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Ignatius Hosiana Nov 2015
He loathed insomnia but cherished staying up all night
with her in his arms sparkling brighter than star light
Ignatius Hosiana May 2016
She did it in the precious name of the king
who couldn't even bend past his bloated belly
she respectfully kissed his diamond ruby ring
and not because he could fly her to Paris or Deli
she urgently did it to **** the biting itch upon his back
using her ***** nails, with servants' muck at the back of her palm
for she saw the struggling king stiff stuck
believe it when she says she actually meant no harm
oblivious of the consequence of slave hands on royal skin
acting in the name of kindness to a caring crown
if only she'd known she was kicking a dragon's sheen
never could she at any moment wear this beautiful frown
for her next of keen mourn her feeble neck despondent in the noose
of a ravenous and thick expensive rope awaiting his use
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2016
I would be singing if I had a song
or shedding tears if I wasn't strong
I would be shining had I been the moon
in the tomb of romance gone too soon


would be stretching if I knew the length
moving on if I had the strength
drowning trying to find the depth
of my deep affection where it's kept
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2016
says
"you
don't
need
to
have
the
world
to
have
me
but
when
you
have
me
you
have
the
world
I finally realised I can tailor my business studies and poetry to help people
Ignatius Hosiana Nov 2016
The invisible scars are the hardest to heal...
when you can't tell where the hurt is born,
but only hear its muffles echo within
like voices in a big empty hall and what makes it worse is,
the echoes of pain can never be shut out
because the ears of the soul are always open
as the soul thinks he can always take pain
due to the bad influence from the heart.
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2017
I don't want to be alone anymore
I need someone to share with my dreams
someone who can see my invisible tears
one who'll hold my sweaty palms when am shaken
and drowning in volatile oceans of fears
Someone to remind me that hard times do not
mean by the world am forsaken
I need someone who'll hear my silent screams
who'll understand my emotions to the core
to remind me to stop on the second beer bottle
they say the moment's a picture so I need someone in my photo
someone to cheer my cause, as I can always lift the load
thrown at me by karma, I need someone to listen
to help me find every piece to my heart that's missing
I need a friend beyond the lines of proverbial friendship
for now I believe I can manage romantic kinship.

It doesn't have to be a fairy tale, 'long as it's a tale that's fair
all I crave is someone who'll try to always be here
You don't need to be perfect or as sleek as the dawn
I just want someone too... to call my own.*
Am free falling from the sky of desolation
and hoping yours are the arms that will catch me
because I want you to be in my future, my definition.
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I actually remember how we first met
When you were too shy but feigned hate
When my hormones started and I felt so crazy
I remember you lied to me that your name was Tracy
I was sure at first sight we deserved each other
That's why I made the move to push it further
Can you believe this?
I even remember how hard it was,our first kiss
I remember we were just **** young
Teenagers when we kissed tongue to tongue
I remember when you shied from my stare
When I stroked your body from toes to hair
The times you hugged me and did it tight
With innocence that let tears when we'd fight
When we patiently tilled past every plight
Oh!I remember how it all felt so right
When we hid because we were too afraid
The messages and letters from you I read
I remember believing in happily ever after
And I still hear lovely echoes of your laughter
I remember, it couldn't be any better
Still having the fragrance, was it cocobutter?
When your arm slipped and touched my *****
And freaked you out as if it were a blast furnace
I remember when you finally learnt to look into my eyes
How happy I was ,but I think was the start of your lies
I regret the opportunities I threw away during those days
When you wanted us to make love and I told you patience pays
I remember finding our feet when we fell in the pits
Sad we triumphed for so long till you called it quits
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2015
The joys of success are better told by a failure
And the melancholy of failure is far known to the triumphant
Ignatius Hosiana Mar 2016
Those who know
           the basics don't have
those who have
             know not how to love
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2017
Throw away anything else but love...
It's a gift you can't easily replace
Is
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2016
Is
Heaven
at
war?
why
else
would
an
Angel
like
you
be
on
Earth?
Ignatius Hosiana Dec 2016
Is it still fishing if your bait captures a frog?
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Still struggling to tell myself how fine I was
Remembering I was one without flaws
I had a life before you,but why's it hard after?
Is it cause you left tears where you found laughter?
Is it cause I can't even eat?
Is it?
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2015
I don't want an umbrella
I just need someone
To hold my hand and walk
With me through the rain

I need no pain killer
I just want someone
To stay ,one to talk
To till I'm past the pain

I don't want a fairy tale
I just pray for someone
with whom our story'll end well
Someone to make me love again
Ignatius Hosiana Mar 2016
Some
live
to
love
to
love
to
live
others
love
to
live
to
live
to
love
Ignatius Hosiana Feb 2016
Don't trade your life for another
Don't sell your brother or mother
time will surely come when the waves will be calm
Look at the skies soon they'll be clear
Ask the past, did you ever think that you'd be here
so take your time, talk to your heartbeat
maybe there's something your heart is trying to say
somebody once told me you don't need to kneel
even while running away you can always pray
running from the shadows of temptation
escaping the idle and misleading contemplation
look at the road ahead... don't dwell on the life you've led
those are costs gone, tariffs already paid
stop living like you're dead, start breathing instead
for you have a life time ahead,
you can change the view in front of you
it's never late albeit it seems like it's overdue
you can make it...just keep going endure the pain
to the light at the end of the tunnel, watch out for oncoming trains
every step you take is a step closer to your destination
learn to forget the past...it can't answer your questions
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
The race is good when you're winning
the dress marvellous when stunning
the sky's gorgeous when it's shining
the game when you're netting goals
equally affairs these days are about
how often a lad can afford the malls
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
War is what happens when boundaries are breached
And lessons, when bridges worth crossing are reached
Peace is just a beatiful name for cowardice
Death,a thorny and narrow lane to paradise
Love is what happens when two foolish hearts meet
And lust, when two cunning organs perfectly fit
Courtesy is swallowing the crap they pelt at you rather than spit
And maturity's simply not being blamed for ******* a ***
Marriage is the cheapest poison for romance
But preservatives like distance give it a chance
Notes (optional)
Ignatius Hosiana Oct 2016
I took you in when you were stuck in the rain
Eroded by a downpour, your fragrance ornamenting the drain
Lost in tumultuous thoughts that caused you a pain
which threatened to totally drive you insane
unable to remember that the world was once beautiful and sunny
I took you in when you were giving up your journey
far from your purpose, deadbeat and completely out of money
I took you in when no joke in this world could be funny
you were a withered rose drenched by a torrent of tears
distrusting, odious and cloaked in crimson fears
In quest of comfort from draining bottles of beers
endeavouring to wash off reminiscences of futile years
You supposed none noted no matter how loud you’d shout
and were a violent wind that salutes a storm, a cyclone up and about
I took you in when you were overflowing with doubt,
When everyone had kicked you out, I took you in
I took you in, when you were a caving void within
but the instant the world took you back you kicked me out.
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
All I ask of the road is an opportunity to meet you again
And all I ask of you is chance to atone causing you pain
Ignatius Hosiana Aug 2023
It's always as hard as draining water out of marble,
a battle against resistance, each drop a struggle.
The weight of the world presses, unyielding,
Like Atlas carrying the cosmos on his shoulders,
Bearing a burden that threatens to shatter every bone.
We're forged in the crucible of adversity,
Tempered by flames that lick at our wounded edges.
The endless path we tread is a jagged road,
Lined with the fragments of shattered dreams,
Every step taken is just another excruciating *****.
The walls we build are fortified with concrete pain,
Constructed brick by brick from the remnants of heartache,
A fortress to protect what remains of our fragile selves.
Our foundations are tectonics, quakes are born beneath us,
We walk holding hands with the next wrecking storm.
It’s never easy, for even when hope softly knocks at our door,
it’s a whisper in a hurricane of doubt, a fragile cry amidst the roar,
an uphill climb on a path strewn with precarious boulders,
a single ray of light in the depth of the night.
It’s never easy for us...
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
It's obvious, isn't it?
It's obvious you pleasure in my pain
It's obvious you know I still love you
You keep coming here just to let me realize I miss you
To bring those amorous lips and make me ache to kiss you
It's obvious, isn't it?
That you're after something and I'm your pawn
And thus have a reason to stick till dusk from dawn
That you're contemplating breaking up with Tom
And this is a quest of finding out if my heart's still a home
That you trace my chest line with your finger
Just to find out where my poor eyes linger
That no matter how many people I come across
In my life, my feelings for you will always be my cross
It's obvious, isn't it?
That somehow you regret and want us to make up
But you're afraid you might drop my heart and shatter it again
That you and I are two immature first lovers who'll never grow up
It's obvious, isn't it?
That you are the only and only person I adore
Even when you keep walking out and in as you wish through my door
That no matter how hard I try or what I do
I will always love you
It's that obvious, isn't it?
Ignatius Hosiana Feb 2016
That I'm a fool in love
I'm a fool in love
A fool in love
fool in love
in love
Love
Sure you're the one I deserve
you're the one I deserve
the one I deserve
one I deserve
I deserve
deserve
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2016
I know it's you
with that smile that curls up your lip
it's you I want to forever keep
those ocean blue eyes that speak
it's you who makes my heart loudly tick

I know it's you
it's you I want to journey with to forever
it's you I think about every other day
that steals words and I lack what to say
it's you I seemingly can't have however


I know it's you
it's you who's always understood
my every other good and foul mood
it's you who's born in me optimism
with your constant constructive criticism

I know it's you
the butterfly that flutters abaft my soul
the star that has my dark sky lit
it's you written all over my heartbeat
you could be the shot for my best goal


I know it's you
with your lassie walk and dance
so beautiful you're my only chance
it's you with your crinal endowment
your charm, my enchantment

I know it's you
the one I've been waiting for all my life
the notch above circadian fluff
in front of me radiating peace from that chair
with a magnetic bright lucermal stare


I know it's you
causing this fatal circulatory disorientation
consequent to a respiratory frustration
it's you but I fear any flirtation
Would but lead to a damnation

I know it's you
who has always given me an asinine notion
of never camouflaging but declaring emotions
yet I think you could just hate if I told you
Even if honesty and confession is your own view


I know it's you
you may never be told ,I might never be bold
it's completely you without a single doubt
but more than friends might be more than you could count*

I know it's you
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2023
In the little things we found delight,
The gentle touch of warm sand on our feet,
The sky's pale blue, our favorite seat,
Golden husks shedding skins, grains of white,
Rails and metals rattling with train's might.

Bathed beneath the gutters in stormy rain,
Rode roller-coasters on wet clay, ached with pain,
Saved up for Christmas clothes with utmost care,
Basked in pride, every gaze we dared to share.

Chased butterflies and grasshoppers with glee,
Distilled moonshine, pure elation for we,
Every sensation, from sweat to tension,
Ate corn meal and salted fish in smoky kitchens.

Spit bones for kittens on the floor,
Swam in a ***** pond, hoped for more,
Noons in the jungle, owls and crickets' sound,
Played hide and seek in the yard, love found at the creek, profound.

Took evening strolls, stole glances at shy girls,
Homeward bound, darkness sent shivers and twirls,
Danced under moonlight, heard tales that sent a fright,
Listened to fables from peers and elders, in their wisdom's light.

In these little things, life's essence we found,
The moments that truly mattered, we truly did astound.
Ignatius Hosiana Sep 2016
Life’s a hula-hoop, what goes around comes back around…
you don’t need to alter to move, you don’t need to walk away to move on.
Some go as far as half way across the sphere and remain right
where they were shattered to smithereens, some go and leave their hearts behind.
Even at constant, things change. You may mean nothing to somebody at the moment
but what if I tell you rumour has it that someday you might be everything
Even scientists claim Mother Nature was once nothing, and from nonentity ensued the big bang…
I used to dispute this theory so much so bad…but now I realize nothing’ll ever be more true…
someday a big bang is going to happen in a heart of the very person
to whom you are but an oblivious void of transparent obstruction and
a consequent profound alteration…You’ll turn out to be their cosmos,
the stratum of your mouth will be a vista they wish to osculate,
the glow of your lips a dawn they crave in the chilly twilight of their solitude
and your eyes will sparkle like the stars in the sky of the future they dream about…
They’ll stutter in chills for you’ll be so cool, an ice age they’ll wish they’d skied through
while they had the chance, yet again a supernatural cause of global warming,
so hot that they’ll sweat, by radiation the gamma rays of hot passion will pierce
through the weak walls of their hitherto frozen hearts and as a result,
the tectonic plates holding their souls will release, and consequently
a quake of an unimaginable magnitude will send them head over hills.
As if that’s not enough, a labyrinthine volcano will erupt at the peak of their pride,
the “Lover” will flow with them back down to earth, residual effects will be felt even when miles away…
On the wind ward side of a resultant Everest of regret, up the skies of their eyes
will linger copious clouds of grief and everyday it will rain.
The crop of their esteem will be washed in the flood of the moment
And in hunger they’ll ravenously gobble their words,
Get on their knees and ask you to be their rainbow…
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2023
I used the pain you gave me, built a trampoline,
Now I bounce back higher than before with each fall,
No longer confined to the depths of sorrow within
I found a propulsion, with every end now I begin.

Your hurt, once heavy, now launches me high,
I rise above the wounds, embracing the sky.
The trampoline of pain, a transformative art,
Turning anguish into a launching pad for my heart.

I've harnessed the power to rise and stay.
With each rebound, I gather strength to reclaim,
The light that was dimmed, now shines with a flame
The malady was a remedy or so I can say.

So, thank you for the pain, though it once brought me low,
I learnt the beauty of a fall is to rise, to flourish and to grow.
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
dropped more
than I've ever risen
in my lifetime...
that's why
I'm in doldrums
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2023
She has a liquefied smile, it melts hearts,
And they who partake of it can never have enough,
A fiery glow in her voice, a concerto of harps.
A divine web with many entangled in her cuff.

Her ruby lips are a vivid reminder of the winery,
Her feet, a canvas embellished with invaluable ivory,
Each step a delicate brushstroke, a masterpiece of art,
Enchanting all who watch, right from the start.

Every man she meets craves to poach her in admiration,
A hunt for love, her ocean blue eyes a dream destination,
Within their uncharted depths, one can sail forever,
She is a rare and sweet delicacy, an essence to savour.

Her laughter, a sapphire's shimmer in the skies,
A beauty beyond the beholder for all gasp with sighs.
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2015
I want to let you know how I feel
But I decided against that idea
I might use a thousand words but still
I doubt you'll understand me dear

I want to walk side by side
With you interlocking our arms
But its hard to decide
Even though my heart yearns

I want you know about my illusive dreams
So that you understand why I am afraid
But I can't with undying screams
Resonating inside my head

I want to give you the best of kisses
But I know you cannot be my Mrs
Ignatius Hosiana Feb 2016
I don't want to use the same words as others do
hence I wonder what else can speak my truth
without altering the simplicity of my honesty
without unclear hyperbolic vocabulary
that might instead drive you away
I want to speak with confidence however
much relaying to you without a single stutter
is a day dream bordering the fantasy
I want to coin the most rare of phrases
which could conjoin to display my emotions
just like a network of roads connecting different places
I want to speak light to your darkness
to open your beautiful hazel eyes
with the realness of my heart
I want you to share with me my hurt
forever if that exists & never drift apart
to lend words to that which in my soul lies
a place where reality blossoms and lie dies
I want to praise you more than the eagle praised tortoise
not to make you think you can fly but to have your focus
I want to assure you that much as joy I bring
where good happens, I know the bells of bad may ring
I want to let you know you're more floret than flowers
without losing grasp of my oratory powers
I want to hold your palm & place it on my chest
& let the rate of my beating heart explain the rest
without seeming weird or too direct
I want us to share an eternal bond that won't disconnect
like the attachment the Ocean shares with the River
till death do us part,like scotch and a guzzlers liver
I want to explain how long I've waited for this
and how badly my lips do long for a kiss
that doesn't sum up my encounter with you
but stays on our mind for infinity,that sticks hard as glue
I want to let you know I saw beauty when we met
and that endo-glamour you hold
so much deserves to be told and retold
in a love story you and I can transcribe if I'm not too late
I acknowledge you're a lass out of this planet
and I probably ain't worth a touch of your garment
but I desire to share in your terrene
for in your presence I have known real serene
I want to match with you across the holly
isle though I don't fancy weddings
savour moments as we journey & pray for happy endings
I want you to be that character in my love story
a story where I drive back home to your arms
embrace you tight, have a feel of those bums
where we plant roses and lilies & watch bees hum
I want my kids to have you as their mom
and be proud of their father for finding
them such a sweet and caring mother
I want you to believe there isn't another
I want you to want me too like I you
I want you to know how much I love you
but i cant place the right words to use
to express exactly what I feel because
you're one hell of a treasure I can't afford to lose
Ignatius Hosiana Sep 2016
I was willing to try, even if it meant I would cry
I was willing to lose a tear to always have you here
I was willing to play with fire, to ride on a loose tire
even if at the thought my heart skipped a beat
I was willing to endure the Heat...
I was Willing
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2016
I lived in greatest of expectation
Wished I'd find one to share my grief
Someone to understand my situation
And I ultimately found her,to my relief

I was you
So obsessed with the pleasure I found
To her control where I was bound
So cultured to having her around
Lost in conversation, love as common ground


I was you
I trusted without asking
Yes,it was really tasking
loved like there's no hurting
Held on like we was never parting
Kissed deeply and memorably
Embraced tightly and inevitably
Lost it all,as I vividly recall

I was you
When the love became history
yet I couldn't solve the mystery
when all I tried to say only irritated
and the warmth of her evaporated

I was you
when my tears flowed like a stream
and I just couldn't bear the steam
when scary was every dream
I wouldn't survive an hour it'd seem


I was you
I watched blindly as days went by
Even my tears said goodbye
my eyes bloodshot and dry
like I was doing **** and sky high

I was you
when aches became my pleasure
And with loneliness I spent my leisure
When mistakes cost me my treasure
was told for memories time's the only eraser

I was you
when I was axed and "vexed"
and no one else worked
for my moods were a pendulum
and moving on an extra curriculum
when I wanted to see her in the next
and I would still call her and text


I was you
I was empty for I had lost a universe
she was in every song and every verse
threw away chances,missed every pass
ignored the glances,a man under a curse

I was you
but one day I started to rebuild
I was tired of looking back
and needed to get back on track
I started to count my blessings and luck
To see the much I have over the little I lack


I was you
But self actualisation came with time
a long time of wandering lost
years of being dead to life and living a ghost
of thinking letting go was a crime
when I gave up forever and ceased to be blind
placed pieces of my heart in a bag and let reign my mind

I was you
when I wouldn't live without her
and I reopened every healed scar
when I felt that if it wasn't her it wasn't love
until I realised we only lose what we don't deserve


I was you
Till I believed I could find myself again
that if I couldn't overcome I could live with the pain
when I forgot the innocence and embraced the stain
and instead of crying I started dancing in the rain
I was you
Ignatius Hosiana May 2016
I wish I could be enough for you,
I wish I could be your other half
I wish I could please you beyond
the measure of just friends
I wish I could be on your mind
like my sad image in your eye
and the succulent apple of your eye
I wish I could be close to
your soul as I'm usually close to you
I wish I could touch your heart
like I touch your hand
I wish you could also tremble
in my unnoticed presence
I wish the thought of me
could make you sick in my absence
I wish I was as handsome
as he is, with the cash he has
I wish I could also show up
driving myself in the posh cars
I wish I wasn't a tattered
fabric with patches of scars
I wish I amazed you like a
clear night sky filled with stars
I really wish so much,
I wish you could read my mind
and see the million words left
buried, the emotions left behind
I wish I could be the first and last
thought as you sleep and wake
I wish the little I have to give was
the much you crave to take
I wish you could believe when
I say these feelings started at hello
that I die subduing my passion
threatening to overflow
as soon as I set eyes on your
beautiful breathtaking face
you would laugh at how
nervous my heart loses pace
I wish I had the qualities
you are looking out for
a height, light skinned, courageous,
and quite physically fit
but I lack such a physic, those
qualities are embedded
within the core of my invisible
self, a person you can't see
I wish you knew that your presence
throws me in an ecstasy
I wish you knew that I have
burning flames of desire
fueled by my highly flammable
affection which you inspire
I wish you could consider someone
like me,maybe I would reveal
but even if I do you can never
give me an opportunity
I'd make a double loss, swallowing
my pride, that bitter pill
you can't bear someone like me...
you never will
yet I still find myself wishing
you could for real
albeit I too would never
waste your valuable time
dragging you through this
hell of my boring life
I wish I was something more
than a lover of rhyme
maybe then I'd stand a chance
of calling you "Wife"
I wish things were different,
I wish you could know
how much I wish I could be
someone deserving of you
I do, I wish I could be more
Ignatius Hosiana Mar 2016
Will my Soul ever encounter its mate
or is it one of those that rendezvoused too late?
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
I wonder, will my mind ever
numb, will the ink ever last,
will the rivers of my imagination
ever go limpid or dry, will my
eyes ever cry, will my heartbeat
ever settle, will the sun ever be
just a sun and nothing magical
plus the moon and the stars, will
the wounds ever be mere scars...?
I wonder! Will journeys cease to
be an adventure, will I ever stop
being a philosophical preacher,
will the rains cease to soothe my
soul, will ends ever stop to hurt...?
Will smiles ever cease to be
addictive, will I ever give up
waiting for a perfect Elizabethan
romance but without tragedy or a
Danielle Steele's happy ending...?
Will the heavens ever cease to
rumble when my life storms, will
lonely hearts ever find homes...
will the broken ever stop living in
melancholy like tombs or historic
ruins modernity finds charming
will my gadgets ever rest when I
still have a million poems to write?
will I ever find peace without
a sniff at my adulterated imagination..?I wonder..!
Ignatius Hosiana Sep 2016
I would go through the hurt again
if it meant having you back in my life
I would still believe your beautiful words
even after I have learnt that none of them were true
I would still smile at how perfectly  you constructed them
well aware that the joy was just a thing of the moment
because that short spell of joy was like an eternity to my soul.

I would use the same road whence our
encounter happened,
I would... I would still ask you out
without a single doubt


I would, not because I enjoy pain
not because I pleasure in my despondence
not because I prefer the past to the future
No,
It's because you lit a flame in me
that even after you extinguished our passion
still shines bright... you made me believe in myself
you gave me a friend and made me feel safe
you gave me a whole new dimension
to live my life, the only downside being
you are not here to share in the glory
of my self-discovery.
Ignatius Hosiana Dec 2015
I don't write poems to trend
But because I need a friend
I can't easily blend
So I write to my plight end

I write not for just one person
And to contain overflowing passion
My tutor in my own poetry session
So I write each time I need a lesson

I write not of only the life I've led
But also the stuff I've hitherto read
About the living as I speak to the dead
To exorcise the monsters lingering in my head

I write out of the hurdles and their cost
For the love found and the love lost
I write about mysterious encounters
I write every time my mind saunters
Ignatius Hosiana Nov 2016
I think no matter how distant we grow
no matter how far apart we go
no matter the success I achieve
or the length of life I live
no matter the many I meet
deeply fall in love with and admit
You will always be here, in my heart
no matter the amount of hurt.
No matter the many lonesome boulevards I walk
and the words I hear and those I talk
even when time comes to steal these memories away,
or heal the wounds and scars
I pray
she discerns the wounds and scars are stars
pointing me due north because
without the memories of our together am a lost cause
which is the absolute truth, you were my radar
and I can't move on for you were my bridge
that despite the number of bottles I empty
I just can't touch the sky; no quantity of liquor can get me high.
How can I without you? you were my stairs and ladder
without which my very reality is under siege…
You are my jailer, and only you have the keys to set me free.
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2017
Wish our Love was January
So that it would take forever to end
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
That keep me too busy to write
are mere survival mechanisms
but not careers to me...
those won't see me for long
after all poetry's my life...
I'm made for words and so
I refuse to get caught up
making a living without
living my make...
Ignatius Hosiana Jul 2016
I love Roses...
everyone loves them.
What am looking for is a
leaf that's worth loving.
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
It's like we just push on with it further
And we never even bother
Yet all we do is just hurt each other
We say goodbye like we mean it
But turn back in less than a minute
Bring it up and embrace not the thought
Say we should break up and doing it not
It's a winter whose snow feels hot
I like the way we move on,back to this very spot
Back into each others welcoming arms
Feeling the impact of each others breathing lungs
And our hearts beating neath our chests
It's clear we only break up into love
Maybe hurting some more's what we deserve
To realize that it won't work, it scares me to admit
"It's over" but I cannot tell you when we meet
All I say is let's do it again one more time
And all you say is I should write you one more rhyme
The question is when will it be the "lastest" my friend
When we cannot bear to abide to the end
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
A bad poem is a bush some fear might harbor thorns
A good one is chicken and readers chew even the bones
JVO
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
JVO
crawling comes the month of my birth
imitating sauntering days of my worth
basking comes the centre of the year
yes... the tales of birth of history's here
for here's a moment to blow a candle
gathering one by one to make bundle
of wisdom that comes with the age
here comes a moment to turn the page
to the chapters of laughter from frown
ultimately here comes June's very own
Ignatius Hosiana Mar 2017
I've walked roads you can never imagine
I've fallen lower than you might ever reach
I've fractured smaller more than you think
cried so much tears than you'll ever wipe
Taken more insults than you can bear
but that will never matter because
I am past the insults, that I can say
the tears are dry and am weeping no longer,
the bones healed and even stronger
I have learnt the path out of the pit and its stink
and well, my footprints are already lost in the dusty wind...
These roads taught me that no matter how dusty
your path maybe, the brush of persistence will always
get them shining again and that success rents
just at the end of the dusty road... So keep moving and
keep strong...
Ignatius Hosiana Oct 2017
You always had the keys... you did, but you chose the chains because something in them was beautiful. You always knew the destination was close, but you chose the painful journey, you chose the adventure. You could have chosen the obvious, but obvious wasn't meant for you, you were born to be different, to let go of the good for the greater good. You could have had heaven, but there was an Angel in Hell you had to set free, no matter the price.
Ignatius Hosiana Jan 2017
It's not until you kick the bucket that you realize
the noose wasn't the solution to your bruise*
When none is present to grab your kicking feet
and lift you out the bottomless pit of defeat
there are no problems heavy enough to ****
and suicide ain't no solution, just a bad deal.

even your challenges weigh you down
remember there's always a new dawn.
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2016
that some sins never stop taxing
  you pay for them
for as long
as you live
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