Never** risk your chances because it might just be the only chance you get.

It's not about what it makes you,
It's about what you make it.
Getting fare does not mean ****.
Being happy does so do not fake it.

That girl you said didn't deserve a life, was only 16. So young and ahead of her, a long life.  She didn't think she deserved one either.
It's okay tho', right? ...because She is dead today.
Now no one has to worry because she doesn't have to see you,
and you don't have to see her neither.

They are the calling to the wicked raft of everything dark evil.
They are the animals that play with it's food.
Going about as if I am its pray let they place thee here under the sharp shearing claws of this animal.
The calling comes from my ******* Minds.
&
The worse part is
is that they wont hurt me more than I can take.
They know if they do I will be dead
&
What will be left of me for it to play with me will be beyond past its lowest point.
So my pain is that they watch me struggle
&
laugh.
Lastly, with this ******* mind
I sink into the deeper depths of the drowning away from this ******* place.

If you try to catch me when I fall,
I'll just hit the pavement and being to crawl.
I'll walk up steps and get to the top,
There where I can repeat the flop.

Thoughts will knock on the walls of my skull
in my mind divine, twisted, and dull.
They would tell me that I'm nothing, over and above that I'm useless is what it would call.
I would try to feel tall
but they would knock me down to make me feel so small.
I'd have had enough and began to fall, to were i felt
I didn't need a life at all.

I'm speeding through life and keeps falling on my ****.
My life makes me feel of a miserable slump.
You are a speed bump,
But stop slowing me down.
If I go this fast in quick sand I hope I will drown.
If you want to stop me now
then so slow me down
before I fall into a deep **hell bound.

Why does life have to be like this all i wanted was for us to be perfect. And Im not girl for greed but ****, why do i feel so worthless? I know not to question life instead i give you my advise. And life, i have to live it. I can answer all these questions but in life i aint apart of it. I cant live like this. Im even tryin. Inside that part that got lit is now dieing. Laid infront of me is dreams, and i feel like they liein. Theres never been a time I've felt so alone, in my own **** body, that my skin layers left me in bones And now im crying I want for tomorrow i dont wake up I'll through my life away like old make up. I dont know. I don't need it anymore. My hearts broken, torn, lost, and sore. An for a long time I have lived with some *******, living bored. Having fun but hurting, that's for sure.

Like a bomb,
emotion hit me.
Since the collision,
my mind
has been everywhere.
And like a puzzle
I tried to piece myself back together,
But in this treasure hunt
I can't find myself.

I cant wait another day

Its so cold and I'm about to break

I'm tired of what you have to say

I cant wait another day

I'm tired of this life and the places I’ll go

We cant take the change that will never occur

**** it, so I'm tired of what life has to show

**** it so

Don’t you know

You should know me

Not own me

I will stop along the way

Its so cold and I'm about to break

I'm tired of what you have to say

And all that I have to say

Is I cant take another day.

its a wonder how life fell into place so perfect with it's imperfections. life is a perfect imperfection. you are perfect the way you are. its just that side of you who has a tight grip on you right now, learn to let go and live on. its hard but we will get through it together. we do not have to forget. in fact remembrance is the perfect thing to have. think of the good times to lead you into greater times. we can fix that broken wing and have you flying here soon. it could be a while but it is worth it in the end. a life is so angelic and fragile. it comes with enemies, wars, and madness, sometimes even destruction. that should not stop us from rebuilding the new. for some weird reason, we are here to become strong. I think we are here to be strong because something greater is waiting on the other side. EVERYONE is strong. our thoughts get the best of us sometimes but that is what makes us human. no one ever said life would be easy. all that you can do is grip onto it and never let go. you don't have to feel pain. EXCELCIOR. take all that emotion and turn it into something beautiful. be a guide to someone else. everyone is worth a life here on earth. everyone is worth something special to someone. you make life happen to some people and later on down the road you will eventually meet life again. that is when you get to call this world your home is when you become apart of it. its our jobs to be here.

Something so grave,
And Someone so brave.
I can't take a heart ache.
Someone so grand
With no one right hand,
I have no one.
This is me.. Not to be.
Something no one can ever see.
I can't break the silence.
I can't shed to see,
I can't bare the things you're doing to me.
They said don't fight fire with fire,
But fire is all i see.
You burnt me.
You burnt me.
You burnt me.

This is insanity.
The things you can't see.
The one I can't be.
...you burnt me.

My head and heart are a battle ground of love and hate. Sometimes i have to remind myself that my thoughts are just thoughts. I cant turn them off but i can call them useless. They are just the voices i hear and i as my own weapon, I can fire back at them by not listening. That really makes them angry. Got to keep fighting tho, i have to. I'm hoping one day they just disappear.

Very close you are i see
But I wander exactly who you may be

Running through glass isn't
living.
Walking in grass isn't
happiness.
Happiness isn't
peace.
Peace isn't
sadness.