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659 · May 2015
Humanity
Here I am
Deep within'.
this whole time I had been looking down the wrong end of the tunnel
Looking for the light.
for sometime,
I thought it was  *Humanity
  who shed it's red around me.
Verses my mind
and heart, it is a continuous, on going battle for me.
I knew this whole time it was up to me to win.
it wasn't the life around me, it is me.
I'm never giving up this change, I'm giving it a chance.
*And I wasn't ready.
DIRECTIONS:
Read the whole poem first.
Then read just the Italic words.
Then read just the bold words
Balance, My *Head* and Heart.
I 'm only Human.
Two parts make my whole (aka the truth)
My good and My bad.
655 · Feb 2015
The Next Chapter
My Subject Subjected,
You've once been a chapter fare
And a page away in my story.
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641 · Feb 2015
Suicide is A Short Story
We were too afraid to flip the next page
because of the unknown that has vast on the other side.
So,
Our fear closed our stories short for us
before we could ever get to the end of the unknown ending.
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LOVE*  is the story of sleeping beauty and prince phillip.
The worlds a Neverland if a lover doesn't wake us up.
Just like Cinderella who had fear to walk on glass but not in the glass shoe,
she found her a lover that fits with her like glue
Just like Ariel, a fish out of water eager for a man On board.
Mulan did the same when she found love by picking up a sword.
We fight for love not just you, not just I, because without a love we could just die.
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616 · Sep 2015
S.O.S
There was a Curious, serious, Confidential gal Who could not take the negativity in this world.
No one could see that as she hid that away with her smiles and humorous unseen ill ways.
She just needed to feel happy so she did as she'd say.
Her, Not yet ready to live another day.
That was the only way she would be okay,
So her soul fades now as she lay.
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614 · Dec 2015
UNTITLED
I could waist my life on sadness but what's the point in that.
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604 · Mar 2015
A Daughters Murder.
In this story, there is a girl.
A girl in this mind filled, ****** up world, who's life gave her nothing but grief in a whirl.
She did not know where going was to go.
She loved one man and still got called ***.
A girl who got hit by a man with a pan led a twist in this girls lifespan.
She was very upset and so she ran.
This girl was golden as a child when her parents first saw her.
Her mother had love for what has once been her daughter.
Her daughter who ran away to leave life with slaughtered,
Was now 6 ft. Under and our last respects were said at the Alter.
587 · Nov 2015
4:01am
I'm laying in bed hearing sharp sounds in my head.
Smelling the sent of pine from a memory of the trees back at my first home.
Thinking about that time when i wasn't so a lone.

Getting shivers from the slivers on my skin.
I Watch the blood leak out as the razor blade goes in.
It Sends A sense of fear and chills down to my bones.
But you'll never know what it's like to feel alone.

Trapped inside the mind, seeking a way out of something i just can't find, or get out of.
Loss and fear rush through my head and that's why i can't love.

The limit of acceptation to feel comfort of by any means is at its own stand still.
Which has me thinking, "These thoughts could ****! What's wrong with me? Am I ill?"

At times i feel that people and the life around me are living and i'm just the time keeper.
Other times, it's like the world is on pause and I'm the attention seeker.

How can life put me through this? It's made me so sore.
This is hell for me On earth,
And that makes me not want to live anymore.
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583 · Nov 2015
Bandaged Heart
It is not so for those who's hearts are broken, to love.
Yet we find their seeking of a bandage.
They grasp our sticking and we repair the broken pieces.
Where there they love.

*Where There they love.
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564 · Dec 2015
Restlessness Sorrow
I'm up all hours of the night
Trying to get my head straight to pull through with my own fight.

It's like I'm on a wrong path that leads to a dead end,
But every other turn I go I face the same problems again.

It'd be like running in circles getting deeper into the ground
Every time you face the same problems 'round and 'round.
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561 · Jun 2015
Tragedy
Tragedy*  *is when something unbearable happens
and all life around you comes to a stop.
It is like you are forever living in that worse possible moment and you stop dancing to life.
That song that once had been playing, is now just an infinite, ravenous, and
  vex  beat.
The sound that will
  repeat,
and  repeat,
and  repeat.
You conclude to yourself that you are no longer you, and your being can never look at itself the same way it did before.
You look at yourself knowing things will
  never  be the same,
as if once you were happy dreading it will never be again, and you
  fade  *away
until you are nothing more
and your life ends.
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555 · Dec 2015
The Burning Heart
Light me up with a match but first poor the gasoline in my lungs,
So that I can inhale the acidic liquid from your mouth when we go to touch tips with our tongues ;

Burning holes through my heart as you tear this love apart.
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537 · Oct 2015
The Broken Speak
When you do not give
Yourself a break
You will break.
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524 · May 2015
Heart and mind
Ready?
no.
Action.
Unfair
life
is.
I
didn't
want
this.

­
Cut
!
Try
Again.
Action.
IT
HURTS.
No
More,
No
More.
Stop.
J­ust
Stop
this.

Cut.
Try
again
Action.
Why
...
Why
...

Cu­t
I
Cant
Tell
YOU.
Try
Again.
ACTION

...
Life
you
are
so
unfair
...

CUT.
TRY
AGA­IN.
ACTION*
...
Here is what It's like to be me.
Hey you!

If you are reading this,

you are awesome! :)
This goes to all of you wonderful people who take the time to sit down and speak your mind to the world #truepoet
508 · Feb 2015
Vaper
Being
      high
          takes
      away
the pain
     that I
never
   could
,(°-°)-~
496 · Oct 2015
The Spectrum
Life* is all about it's change.
If this is really where you wanted to be, you wouldn't be complaining that things could still get better.
We live to become better than our *past
and if your still doing the same routine as before, you obviously aren't living.
Don't wait for change. Be the change.
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490 · Feb 2015
A Luscious Love
I knew it was love
when I felt not'
but to be
a mini heart attack,
As your lust skin
grazed across mine.
With the gusts
of a sentence
Including
the four letter word
whispered into my ear
so gentle,
Twas then
I knew it was love.
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490 · May 2015
Disproportionate
Reality hit me and it is too much for me to handle.
Now life has pulled another scandal.
The crash with whip lash sending me hitting the front dash of my mind latch has me hurting,
because the door swung close on my life.
Locking me shut without an escape so I make one.
Shallow slivers from the Sharp Sheared razor blades gliding across my skin because I'm a sin.
Breaking the pieces watching it all fall apart.
Trying to stop the pain in my heart.
Leaking life down my body, on the sink, and on the floor,
To the core, I never wanted to feel this sore.
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488 · Feb 2015
Suicide xx
Deep seamed with Heavy sorrow
Living life while edging death tomorrow,
Lying crying I feel like dying.
For Fighting with the Do or die
Lays the life of a suicide.
Copyright © 2015 Kaitlyn A. Warnken All Rights Reserved
481 · May 2015
Breaking Point
it was late at night when things got silent.
a mid aged woman's daughter, snook her moms bottle, the same bottle that sent her mom insane just earlier that night.
the girl drank gagging to the taste, and she kept drinking.
the bottle then became empty.
her world was blurry
just like her mind that night.
she was numb just like her heart,
it was like a dream to her.
she was chasing the butterflies the same way she would chase her dreams.
alive, and walking dead.
she went into the bathroom and looked up in a mirror were she saw nothing.
she felt worthless to herself so she sat on the floor, took out a razor and began taking it apart.
holding her blades hesitant and courageous, she began to hover over her wrists.
the sensation of release before the slicing through her fragile angelic skin.
she cut and it was deeper than what she could normally take.
she counted as the drops of her own blood spilled out, watching the life fading away from her right before her very eyes.
she started to loose count and began to look up at herself.
she waned to go back but it was already too late.
she fell to the ground before she could even scream her pain.
she dropped beneath the ground and kept sinking.
oh god where did she go...
I'm living for an end.
Not so life can take itself away from me
But so I can take myself away from it,
Because I hate the pain
And love it also.
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473 · Mar 2015
Convinced Without Support
You filled my mind with the thought that,
"I couldn't do it."
After trying so hard,
I soon found out that you had been right.
466 · Sep 2016
Should I bother?
"How are you?"* The man asked.

"Happier in my dreams." **Replied the girl.
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460 · May 2015
True Story
All i can and all i will be
A waste in time
No beauty in the eyes that I see.
Never good enough
Wasted time just to find my life key.
Things are hard and things get rough
A Waste in time to me.
And I've had enough, Don't you see?
I want to quit but I've given up.
Giving up on life,
My Waste in time.
My waste in time can't you see
That life has given up on me?
458 · Feb 2015
Well What If
Well what if;
-I were alone,
              Would you take me?

-the world was falling apart and crashing down,
              would you catch me?

-they put a gun to my head,
             Would you save me?
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451 · Feb 2015
Negative
I can't
         Throw away
                      Unwanted thoughts,
             And
I can't
           Live with them
                                    Either.
449 · Jun 2015
Gone.
I do not want time here in life.
I see that time is all life was.
Time meant nothing to me.
My time has run out.
**** it out of
time.
No
time.
My heart hurts.
The clocks don't work.
It's after time which is nothing.
IM GONE & NO ONE FIND ME.
LIFE TIMED ME, LIFE'S GONE.


I could have never held on.
443 · Feb 2015
I Don't Have Any
I can't mind my own business,
Because i don't have any
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439 · Jun 2015
You'll Be Remembered
"You'll Be Remembered." By Kaitlyn A. Warnken

The slowly fating of my heart beating. The rage of hate stirring up while the angers heating. Holding these wounds tight trying to stop the bleeding. Locking doors shut trying to stop the screaming. Closing my eyes, pinching my skin trying to pretend I'm dreaming. But the truth was was that i was leaning. Only i wish i could have been dreaming this night. leaning on seeking to find the fringe of my own life. Wishing for a shot gun n' pistol to take a couple rounds to my own life tonight. Hell my spark would go out in my life light. I'd of done it by now but i have no knife. Yea, that's right. Though i know I'm strong enough to win this fight, on this night and make my life light ignite. They told me to **** myself i responded, i think I'll do it on my own time, SYKE. People are rude, with no respect they don't know what their saying. No matter what you do prove them wrong by staying. Take the words and stop taking them to heart. Once you stop the words will stop tearing you apart. And remember that those scares wont last forever. Just stop the "hurting your body," you'll do fine in your life because i know You're clever. inside and on the outside you will die never, because you'll succeed in your life and be remembered. Unlike others who's lights go out in their own life ember's. So live how you want. who you are is just another life member of which we all have lived faster. And at the end of a long life we give after. But you're the kid who made it in life so no need for us to cry. You will always be known so we will never have to say good bye because in our hearts it's you who lives inside. Just don't be that kid who gets a short life because they "signed." You are a smart kid You are smart enough to realize you need realigned. Stay true inside. It will help, that's not a lie. Neither is your life so don't ruin it ever. If you stick to that rule you'll die never And be remembered.
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436 · Apr 2015
Relationship Goals
"You're the only one picking a fight with me." She claimed to him.

So He replied, "I would fight the world just to have you."
434 · Feb 2015
The Music.
I don't really know
         if it's the feel of the beat
                  or the sound of the rhythm...
         But what ever it is
I'm glad
         I'm not alone right now.
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429 · Feb 2016
Best Friend
She got me in a some-sort-o' something when it comes to feelings. Bringin in peace, love, and all that comes so we're in a process of healing.
Oh shes got me.
Shes got me.
We're on a day light savings time when it comes to her because I can be her super hero and stop hell from hitting earth
Because shes got me.
Ohh shes got me.
She goes a long way and im here to stay. My miss lil lady. ❤. I miss my lady.
Like in a story she'd be the princes, The mistress, My miss anonymous and no body cant stop this.
She's The difference in my life that makes it all right, is our difference. It's her. We talk All day and night. We get along and never fight.
We built a fortis together with what we are and were Today, tomorrow, and the future. it feels right. Cause I know surely that i can Be there, she good For me, im good for her so No need to be scared.
no, no, no because Im here
And shes got me
You know i could use our lives, sit down, and write a book. Because this withdrawal from her makes me cope in a way that seems that Im hooked

But

I dont need drugs,

drank,

i dont need pills,

or bank...

...because i got her.
I got her.

She'll spend her last breathe on me
But i'd beg,
"No sweetie please!"
because I dont know what I'd do if she ever left me.
Dont you see? She's not just one. Shes one of a kind and together one of me combined and shes all mine.
She surely ain't a waste of my time
because shes got me.
Oh shes got me.
So, Dont you see? Shes not just one. Shes one of a kind and together one of me combined And shes all mine. So Sweetheart you surely aren't a waste of my time...
...Cause you've got me.
Yes

You've got me
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422 · Oct 2015
Closing Doors
You close doors shut without walking through them.
How in life do expect to get to the next chapter if all your doing is closing yourself shut in the last one and blocking the door way?
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420 · May 2015
Dear Heart and Dear mind
Dear Heart, I will hold on to you because I never want to let you go.
Dear Misleading Thoughts, ******* you mad man.
419 · Mar 2015
You're Not Sorry.
Most people that say they are sorry when they apologize aren't even sorry for the hurt they put you through.
Most times, they just feel sorry for themselves
because they have to suffer from the pain too.
...They also know that it's going to be even harder trying to guilt you into forgiveness, than it was for them to cross the line in the first place.
412 · Apr 2018
Poisonous
"Poisonous" -kaitlyn warnken

I live in a grey and white world were i dont always get to see the sun, so I was in The flower garden.
In the garden, I noticed a flower from the distance that was full of color that I couldve never see before. A color your reality would call pink.
Oh how it was a poisonis flower, but to me this flower was beautiful.
I wanted to take it home all for myself. It showed me things i could never see before. I wanted to watch this flower grow. I needed colors and I learned that day that my love for pink was strong which soon became my only and favorite color. I like all flowers, but only I could see the pink in this flower. to the sky I wish all flowers could be pink, but in a world grey and white.. One was a miracle.
Oh how I loved this flower.
But Momma always told me not to pick the pretty flowers... Because They would die...
And daddy always told me to stay away from poisonis things becausw I would get hurt...
But in my world grey and white, I didn't want to leave the only thing that could bring color into my life, the only color I could see. So I sheltered the flower... And ate their leaves the leaves the flower gave to me.
Oh what a poisonis flower...
...Oh what a poisonis flower...

'I think I'm awake now. Ive never seen a place like this before were Everythings colorful.
Why am i grey?
Am i going insane?
Where is my flower?
Where is my flower?
Where is my flower...?

I didn't understand what was going on.
This flower gave me color and I just wanted to have my flower back.. I Dropped to my knees and cried in the green grass and asked the sky with a tear in my eye..

"How could somewhere so beautiful feel so **** without my flower?..."

Im so grey. It didn't matter if the world saw color anymore... In my eyes it didnt matter anymore.
Nothing mattered anymore. My life faded black and I just wanted to wake up.
I felt like i was dreaming.'

I could feel the poison leaving my body and by this point I woke up.
When I opened my blood shot red eyes and lifted my sore body... I could see my flower.
I looked at myself and I was full of color!
I was pink! Just like my flower!.
I thaught, 'Oh what a poisonis flower
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411 · Feb 2015
Writing On Pages
In a descriptive,
You're words within a page that bring stories to life.
With one word and touch you bring the dimmed back to light.

In a fiction,
A walk on water means you could float through riptides like being seen as a movie clip shown worldwide.

In a fairytale,
Dragons come to burn our village, but what is ever to come will surely visage.
Thinking fringe will stop the dead from dieing, because you have a power to keep trying.

In a sense of nonfiction,
You do not fear of the afflicted.
You do not fight for the wicked.
I sometimes will feel that my mind is purged, but you bring harmonious understanding to my mind once disturbed.

As a story,
You are your own.
For not all can read your mind, skin, and bones.
I'm already reading a piece that is glory.
That lot of big/little I call your story.
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405 · May 2015
FAKE is NOT an Option
It's not about what it makes you,
It's about what you make it.
Getting fare does not mean ****.
Being happy does so do not fake it.
Be Real
403 · Apr 2015
A Tune of LIFE
I tuned into my station
and a song I call LIFE had been playing.
At first,
it was the sweet sounds of life that kept me alive,
but then the tune got old.
So,
I wish to change this station but unfortunately I can't.
As for this is a song,
one of which I do not want to dance to anymore
399 · Feb 2015
Committed Love
Get between my arms;
not my legs.

I like romance;
not ***.

Call me beautiful;
not ****

Say I'll always be your number one;
not your next or second.

Kiss me softly;
not too fast.

Hold me tight;
not too tight.

Grab my hands;
only in marriage.

This will be love;
Not your obsession.
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395 · Mar 2015
8 years back from today
I would have never thought I'd be who I'd become to this day.
8 years back from today, things would have had to change.
392 · Nov 2015
Ridged Waters
I cant breathe and cant break.
You cant see my heart ache.
I want to stop my time on the clock but im already still on this earth like a rock.

I cant move, cant go, or get away from feeling low.

It's impossible to shake away this feeling inside to be tired of happiness continental divides.

The weaker i get the farther i go. Life really aches me but that you won't know.

*-K.W.
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388 · Apr 2015
Step Before Fear
Fear is just a step that could lead to anything. Face it, step before fear, and You Will Get There.
383 · Mar 2015
A Letter For The World.
Everyone who Is reading this I would like For you To do those Who suffer From depression, anxiety, bipolar, etc disorders or illness's that can't mentally an physically be cured quick, a favor.

Hold your breath for 1 minute and 30 seconds after I say go.
Also after I say go, I would like for you to finish reading this. Ready? Set... GO.

♡Right now you are holding your breath .

right now those who suffer from disease, disorder, or illness are going through life not

even

realizing

how

beautiful

The world can be.

♡Your

air is

going to represent those kids and people who have that.

Some People Think It Is

Easy To Get Over Something

But for example, depressed People Think It Isn't so Easy To Breath.

They

Believe

When

Things Go Wrong

There

Is

No

Hope.

So

Sometimes

Something

Tells Them

They Are

Nothing.

Sometimes

They

Are Told

They

Don't Know What pain

Feels

Like.

But guess what..

That is Where On Some Debates

You

Are

Wrong.

Every gasp of air you Try To breath It hurts you and your Chest gets tighter and tighter

Till you just want to explode. So you probably

take a huge gulp of fresh nice air to make you feel better.

Well, taking in that air is like someone committing suicide Because

they have taken in too much but they just can't let go.

That is...

Until they do let go when they "take in the breath of air."

Just like you have right about now or so.

if your time isn't up keep holding in the air do not exhale until your time is up. Life for them is harder than you can imagine same with any other disorder or illness you can't physically cure and make it go away forever So before you go off telling people to "get over it "or "let it go.." or "get over yourself"..., just remember how hard it could be for them. They don't purposely make things ... memories stay in their minds.

For example, Depression is a real illness. Some see it as a joke or fib but you can find depression in the brain that can effect your everyday life such as your coping skills or how you react about and around to what people say or think about you.

And sometimes

It can even drive a person so crazy that they are told not by others.. but by themselves to let go because they mean nothing to themselves and feel they can't be fixed.

You have to be careful with people. Especially the ones you love because some may be hiding secrets such as this .. and it can really hurt you or themselves if no one is careful. .. You will never understand what others go through because everyone is different.

But I think this was a good example and if not and you could hold your breath that long, Double it and read this twice.
382 · May 2015
That Girl
That girl you said didn't deserve a life, was only 16. So young and ahead of her, a long life.  She didn't think she deserved one either.
It's okay tho', right? ...because She is dead today.
Now no one has to worry because she doesn't have to see you,
and you don't have to see her neither.
381 · Oct 2015
We Are The Lost Kids
We are the kids in humanity that even with support, friends, and family we still feel like we are  missing something.
We will go all sorts of ways except the right way to find what we are looking for.
We are the kids who*  can't find themselves  living a future.
We are the kids who  don't want to go searching for our selves any more.
We are the kids who got  tired  and  couldn't take  feeling  lonely anymore.
We are  those kids.
We are  **the lost kids.
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378 · Dec 2015
Deranged
Normal; the thing she wants to maintain
Deranged; insane, She is.
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378 · May 2015
Chances
Never** risk your chances because it might just be the only chance you get.
377 · Mar 2016
Suicide Letter
"Knowing that I tried my best but it still wasnt good enough.
A Feeling so low that the only way I've thought of escaping was suicide.
Knowing that even if I did die,
it wouldnt matter who got hurt in this world because im so alone inside.
I just want to fill the empty.
Everyone wants me to be happy but how can I be okay living inside this mind.
It's me
And I just want to be happy because im not fine.
There is no other way.
The fact that I wouldn't be here anymore and I'd finally be at peace, to stop the voices in head,
Discontinueing the negative feed my minds been fed,
would make me better.
With that being said for my family and friends, I love you and tho i turely am blessed
Right now im lower than low and im going to rest."
-So sorry.
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