You felt like you're the best with BMWs and Lambos
On top of millions
But i stare into her eyes
And i see a paradise that I've never seen before
There's much more to life than money
And they can say there's much more to life than her
But I'll choose to ignore them
In my eyes, they're wrong
Now i know my fires have stagnated for so long
Each and every song i listen to
Keeps me sane when the outside world
Is losing their bolts over simpleton issues
Something far less complicated than me
I never knew she could grasp me mentally like this
But I'm okay with it honestly
God made it this way for a reason
To go against it is emotional treason

Relationship
Relationships
Relationchips
Relations
Relationshit

There's tons of gorgeous girls
And man they need to stop being so harsh on themselves
Too many men would **** and pillage to be with them
A little exaggeration
But you get the implication
I only have seen one woman
So vivaciously
For an elongated period of time
In my life so far
My heart has no soot or tar
Just my thoughts
But when i see her
They vanish quicker than Usain Bolt
Her presence makes me jolt
She's the hottest woman i have ever seen
And i mean that in the most respectful way possible
My heart has never felt warmer
But my insecurities take me over
I used to be an Argentina that's now an Antarctica
Am i good enough to be with her?
I need to conduct some studies
But i have no money
So I'm kind of in a hard place
She's a wall i can't get over
And secretly i don't want to.

I want to rock your world
Not just your bed
Only at your request
Will I go forth
With the unspeakable.

I wanted the high school sweetheart to want me
But she had another plan in store
It almost hurt me at the core
Than i realized that there's already too much sadness surfacing here
So i must distract myself, persevere
Before i could ever endure
The harsher realities
This wasn't a fatality
Calm down, calm down
I'm not taking it to heart
I'm not falling apart
I'm just building a new start
Another chance could come
But I'll forget about it until then
If there's ever a then
I'm not a bleak beach, but I'm a summer you can't sweat out
Staying as long as i can
My mind is more open than the borders of the land of the free
Not everything is free
So why don't you take on me?
No? It's all good in this neighborhood
Economy is still balanced
People are still working
Which i mean my white blood cells
So there's no reason to get angry and yell
It's time to sell
My previous plan to the mental shredder
They'll really love the business
Trust me, they've been harping on it for far too long
I might need to lecture them soon
I'm not tolerating any doom and gloom
In my own living quarters
In my mind
This city has to grind
To be noteworthy
Just like the external ones
So i apply the double standards firmly
Hold your heart that way
When you think it might sink
Prevent yourself from the baleful think
Take out your gloss like Tink
And put an end to this possible siege of lapsed judgement

I just want to spend the day with my homies
And the people i call my family
Instead of the dreadful parts
Can't wait for the humble departs
Together, seeping into an adventure
Let's increase the sparks
I want to prove the narks
Wrong in every way
I'm glad you're with me today
I don't mean to give it all away
But these are the best
I know too much sugar can easy to detest
But I'm not regretting it
I hope you're not fretting it
I want this to be fervid in your heart
As much as it is for mine
I may have crossed the line
But this time it's okay
Makes me want to say o lay!
Not to be confused with the famous make-up mogul
If anything, the last thing i want to do is to make this up.

Mozart had twenty kids but he stayed with his wife
For most of his life
You get with these girls and forever change their lives
By inseminating them and running away when you find out the news
Not cool dude
Too many baby mamas
I'm going to need a whole lot more commas
If you can't protect yourself and her, stay off of her
If India and China are telling you stop, you really need to listen.

I never meant for it to be this way
It's just how the favor decays
Our luck ran into a drought
Nothing was trying to sprout
You became perplexed with my intentions
Maybe it was a tremendous hiccup in my retention
If that's the case, I'll take the L
Brushing the dust off my shelf
Letting those moments get shelved
Like a failed album from a music group nobody remembers

The moments of bonding
Are so precious
I just wish i could experience more
But people are too stubborn to accept their flaws and embrace change
That the cheery house and it's cheery lawn become deluded and deranged
Everything isn't alright at the dinner table
Reminding me of a bad television fable
Nothing is stable
Because the rift doesn't want to become one again
It just wants to abate itself further
Sending us into more head-spins than we'd ever want
Now our souls look minimized and gaunt
These special moments are what i flaunt
Because they're so rare
I really do care
I try to do my best
I just detest
This feeble minded confliction
That constantly attaches itself onto us.

Across the road
I can see the x's painted on the concrete
Some of the hopeless just want to lay there waiting for the end
Just looking for a reasonable inclination
To keep them all alive
So when they wake up from their coma
They can prosper and thrive
If only people had more 20/20 vision
Instead of their glasses and contacts
They feed their own superstitions
I want no eruptions, keep your emotions in tact
There's already way too many accidents on the road these days anyway, why would i want to cause another?

I can't believe people have the effrontery
To make the choices they do
All my rooms feel more snuggery
Almost everything they seem to say is perfunctory
I'm trying to become something that is alary
But the snippery is at an all time high
So I'm just cruising through
Taking care of crew
That's exactly what i do

So easy to hurry
Get everything over with
That i find it hard
To sit back and watch the beauty right in front of me at the moment
Impatient minds are something of the past and the present
But it's more of a enigma

She'll get bored with flowers and roses
So I'll give her something exotic
I've felt lonely and toxic
But she defines herself within logic
I can't dodge it
She's too magnificent for me
Not to gaze
And break all the haze
Around me
She just needs a tiara
Along with a purple dandelion
To represent that Minnesota blues
I have inside me
I want her to know
That my corrosion is in her hands
Make me one again

Painful stabbing of saccharine
Are not words that describe me
I hope you find love in the right places
Because this seems like a grasp of bitterness
Towards me
And it's not fair
I wouldn't want to leave you impaired
Only you can heal yourself
Let my ink dry onto the paper
Let me circulate a special girl's water vapor
Don't attempt to taper
My flavor
In the literary ice cream truck

Don't get too confident
Somebody will make you tumble off to the side
It's just how this ride
Of the wave and momentum goes
You have to embrace it
Or it will devastate anything you thought you had
Don't question it
Just imagine yourself as the best you can be at the moment
Ignore the other lights
Just ingest and harvest the energy you have
To illuminate the rest of the space
And become a better version of a flawed creation
Improve your relations
With the neighbors
They might be a good reason your future
Improves
Don't try to disprove
Me
You know if you keep comparing
You will be staring
At only the dirtiest pair of eyes
And the sane humans can only handle the most devious of eyes for only so long.
Add your own theme
But do not fall for the scheme
That tries to entrench itself within everyone.
You might find yourself feeling like a trillion
Or a praised pavilion
But one day you will be intimidated to such a point that you'd question your worth with the very bottom layers of the dirt
My one condensed way of shortening this piece
Don't.

Life is all about mentality and choices.

Some people don't always know what they're doing
Including me in the congregation
But some know exactly what they're doing
Down with the tunnel snakes
Looking to shake
The acidic bottle
To see how chaotic the peace becomes
I see you, watching how you swindle the naive
You're brilliant, aren't you?
Brilliantly distorted
Eyes like a Hawk
That rarely gawks
At what is in front of me
I see it everywhere
From the mountains of Nepal to the cold, harsh cities of Delaware
People look forward to impair
The full circles, the healthy plant in the desert
Prospering like it should
Don't make me laugh with your intent
You'll make enough dents
But everything will hold like a steel tent
I can jump over any fence
And penetrate any defense
You're able to implement
Don't lower your guard
Regardless of being a race car driver or a Bard
I know sinister yards
and I'm growing in disguise
You won't see it
Until you find yourself in a completed cat and mouse game
How is your game working out now?

Some people cast a renewal on themselves
And i ponder almost annoyingly if Witches really do exist
I guess they do when people only have one thing on their mind all the time
Such an empty shell and i don't even want to go inside it
Even if you paid me
She only cares about her looks and wants nothing to do with any man unless he's loaded
He only cares about getting in her pants and off to the next one
They act like they're the best thing to happen since we first walked into Mesopotamia
I just can't stomach any of it
Admit the fact you're going to be just like everyone else when you're dead
Sorry, am i putting truth inside your head?
This is a vitamin that doesn't taste good
Gladly sponsored by me
Where are the human beings?

Our eyes to assent
Wanting to smell her great scent
Making bars bent

Pres George Bush Junior
Or tyrant King George II?
What's the difference?

No means No you sick
Pile of useless, vile cow dung
Her poor ears have rung

They voted a certain movie to be the best in America
Which is all of them
Quality over quantity?
That applies to you
You're only one but man you make so elated inside when everything else just ***** so bad
I've been praying that this ends like a an embarrassing fad
I can relate to the daughter without her dad
Because I'm by myself on almost everything and it makes me far from glad
Am i the best movie in America?
Most likely not
They just pity me
But somehow i will find solitude
Somewhere i least expect
This is the army of people that won't bother to defect
I have quite a positive effect on people
For being a self-deprecating ineptly minded fool
Do i hate myself?
No
I'm just being honest about what is wrong with me
The golden brass with some class
But has forgotten the purpose of mass.

Partially this
Partially that
Impartially speaking
I can feel the best weakening
Very little gaining ground
Looking to make myself proud
I occasionally speak too loud
And it always turn south to concentration
All my thoughts are easy into *******
So don't look down on me just yet
I'm trying to turn this decline into a wavering incline
I hope i have enough time
To meet the match, to be successful.

He felt immersed in the thought of a woman cigarettes and designer clothes
But I'd rather feel immersed in the thought of the smell of cherry blossom perfume and a video game controller in her hands
Call me what you want
Just aspiring for something different
Everything feels like the same old archetype you see in English class
If you payed attention
I know some of us didn't
It's okay
I slept in mine
Because we hardly did anything in there
Talk about false advertisement
If you thought my life ****** before, you're sadly mistaken
Instead of entrenching ourselves with tons of books
We did a little work and took breaks in our work like Clay Aiken
Bouncing into something new only a few times
Now what i expected
I just wanted to be those happy kids in those school commercials
Was that so hard to ask for?
Literature and good friends
You don't even know the first thing of elation like i do when i put those two together.

They've been waiting for a Wonder Woman film for thirty years
That's how long it feels for me
But i know my time will come
Let's just pray to Osiris that i don't
mess it up

I just want a Wonder Woman
To come save this asphalt heart
Perform some wonder on me
Let me forget all the things that are my fault
Basting in something better me
Is still better than sinking into a puddle of desperation

I can go on alone
I have plenty of closure
Something else tells me
That it isn't the best way
So i will answer my instinct's qualms.

Wonder Woman
Please perform your Wonder on me
It's something every straight man needs

If only more people read the dictionary more, we'd be a better world
I'm getting restless speaking of unity
But nobody ever wants to listen
That might be the last time the harp glistens
I'm tapping into my superstitions
I've been right more than a few times
Just take my words with grace
I'm not trying to add age to your face
I'm just telling the truth
Nobody knows the definitions of most of the words coined in these books.

Evasive words
Just don't matter anymore
I think my brink is switching
This old mod is glitching
The only room for repair is your brain, because it needs stitching
No, i never had a moment i was not human
I've just learned to bulk up the fat in my skin
And love myself within
You can take your disposable words and put them in the garbage fills where they belong
Because that's what it was all along
Throw vile retorts at me
I'll just deflect them into rubble
It means nothing.

Everything must be
Correct in every sense of
The definition

Them Begging for peace
But implement violence
Going nowhere fast

My bones are made of ice
No matter how much ember flows through your words
It's not going to vaporize my Stonehenge
I'm not going to quarrel, play pretend
I'm at the start, you're at the end
I have a couple of messages, let them send
When this conversation is over
You'll learn your lesson
Because i have a confession
I don't appease to just anyone

If i was here to make you happy
Then we should probably cancel this infomercial because you're never going to be convinced to enjoy my existence
It's in the way you speak
Trying to pillage the core
Make me feel weak
That's the best you got?
We're about to reach extra innings
Come to bat

If i was here to make you happy
Then we should probably cancel this infomercial because you're never going to be convinced to enjoy my existence
It's in the way you speak
Trying to pillage the core
Make me feel weak
That's the best you got?
We're about to reach extra innings
Come to bat

There's so much out there to marvel over
But yet i'm still here
As much as i try to persevere
Everything feels meager
They make me feel like a minor leaguer, when they're a major leaguer
Feeling inadequate for days and nights
I know this feeling i'm feeling isn't right
For me and my sanity
I'm not tapering into insanity
But i feel like i'm touching it briefly
Am i transcending into the dark side?
Not the one with sinister evil
But the one with everlasting depression
I can feel the compression
And i can barely take it
I just want to feel normal
Is that so hard?
I guess it is
I'm just bored to pieces
Deprived from the basics
But i guess i can keep coping
Until i fade away

Crashing economy
Poor job growth
One job, might lose it
Hardly anyone can help out

**** it all to hell
Hopefully my guardian Angel can hear me when i yell
Hopefully she's not drinking that Corona again
When i told her not to
She's a great Angel, she really is
She just couldn't handle the excessive pressure going on within me
Can't sue her for trying
It's not her fault or mine everything is haphazardly and disjointed

A new age needs to be selected, annoited
In order for my breaths to breathe in something healing.

We were a flame that was hard to stay lit
And i constantly questioned myself on most of it
It was all worth it, regardless of the time wasted
Youth is a silly thing
And i'm not that person anymore
Regardless if i still ask myself if i'm a human is besides the point
There was a dozen of gin joints
I could of ended up at
But this one was the most pristine
I'm favorable on trying new cuisine
Because i'm the poster adult for cheap thrills
I really don't like how high these prices are nowadays
Not everyone is rich, you know?
Good moments and good times is all i want bestowed
But even though we're confounded in our woes
I want us to always fight these fires with harsher fire

36 hours, my thoughts persist to keep me up at night.
That's how long the change took
But it feels like 3600 days
Or perhaps even years.

All the foundations that were once built
Have seemed to diminish
As i try to find some way to make the finish
I try to find ways to replenish
My sorrowful soul
It always hits me hard and i don't know why
I've gotten better about it but it always seems to smack me full circle
It's not a wasteful existence but my mind is telling me so
And i've done nothing to make myself feel this way
I just do, and it's eating me alive
I want to permanently be happy and thrive
But the shrouds of darkness is trying to take me alive
If you have to put up with this much black
Than i want to come back

I hate change
Not the type you find on the ground
Or the inspiring differences
Just the way things falter, transform and corrode.

34 hours. Feels like 3400 days

The best poet ever is the one who looks at you like nothing else
And they would dissolve into ashes if they were without you
Its a hefty responsibility
Holding a life in your hands
That's why love
Is so hard to understand.

Don't you ever worry
You will never be one night
Hopefully you'll be in the thousands
But not everything goes to plan like we want it to
What does a poet like me to do?
I want you to keep gazing at me like that again and again until my death
The best women keep you from having a breathe
Because they constantly take it away
And when I say that, I'm no bluff
You're going to make me have Asthma
And I think I can vouch for that
Don't you question your value in this world
He might of seen you as an object
He might of used you
But I will make sure your dreams come true
By getting the treatment you've deserved all this time
Don't weep, it will be okay
They can't hurt you anymore
I'm here to take all the pain away
I'd much rather it be me than you
I'm uses to this more than you know

I just saved a life tonight
But my work is never done
Stay strong for me
You might not know me but i care
Please don't hurt yourself tonight
I want you to win this

I don't want to drive a sports car just to show off and make people inadequate
I want to drive a car that leads to you
I want to be inside your garage
And stay in there for life
Your car looks like its not for sale
And its too special for you to
I cherish the day I have a chance
To park my car inside
Your home

From a rating of one to ten
I say ***** it
You're tired of being used and objectified and i'm not renewing it
I just do that with my library books
I'm not going to dangle you on a hook
And take you out
I'm going to make sure you have the best out there possible
Which is hopefully me
I'm not here to waste your time
I'm here to make it worth your while
I can't allow, 24 or even 26 hours
I'm going to need all 28 hours of the week

I don't want your love 24/7
Or even 25/7
I want it 26/7
Turn up the heat
Who cares about being discreet?
I want our eyes to meet
In tune
I want every second to feel like it's my birthday in June
And it should feel that way
I have you, after all

Janitor or CEO
If I want you
I'll do anything to have you
I don't expect it to come easy
The best things in life require work
But you can put the maximum amount of hours down for me
Because I'll put more into you than I'll ever do for me
Girl, you really make me warm
I want my kindness to swarm
Into your perfection

My head is a warzone in itself.
Sometimes there's no victors.
Sometimes there is.
I hate to convince myself that i must confide
A amoeba that's restricting me so i can abide
There's no true purpose in where i hide
And taking unnecessary sides
I just want something tasty on my side
Nothing too dazzling
But that's exactly how i describe myself
And i want to run it away
Not so it can come back another day
I tend to be vociferous
And it irritates me
Why can i have a mind that entices the thought and not berate it?
I feel disjointed, jaded
Far from elated
Somehow my reinforcements become instant vaporization
Nothing adds up to a stimulation
What was i put here for?
To quarrel, to entrench myself with misery?
I need something to distract
Keep me in humble tact
Busy
As a bee
But i don't want to sting
Or the frivolous bling
Why can't i figure it out?
Nobody can for me
As easy as that pleases the ear
I must adhere
To my own belligerent madness
And find some sanity in it
It's a unembellishing feeling.

I want to stay at home and sleep in
But I want to have some time to mingle as I'm single
And mingle into something new and refreshing
Diving into a new part I never knew I had
A new home
I wonder who will bring that out of me

I want to be the People's Choice
Because the masses hold more meaning than the praisings of one
When the People have spoken
All confidence will have awoken

Other men are enticed by her body
I'm enticed by the way she speaks and how she treats others
I support healthy bodies all day
But at the end of the day
The Heart counts the most
I just hope she'll count me in

No more bloodbaths
Let's just make love in the bath

If all else fails
And difficulty prevails
You will still have one avail
My motto to you
Forever and ever, you will be my everlasting Star
Who will never stray too far
And will never burn out
You hear me?
You will never burn out in my heart.
Always.

Your seas may he prestine
But mine were dumped endlessly
Polluted and disrespected
I hope somebody tries to clean it all up.

Arms of magma
Grabbing hold of my ice
So I'm no longer cold
I'm getting warm almost instantly
From all the pressure I have
I'm so used to this that I think I can handle anything now
The lone wolf has been saved
My name will he engraved
Into the fear of man and it's foes
I will not easily portray my woes
I stand tall with just my toes
I don't need a stool
Don't take me as a fool
I learn rather quickly
Just like my draw