What is wrong with me? One moment everything is fine Then I'm triggered and gone As if it's always been this way. Why can't I feel ok alone? I know I'm good and enough But when you're not here I feel like I'm losing my mind. Days pass on top of days I can feel myself burning out I need time with myself to recharge But I have an insatiable ache for you. I'm mad at myself for this It's not your fault But it'd be easier if it was I wish I didn't need anyone else, but I do. I never asked for this life Everything is painful and I don't understand How so many people just keep going For as long as a lifetime. Every connection feels life changing Witnessing your humanity moves my soul But is it real or just an illusion in my mind? Do I see you or just a projection of me? I want to cling and I want to run I want to text you and to give you space I want to say **** it all and I want to stay So many dualities that I can't breathe. I should be happy because things are fine Nothing is inherently wrong But I feel so unsettled and uncomfortable Like nothing will ever be enough for me. I just want to be ok And I don't want to need anyone else I have to learn to balance these issues With the curse of my human condition.
sorrow so very sewn the doleful mind is sung post to pillar weeping bedlam unplugged and unsnug smutting out ugly stopper in now properly so property now preserved dammed up river sorrow so very so woefully head is hung side to side sweeping pendulum frothing out malware and mad medicine saner cure joins the jettison salmon up a river g o d s deliver sorrow
I as much as the next but no more than all before From the ground the ground again Pattern break pattern break pattern Break pattern break pattern break Again the ground from the ground All before no more than the next but as much as I
****** by 7 Circuitry sizzling now bless My sight with fractals and a misread message A step withheld in my ongoing Prosecution of the self resting headless without a leg to Stand up for myself when I can't remember what I've Dreamed this month, it's Breaking across these mental Walls, as far as the eye's can Tell a story, and reveal as well as hide From one's conjured enemies. Shiver. These silver sided dice roll Like the spies sent to hinder my Will to save you. I will save you. As I save myself. the last morsel Of forged laurels.
I see too much Tiny details into the fray It frightens Not me, but you And what I view Beyond your screen Some hypnotic wall Your foggy countenance Deceives the herd As they follow the piper Though I lingered On the periphery Some visions were concealed By your obscurity Unveiling becomes obsession Then I regret For now I see too much
Life is all entertainment , just like a psychedelic theater, our thoughts and breath whisper reality into creation. I roam in and out my worldless kingdom Freedom's reserved for the wild and untamed. For who cares to know, we could fly our way out as falcons , or swim our way in as whales. It will never really matter because it's all entertainment , while we patiently wait for the emanations. Expectations emerge from preconceived notions and blocks the transmissions entitled to all sentient beings. Like a collective prophet and a magnet , we learn to filter the commands to percieve the matrix. Finally to redefine and recreate a convenient path that is real. Our thoughts and breath whisper reality into creation, i chose my fun as transmutation, life is recreational.
I can let them simply fly If my will I don’t apply
With purpose that I claim I can imagine with an aim
Create my new designs And break from life’s confines
For mind’s pattern - freshly made Is with matter overlaid
Use the eye within your mind And prosperity you’ll find
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One of the single most powerful skills YOU can learn is how to create with your inner vision. Use your Mind's Eye consciously and with focus!
We all use our Mind's Eye, but many do so "lazily" and guided by fear or anxiety in the images and feelings they imagine and "see".
It's true that we imagine differently and some "SEE" more clearly in images and color and sound than others, but we all have been blessed with a Mind's Eye because we are human. This is a KEY to prosperity in your life.
the cigarette smoke laden in the air threw the pattern seeking portion of my brain and i saw you as free as i had always thought of you without the hardships of this harsh reality it made me sad to think of you with how you were at the end but you're happy now, with hope