Why rush to dress
Even faster than you undressed?

I don't intend to cling onto this.

Why smile so guiltily
Even wider than you first smile?

I don't plan to tie you down.

Why leave your number
Even though you won't reply me?

I don't hope to continue this.

I just wanted to cuddle tight,
Why so uptight?
I will let go when the sun rise.

For now,
Stay with me.

Guess it's true
I'm not good, at a one night stand.
It's even harder to picture, that you're not here next to me.

Sipping on rosé, sipping on sun, coming up all lazy
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier,
Kiss me like the world is gonna disappear.

Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break-even,
You don't have to **** so kind, pretend to ease my mind,
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong.

This love has taken it's toll on me,
I want you bad and I won't have it any other way.
How did I miss you when I didn't know you?

You make it easier when life gets hard,
I'm trying not to think about you, can't you just let me be?
You can't feel anything that your heart don't wanna feel,
I can't tell you something that ain't real.

You said move on
Where do I go?
No, don't be scared that I'm gonna tie you down.

I'm never gonna say goodbye,
I'll leave the door on the latch, if you ever come back,
if you ever come back.
And in time I know that we'll both see, that we're all we need.

You didn't **** me,
Not literally.

Figuratively-
You stab me deep,
left me to bleed,
scarred from weep.

Emotionally-
You left my heart voided,
it couldn't be avoided,
Abandoned and unaided.

Mentally-
You chose to pursue,
things which were untrue,
I had no rights to sue.

You didn't **** me,
Not literally.

Not yet.

I can give you space to breathe,
Ample space.

I can space out those memories,
Diligently space.

I can create a space for us,
Special space.

I hope you leave a space for me too,
In your future.

It can be determination
but if it leads to manipulation,
It is already exploitation.

It can be coincidental
but if it becomes incidental,
It is no longer accidental.

It can be impressive
but if it forces people to be submissive,
It is being oppressive.

It can be thoughtful
but if it is just going to be playful,
It is then not purposeful.

It can be everything
but if it is not leading to something,
It is eventually nothing.

I wish, I wish upon a star
that I have a fancy car,
bewitch whoever you are.

I wish, I wish upon a lamp
that I know who I am,
I don't stay awake till 4am.

I wish, I wish upon a sign
that all I do suffice,
there is no need for sacrifice.

I wish, I wish upon everyone
that we find what we want
we become Someone.

I wish,  I wish wishes come true,
we won't be so blue,
Life would be so cool.

You're far far away
Not miles away
But fair enough.

Because the distance of heart
is not calculated by miles.
It's by Time.

They say time flies
But my time crawls.

Time seems to be on slow motion
When I don't have you as momentum.

All I can do is
Wait.

I'm taking my time,
Let things settle in.
I am searching for pure
Singlehood.

No one to flirt,
No one to date,
No one to yearn.

Then can I
think for myself
act for myself
grow for myself.

Then can I
Go back to you,
Just for the sake of loving you

And nothing else.

Guard down
Barrier destroyed
Fence torn

Vulnerable
Sensitive
Loving

Guard on
Barrier up
Fence walled

Strong
Rational
Cold

I hope you feel safer this way.
But I hope more,

That you're happy.

No interlocking of feets,
I shiver under my sheets.

No arms to hook on
No shoulder to lean on
--but I still hold on.
No nose to rub
No elbows to nudge
--I keep you in my garage.
No lips to kiss
No tongue to twist
--but somehow I still miss.
No one to meet
No one to beat
--I admit you are a need.

No interlocking of feets
I shiver under my sheets.

I know you're afraid
Things might fall apart again,
I don't understand you as much.

I know you're worried
We are just romanticising the past,
Perhaps we are just lonely.

I know you're speculating
I might make the same mistake.
I know you're anticipating
You might feel the same hurt.

But don't you feel the same?
That it's wasted.
We are compatible,
Second to none.

Give it shot,

Give us a chance?

I find poets repetitive.
Poems annoying, sometimes.

Because we just go on and on
About the things we yearn
we    crave,   we lose,    we desire,       we       think,    want, long,          wish,  hope,      pray,      dream,    regret, love,      depend,    

feel.

It's good for emotions really.
But what about actions?

Sometimes the best way for someone
to know how you feel,
is not through words.

"Show, not tell."

"It always seems impossible until it's done."
You quoted.

It's true.

So maybe it's possible,
To move on.
To find someone else.
To love someone else.

But the thing is,
I don't want to.

Can I hug you?
Just one hug.

A tight
Bone breaking
Warm
I am never letting go
kind of hug.

Just one hug.

How easy it is
To conquer the body.
Enter restricted boundaries,
Trot your way to victory.

Not with the Heart.

It's as if he diffused in
when I wasn't looking.
Merged with my soul
Consumed it,
And I didn't mind it.

He got my heart.

I stalk you
Everyday.

I look through photos,
videos,
tweets,
statuses.

As if,
         As if,
                  As if,

They can bring us back to where we were.

But they can't.
And all that I can do is

Stalk.

You and your morals
get to me.

I thought maybe you would be softened
by my secretly seductive scent,
the way I work my curves,
how I voice your name.

I was wishing
your will might switch off that little song
which is telling you this is all wrong.

I hope that you fall back on me.
Just let yourself go,
Immerse in my sweet nothings,
as our noses rubbed gently.

Let me do everything to you
and leave regrets to tomorrow
leave guilt to old age.

But no.
you're Moral.

And that's what I love about you.

Let us celebrate!
The death of my
happy facade.

Let's rejoice!
The liberation of my
sad emotions.

Come on let's embrace!
This new found goal and worth,

And be contented that Finally,

I know what I want.