The deposition
Repositions us
Dont let it!

I feel your fingertips
clawing at my chest
spreading apart my skin
so you can crawl within

I feel you
now tickling each
rib bone
finding spaces to hide
and torture me from the
inside


To be continued...

Sometimes those lines
are too empty to hide
All this built up rage
You've hidden inside

Let it collide
Look down it's throat

Let it stand bare beneath you

Let it not rest!
Till you see devil's end.

Light one
Up inside you
Start a bonfire
Stay for a while

You'll be glad
You did

There was a devil
in my eyes
but a twinkle
in your stare

I wonder
what would
happen if we
combined the pair

Coming under
your spell
I feel my
thoughts drifting

Pull away
my body
tells me...

cause I can't fall
and nor do I dare

there's a twinkle
in my eyes
and a devil in
your stare

The light touched my hand
And I was transformed
Back into the earth

The dirt I lay in
Seems to eat me
Knowing I have
no shovel
I began to delve

Mad at the world around
I began to see myself
Wanting to breathe
Just not on the surface

I've got to hide
Run away just for a short time
As the earthworms search me
I see a spotlight beneathe me

Someone else is waiting inside
They're there too
Just like i

Guess the lonely
Need the lonley

Lost inside
Pages of you
Torn clothes
Ripped veins
Dirt colored floors

Face planted
Head spinning
Whipped lashes
Against dry
Faces

Numb
Paralyzed

Flight
Flight

Dissolving as you drop me in
Diving as if you were
The ends of the earth

Further more
Phatomed
Against nights light

You burry me

Take me
As the wind
To the winters
Turn

Coming up for air
Is not imaginable
To say the least

I am to tell
No more
Of this perfect illusion

Just dissolve me

Do you want
To go under
The earth
With me

Or am I
A delinquent
Melody

Unchain me
Please

Gently go
Where it's unseen

Quiet please
If they see us
They'll sneeze

1-2-3
Hold your nose
You go first

Go under the sea
To a dark epiphany

Flowing with trees
Of ancestrial bleeding

Time and land
Misleading

Too common
The obsession
With meeting

Birthrights
In succession
Balanced confusion
Roots guided

Earth still
Breathing

We are all
Just proceeding

If we were graphiti
Youd still lie
On top of me

Tracing the after effects
Your breath marked across
My lips

Lit up
Like ecstasy lovers
Your mind incased
Something I'd soon
Discover

*******
Heroine
Never had a taste
As tempting
As your marijuana laced
Face

And the altitude
Words from you
Put me higher
And I won't
Stop penetrating
Your thoughts
Till I've had
My desire

You will
Be there
Covered in dripping gold

And I will stand under you
Chin up
Lips wide apart
Tasting you
FOREVER

Lovely
Don't you think?

Live a
Drunk exsistance!

I sprinkle ashes
Around you in a ring
For the lips can't tell
What the eyes will see

Follow me
Let your journey begin
9-10

We all pour expressive concrete
On our faces
From time to time
We all lay paralyzed by our
Own imagined fears

What we do next
Is what cuts the cord
Or plunges the knife

I feel like I'm trapped
In time and space
But you are not
On my continuum

I search each hall
Only to find pictures
Hung of you
With no after

I'm miserable and
Complacent
There's only one thing
I could think of

Play you just say
Play
And I will

Dream you just say
Dream
And I will

Forever you just
Say forever

And I scream
STAY just
Stay

Her electricity vibrated across the red room
She was chemically aroused twenty four hours and one
Endignantly dilluted by her parents influence
She was systemmatically insincere

Yet one taste would send you on a trip no ones ever taken you before
As if the world melted away and you were suspended in mid air by her clear iridecent mind blowing energy of innocence

You start to feel the tingles rapid vibrations encased like a bodysuit just perfectly fitted for you begin at the edge of your toes

This energy climbs your entity as your mind numbs
You are nowhere else
There is no time or space here
You are in your own pyramid
You leave the earthbound
In another place beyond earthbound

Bittersweet
That's what you
Said to me

An epiphany
That's what you'll
Always be

The erectional tide
That crosses my mind
From time to time
You are

Punish me
Don't lash out
Take me
Don't drown me
With doubt

Have another taste
My loves like *******
Pure and innocent
The aftertaste will
Stay with you for days
And then you'll want another taste
Come back
I'll give you seconds
Thirds and fithes
Come and get me
Give me your kiss

I'll bite your lips off
Twist them into my wrath
Hold you down secretly
Until there's nothing left

i can't think of her
when you enter
the sentence
i quickly end hers with a period
and enter yours with a grin
and an exclamation point
enough said

Any inhaled past
Will keep recycling
In your lungs
Exhale

You're on the floor
Knee deep in memories
Swimming above the rest

Taped inside to a wall
Of secretly filled desires
Unadultrated
Fetish tied
Teeth gripped
Tears inside

Turning fears into
Excitement

You crave
You dance
At the thrill
Of the life
Those nights
brought out

I wish I could
Bring your eyes
Inside of mine.

Until i fall back into you
i'll stand here waiting
chasing after sweet afterthoughts
constantly craving

Some say man cannot eat by bread alone
but i swear i could live an eternity
off the crumbs you leave me
feeding slowly

When I missed you...

I will burn
For many moons
To get in to you

Each time your body
Sets fire
It's time to retire

Go back
Pull out the vapor hash
Sits with old colleagues
Go under the pine tree
Let it comb
Your satire mind

Play in the divine
Lavish the light
Let purity ring.
Begin again,
New ending...

Hold yourself
Make something
Out of this
Human being

Give authorization
To you
And not them

Show this mirror
That life
Is temporary
Thoughts
Emotions
Are too

You don't have
To feel the pressure
Or conform
To their to dos

You are enlightened
Firm and true
You are a million
Stars birthing
Kalidescopes turning
You are you

You are the tailor
The maker
The storm and the desire

What a delicate
scent~
Once I lay upon
a petal
gazing toward
the east
When along came
a spider
and farted in my face.

*I

You are my sorrow
for things I cannot speak
I love to see you express
your love for me

You are a token
I carry alone with me
sometimes too precious
to keep
let me turn you into a river
and have you
flow through me

Her crossed arms
Shook me
Her face evaded
Such rhythm
That I couldn't
Stand it

She lingered
Long enough
For me to
Touch her
Heart felt ecstacy

In space
We were a palgrium
Never to congur
Under the light
We drew
Together

Her heaven
My space
We created
Such a place

We both
Hold on together
Forever and ever

Sitting alone
in the Dark
can feel
so Bright!

The world becomes unclothed
And everything becomes nothing
And you are free

His round twine
bunddled up tight
unwinding slowly
unraveling marvouleous
Makings

Untold adventures
down the road

Future twist
Ironic plots

Keeping up
time in his
own way

Feeling free
amazing high

He wrote
inscripted objects
Into my eye

He bountied
For affection
One not
Likely met

She screamed
While sufficating
Her authenticity

He shouted
Yea she'll come back

She wore her wedding gown
Into the dessert
And was found drowned

He wrote
Inscripted objects
Into my eye

The novels now
A mystery
My Life
Total chaos
With a smile

Because he's no
Longer with me
I cry my left eye out

*******
*******
*******

To everyday
That I feel pain

To the ones that always
Rain on my parade
Pardon my manners
But I think my head is displaced
Or off circuit
Or just a basket case
of unending nerves
That bundle together
To make a fire place

And then shock
Me with migraines
On an unforgiving
Regular basis

My paranoia
Is all that's left
Maybe I'll give that a go
Maybe know one will ever know

That the shhhhh....
Their listening!

Sorry the end.

You ride
Inside my hair
You are eveywhere
Green beauty

With buds a color
Too perfect to burn
Green beauty
I make you my home

I don't feel sad
I feel irrate
To take the pain
And build up gates

No one enters
Yet No one leaves
Until I'm done with my grief

Taken part one
She rapped the wind
With her Cold lack of
sufficational fixated states

Letting blossoms grow out
of her mouth
Forgetting to wash
Before she ate

Please forgive me
While I partake in sin

The frying pan
Is too big
For your fat head

Grow not
In the vases

They deflower us
They pick us

Let us grow
Roots touching
Mother earth

This soil
Is fertile
And vivid
in the rain

kalidoscope realities
have seemed to
disillusion me
speaking of the times
my life was in
the clouds

journys end
new spirits
begin
wondering why
im this
all the time

wheres my art
wheres my dreams
why do i feel capable
but never do anything

and when will the gun
bang inside my brain
to start off right foot
to race out of gate

searching for a grin
a comatose state
does not seem
to suit me well

i would like
my suit well
tailored
with screams
of colors
and sissors
and paint......

One day your voice
Will become your halo

Hard
Nonsense
Plunk
Downpour

Survivor
Mcgiver
Adolesent
Boys

Jo­kster
Non lipstick
One night
Pool stick
Poker

Midnight
Lacing
Marvin Gaye
Caretaking

Independent
Fraught
National Awareness
Hault

Throat
Clinging
Midnight
Ringing

Gangsters
Para­dise

Parade stealing
Non stop fraud

Caught cha
Oops
Slipped into
Backwards u turn
Of self sabatoge

He wrote serotonin
On his brainwaves

Made oceans to swim
Inside fascination
And wandering eyes
Instead of demons
At play

He willfully
Passed his away
Shared with another
Calming every wave

And on those days
His mind took haze
And the tools were overlooked
And instead Of giving
he took

This time
I don't want to
Wonder around
Inside my mind

Taking still photos
Of what I left behind

Capturing worrys
While letting go
Of the good

No I would like
To pursue
A moment or two

To cloud the open air
With memories that
weren't there

And places that have
No common grasp
Of forgotten notes
Outside my past

Where is my creativity
There's a giant black boulder
Sitting in between

Move this
Let me free
But who has the keys

You'll have to look
On my sleeve

Why must
The world
Make up your name

Count on your own
Find a friend❤
It can be the pen
In your hand

Or the enveloped sandman
Paper smearing tanning
Watching you sleep alone again

Hes your friend
Let him in
It'll help you breathe
Please don't sneeze
You deserve more than
rock paper scissors

Don't dilute with over thinking
Don't make up a million reason
Just start doing
Things you love
And ask for guidance
From up above

In her eyes
I was light
Filtered through brokenness

I was the calibrated afterthought
Calculated each night above the heavens
Peacefully laid to rest
By the Stars

I was the monster
That tore her clothes off
Her bleeding heart
On floor

She missed me
And I did not care
She wanted more
And still
I did not care

She pretended to
Love
She pretended to
Live
She was her eyes
You see

Her toes dug into my belly
As I held her hands to the floor
She couldn't get up
And yelled for more

Driven by my own lustful hate
Of realities fate
I worshipped her

Darkness fell
On my lips that night
As I watched her
Swallow the infinite fire

Even the light I had in my eyes
Went out
She even took the breath I breathed
Until one day she wrote in blood across her forehead
I loved you much more than me

Her mouth
Enveloped me
Saturated this intimate glow
Inside of me
Touched every corner
Traced the lines
That I let no one see

Her mouth kissed
The bruised
Bandaged the wires
Defused the misfired

Her lips
I stare
For hours

She was the missing piece

Rotten
Displaced silence
Took presidency
Over anything ever before
And never once again
Beginning to account from
Where she left

She flew for a minute
Then touched earth
And decided
It wasn't her cup of tea
Why sit with
The normals
Why retrace the
Same look
The same composure
She felt very much out of place

But look wait she said
There's a higher ground instead
I don't desire enough quit yet
Still I want to finish my making
I've forgotten a few steps
Along the way
See I've been undertaken
By hardships
And bills and kids and life
Its all taking a very long
To allow and to claim
And to find myself some piece of mind
All my own
I had completly forgotten who
I was
The black brain void I called it
Sepped in one night and she forgotten
How to leave it
So she stood there
Frozen
Running in place
Not making a silent
Yet screaming nothing
All day

The empty took hold of her and made a martyer out of a prince
The principals thumb ruled her own
Hell she Forgot she even had a voice