It was brief but it has marked a place inside of me.
Although you're far, I know you won't ever forget and neither would I.
All I'm saying is that it just really feels like
walking over shards of glass that represents my broken soul
for I lost the other half that makes up of it.
It was the past that I have been fearing and yet I am here but I guess I need to fight fear with courage.
Just lend me all your strength and I shall fight my way out of it.
I am going back into your arms once I survive.
As I am going to a different path to fix my mistakes, I hope you don't forget about me and I wish to see you at the finish line.

My anxiety gets worse
and I think I'm about to burst
every time you are near
and the pain I can never even bear.

I know they don't believe in "forever" but I do.
I haven't proven it yet but I'd like to prove to you
under the gray clouds or the summer sky blue.
This has to be true cause never have I been so sad
to be far from you.
There's this something that grips my heart
whenever we are apart.
My heart floats when I'm with you.

I'm not talking about a guy I like nor a guy I love,
a friendship to infinity is what I've been seeking for
and it's what I'm fighting and saving for.
You may haven't known the me from the past but I guess
you'll be the audience of my present and future.
This kind of feeling will never stop overwhelming me.

I guess I understand now
what the true meaning of home meant.
It wasn't some sort of fancy place you bunk in,
eat at neither does it provide a shelter or a roof
over your head.
Home is where you feel yourself being yourself
no matter how stupid you get
or how much of a failure you become.

Summer's almost over
School's about to start
You ain't here anymore
But I get to see you today
I hugged you tight
And almost squeezed the life out of you
But maybe I just really miss you... :(

I guess no gifts or amount of cash
could top you up
Just seeing you stand there
has filled my face with a smile
and makes my heart almost
pop

They usually told me to grow up,
to stop running in the streets,
stop giving out childish antics,
quit watching cartoons
and start acting responsible,
start being like a lady,
to open my eyes and take interest
in what adults or teens like to read.

Maybe I still don't want to let go of my childish self
cause it has been a long time since I've enjoyed myself.
I like fantasies that have a different twist, children who are out of the ordinary, stories that come from another land.
They never cease to excite me and make me think that this thing called reality is just a part of a dream, that my real world exists somewhere in another realm or in another portal where in even though you are already having a nightmare it still seems like a dream.
They might've long grown up but I don't think I will any time soon.

This kid inside me is wild and still wants me to imagine wide as if there ain't no boundaries.

*I believe that the only way out of reality is through a fantasy.

There are so many words left unsaid,
so many feelings left untold
but I know that someday
they will all unfold.

Just when things are turning out so nice
fate would unleash its specialty
Plot twists...

Your whole life suddenly turns around
leaving you broken again,
making you scour the whole land
for somebody to fix you.

They say "Why would they get so involved in your life, care for you and make you feel so loved and then leave you as if you never existed?"

Haven't you asked yourself? Maybe it wasn't them. Maybe it was you. You didn't think they'd ever leave up to the point that you didn't care if you don't show them any love and care.

To top it all up you didn't give enough attention and importance that's why they felt as if you never really appreciated all of the things they've ever done.

~Seems unbreakable yet so fragile~

The world is so cruel.
The people we wanted to be with the most
is the hardest to be with
cause it feels like the whole world is
against you.
I wonder if there'd be a day
where you and I would stay
and together we shall play
forever to our hearts content.

As another page turns,
something new has to be written
and without you in it
I don't know what'll happen
but one thing's for sure
*I'm gonna miss you.

No one wanted to believe in angels anymore
because they have met so many demons

*But little did they know,
I came across a deceiver
who became a love giver.

Apollo, Apollo
The God of poetry
I'd also like to learn archery
And a song or two
On the lyre from you

It doesn't take much for me to remember you.*
*Just a glance at the starry night brings chills up my spine
and a clear image of you comes up in my mind.

In this world
all the people who are down
are gathered from different towns.*
They help one another
to pick up their broken pieces together.

For every exploration
you need an inspiration
that will serve as your motivation.

With you as my inspiration
nothing's unreachable.
With you as my guide
nothing's too far away.

**But with you by my side
our destination
is at the most beautiful
location.

You picked up my broken pieces
I gazed upon your lovely eyes
Expecting you to put it back together
But you dropped and stomped on it
like the beast that you are

The most beautiful and colorful
frogs are the most poisonous ones.

The most elegant flower
has the most numerous
thorns.

The prettiest smiles
hide the most evilest grins.

*So be careful who you bump into

Call someone a ******,
they'll turn into a ******.
Because as the saying goes,
"You see what you want to see."

As the school year
draws near,
I could already smell my greatest fears.
I could already taste those upcoming
salty tears.

Me and my friends are like a dandelion puff
You'll take a glance
and see that we all look so lively
being with each other

But once you blow
and set us all apart
we'll still look nice in our own way

Yet nothing like how we once looked like
when we were together

They all want to be fit and buff
They curse you with words so rough
Till you drop and blood you shall cough
Better cover your ear with an ear ****
So you wont hear their evil laugh

Gimme tips on how to be a dummy
Because I really want to be funny
I wanna hear their endless laughs
And praise me then gimme thousand claps
But I end up being mainstream
Cant make a joke with a yummy cream
I cant satisfy their funny bones
So i'll just eat lots of ice cream cones

The problem with us is that we all wish to be equal
As if saying that we are all human and a human we shall stay
But in reality, we all have different roles
Portraying a certain character
We need to consider one another and seek for justice and understanding instead of equality

I always loved feeling your hug
Your sweet kisses upon my lips
The way you hold my hips
As we danced all night long
To our most favorite song

But as we go on
Your hugs felt like my skin was being pricked
Your kisses stung on my fragile lips
That once secure hold now felt like a very tight grip
Our once favorite melody turned into a horrible symphony

I wonder where all the sweetness and softness went
*Cause all I remember now is this huge scar upon my heart

It was a long line
all your patience would drain
your energy slowly lowers
your limbs go numb from all the standing up for too long
even thinking bout giving up

But then you think to yourself
"I'm almost there."
"I got this far."
"Only about 10 people more and it is my turn."

and once you get there you'll say
"It was worth all the wait."
"It wasn't for a very long time but I sure did enjoy it"

Everything's metaphorical....
This....
*Was some kind of reflection towards our day at the amusement park...

Slowly
Day by day
The fragments of my memories of yesterday
Gets lost among the recesses of my mind

I wonder
*If they'd ever live again

With just one glance
I was lost in a trance
They say your name is Lancealot
Let them stare
I don't even care
Not even their glare would bother
And who the heck is Arthur?

Those parts that were once holy
Only meant for those who are worthy
Those who'll live with us in honesty
Now can be accessed by anybody
Its holiness
Banished from the very realms of this world that's unworthy
Touched by those hands that are so filthy

I thought I fooled them
I was actually the fool