When I met her
I knew I found life
Worth a living
Life better with many meanings.

When I saw her
My eyes resisted to blink even once
They never wanted to lose the great view
My heart left my body and blew.

Our eyes met
Our minds articulated millions of words
Our blood veins almost burst
We knew that was love and not lust.

We celebrated
our happy beginning
Our Dear Lord
Will lead the happy ending.

Nothing was near stable
Trying to put food on our table
We were more than liable
Doing something impeccable
Something notable
Being unstoppable
With something reasonable
Everyone was reliable.

We die trying
Not try to die.

We fight for our life
Not fighting to survive
We fight to live
We fight for our love.

We fight for cause
Not fighting to lose
We fight for purpose.

Dying stand with our  own feet
Not dying while scaring
Not asking  for the second breathing
Or Second and third chances
Not dying while begging
We won’t die on our knees
While our shadows staring at us!

I take my pen
As i want to stand still
Applaud their pain
Everything is against their will
For their lives they had a plan.

Fearless
Being separated from their family
Look
how they're starving
Do they deserve?
Look
how they're suffocating
This isn't correct
Look
how they become homeless
Nobody wants to address this
This isn't fair.

They become more than hopeless
Snatching away their rights
Burying their dreams
Dreams of the innocent children.

They have lost their mummy
We are praying
For them
We are hoping
They don't lose their home

They aren't supposed to fight
They aren't supposed to rise their fist
As they should note
Family always comes first

They came from the one body
Children of the same blood.

"Happy new year,
my beloved"she said
But I know
was just a happy new year
as a formation of sweet words
with a lot of courage and hope anyway

**** new year with same old things.

Anyway I replied happy new year too,darling.

That mirror
As I look it
Strange I don't see myself
Rather than little girl
Staring at me
Her eyes scared and   screaming for the help.
This girl
With a strange face
I keep on looking at it
Her lips trembling as she tried to uttered  a single word
But I could hear her anyway
Help! Help!
Through her eyes.

That night
               I know something wasn't right
                                         I was on my bed
                                       It wasn't a dream
                           As something very hard
                                                Hit my head
         My hand tried to reach the socket
                        And switched on the light

He was completely out of his mind
Controlled with alcoholic thought
Not easy to understand
How he was lost
He tried to hit me again
I held his hand
While my face was fully of blood

                                     I was depressed
                          And he wasn't  ashamed
                                       Unable to uttered
                                    even a single word
                                              Its really hurt
                                    Those sad moment
                                              Living with it
                           I won't be able to forget.

My body
in self isolation
My mind
Out there
How it goes deeply insane
with every tenderness
of your love
Like wind  
Memories travel through my veins

I believe
First sight means something
Yet I insist
First sight is not everything.
That sight
It might be a test
With a very astonishing and sweet taste .
That sight
Maybe a very bad taste
Hurtful and sight of affliction
And misfortune .
That first sight
May also feels like a green light
Very eager to go
As you trust it
That sight full of light
Alas
That green light is only a red alert .

I
follow your pattern
You
totally change
my nervous system
I
don't know what happen
Is it real or a game!?

Also
you
change my reputation
Nobody
I
should blame
Is it real or a game!?
This
question is rotating
In my head
is still vibrating!

They asked me,
Who am I?
I told them,
I am a friend they can't defy.
I am somebody they call my name,
They can't deny.

I told them, I am only an old friend
They don't have to be afraid
A friend so much in deed
A friend deeply in need.

That friend,
They do always recall to their mind,
A friend they still remembered.
A friend they once betrayed.

I was a good friend,
I left them with void.

A friend is easier lost than found.

We believe in love
At first sight
We settled and fell into a groove
Astonished with this lust
This feeling is impeccably groovy.

As I count on you
You couldn't desert
Obsessed and needing you
I remained stupidly inarticulate.

Out of words and only you
You, you're my antidote
Of this lovely poison I swallowed
I know it won't **** me.

Sleeping is nowhere to be found
It's six o'clock
He has got the metallic sound
Tinkling and click
All over his head
Ached.

About the choice he made
He rethink
As the scene begins to fade
A step by step,tick tock.

Like firewood
His temper sparked
His brilliant efforts were thwarted .

Before you leave
You should live first
Living the life you deserve!

Before you hate
You should love first
Loving deeply enough to be broken!

Before you surrender
You should fight first
Fighting harder for the things you want!

Before you state
You should mean first
Confidently meaning to face the consequences!

Before your covetous
You just show an interest
You should remember it!

Before you become disappointed
You've built a level of hope and trust
You think forever might last?

Sure,you should feel nothing
The moment you stop mean something!!

Am super joyous and happy

Do I need ne plus ultra?
Sometimes perfect is not perfect,
Need this as my brain's mantra.

Though sometimes you need perfect
To fill the void left by imperfect,
What if the imperfect was the perfect enough for you?

What if you get the perfect which is still perfectly imperfect for you?
Do you still need perfection?

All  men  are  the  same,
Girls  put  on  a  claim.

My  dear  please  stop  crame,
Men  aren't  the  same.
Maybe  same  eyes  with  different  criterion.
Don't be lame!

She walks in my way
A vigorous movement
Blowing me away.

I give her
Endless looking,
Staring ,
Gaze of appreciation on her,
I am smitten with her.

So many sides of her,
I want to know and acknowledge them.