Graphic* The words you say slash down To my bones Knowing now that all of it was a lie. I'll never leave You'll never lose me I can't lose you Lies. Each memory sharpens the knife edge before it comes down, tearing flesh from my body. Letting a ****** waterfall of memory cascade from my life. Every moment. Good or bad. A new weapon for my own mind to use against my spirit, carving away all the joy that had rebuilt. I wonder. How are we to come back together from this? After all the love, passion and meaning.... Lover to friends seems empty. Flimsy. Leaving my soul a hollow tree burned out in a fire that can't be banished but is somehow gone. The questions in my heart beat through the day and night. Rhythmically. A constant reminder that this torment will never end.
i look at you and my heart begins to flutter wildly creating a certain heat inside of me, beneath my skin my heart swells and swells until it bursts, ripping my chest open and spraying my guts against the surrounding walls in a thin layer of glittering entrails
a masterpiece of carnage and gore practically glistening in the morning sunlight so dazzling, i barely even notice the smell of my sizzling flesh as the golden sun rays rain down on my ruptured organs, transforming them into a puddle of bubbling crimson brew
my legs turn numb and i collapse to the floor in a pile of bones and blood