the cold swell of emptiness crashes hard over my ***** soul floating in the middle of a masochistic murky sea I pray the tide shall sweep my aching body away I grieve yet the waves laugh as they drown me
I don't know why I love this game so much It got me tangled into situations That even I could never imagined.
I guess this is my consequences Of trying to figure out the difficult Of trying to lighten up the dark Of trying to mend what's broke Of trying to lift what's drown. Maybe I did play with fire And I'm loving the way you burn me.
When you call me up Saying you need me I came running to you. And the moment When I want us to stay You'd left for someone else.
When I want to talk You'd shout and walk away, When I needed you You'd ingore and shut me up. Isn't this so toxic? This love is complicated, But I guess it never was, Since there's only one that loved The other one thought she wasn't enough.
And just when I'm out of air Saying baby you suffocate me and you're the air I breathe. This is our endgame, Baby I won't say "please stay".
Lavished lady how brilliantly obnoxious you are. I admire how you tower over even the most merciless of men. Look how she floats, you’d mistake her for a benevolent. She can and does do everything. I can only stand here and hope you suffocate on your own ego.
Seeing green - my reflections of jelousy and female competition.
What harm could it do? To play around one's breathe To grip something tightly An innocent gesture
Passion so involved It's just a spur of emotions A moment of breathlessness What's wrong with cutting off some air? People are poisonous anyways ***** and sick You're just polishing Taking them somewhere brighter for a moment No?
Can you feel their veins Can you feel their pulse Hear them cough, Is it really that bad? Tighter and tighter till the knot is tied Feel air struggle in their throat
Something might sizzle inside you Now dont be alarmed The adrenalin of life flowing under your palms can be overwhelming. It's only normal To feel excitement At their strained Heavy Breathing
Isnt it almost like a melody The raspy struggles? Notice the resistence of the gasping Clench your fingers Weigh them down Feel the life leave their lips And the pressure leave their lungs Let them choke
Almost satire, but not really? But satire? But not?
Normally, I'm not anxious at all when it comes to these kinds of things But I'm choking now Fixated on staying afloat My neck has gone numb and my eyes are wax I remember her eyes when I was young And my bones settle in time I am a noxious trap for meddling thoughts Justifying chronic limerence Broken are the dreams I once knew A seemingly solid idea, forgotten
Suffocating in these walls that I thought up I caught a whiff of you, and it pangs me