

Ah, endurance!
Walking to the West,
Viewing misty, warm trees.
Why does the mist endure?

Moon is floating!
Lonely Luna,
Wishing a good day,
Falling asleep, under the covers of the western sky.


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Across a western ocean, night falls,
Across an eastern sea, the sun rises over a new day,

Dreams of home hazily remembered,
Thinking of you standing on the beach,

Unable to separate dreams from reality,
Crying tears,

Ancient songs, reach my ears, stoking the flames of my heart,
Warming my Soul,

She is in my thoughts,

She is my dream,
My hazily remembered dream,
My artist painting a sunrise on the beach,

But still, she is in my thoughts;

When I think of that hazily remembered dream,
That hazily remembered artist and me.
Together we kissed, we kissed my artist,

I miss you.

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Time has been standing still,
While I still look for you,
With the coming of a Far Eastern sun,

So much time without you,
My heart stopped beating,
So very long ago,

Looking at you sleeping,

In your dreams;

Are you looking at me?
There is me!
Standing by your side,

It's not easy for me gasping,
Looking at a gorgeous ghost,

But, only a dream,

My final destiny no longer matters,
My heart is empty without you here,

Holding out my empty hand,
Wishing you'd grab on,
And take me back home,

Back home to my dream.

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Hello, my future,

Nice to hear from you again,

Tomorrow, I'll carry my heart home to you,

Our hearts will never be apart again,

My days covered with dark clouds, smothering me with pouring tears,

Will end,

Hello, my future,
Nice to see you today, In the bright sunshine,
So quiet,  As I step off the plane,
It feels like the Universe has stopped time,
No one is saying a word,

Kneeling down I touch my Seoul,
Forgetting my memories of being alone.

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I can't find your lost Soul,
I can't see the color of your eyes,
Hidden by the daylight,

I'm tired of looking,
Only a dream,
Love is impossible as my life is,

My love, you have cast a spell over my heart,
Missing you my ghost,
Disappearing with the sunrise,

I look at the morning sun shaking my head,
Why?

Every time I look for you seems wrong,
I find you lying in bed next to me,
Glowing in the moonlight,

Loving you my dream is as impossible as traveling to the past,

Every time I look for you seems wrong,
I'm afraid  I will find your grave,

My love,
Writing these words to you,
While remembering a dream,
You are a dream I will never forget,

I'm waiting for you, my ghost,
I love you.


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Someday when God permits us to meet,
When our Souls become one,
And our hearts beat together,

And when I can look into your beautiful dark eyes,
And see a loving Soul I already know,
My Korean princess who I have loved forever,

And when I can see your chest rising,
With each breath you take,
When I'm allowed to kiss your cherry lips,

When I touch your silky black hair,
I will know you are real,
And not a dream or fantasy.

I will know God has answered my prayers,
And has given me the gift of you,
To love, honor and treasure for eternity.

I love you.

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I look at you,
Through the veil of time,

Looking for you too,
Free my Lost Soul,

Your face is hidden now,
In lost memories,
And in dreams.

Love is only possible,
With a life with you;
In a time long ago,
In a distant place, half a world away.

You have taken hold of my heart,
I watch you playing, under the cherry blossom trees,
I look at you blooming into a beautiful woman,

A princess becoming a queen,
In the bright pink Seoul sunlight.


Loving you my dream is an impossible thing,
I will never embrace you,
My lonely eyes,
Only see you at midnight.

A dream that leads only to heartbreak,

At dawn every day.

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My Love so far away,
My Love from so long ago,

Looking at you on a cold wintery day,
Warm memories enter into my heart daily,
Pain in my heart settling in sorrow,

My Love so far away,
My Love from so long ago,

My last wish would be to touch your soft lips,
Look into your dark eyes to say goodbye,
One final minute with you, that I will remember for eternity,

Tears of ice streaming down my face,

My Love so far away,
My Love so long ago,

How can I kiss your lips,
How can I touch your heart one more time?

Looking at a wintery, snowy day outside,
Memories have me tied to the past,
I'm cold as ice,

Loving you so far away,
Loving you from another time,
Memories of the past have me trapped in ice,

It's impossible for me not to forget you,
I'm afraid my life will end without a smile.

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With the dawning of a new year,
As love in my eyes guides me to you,

Thoughts burning with desire, soft lips kissing,
I write these words of passion to you, my love,
My only love.

The warm breeze from feathers of Angels tickles my heart,
And the blood flows deep in my veins as my passion rises from deep,

Within my Soul, I create fantasies from my thoughts of you.

Your hypnotic dark Tahitian pearl eyes,
Have me under your spell.
I give my life to you. What would you have me do?

Your mysterious black hair,
Shiny and soft, wishing to feel it's touch,
As it covers my eyes with love,

As the sun wakes on a new day,
Our dreams never end.

Just the two of us,
As the rest of the world sleeps;

Taking hold of your soft hand,
As we walk along the quiet beach,
Listening to ocean waves sing,

God created something truly amazing when He made the miracle of you.

These are only words;

Until the end of time plus one thousand years, my love.
There will never be enough love poems written,
That can ever describe how much I love you and only you,



My miracle!

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Have you ever loved someone so much?
She remains on your mind day and night,

Friends and family tell you to move on,
Come on it has nothing to do with youth and old age,

Your whole life!

You have been waiting;

Waiting, for dreams to come true,
Waiting every day for the sun to rise,

Seasons come and go,
You've stood alone,

Watching roses bloom, smiling at the sun,
Watching rose peddles fall, like slow tears,

Climbing mountains every day, So tiring,
Reaching for the stars in the sky,

Asking,
What is it like in heaven?

You were once in my world,
You were once in my life,

You were once the rock,
That kept me from falling,
From the mountain top.

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Four decades past,
God took my one and only wife,
Back home,

The only woman I will ever love,
Forty years of memories,
That could have been,

Memories that never were made,
Children never born,
Scorned God for many years,

Until that day,
Heaven's door opened to me,
On that August day,

When I saw my bride in front of me,
Telling me to look far to the East
You will see Angels' Sarah and Tiffany,
That will guide you to an Angel named Evelyne,

Listen to your Angels,
Never give up,
You are needed on Earth,

Your future is far to the East,
To a beautiful place,
An amazing place of beauty, music and respect,
A place you will love,

On your way back to Heaven and me.

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Cherishing Heaven, where our Souls first embraced.
That moment I touched you,
I knew love guided me to you.

My adorable Angel,
Dreaming of us dancing in the moonlight,

I vow to hold on to you forever,
My adorable princess,
My sweet pleasure,

You are my hope,
The sweet love in my heart,

When I look at you,
I see only you and me,
Living in a world of forever love,

You're so special.
With your great kindness and patience.

When we cuddle close, when our hearts beat together as one,
And our lips taste of sweet love and bliss,
I make a wish.

My sweet desire,
Please, be my love forever and ever!

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You appear to me, in my dreams,
You vanish every morning,
Without a saying a word,

You live in my words,

You visit me, in my dreams,
Bringing me, gifts,
Of beauty and love,
I can't resist,

You vanish every morning,
Without saying a word,
Leaving me lonely and cold,

Still,
Thoughts of you remain in my heart,
And in these words, 

I write to you.


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When Sunset comes,

She floats above me,
But she is so far away I can never
Bring her into my world.

She only exists in my dreams.
She lives in Heaven,
In a beautiful dream world of her own.

How can I embrace her Soul,
And be with her in this place?

A ghost floating in my memories,
An Angel in a dream who my heart aches for.

How can I be with her?
I pray to God for only a moment in time,
To tell her I love her; I miss her, and we will be together soon.

I cry, to God
I want to die; my life is nothing,
Without holding my Angel in my arms,

I know as long as I live on earth,
I'll never hold another beautiful Soul,

I think of walking across a bridge,
Being hit by a cannon ball,
Less than a second, leaving this world,

But it will leave me cursed,
Cursed in Hell, living without her forever,

My true love,
Who, I miss more than anyone.

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National Liberation Day Of Korea

Freedom means August 15, 1945.
Koreans celebrate their day of liberation.

Freedom is like a Magpie,
Flying in the morning sky,
Above the ancient palaces of Seoul,

Freedom is like the Rose of Sharon,
Growing in "The land of morning calm."

Freedom is like a river named Han,
Unstoppable!

Freedom means flying the Taegeukgi.
Outside and high!

Freedom is Lively,
Freedom is President Moon Jae-in
President of South Korea,

Freedom is vibrant!
Freedom is festivals,

Freedom is unhindered!
Freedom is a Buddhist monk,
Everland!,

Freedom is unbound!
Freedom is tasty Kimchi,
Deoksugung Palace!

Freedom is lively parties,
Freedom is dancing,
The greatest Palaces of Seoul!

Freedom is treasured!

Freedom is a green bottle,
Soju!

Freedom is Arirang!
Korea's song,
A gift to the world from Korea,

Freedom is Queen Min; Still remembered,
Resting under a cherry blossom tree,

Freedom is Seoul!
A wonder to be seen on the Han River!

Freedom is luminous,
Busan Nightlife,
Changdeokgung Palace!

Freedom is unchained!
Freedom is sports,
Jeju-do!

Freedom is escape!
Freedom is honor!
Battle of Inchon!

Freedom is rising in the sky,
One of the most dynamic cities,
Seoul!

Freedom is no longer
Imprisoned,
Freedom is camping,

Freedom is priceless!
Freedom is one's honor!
Deoksugung Palace!

Freedom is treasured!
Freedom is the miracle,
Seoul!

Freedom is food,
Freedom is Kimchi,

Freedom is hopeful,
Freedom is Yu Gwan-sun!
Long live Korean independence!

Freedom is a Buddhist monk writing,
Freedom is thinking about your dreams,
Not looking behind your back!

Freedom is a child going to school,
Freedom is ultra-modern,
Seoul!

Freedom is escape!
Freedom is music,
K-POP!

Freedom is Arirang playing,
Freedom is essential,
White Day!

Freedom, people, shining in the sun,
Freedom is loved,
Yuna Kim!

Freedom is essential,
Freedom is "The March 1st Movement",
Yu Gwan-sun!

Freedom is shopping,
Freedom is walking our dogs,

Freedom is writing what you think,
Freedom is Sejong the Great!,
Hangul!

Freedom is bringing your dreams into the world,
Freedom is poetry,
Yun ****-ju!

Freedom is traditions,
Freedom is wearing Hanbok.

Freedom is being empowered!

Freedom is.
Freedom is.
Freedom is.

A United Korea!!!

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Listening to the magpie sing,
Hoping she brings me a lucky day,

I watch the sunrise in your eyes,
I watch cherry blossoms bloom,
As they say hello to Spring,

I look at you my Dream,
Wondering?

Why, loving you is as impossible,
As fixing a broken heart?

My Dream,
You are the last poem,
I will never finish writing.

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Three things I wish for,
I will never be able to touch,
In my lifetime,

My love in Heaven whose Soul I miss the most,
I will not hold again,
Until my life ends,

My love here on earth who lives in a distant land,
Across a vast ocean who I respect and honor, every day.
She is the dream I hold dear in my arms each night and the princess,
Who I have the honor to speak to every day.

My love for a place they call a miracle,
That I wish to kneel down and touch part of Seoul,
And feel her spirit flow through my fingers, a beautiful place.

My three impossible loves,
I pray to have and to hold in my arms
Every day and dream of every night.

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On a warm June morning in the year of the dragon,

My heart was cold and lonely,
Something was missing in my life,

Viewing through a magic mirror to a distant land,
Can't you feel the warmth of my gaze?

I tried to turn away,
I couldn't fight your beautiful eyes and soul,
Your voice placed me under a magic spell,

Somewhere, I hear a voice speaking,
A bright new adventure is about to begin,

Gazing eye to eye,
I ask,
Why we live in different times,
And in distant lands?

Always and forever,
I will think of you,

Somewhere, I hear a voice speaking,
Don't give up!
A bright new adventure is about to begin.


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I have a wonderful new Alarm clock,
That wakes me in the morn.

This clock does not ring, ding or gong!
This clock is without hands.

This clock sits outside,
On my window sill,
Without a care.

At five o'clock in the morn,
Just before dawn.
My new clock begins to sing,
A beautiful bird song.

Nature's beautiful alarm clock.


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Ooh, love!
Faith, endurance, and hope,
Cool breeze,
Barley dancing in the fields,

Life is a warm rain falling from a gray sky,

Love is a drizzly rain.
Warm, stormy sunsets hide Heaven's stars,
Why does the sky cry?
Where is the big blue sky?

The warm rain,
Loves, the roof of a small house,
The moon laughs like a haunting memory,

All flowers love bright sunny sunrises.

Love is a carried on a new day's breeze.
Love is coffee brewing, banana bread baking,
Love is a bowl of rice and kisses.


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Spring rainbows,
Floating above a canopy,
Made of white.

A bride dressed in white lace,
A short walk down the aisle,
Under cover of white.

Apricot blossoms,
Falling like snowflakes,
Tears are falling on a silvery, rippled mirror.

Blossoms dancing,
To the rhythm
Of a fresh spring breeze.

Welcoming a new spring,
Filled with love and new life!

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Night sky,
Where there is no ending,
No ending too, lost and lonely dreams.

Feelings, of surprise,
When I saw your spirit smile,
The moon and stars, falling into a misty sea.

Morning comes,
Please don't leave me,
Don't leave me again.

Why is it?
I dream of your bright smile,
While looking up at,
The never ending night sky.

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South of the black clouds,
My Soul flies,
My heart lives.

South of gray clouds,
I walk the streets of Freedom,

Beautiful Han River,
Carries my Spirit,

Memories of dark clouds linger,
Such a black life I had, living under storm clouds,

My wish is, for the dark clouds to vanish,
I want to live under the blue skies of Freedom,
In the place, I was born.

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Afraid this is only a beautiful dream,
I would give it all to you – I would sacrifice everything,
Just to go for a walk with you,
In early fall under a high blue sky,

Talking about our lives and dreams,
Holding hands,
Looking at you,
A bright and sparkling sunny smile,  

As we walk along the path,
You joke with me and make me laugh,
You listen to every word. I have to say,
You encourage me to do amazing things,

I want nothing more,
Waking up to the sunrise every morning with you,
To new beginnings, in my life with you,

Look into my heart – you will find,
There is nothing more for me but to love you,

Only dreams have left me in the morning,
You're here to stay.

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We walked a cherry blossom covered path to our future,
Now I walk alone in dreams, the road to our past,

It's too late for me,
No longer can I travel home,

I walked with you along the path of life,
For only a short time my love,

Before dark clouds covered the sunshine in my life,
Covered always in dark clouds, raining tears,
Never looking forward, missing our past,

We never said farewell,
It's beyond my control,
To turn back time to say I love you for one last time.

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I've stopped at this place,
Afraid to return to the past,

So much sadness, so much love,
Unable to show,

True love is like a cold drink of water,
From a desert oasis,

We've walked this path to fast,

Embraced your Soul,
But never truly loved,

It's too late,
We can not turn back time,
To truly love once again,

Can't look anymore,
Can't hide my wounded heart,

The sun still rises in this barren place,
Parting Sorrow and love from my Soul,

Heaven says;
Don't look to the past anymore,
Don't cry anymore,

People pass through barren deserts, for only a short time,
With little love to drink,

True love can not be borrowed or stolen,

True love is like patiently looking for and finding an oasis,
And sharing a drink of cool water from the same cup,
In the steamy desert sun.

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A field with one thousand roses,

I only see one white flowering rose,

Obsession is only one white rose,
Obsession is only seeing you,

Blind to all others,

Using soju,
I create a mist,
That only surrounds you,
This, obsession with one white rose,
Is an impossible thing,
Sun shining through the mist,
Reflecting your love out to me,

But I can not see your face,
The sun is too bright,

Still I see a lovely white rose through the mist,

I want to grab hold,

But your thorns are too sharp,

How can I suffer knowing you exist, in the midst of my dreams,

That!

I will never be able to touch you,

Why am I obsessed with a single white flower?
When fate has sent to me a gift of 999 red roses?

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See invisible things,
No one else sees.

Lives meet at the most-important times,
By no accident.
Our spirits met in the past and,
God gave us a second chance.

Boyfriend is waiting to catch her in his arms;
Hug her from behind,
Give her a rose every morning,
Give her a surprise,
Write her little notes,
Listen to her words,

Give her a kiss on the forehead,

Tell her she is 'beautiful.',
Inside and out,

Say, “I love you.”,
Not only with words but deeds...

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