If you trust someone
You trust them
with your whole heart.
Trust is made up
from being responsible.
Able to do things
for the person
But being honest.
Trusting a person
a member of family
a friend or perhaps
They must be considered
Sometimes you have
to trust someone with
Even your money
But, most of
Sometimes we find
it hard to trust ourselves.
Because we think.
That we are a failure
at what may I ask.
We feel overwhelmed
By society and carry
because, we are expected to perform
every task that someone else is responsible for.
What about the community
people with mental health problems
who depend on the services.
And some who i care not to even mention
are sadly neglected by the very people who should care for them.
It make my blood boil
When people are existing and not living life to the full.
When is our society going to wakeup and do their job.!!
Enough of all your excuses..
first year of life
we are supposed
how to trust
but what are
we supposed to do
as we get older
and the hurt
and the pain
and we are not
I often find myself standing alone
I scare people off, I'm fearful of the unknown
They call me a scarecrow but what do I care?
Finding a glimpse of honesty seems to be rare
Sticks and stones are made of my broken bones
And all of the words that have stung me
My heart impure, oh so demure
I long for an utter recovery
I fear it's rotted away beyond any possible repair
In the shadows I pray that someone will end my despair
All they see is a scarecrow, they don't see the human inside
The loneliness in my heart has forced me to hide
All my true feelings, they don't know how much I've cried
Hoping someone would save me without pushing me aside
I'm one of a kind, that's the one thing I know
I'm a scarecrow on the outside, but my soul will always glow.
Trustworthy I am,
Trustworthy you are
We know where can trust each other no matter what
What does that mean to you?
It means that you can trust me and I can trust you, with just a little love and a little peace.
No more destruction,
We need to be more trustworthy if we want to live happily without question,
We need to be more loving; as we are more trustworthy,
We can see each other's hearts
But not with our eyes,
For with our eyes we are blind to see.
Home is where I can live without not being scared to trust
Home is where I can live without not being able to love
Home is where I can live when I have you by my side
Trustworthy, I am
Trustworthy you are
We are all trustworthy because we love each other unvonditionally
Nothing here on Earth can be stronger than this
Forever we are loved and forever we are trusted.
I found your heart
and instead of keeping it
as my own,
I offered it back to you--
knowing that you might need
it far more than I.
You looked puzzled
and tried to make me
hang onto it
for safe keeping,
but I had to explain
that no, I am not
to have something so
in my care.
I wish I were...
I wish I could
hold it close
and keep it safe
and free from any harm,
but I fear
I would fail miserably
at such a sacred task.
So, I made you take it
told you to entrust it
to someone who
would guard it
with their life
and to the depth
of their very core.
As you walked away
your heart weighing heavily
in your hand,
your head hung low
from the sorrow
of what I had
I didn't allow you
to see or know
that heart of yours
that I made you keep,
I had wrapped my own heart
and buried it deep
so that you would
have it always
to hold inside of yours.
you will forever
once you discover it
there one day...
to watch you
©Pamela Rae April 2014
I'm the irreverent boyscout you can't trust that's no help
Cowardice and gluttonous
But hell can I start a fire.
I don't listen, I'm not nice
purity I don't recognize.
I do my own thing,
I never courtesy.
Oh damn can I scream at wrongs.
I'm the grungy kind of disloyal,
You know the sin of the unclean.
My face is never cheerful
And I'm rude to everything.
It’s never straight forward.
It’s always redirected,
people trying to save face, but that’s expected.
I’ve gotten so tired of the games,
trustworthy- the definition just isn’t the same.
I just wonder when it changed,
when words became so perfectly arranged.
I just want the real.
Don’t comfort me with a lie, because from the truth I’ll heal.
I’m ranting now,
but people have gotten so lost somehow.
People are known to beat around the bush,
maybe they just need a little push.
Get to it,
I’m not talking about shooting the shit.
I want the truth,
not the attitude of the petulant youth.
Get the point across,
so the truth can’t be lost.
I looked at your eyes and they weren't just brown.
They held mysteries and secrets inside.
I noticed and was immediately bound;
you didn't let me in, all you did was hide.
It was not fair how much I opened up
while you bottled all and left me guessing,
as if I were a person that would rob,
as if one day I would leave you hanging.
I don't know who you thing I'd turn into,
but I promise you I'm not like the rest.
I would never leave you, nor learn how to,
I promise I will give you all my best.
So please, let me unlock your mystery,
I promise we can make some history.
Oh, dear, why do you hide behind a mask,
I know you're hurting love,
I'm stupid most of the times, but I can't ignore what my heart tells me.
My love, it says you're hurting,
It says you need someone,
It says you're in a dark place - all alone -
And I need to make you un-alone (even if you'll still feel lonely).
I'll be there for you as a tear escapes your tear duct,
I'll be there when you utter nonsensical things,
I'll be there, just because I rarely care for people as deeply as I do for you...
Because for an unknown, unexplainable, undefined reason,
I see you're hurting
And that causes me to start hurting
And only you can heal my pains
And I'm not sure if only I can heal your pains -
But I know one thing,
I'll be there for you,
Because these feelings are stronger than anything I've ever felt,