How does it feel?
When the song you hear,
Paints all the words you can't say.
What does it mean?
When your heart's all broken,
But the world keeps shoving you down.
Why does it hurt?
When I'm used to this,
And that I can't cry anymore.

I see blinking lights today,
And my conscience fades away.
The autumn leaves fall upon me,
While my spring's smile smiles at thee.
My summer thoughts that I left aside, Summon me,My snowflake tears slide,
I see those sparkling night stars,
As the night ends, This year ends...

I'd rather become a Titan and hate humans than being the only human in this inhumane world...

ఆ అందమైన చందమామ
నేడు అమావాస్య చంద్రం అయ్యిందా?
మగాళ్ళలో మానవత్వం చచ్చి,
మరణ మృదంగం మోగిస్తుందా,
ఆటవిక సమాజపు అరాచకం ఎన్నాళ్ళు,
అభద్రత భావం తో బ్రతికేది ఇంకెన్నాళ్ళు?
అర్థ రాత్రి ఆడబిడ్డ ఆరుబయట నడిచేనా?
బాపూజీ కన్న కల సాకారం అయ్యేనా?

I see bright colors today,
Is it just me,What do you say?
I feel the sun rays touching my soul,
While the sun smiles so bright like gold.
It has been ages since I had a morning like this,
I have always wished for something just like this.

Planes fly over my head,
Whooshing sound I hear,
I look up to the sky of stars,
Find myself lost in my mind wars.
I picture myself in the moon,
With my stained heart so gloom.
And then I fade away into the dark,
Fly away with the wind and the lark.

I miss my place,
I miss my people.
Want to hug them so tight,
Before the tears reach my cheeks.
Want to sleep on her lap,
Cry on his shoulder,
And  annoy him,
My mom,my dad, and my bro,
I'm missing you and love you so.

It pains to watch you fall,
From that sky of stars.
It hurts to enter the hall,
You left us with your scars.
You've been obsessed with your thoughts,
To the extend that you vanished into them.
It must've been hard to let it all consume you,
It must've been worse hiding all the pain with that smile.
And I despise myself for not being there when you needed someone,
I hate myself for not having your back in your hard times,
I regret all those times when I couldn't understand your struggle behind that fake smile.
I'm sorry dear friend,
I just want to make some amends.

I feel alive,
In this paradise.
Finally in my kingdom,
I call it my Home.

These unusual rain drops,
And thy warm tear drops.
I feel them both on my skin,
And that the heart is feelings bin.
Unworthy when hidden,
Betrayed when opened...

I wish I could just sleep like that too,
Feel so dizzy, I just can't move.
This silence makes me want to sleep,
No little noise, not even a beep.
This cold breeze helps me more,
It would be a nice nap, I'm sure!
How could I sleep without getting caught?
Have heard no lessons that teachers have taught.
Are there waking pills? I wonder,
This dizziness doesn't go until there's a thunder.

Don't know what to do,I'm left confused.
Is there anything in this world that's less abused?
Can't pretend to know what I don't,
Can't answer world's questions,I just won't.
Corrupted,polluted and wicked world is all what I find,
You are true? Well,u are gonna get down to the sand.

I've been waiting,
All my day.
I've been trying,
To find my way.
I've been wishing,
To let myself stay.

Up this hill I have reached,
All these stairs that I have climbed.
I touch the clouds above me,
Feel the stars shining upon me.
But will I feel the thunderstorms too,
Or will I mix in tornado in the sky of blue.
I keep thinking and overthinking,
Snowflakes and hailstones are what describe living!

I wish I was a rain drop,
There's never a same stop.
I would always be together,
There will always be a space to gather.

You've found me in my den,
Too bad I can't harm my guests,
Come meet me at the seashore,
I'll show you the lion you didn't see.

Everytime I see that bird fly,
I just want to go and catch up that sky.
Every morning I find a flower blossom,
I get  a reason to be awesome.
But the wind that flows through me,
Makes me feel like I need to be like thee.
The stars that shine all the day along,
Do I need to be them until I get what I long?
But tonight and today it's just me who I am
And will stay the same despite those feelings I swam....

Wish I could go back in time,
Everything was in a perfect line.

Pardon my actions if they are wrong,
Atleast inform me if it gets too long,
To see up the sky and follow the dawn,
Remember this thing- I'm not a pawn.

Wish I could just hop on a cloud,
And ride it to the places I loved.
Wish I could pluck all the stars,
And become one of the Tsars,
Wonder what's daydreaming called in the night,
Is there anything more beautiful than moonlight?

It keeps giving me the chills,
Is it a battle of uphills?
How can I guess the outcome,
When I'm still not clear of what I'll become,
Can I make the perfect choice?
And will I be able to rejoice?

I can't decide,don't know what to do,
I look around but I find no clue.
Is it some other quest of life too?
I can't decide,I can't even move...

Feel like the time's running faster,
Life's that long tongue twister.