Will you let us ****?
Under the moon
where we lay our hands to each other
whispering loud noises of our heartbeats
colliding as our chest gets close to each other?

will you let me kiss those lips of yours
both horizontal and vertical ones?
Will you let me hear that wonderful sound
of your moan
as the night let the wolves howl in jealousy
of the love we make?

Let me hear you scream of my name
for the night is ours
and tomorrow
we're not the same.
This just a dream.
As the Sun rise
I'll wake up
knowing you are never mine.

The day,
The Poem I wrote to you.
Died in someone else hand.

Do you know why suicide is feeding death?

When there's nobody to listen to.
When there's no one who listen too.
When there is the one who shuts you up.
When there is the one you expect won't give up.
When there is nobody to talk.
When there are no place to walk.

When all your strength lost.
You come up thinking death is the right cost.
You thought you have debts to pay.
When you feel that with you, nobody wants to stay.
It is when your soul has eaten away.
By someone you love and someone you pray.

Suicide feeds death, because of unbearable silence.

But what happens if the sky above runs out stars to fall?
How can I still wish to make you want me more?
Do you think only love can save us now?
Only us would be enough.
Only, if there's only love.
Only love can set this parting.
Close enough to make our hearts.
Closed to each other again.
let us dress the way we like.
You know it's getting late.
I wish this could rather be naked.

When I'm lost
I write.
When I write
I bleed.

Parallel

We collide our pain as shield
We're not in the same field
We know how we been played
Since that day our paths were prayed.

I'm a stranger in this parallel world
Wandering in every path I am told
It wasn't easy to get into you
For we are together but splits in two.

I can go long
I may be wrong
You see?
The path you take isn't for me
Do you like me?
Cause I've been liking you so bad lately.

I just wanna be with you
Even if we come in two
Wherever, whenever
Sadly we cannot hold each other
For all I know it's unfair to tell
That I am only living with you in parallel.

Princess not soldier.

A plain woman talks about love
Tells everything like no one above
Looks at you as she said you to move
Talking gets higher like no one gets greater.

Loving out of nowhere as she's a fighter
She's in war for you with no doubt; no fear
As she knows you're always here
She's strong so they won't walk you near.

A kind must be cruel for man she fights for
A girl gets even braver than before
But a boy gets even more weaker ever before
He walks away but she keeps fighting for.

Not knowing she's the only one who's fighting
Her love feels last but now she's along way tiring
Realizing the girl shouldn't be a fighter
As She is a princess not a soldier.

45 million miles away
Your beauty can take my breath away
The distance between us doesn't matter
The way you light my night even brighter

Half, quarter or full
You have my heart whole
Can you see it in my eyes
The desperation to hold you

If there's only a way
To travel faster than the light of the stars
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to be with you

My problem is our problem.
Your problem is me.
I did fight for us.
You did fight against me.

There is no sudden state of reality
It's no perfect with uncertainty
When the stars collide as we
Built a new world in a void of destiny.

See the grasp of gravity
Pulling us down
As we go up in a way called milky
Everything we have is long gone.

One
We began
Two
I miss you
Three
I almost see
Four
It's you I adore
Five
I'm half alive
Six
We begin to fix
Seven
We break-even
Eighth
You said it's never too late
Nine
You said you are mine
Ten
There we are again
Back at one.

And that's the time
I've realized
that you are not
as good as poetry
that you are not
the one for me.
You're not
the one I need.
Because every time
I write
about you,
I bleed.

Soft wind from your lungs
Blown by your mouth
Dispersing to my ears
As your words left me in tears

Like melodic bird songs
Full of truth, some I doubt
But then I keep believing
Such words of yours are deceiving

You whisper promises
Like nobody could
Promises I never heard before
Promises my heart constantly adore

Suddenly, it stops
Like a balloon my heart pops

Your whisper promises killed me
No, not me, maybe my soul
You've made a total ignore
Of those whisper promises you can't keep
And here I am, hugging my pillow to weep.

I want to show you
The other language of my love
Feel your touch upon my flesh
Hear the rhythm of your breaths
Plant love marks on your neck
Sway with you in the music of our cries
Engulf the heat as you enter my cave
Oh babe, look deeply into my eyes
When wind and thunders take charge
And your fullness just sets everything right
Move with you in sync
Like the raging seas leave and kiss the shore

You were not the first
But everything I do with you
Feels like the first time
You are the camera of my life,
A strange and sophisticated version of it
Offering me different perspectives and new lenses
I don't know what you did to me
That every time I close my eyes
I dream of you so close to me
That I'm willing to shed more tears
As long as you're the reason behind it.

I can't picture my self
Telling you "I love you".
Maybe needing some help,
Showing you what I say is true.

But you know, I can't.
I don't know how.
You're everything that I want.
I hope you see it, somehow.

I just don't understand,
This hid feelings are in my hands.
It's hard to comprehend, that I can't say it.
It's so hard to pretend, that I can never let you know.

I hope you feel the same pray.
I hope I am mean this way.

I want to spend time with you
Make memories with you
Collect photographs of you
Be your strength and weakness

I want to write things about you
For you are not just a paragraph
For you are not just a single book
You are the whole **** library for me.
And let our kids discover how amazing you are

You treat her like the rest
still you want her to estimate you like the best..
'I Love You' is what you say
but 'I Hate You' is what you show..
Is this your love?
Is this the way you care?
well, it may not seem fair but i don't think the reason is one of the above..
Face the truth..
You are afraid to love..
or
You're a unique specimen who has come from Jupiter and who knows nothing about love.

I wanna sleep hearing the rhythm of your breath
And wake up seeing the sunlight touch your face
I wanna be the one to witness your first smile every single morning.
I wanna be the reason of that smile
I want you beside me when I wake up from a nightmare, whispering sweet words and kissing my fears away
I want us to be with each other as we pursue our dreams
Share vows in front of God and them
I want you to be the other pair of my ring I would gladly wear every day
I want you to be with me as we sit in a rocking chair while watching the sun set, recalling how we begun
I want you to hold my hand and say that it was enchanting to meet me
I want you to be my everything in this world full of probabilities of losing anything.

No it's not the truth when you say

I'm fine


Go ahead and break my heart again.

I can still remember vividly
How you came into my life
Intimidating, mysterious and deep.
Now,
I just want to dive deeper into you.

You're the one I want to stand beside me,
as we view the horizon beyond.
You're the one I want to sit with me,
in the streets,
talking about,
with sense and without.

You're the one I want to be,
my shoulder in my darkest and brightest moments.
You're the one I want to kiss my hand under the stars.
You're the one I wanna argue with, fight with
and cuddle with, in the coldest of nights.

First, they promise,
Then leave.

As storms rage in
Pouring the heaviest rains
Sending the loudest thunders
Clouding her feelings
As she sat alone
In her dull and dreary castle

Drop by drop
Floods of doubts engulf her
Sinking every piece of fer
Drowning her from her own sea of maybe's and what if's

Maybe it was just all a fantasy
Maybe it was just her and her loneliness
Maybe they were all the same?
Maybe it's another tragic ending?

What if she never got used of the tales?
What if she never had listened to his songs?
What if she never had opened her doors?

Where is he now?
Gone? Together with his coated promises?
Husssh. She's been here. It's okay
She knows the face of short-term happiness
And he's happy now
They all are.
And there she lies, empty
Forlorn and forgotten.

Is there a way of a loving goodbye?,
Far beyond my dream come true?
Is there a reason for my why?
Do you mean the answer is you?

Oh no, no, of course not
Let's heat that water ***
Make it cold when it's hot
Drink me, but touch me not.

Just like the sea,
waves "Hi".
Leave no trace,
as it waves too for "Goodbye"

As the sun never forgets to shine,
so as you, never forget,
never fail to make me smile.
Making me the center of your Universe.
Sharing light amidst darkness.
Sharing warmth amidst distance.
Giving care amidst doubts.
My Moon, don't get tired of chasing your Sun.
Though there are other brighter stars around.
Wait until an eclipse bridge this distance and align our hearts.
And she can promise to shine only for you.

I was just a damsel in distress.
Lost and tired of the cruelties of my past.
At night, I would dream for a knight,
in his mighty horse and golden armor.
To rescue me from the dull castle,
with thick walls I myself have built.
Then, you set foot at the threshold of my castle,
riding no horse, wearing no golden armors.
You fought no ogre nor trolls
You just brought me words,
Beautiful words I haven't heard before.
You made me your only star in your galaxy,
your kryptonite and your pixie dust.
Your poetic words under the setting sun made me blush and giggle like a kid.
You whispered songs in my ears
and made the fairies dance like splattered glitters in the night.
You have given me wings,
You have treated me like a Queen,
your only Queen.
Oh love, you already have my heart,
from the moment our eyes made contact for the first time.
And so here I am, breaking every brick, every stone of my walls.
Walking step by step into your direction.
No matter what odds may be,
I will be forever your Queen bee.

She was beautiful
Before she knew
She was deceived.

"Can a heart still break once it stopped beating?"

Can a heart still break?
If it chooses to let go
rather than
get hurt?
Can a heart still break?
If it is half emptied of soul
and
half full of spirit?
Can a heart still break?
If it doesn't understand anything again?
Can a heart still break?
If it is not you then.

Tell me my dear,
Can a heart still break, when it's beat left the music within?

-----

The Angel said.

Where the grass is green and the sky is seen
The wind blows free and you go with me
We will walk the day to reach the night
As we pass through flowers that is blooming blight.
if anyone misses you, you'll be thrown back
From where those people stay and where you must act
Look closely to the point of reaching
This calling is an example of living
If they care, or they just care when you lose.
The sun is down and your clock is ticking
Don't be bothered wondering
If to you this means nothing.
I was ordered.



Tell them to forget you before Saturday.

If the reason ain't you,
I'll force myself not to get hurt.
If not you,
I won't hope for us.

Getting cold, can't even move.
It gets difficult for my heart that chooses you.

If we can't be till the end,
I'll stop myself from loving again.
If we can't be together,
I'll prevent myself from loving you.

If it is not you,
Who will cry every morning for you?.
If it is not you,
I'd rather left.

You were an angel by wings, not by halo.
You keep falling, not flying.
You always cry, you never grow.

In the end
Tell me who would
Want to be hurt
Or even bleed
Their whole lives?
And in love,
If it is for you
My dear
I can hurt
Until it hurts the most
Cry a riven
Until I drown first
Lose until
I lose what's in store
And bleed until
I can bleed no more.

End,

Another thought destroying me

I thought
I would never wake up again

and these story starts
I never knew I was up, falling

darkness seems always by my side
But
Light is always me

Although I seem carefree
There's nothing misses you more than me.

What brings me joy?

You,
of course.
Always you.