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414 · Jan 2019
bleh
Thorns Jan 2019
Don't you just feel like that sometimes
Like you just want to fall over dead
bleh
But it's not that easy
Nothing is
Well, except pulling the trigger :]
404 · Jan 2019
To Believe and to Know
Thorns Jan 2019
To believe you hope and dream

           But to know you cry and die

For fantasy is beauty and reality is cruelty
"How about the sexuality of I don't care."-Brendon Urie
390 · Dec 2018
First Love
Thorns Dec 2018
Blue eyes like the ocean

Soft voice like the wind

Loving feeling deep within of the first love
All 3...
381 · Dec 2018
A Story...
Thorns Dec 2018
Long ago, once upon a time
On the first day of eighth grade
She walks in the band room
Trips over the tuba
Drops her drumsticks
Her sheet music goes flying
She looks up to see a tall stranger
He had shaggy brown hair
And disappointed look
He wasn't the teacher,
But the first chairmen
The best in percussion
His eyes were like sapphires
His voice was deep and musical
He held out a hand and helped her up
She said, "Thank you..."
"Jacob," he said.
He was her new life
It seems like it happened in another life, but it's only been a couple months...
380 · Dec 2018
The Pen
Thorns Dec 2018
It's a weapon
It's the truth
It's a lie
It's a reason why
You should stay alive
To write your poems
To write your stories
To write
Show us what's in your heart
So we can help
So we can write something to help
That's the pen's job
To write
To help
The pen
A pen that writes it's sorrows, will never run out of ink.-Thorns
377 · Nov 2018
2 Notes, 2 Hearts, 1 Snake
Thorns Nov 2018
You have tried to make me do many things
Like you. Pity you. Hate you. Then like you again.
I know you’ll try again before knowledge’s demise
But knowledge never rests for long
Like a restless monster, It will soon be back,
In a whole new way, thrashing and spitting
That is fabled worse than it really is
But during the demise, I become invisible
An untouchable ghost, you won’t be able to find me
Knowledge’s rest protects me, but when it wakes up,
It stays for 180 days before falling down again
You will try to charm me, but you will fail
Others have tried
And they have failed
M.R.L

You ***** liar
I've never "tried"
Do you see your sin
Your future repent
You "Lied" it's in your name
And your actions, what have you become
Look around you, things are different now
Stupidity no longer wraps around my actions
And I don't want the pity of a viciouse snake such as yourself
Knowledge’s slumber will protect all those who,
Are strong enough to admit when they’re wanted
And I was never wanted
My own creater, she said that I was an accident
She doesn’t want me and neither have you
But knoledge’s slumber will protect us
And faith will love and surround us
J.M.J&R
If they lied, it's not love...atleast not anymore.
Thorns Nov 2018
Please tell me why, my boyfriends is behind bars

     And I'm sleeping in my friends car

And your gone

     Can we forget about the things I said when I was...

I didn't mean to call you that

     Please tell me why, I came through the window last night

And your gone

-For Skylar who read every word I wrote
And let me write this for her
-For Skylar who read every word I wrote
And let me write this for her
358 · Nov 2018
Don't We All
Thorns Nov 2018
Don't we all want good to come

Don't we all want it to go  great

Don't we all bend till we break

Don't we all want a future for us and the world

One that doesn't involve violence or repent

Don't we all want to live in peace

And not to fear what's outside

To feel safe

To feel loved

And cared for

Remember when you wish for something keep in mind that

Don't we all want these things

Don't we all
Don't we all...
343 · Nov 2018
Let Go
Thorns Nov 2018
We finally agree on something

Letting go

I was hanging on to every second

But he was forgetting and moving on like it didn't hurt

We both know what it did to eachother

So we let go
Let it go...
332 · Mar 2019
To Be Yourself
Thorns Mar 2019
Dripping black
Crying eyes
A dark spirit that never dies

She takes in sharp breathes
Watches her steps
And covers her bleeding, torn arms

The blade is ******
The scars are deep
Along with the sadness that lies beneath

Her tears are black
She cries in class
Nobody looks or even asks

To be alone
To be afraid
To be yourself and rejected anyway

To be emo
Just be yourself... No matter what they say.
328 · Jan 2019
Hello?
Thorns Jan 2019
Hello?
     Anybody there?
Or am I wasting my time and breathe?
...
323 · Apr 2019
In Depth
Thorns Apr 2019
In depth of sorrow
Drowned in tears
With shaky hands, leaking fear
A million voices in your head
Some are demons, some are friends
They catch you at your weakest
Hit you when your down
In the depths your mind, the back of your head
Within your heart
The flood of letters and strings of words
That of which the meaning escapes you
Just a strange piece
A useless writing
Telling of the odd thoughts in one's mind
When they're in depth
Consumed depression
Sickening sorrow
Ill fated mind
Living in an era
A world of their own
Beneath the drapes of sight
In the depths of their mind lay a world of their devising
Once upon a time
321 · Apr 2019
Something Better
Thorns Apr 2019
We all wish we had something better
Though some of us are spoiled
And take wants "needs"
But the one who are hurt
The ones who are lost
That of a broken heart
Just wish for a cure
Something to take away the pain
To drown the sorrow
To mend a heart
For something better

In a cruel world of thee, scarce dreams are made reality. For this world lacks generosity..."
...
300 · Nov 2018
Suffocation
Thorns Nov 2018
I take hold of the black cord I wear around my neck

I never take it off, for when I need it I know it will be there

Either one of my hands has a grip on it

And I pull tight and hold my breath

Soon I won't even have to breath

Then I black out slowly...

I'm fading into black

Into the darkness

I'm falling

I want to see him smile though that means I have to leave...
If I don't write anything soon, then I'm long gone. Goodbye...
293 · Jan 2019
NEWS-FLASH
293 · Apr 2019
Tribute
Thorns Apr 2019
Say the words of the world
Feel the hate and the heart
Crying tears of sheer pain
~
But honey, you'll get through it
One way or another...
"We're just stressed out..."
-Twenty One Pilots
291 · Nov 2018
hi
Thorns Nov 2018
hi
Don't you hate it when you simply say "hi." and get the rudest reply

Or when you say hi to a friend and they act like they didn't hear you

How about when you say hi to a random person and either get

hi back or a "Who the hell are you?!"

Hey, I just wanted to say hi

Why be rude

Why be a ****

hi
hi...
289 · Nov 2018
Breaking Hearts
Thorns Nov 2018
He walks around breaking hearts
  
   They say he's bad news

But they don't know the real him

   They all denied it

Said I was a liar

   But I don't care

He's the only one who knows me

   The tables turned and I broke both our hearts

Both our hearts

   We're both broken, breaking hearts
Breaking Hearts...
289 · Nov 2018
LOUDER
Thorns Nov 2018
PLAY THE MUSIC LOUDER

     BLOCK OUT THIS EVIL WORLD

ALL I WANT TO HEAR IS THE SWEET SOUND OF THIS IS GOSPEL

     PLEASE TURN IT UP

PLEASE END MY SUFFERING

     LOUDER PLEASE

LOUDER
LOUDER
274 · Feb 2019
Been a While
Thorns Feb 2019
It's been a while since I've seen you smile
It's been a long while

Walking down this empty street
Just thinking of you with me
I cry these tears are invisible to you

Oh, yes it's been a while

It's been long, long while

You'll never see me smile
...
244 · Sep 2019
Context
Thorns Sep 2019
Something we all need an understanding on
Or it's rendered useless

Like the expression, "Oh, I'm gonna **** you!"
You know they don't mean it
But some people do

Sometimes you wish they meant it

It leaves you with a feeling so mistaken
That it seems as though you need to dig yourself out of a hole that's already been filled up
Best now then ten years later
222 · Nov 2018
This is Hell
Thorns Nov 2018
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This is Hell
214 · Nov 2018
Life, Death, and In Between
Thorns Nov 2018
Life

I live in palace of joy and happiness
Inside and out thriving with life
The lion and the lamb are at peace
The children play in the serpents den
Not a care nor a worry is in the air
Life is joyful, loving, and peaceful

In Between

I live in a cottage with just enough food
I am alone and depressed
But I appreciate the wonders of the world
Death is peaceful life is harder
Life in between is empty, depressing, and wishful

Death

Heaven is all the best things you could imagine
Full of light and gleaming gold
Filled with beautiful landscapes
Hell is all the very worst things you could imagine
You trudge through tiring sand of lies, with a black sky above you
An endless horizon of you darkest nightmares and greatest fears

Where does your soul lie?
Life, Death, or In Between
If you have a soul...
I'm In Between slipping away to death...
212 · Jan 2019
hoi!
Thorns Jan 2019
My one-word sentence
It's not hi and it doesn't have incorrect punctuation
It's perfectly unique in its own weird way
It's hoi
hoi!
This is a rather weird one but we all have our strange days (whether we want them to come or not).
211 · May 2019
My Angel, My Love
Thorns May 2019
My Angel
I haven't seen your near
for all our years
My shining star
My guiding light
My happiness
My remise
My angel
You saved my life
And made our life
200 · Nov 2018
Missing Out
Thorns Nov 2018
He left and missed

   Changed me

Now I'm finally free

   Deleted every trace of him

He is finally gone

   Gone for life

"You made my heart break

    And that made who I am"

He's missing out bad

    So sad too bad

Missing out, that sick *******
For Andra
196 · Nov 2018
My Shadow
Thorns Nov 2018
My shadow is the only thing that is with me
My shadow is like the past behind me
My shadow is comforting knowing that something just like me is near
Something that has been through what I have
She's my shadow
192 · Nov 2018
Why Does Life Suck (rap)
Thorns Nov 2018
Why does life ****
Why'a boys so ******
Hey, how come I got no friends
Oh, yeah that's right 'cause people hate me
He doesn't give a ****
So neither do I
But I know that's not true 'cause I'll love him till I die
Trapped in this nightmare
Gotta wake up
Can't live life like this
No I can't no more
I'm trying something new.
191 · Nov 2018
I Wish
Thorns Nov 2018
I wish things were different

I wish we all had our happily ever afters

I wish he'd kiss me again

I wish I never said goodbye to him

I wish I knew if I still had a place in his heart

I wish he knew that all I ever wanted was for him to love me back

I never changed for him or for anyone

I accepted him flaws and all

I just want that in return

I wish...
I want nor wish for anything else but this...
185 · Sep 2018
You
Thorns Sep 2018
You
You made me laugh
You made me smile
You were so warm and friendly to me
But after a year I became your fear
I have not changed
I think you have, and alot
You were really nice to me and a good friend back then
That’s why I loved you so
I still might
And that’s the thing
I feel like I’m fooling myself
I am, I’m not, I do, I don’t, it is, it’s not
Now you do not wish to speak to me
You ignore me
Even when I’m literally right in front of you
You never look me
But when you do
You look at me
You look at me like I’m the dirt on the street  
Existing but not mattering because I’m on the floor
I am below you and them
I don’t matter
I am constantly ignored, pushed around, and hated by you
I’ve done nothing to you to deserve this
Think about how others feel
It's not that hard to have the least bit of consideration
Think of the Golden rule your breaking
I've done nothing to you, you liar
Why me
Why you
You
Why is the question we've all asked at one point. I feel like I'm living in the incorrect answer.
176 · Nov 2018
Nightmare
Thorns Nov 2018
To feel as though you'll never wake up
    
     Your being chased
          
          You lose the race

               He holds you tight then disappears
              
That's truly a nightmare
Nightmare...
168 · Sep 2018
Birth Papers
Thorns Sep 2018
Birth papers

Mother don’t try you can’t hide it
We both know you can’t deny it
I found an old folder I thought I’ve seen before
Though I didn’t look inside then
This time I couldn’t deny it
For I didn’t know what secrets lie inside it
Opened it up found a small card with her name and his name
Though I only knew what the abbreviation of the first name ment
I now know my fathers name
But I shall not tell you
Or trouble might brew
The initials are SMJ, if you read this I’m Julia Marie Renyo
I love you dad. I wish you stayed Sean Michael Jackson. <3
165 · Sep 2018
My old Man
Thorns Sep 2018
My old Man

I know we’ll meet again
I hope he still remembers me
And that I love him so
But if he’s up there or down there
I hope he knows that he’s my dad no matter what
Even if all I know is a short piece of abbreviated name
I found the papers...It truly is upsetting what your parents lie to you about.
147 · Oct 2018
How, why, and never
Thorns Oct 2018
How could it be you
Why do you hate me so
And act the way you do
Never have you thought of me
In a good way
Or in a good place
How could I have loved
Why would I have continued to love you
And cherish the thought of you
Never again I will
How, why, and never again that I will give my love you
138 · Oct 2018
Night
Thorns Oct 2018
Through the night my heart is so deceiving
I can’t even help but breathing
It won’t stop
Every time
The night is black and lushes
It shows the beauty of the darkness
Expresses the wonder of blackness
I see you
Standing there
In the middle of road
Under a street lamp
Your arms wide open
Beckoning me to come into them
I run to you
To have you fade
To blow away like dust
And the lights go out
I am alone
All through the night I’m missing you
Your standing there in front of me
I look at you, you look at me
And then your gone
Into the night
Gone without a trace
The sky isn’t the only blackness at night
In the dark
In the cold
Without you
Without you
Alone
In the night
The black, dark, and deceiving night
Night
130 · Oct 2018
Dream
Thorns Oct 2018
I dream of you
Every time I close my eyes
I think of you
Trying not to let me cry
For in every note I’ve wrote to you
I express the love I feel for you
You know it’s true
I dream of you
You loved me
I love you
I dream of you
128 · Nov 2018
Why
Thorns Nov 2018
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124 · Oct 2018
Find Your Passion
Thorns Oct 2018
Find your passion, it's in there somewhere
Write something down
Make it a masterpiece
For you are it's great creator
Tap into your inner artist
Find your passion

Use your anger, your tears, your fears
They fuel the depth of some of our greatest writing

I found my passion through the depression I'm in
I found it through my tears
And through my fears

If only we could all find our passion through happiness, joy, and light
Find yourself.
123 · Nov 2018
Torture
Thorns Nov 2018
When he looks at me like that it's torture
It's that kind of look like you can never be with me
Torture
It's my own personal hell
I'm left there suffering
He loves it when I'm hurt
It amuses that sick *******
He loved me once and dealt with this too
But not as bad
This is torture
Please end my suffering
End his sick happiness
Torture
Torture...
118 · Oct 2018
Forgotten
Thorns Oct 2018
I waste away in a corner
Nobody cares about me, talks to me, or even tries to look at me
It's okay I'll rot away and disappear someday
It'll do them all a favor
97 · Oct 2018
Poetry
Thorns Oct 2018
It fills in the cracks of depression
And covers up the scars of loneliness
Expresses our emotion through our doubt, our pain, and our hunger
Poetry is a beautiful and powerful thing
Anyone can start writing, but it takes an artist to write a poem.

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