My permanent concealer to this persisting pain after you left.

"She left me."
Because I "never asked her to stay."

I can only tell I'm okay when "I am not."

She's with someone better than you, she's no longer yours.

When I'm lost
I write.
When I write
I bleed.

You were not the first
But everything I do with you
Feels like the first time
You are the camera of my life,
A strange and sophisticated version of it
Offering me different perspectives and new lenses
I don't know what you did to me
That every time I close my eyes
I dream of you so close to me
That I'm willing to shed more tears
As long as you're the reason behind it.

I'm still in love, i can't sleep,
it's 3:20 doing nothing, stuck with something.
good morning, still heart saying.
you lady, the one i'm thinking.

oh, love, help me out.
with you girl i always think about.
i can't sleep, i'm gonna freak out.
changing positions, looking from north to south.

to sleep is to dream of you,
still the same i'm thinking of you.
Oh love, help me with this.
this something i feel,
i just can't resist.

First, they promise,
Then leave.

Perfect imperfection?
Imperfection is perfect.

You're just a kiss away.

A wounded heart


        never talk.

Please thing's in life not love.

Love is a one sided fantasy

I feel loved when she pluck me
The little did I know
I am suddenly thrown

I can't take it anymore. So much of this heartbreak.!

If only
you people
hear my heart,

*you would understand

Dear crush,

Sometimes, it's hard to find a word to tell you how much you mean to me. A lot of times, I don't say anything at all. But I hope someday, you'll understand,
"To have you, is what I live for."

Lovingly yours,
Cloud

I wanna sleep hearing the rhythm of your breath
And wake up seeing the sunlight touch your face
I wanna be the one to witness your first smile every single morning.
I wanna be the reason of that smile
I want you beside me when I wake up from a nightmare, whispering sweet words and kissing my fears away
I want us to be with each other as we pursue our dreams
Share vows in front of God and them
I want you to be the other pair of my ring I would gladly wear every day
I want you to be with me as we sit in a rocking chair while watching the sun set, recalling how we begun
I want you to hold my hand and say that it was enchanting to meet me
I want you to be my everything in this world full of probabilities of losing anything.

As storms rage in
Pouring the heaviest rains
Sending the loudest thunders
Clouding her feelings
As she sat alone
In her dull and dreary castle

Drop by drop
Floods of doubts engulf her
Sinking every piece of fer
Drowning her from her own sea of maybe's and what if's

Maybe it was just all a fantasy
Maybe it was just her and her loneliness
Maybe they were all the same?
Maybe it's another tragic ending?

What if she never got used of the tales?
What if she never had listened to his songs?
What if she never had opened her doors?

Where is he now?
Gone? Together with his coated promises?
Husssh. She's been here. It's okay
She knows the face of short-term happiness
And he's happy now
They all are.
And there she lies, empty
Forlorn and forgotten.

It was a very long time before I was with her awhile ago.
I missed her a lot like, I don't want to let her go.
But we separated and it's a thing.
Yet, I feel differently happy like undefined something.

She was just my best-friend for you to know.
But, I feel different for her and I don't know.
This feeling strange that I can't show.
I feel like she's something I don't wanna let go.

I couldn't make a move even make a sound about it.
I was too shy, too nervous to admit it.
This feeling never lost ever since so long.
Every-time I get in touched with her my heart beats so strong.

She's the one I've been waiting for.
She's the one I adore.
She's means a lot me.
She's the one I want to be forever with me.

Am I in love with my best-friend?

I may seem hard
From far outside guard
Just thought me inside
And my softest soul will abide
But
With only one uncareful touch
Means so much
Takes no doubt
I could be broken *inside & out

You were an angel by wings, not by halo.
You keep falling, not flying.
You always cry, you never grow.

After you left it lasts for a week
those pleaded and weep
I've done everything to keep
but still you left and now I am weak.


No text, no call
no you after all
I think you've forgotten me I don't understand
I've got this fear now that I cannot stand

I am no longer open for companions,
I don't even take everyone's opinions
I don't talk I thought doubtly
I think they'll just reject me.

I don't even talk to who's not committed
Cause I have this fear now of being rejected
I am now sealed with this fear
Be forgotten by a person eventhough I love for real.

She was beautiful
Before she knew
She was deceived.

Why do we think love makes us whole,
where in the end it just
leaves us more broken than before.

He cheated,
She didn't see it
She's blinded, it hurts.

Please, never believe when I say
*I'm Okay" while smiling.

She just bit her lower lip then blew a kiss.

But what happens if the sky above runs out stars to fall?
How can I still wish to make you want me more?
Do you think only love can save us now?
Only us would be enough.
Only, if there's only love.
Only love can set this parting.
Close enough to make our hearts.
Closed to each other again.
let us dress the way we like.
You know it's getting late.
I wish this could rather be naked.

She started to hate herself
from the moment he left her
without any explanation.

Could it be love?

When I see your picture,
my heart sinks down to my belly,
my legs turns out jelly.
I saw your smile and my eyes melt.
This feeling is strange, Before, I never felt.

You are my very first thought in the morning.,
And my last night fall
Maybe I'm dreaming
What am I for?
Could this be love?
I Always ask from above.

A beautiful smile.
A special face.
A special someone,
Like you with grace.
With eyes so blue.
A love so true.
A love so deep.
You're the one, I chose to keep.

There's something that you need to know
It feels so wrong when you leave me alone
I can't deny that to you I belong
And I can admit you're the queen of my home

I Love with thy Lord from above
Not to a paper signed without Love
What difference does it make ?
When from a priest, just a permission we take

I Love you now with no conditions
With no limits, excuses or reasons
I am hopefully devoted to you
Not them, not her, nothing but only to you.

He had wanted to say, "don't go".
She had wanted to hear, "don't go".

As my eye's closed,
think in' bout here who is the most.
The girl I merely see,
the one i want to be, forever with me.

Before, I never felt this way,
like, always your on my head every night and day.
When i get narrowed,
this heart feels so hallowed.

As you enter there's peace,
full my heart, that never been happy like this.
Promise me to stay,
never leave me in a nonsense way.

All i wan't you to know,
is that, I Love You so.
I wanna be with you,
as long as you wan't me too.

My beautiful Lieh,
my love for you is more that you think that way.

Is there a way of a loving goodbye?,
Far beyond my dream come true?
Is there a reason for my why?
Do you mean the answer is you?

Oh no, no, of course not
Let's heat that water ***
Make it cold when it's hot
Drink me, but touch me not.

Just like the sea,
waves "Hi".
Leave no trace,
as it waves too for "Goodbye"

End,

Another thought destroying me

I thought
I would never wake up again

and these story starts
I never knew I was up, falling

darkness seems always by my side
But
Light is always me

Although I seem carefree
There's nothing misses you more than me.

Argument ended.
phone rings,
I miss you,
I miss you too.
you do?
It's been too long.

Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you,
I wanted to give it to you
Before I take off this foolish mask.

But I know I can never do that
I must hide
Because I'm UGLY.
I am afraid, I'm so afraid,
That you will leave me again in the end.

I'll wear a mask again and go to see you
What can I do?
I bloom a flower in this garden
That looks like you.

I'll water it daily
With morning dew
I am UGLY, but I still like you.

On a garden
I'm a flower,
many of us there,
I saw you stare.

you're roaming around,
not making a sound.
you're still starring,
we're not moving.

as the wind blows,
we're gliding.
somebody's coming,
a bee getting close.

stares at me,
not for long,
and she goes.
then you come more close.

on me you've landed,
you've kiss me.
everybody envy.
i didn't take it for granted.

still i'm not moving,
you've got what you need.
the kissed you've given,
a sign that you're leaving.

my butterfly
didn't even say goodbye.
i'm still on a garden,
alone, with everyone.

Decieve me I am fool
I do believe in *miracle

I'll treat you right.
I'll treat you good.
Serenade you every night,
each moment I could.
I wish I may,
I wish you might.
Oh come and say,
"you are my knight."
A smile to laughter,
a cry to sorrow.
A love of adventure,
my love of tomorrow.
Like coat in cold,
my love will hold.
My love will stay
I promise It may.
Like candy, so sweet,
So warm like heat.
My love, so bold.
kept as secret, untold.

People say
"hi"
Then..
"Goodbye"

I Moved on.
I think, there's point of turning back.

I'd like to say Goodmorning to all
to let awaken you and your soul
a possitive act we used to use to
say every morning as our night get through
still
Goodmorning even if it is evening there
Live your life go on with care
feel.
Forget the pain of yesterday
Live your life together with pray
Goodmorning to all handsome's and gorgeous'es like you.

I'm afraid to fall in love, sad to say she was gravity.