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Summer heat summer sweet With a wealthy nature, rich pheromones erupt Birds n tha bees escape the trees Please don't plant your seeds But throw the leaves Up n up To get down and drop Where the dirt pops Ken keseys ashes Edible umbrellas turn rainy days on their head spinning pupils wide void of discontentment Fairies fly off clouds and stars fall at day Impossible, feelings are blown in and out of proportion to fit a screen thats too small Tough love Tough life Slick surface don't let me fall off the boat as it rocks Swisher wraps over the curves Got me feelin lucky like a charm Cheef all day got me smellin dank as a Rastafarian Only stoppin to sip my Captain Morgans moonshine Till we hit the caribbean Then Jack's got me headin for tides end Early Flush the bile outta your system And spiral out of controls iron hand **** responsibility, Apathy rules all. Paper crane ******* get all superficial but yellow bones make my brain go fuzzy in smokey *** In n out, fast n slow Nicotine dominates My senses are lost at Molly That ***** finger ****** my life Made me *** every time This unhealthy relation in action doesn't phase me yet, I'm too young to think that far I mean What do you expect? A Teens crowded perceptions can be judged like a bums intentions. Peace my brotha Dandy danny says theres a way out -side with the rap culture Shots of rebellion pour through the cracks we each fill The glass Is too cracked to be see-through West coast vibes kick back lax attitude I carry on my shoulders Forever green is my state Wash that **** off your lawn crack *** haters I'll spray paint your *** Equality's the goal **** race **** sexuality I see soul Open up Show me your beat I'll count bars as we spit elicited slurs drizzled to drops leaving the cops to stop us Quit Obeyin the brand
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Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 5:05 AM UTC
Summer Heat Summer Sweet
Summer heat summer sweet With a wealthy nature, rich pheromones erupt Birds n tha bees escape the trees Please don't plant your seeds But throw the leaves Up n up To get down and drop Where the dirt pops Ken keseys ashes Edible umbrellas turn rainy days on their head spinning pupils wide void of discontentment Fairies fly off clouds and stars fall at day Impossible, feelings are blown in and out of proportion to fit a screen thats too small Tough love Tough life Slick surface don't let me fall off the boat as it rocks Swisher wraps over the curves Got me feelin lucky like a charm Cheef all day got me smellin dank as a Rastafarian Only stoppin to sip my Captain Morgans moonshine Till we hit the caribbean Then Jack's got me headin for tides end Early Flush the bile outta your system And spiral out of controls iron hand **** responsibility, Apathy rules all. Paper crane ******* get all superficial but yellow bones make my brain go fuzzy in smokey *** In n out, fast n slow Nicotine dominates My senses are lost at Molly That ***** finger ****** my life Made me *** every time This unhealthy relation in action doesn't phase me yet, I'm too young to think that far I mean What do you expect? A Teens crowded perceptions can be judged like a bums intentions. Peace my brotha Dandy danny says theres a way out -side with the rap culture Shots of rebellion pour through the cracks we each fill The glass Is too cracked to be see-through West coast vibes kick back lax attitude I carry on my shoulders Forever green is my state Wash that **** off your lawn crack *** haters I'll spray paint your *** Equality's the goal **** race **** sexuality I see soul Open up Show me your beat I'll count bars as we spit elicited slurs drizzled to drops leaving the cops to stop us Quit Obeyin the brand
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It's funny how you lie, because I know it all. The things that you say behind these walls, But I won't let you know this, no I will not throw a fit. Because he'd spit out lines of ignorance all over me. And our friendship is more important to me than this, This sweet ignorance. The pain you've been causing recently to me hurts, It burns every curve, every slot, it slurs my mind, Because I've believed in you from the beginning of time. And to think that you've been laughing, Praising hate towards me. I wish I could just wake up, and tell you about this insane dream. Or maybe I'm the one to blame? Have I really been acting out as crazed as you say? Backdooring you as if you weren't anything new, I can't recall these events in the album of my memories. Please start pointing them out to me. I feel as if we are strangers now. It's breaking into my mind, I can no longer sleep right at night. And if I drift away, I wake up with dried tears on my face. I don't want you to go, Please stay by my side. Weren't we bestfriends? I never thought you'd be the one to make me feel as if I need to run and hide? But now you are, and I have to ignore this, Because if I don't.. There will be ignorance, Ignorance in the sweetest. And neither of us need this. This sweet ignorance.
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Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 6:46 PM UTC
Sweet Ignorance
The water haunts my house. Appearing so very often. The nights on which it comes tears apart all in its path. No one can stop it. It burns as it gets a hold of your throat and kills your insides with each sip a sip so deadly you don't realize there until it hits you so hard you cant stand correctly, so hard it slurs your words and will make you feel what anger is trapped deep inside you So deadly it makes you feel as if your dependent on it. It is planted in your mind, making you think of it every second of the day, craving the sweet relief of un-quenched thirst. Water kills you and the ones who love you. Water needs to stay in the cabinet tucked away where no harm is done. So my dad will no longer hurt himself or me and mommy. He is not deadly just the water that kills and injures. The water haunts my house.
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Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 7:12 PM UTC
Water (blank verse)
That relatable gay dream of running away, Wind blowing through what's left of your hair, the first ties to be cut. That relatable gay fear, questions you'd rather not asked and that subsequent relatable gay sorrow after the answers. That relatable gay loneliness, all hollow spaces and devoted secrecy. Bitten back tongues and hidden colors. That relatable gay moment of finding love in your friends. Not the kind that you kiss but the kind you hold dear in the night, as tears drip from cheeks to shoulders. That relatable gay plan of holidays with your other gay friends, a real family, the one who would love you no matter what. Cheers and queers and all too far away. That relatable gay longing for love- true love- Like the kind they never show in fairytales, Real and supportive, never hidden away or forgotten. That relatable gay anger, Boiling from injustice always under the surface, Waiting to erupt in pointless shouts of grief for a world that was not built for me. That relatable gay exhaustion, hostile slurs and benignant apathy blending together into a reality of unending fights just to keep on existing. So when someone asks me what makes you a community I show them all those relatable gay moments of anguish and loss, of solemn support and stolen minutes. And I tell them of how terrible it is that they are so very relatable, But how wonderful it is that we could at least live through them together.
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Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 12:03 PM UTC
That Relatable Gay Moment
i haven't left my bed in almost 2 days the blankets keep me sheltered and safe there's love in these blankets here i am free to be me free to be black free to be gay just free there is no one telling me to "go pick cotton" or to "get to the back of the bus" i'm allowed to love who i want without worrying someone is going to throw a brick at me there are no slurs in here i'm free i'm safe
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Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 7:31 PM UTC
Bedridden
Listen here listen here The world is so **** ******* Maybe all these terrible things are happening because it’s trying to be renewed Our president is so whack He keeps stabbing innocents in the back Praising Arnold Schwarzenegger by acting as if he’s the terminator Pero his wife’s an immigrant too American dream who We pretend to honor the OG’s who created this land But now your trying to get them all banned claiming them all to be rapists and murderers Be humble sit down i'm tired of all these racial slurs He says “We cannot aid Puerto rico forever” But really we need to be working on this together Puerto Rico is just a metaphor for how this president sees all Latinos and people of color He does not see us as his equals, nor does he sees us as his fellows Having the mindset being male and white Is the only possibility of being right Were all humans , we all fit in the same race. We should not be considered by the color of our face Yet somehow the white get all the praise Why are we still stuck in this racist faze Since 1963 when Martin Luther King said in his speech “It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity. But 100 years later the ***** still is not free” To this day even if they try not to say The ***** is still treated so falsely. Take a moment now to open up your eyes and stop all the self lies Get rid that hate to open up the gate to a whole new perspective A much more un discriminative kind Then maybe just maybe the world wouldn’t be so **** *******
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Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 10:02 AM UTC
The World
Listen here listen here The world is so **** ******* Maybe all these terrible things are happening because it’s trying to be renewed Our president is so whack He keeps stabbing innocents in the back Praising Arnold Schwarzenegger by acting as if he’s the terminator Pero his wife’s an immigrant too American dream who We pretend to honor the OG’s who created this land But now your trying to get them all banned claiming them all to be rapists and murderers Be humble sit down i'm tired of all these racial slurs He says “We cannot aid Puerto rico forever” But really we need to be working on this together Puerto Rico is just a metaphor for how this president sees all Latinos and people of color He does not see us as his equals, nor does he sees us as his fellows Having the mindset being male and white Is the only possibility of being right Were all humans , we all fit in the same race. We should not be considered by the color of our face Yet somehow the white get all the praise Why are we still stuck in this racist faze Since 1963 when Martin Luther King said in his speech “It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity. But 100 years later the ***** still is not free” To this day even if they try not to say The ***** is still treated so falsely. Take a moment now to open up your eyes and stop all the self lies Get rid that hate to open up the gate to a whole new perspective A much more un discriminative kind Then maybe just maybe the world wouldn’t be so **** *******
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I beg inside my soul to have you. I don't love you. I want to feel passion, desire, and the warmth of another body pressing against me I could grab any man I wanted, but I want you. I see your brown hair let me run my fingers through, just once Your eyes soft earth Your lips pink lilacs And all I want is your body Which is very saddening. To only want to use someone, then toss them aside like trash How can you? And still fall asleep at night without thinking about a face wet with tears your fault I simply want to do to you What you have done To All the women before me, The same song as a trickery I want you to fall in love with me an instrument meets the music I want you to hold me close and kiss me, as you share your fears and truths. a melody plays softly I want you to believe in love because of me Think of me, breathe me, and miss me when we are not together accelerato tempo Until one day you meet me in a corner booth at our favorite restaurant, and I rip your heart to shreds *Look, I never loved you. I lied. I used you to get what I want. You are a pathetic, self-serving dung heap that only thinks about himself. You wooed me, I pretended to like you, so I could dig under your thick facade of masculinity, and discover your sensitive side. I know what you are--man whore--and I enjoyed using you. You can lie to everyone, every woman from this point on, but ten years from now, when you are married to wife number four and you are waiting for her to come home and she never does, I want you to crawl into the bed you made and bawl like the whining, sniveling baby you truly become at night when no one else is around you. I hope 'lonely' presses you down so hard it hurts to breathe. And maybe then you might turn into a different man or at least your miniscule brain will have an inkling of true heartbreak. Doubtful though--I win. You lose* Then I get up and walk away from you, ignoring any pleas and ****** slurs. Caesura
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Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 12:39 AM UTC
Revenge Symphony (Payback Heartbreak)
I beg inside my soul to have you. I don't love you. I want to feel passion, desire, and the warmth of another body pressing against me I could grab any man I wanted, but I want you. I see your brown hair let me run my fingers through, just once Your eyes soft earth Your lips pink lilacs And all I want is your body Which is very saddening. To only want to use someone, then toss them aside like trash How can you? And still fall asleep at night without thinking about a face wet with tears your fault I simply want to do to you What you have done To All the women before me, The same song as a trickery I want you to fall in love with me an instrument meets the music I want you to hold me close and kiss me, as you share your fears and truths. a melody plays softly I want you to believe in love because of me Think of me, breathe me, and miss me when we are not together accelerato tempo Until one day you meet me in a corner booth at our favorite restaurant, and I rip your heart to shreds *Look, I never loved you. I lied. I used you to get what I want. You are a pathetic, self-serving dung heap that only thinks about himself. You wooed me, I pretended to like you, so I could dig under your thick facade of masculinity, and discover your sensitive side. I know what you are--man whore--and I enjoyed using you. You can lie to everyone, every woman from this point on, but ten years from now, when you are married to wife number four and you are waiting for her to come home and she never does, I want you to crawl into the bed you made and bawl like the whining, sniveling baby you truly become at night when no one else is around you. I hope 'lonely' presses you down so hard it hurts to breathe. And maybe then you might turn into a different man or at least your miniscule brain will have an inkling of true heartbreak. Doubtful though--I win. You lose* Then I get up and walk away from you, ignoring any pleas and ****** slurs. Caesura
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I am a person of colour Whose simple presence can cause outrage they use their tongues as swords and slay me with slurs Whilst there are others who pretend to be my ally but I can see their disgust in their eyes their uneasiness in their smile I am a person of colour Whose beautiful traditional garments are cherry-picked and woven into a disgusting replica brandished on “Designer labels” and mocked as exotic I am a person of colour Whose skin is secretly envied by them they exhaust their expenses on tanning salons and “bronzing” creams Yet simultaneously they spit on my “darkness” and promote their products with the so-called beauty of “lightness” I am a person of colour I shall not hide my anger at their ignorance I shall wear my skin with pride Because being a person of colour No matter what I do or how I conform They will never be satisfied
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 6:43 PM UTC
I am a Person of Colour
after centuries and centuries and centuries of: pain and suffering, chains and ankle cuffing, segregation and impossible laws, human degredation and deaths for the cause, coloured lines and last picks, work in the mines and barbie-like wigs, culture termination and the education of self-hate, fake freedom motivation and penitentiary execution dates, community sabatoge and destruction of black owned schemes, settle down for hip hop dialogue and basketball dreams racial slurs and monkey metaphors, television blurs and the world shutting doors, the white man's drugs and melanin filled prisons, talent that lacks funds and vietnam missions, death of our black icons and imprisonment of mandela death of trayvon and others on the death list which could go on forever... do you have the right to tell "bottom barrels" not to dream to be on the top? do you wonder why forgiveness is slowly yielding in the world, as if it sees a sign that says it's time to stop? do they not say we must practice what we preach? are they not preaching hate? are they not preaching inequality? are they not preaching the false levels of life? is it too hard for the world to practice equality? is it too hard for the world to live in harmony? is it too hard for the world to see the similarities in our differences? is it too hard for the world to live without fear of colours? is it too much to ask for peace??? - t.m
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Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 2:25 PM UTC
my heart bleeds a cold spiteful colour that seems hopeless
Stop scrubbing so hard, your skin isn't going to get much lighter. And all those skin-bleaching creams? I suggest you throw them away. They are of no use to you. Your skin is as dark as the moonless sky, but that doesn't change the fact that your smile is as bright as the sun. You are beautiful, but you don't seem to realize it. I see the boys with skin as pale as milk and eyes as blue as your Mama's favourite teacup. I see how they whisper to each other and chuckle as you walk by. I see how they follow you home and tug at your rough hair, setting free a flood of slurs. I've seen you sink to the ground, bury your face in your hands and weep. You try to hang around the girls with light skin, but they look at you oddly and tell you to return to where you came from. The weeping continues. You go home and tell your Mama about the mean kids at school, but she kisses her teeth and tells you that she doesn't have time for your nonsense, maybe you should stick around your own kind. Precious girl, walk into your bathroom and stand before your mirror. What do you see? Find one detail about yourself that you love, no matter how long it takes. You want nothing more than to be loved, but how can somebody else love you if you don't even love yourself? Embrace your darkness, and be at peace with yourself. Darling, your skin is black gold, and one day, somebody will dig deep enough to discover it.
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Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 10:54 AM UTC
For The Girl With A Dark Complexion
A random incoherent nonsense, slurs from an inebriated mind. A stumbling confused conscious, takes paths ending dead on a dime. Whiskey, neat.
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
Whiskey, Neat
Go choke on your delusional idea of love. No does not mean “change my mind” No does not mean liquor me up, get me good and drunk till I can no longer verbally reject you. My slurs of terror and anguish as I try to shove you off of me. Did it make you feel good? Did you feel like a real man- To take what was mine. Did it boost your ego? You had no right to sneak into my bedroom and steal my girlhood. I was 13. Chaos seeped into what was a serene life. The torturous and endless cycle continued for 3 god **** years. What man is so weak? So weak that he has to take what he feels he’s entitled to, from a little girl. I can never get back what you stole from me. They couldn’t find any evidence to prove the assault even happened, but the trauma can never be erased from my mind. The skin replaces itself every 7 to 15 years, so scientifically speaking your hand prints are still eminent on my skin. This flesh and bone is no longer mine. That home I took my first steps in, was no longer mine from the moment you creeped in. But you do not own me. I can still recall the first time I frantically searched for a sharp object in all the clutter, just trying to make myself distasteful to you. But you ignored the blood dripping from my thighs, dismissed the warning signs as if you were colorblind. Nothing could stop your calloused hands and feeble mind. Years later, your pressure still stands heavy on my heart. I labeled myself as damaged goods. But I am a ******* work of art. And I can’t undo what you did but I can use my voice to speak on the pain you’ve caused me. To raise awareness for those still suffering. You did not stunt my growth because I am in full bloom. I will not let you define a single part of me. I will grow as you regress. As you destruct everything you come in contact with. I will touch people and I will make jaws drop. I will be someone. Just watch me.
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 6:17 PM UTC
A Letter To The Man Who ***** Me
Go choke on your delusional idea of love. No does not mean “change my mind” No does not mean liquor me up, get me good and drunk till I can no longer verbally reject you. My slurs of terror and anguish as I try to shove you off of me. Did it make you feel good? Did you feel like a real man- To take what was mine. Did it boost your ego? You had no right to sneak into my bedroom and steal my girlhood. I was 13. Chaos seeped into what was a serene life. The torturous and endless cycle continued for 3 god **** years. What man is so weak? So weak that he has to take what he feels he’s entitled to, from a little girl. I can never get back what you stole from me. They couldn’t find any evidence to prove the assault even happened, but the trauma can never be erased from my mind. The skin replaces itself every 7 to 15 years, so scientifically speaking your hand prints are still eminent on my skin. This flesh and bone is no longer mine. That home I took my first steps in, was no longer mine from the moment you creeped in. But you do not own me. I can still recall the first time I frantically searched for a sharp object in all the clutter, just trying to make myself distasteful to you. But you ignored the blood dripping from my thighs, dismissed the warning signs as if you were colorblind. Nothing could stop your calloused hands and feeble mind. Years later, your pressure still stands heavy on my heart. I labeled myself as damaged goods. But I am a ******* work of art. And I can’t undo what you did but I can use my voice to speak on the pain you’ve caused me. To raise awareness for those still suffering. You did not stunt my growth because I am in full bloom. I will not let you define a single part of me. I will grow as you regress. As you destruct everything you come in contact with. I will touch people and I will make jaws drop. I will be someone. Just watch me.
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Everyone loves her, Her actions and her words. She's "Little miss popular" Just because her tongue never slurs. She's intimidating, and rude too. She thinks she's incomparable, Although she has a lot of things she needs to improve. Her friends laugh at every word she says, But I think the only reason they smile, is because they're afraid.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:46 AM UTC
Her
Take a peak inside that stormy dome, see if you can't find yourself a semi-peaceful slice of mind that you can call your own Tie a leash around its neck, try to walk that creature home, Show it to your mom and pops “look guys, look what I found roaming around my teenage mind? This is the friend I was telling you about I know he’s kind of ugly, shaggy and unkempt. His looks are mildly incestual But I love him all the same Do you mind if I sit him right there next to you? Maybe the three of you could exchange some words He knows the same ones I do Even those nasty slurs I don’t exactly understand him No one else does either Everyone knows him, But few seem to remember Don’t go looking for him on your own He tends to get real shy, sometimes reclusive He’ll dive down deep into his subconscious home, Forged of past memories, images and emotions The ones that I dare not touch like the middle of the ocean I wait by the shoreline, drifting in and out of consciousness Anxiously awaiting, the lumber that he’s plundered from my stormy subconscious. Then again, maybe this time will be just like the rest. Maybe this time all I get, Is that hollowed out feeling in my chest Suddenly, He surfaces for air And there he is Speaking to me of sufferings and joys My very own melodrama and vanity He even touches on insecurity. Things I never knew I tried so hard to hide How did he find it all? In that underwater den, Where all these things reside. “If you don’t come home with me, all this beauty may be forever lost” I told him. So that’s why I brought him home I call him creativity Could you watch him, I need to be alone?
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Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 11:40 PM UTC
Creativity
Take a peak inside that stormy dome, see if you can't find yourself a semi-peaceful slice of mind that you can call your own Tie a leash around its neck, try to walk that creature home, Show it to your mom and pops “look guys, look what I found roaming around my teenage mind? This is the friend I was telling you about I know he’s kind of ugly, shaggy and unkempt. His looks are mildly incestual But I love him all the same Do you mind if I sit him right there next to you? Maybe the three of you could exchange some words He knows the same ones I do Even those nasty slurs I don’t exactly understand him No one else does either Everyone knows him, But few seem to remember Don’t go looking for him on your own He tends to get real shy, sometimes reclusive He’ll dive down deep into his subconscious home, Forged of past memories, images and emotions The ones that I dare not touch like the middle of the ocean I wait by the shoreline, drifting in and out of consciousness Anxiously awaiting, the lumber that he’s plundered from my stormy subconscious. Then again, maybe this time will be just like the rest. Maybe this time all I get, Is that hollowed out feeling in my chest Suddenly, He surfaces for air And there he is Speaking to me of sufferings and joys My very own melodrama and vanity He even touches on insecurity. Things I never knew I tried so hard to hide How did he find it all? In that underwater den, Where all these things reside. “If you don’t come home with me, all this beauty may be forever lost” I told him. So that’s why I brought him home I call him creativity Could you watch him, I need to be alone?
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Rascals, ruffians and rogues alike. Slumming the alleys with their slurs, And sewage rats. Across the streets, just beyond the performers. The dames of paradise carrying flowered parasols. *A ***** she is. Stupid Alessandra!* one said. The hooligans hugged each other with glee, As the women struck each other, With their spiteful words. Filthy, is the life of the cleaner souls, And rich, is the life of the poorest minds. Alas, the weirdest of them all is God.
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Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 4:48 AM UTC
Civilised
The words you produce are poison The type that spreads fear It's an echo of oppression That mutters close to ear You think it's just for fun Just a quick win For you it's a passing comment But for me it's embedded in my skin 'They're just words' you say, You're a freak, man, **** 'Remember what you're worth' That's what it really like, You don't think before you say Whenever you speak these slurs You perpetuate the hate Masking me in caricatures So next time you begin to say, Those little words to me Please check your ego, And ******* let me be.
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 9:18 PM UTC
Word on the street
I feel so trapped and I can’t escape. I really am stuck in this godforsaken place. The walls are closing in, pushing me down and holding me back. I could scream for hours, but no one would ever hear me. The lid of this box is taped shut and I’m suffocating in here. The pain bites into my arm, criss-crossed streets painted crimson red. I can’t handle living in this hellhole anymore. Is this what you wanted? Did you want something more? Even in this moment of weakness I will never live up to your high expectations. You are a fly that gets stuck in my head, yelling out insults while my subconscious shudders. I’m worthless and pathetic? Are you talking to the mirror again? Take a long hard look at the girl you destroyed. While she’s standing there bleeding, you still demand so much more. “You deserve everything that’s happened, you’re an ungrateful, useless ***** Just shout your obscenities one more time. Where will you be without your emotional punching bag? You are nothing without your words. A big hulk of a man with darkness behind your eyes. Just hit me one more time, I relish in that instant pain. This agony preferred over your emotional slurs. You are nothing but a poor excuse for a father.
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Oct 16, 2012
Oct 16, 2012 at 9:48 PM UTC
Laceration
"it's going to be your fault" she said. "what?" I replied. "your predestined choice of forced molestation, that wish you don't comply." "what you wear is not good, the amount of all the skin. one man might get the urge to look and then pull you in. the slit in your back, it gives skin no place to hide.   it will make him think, 'mm, she must be mine'. your skirt is very short, it will surly pull him in. and he'll say these truthful statements, while he does his deeds. you need to think about your clothes or you'll be begging on your knees." as I stand there drowning, in her morbid a words. the thought came into my head and then I got the urge. I said right back, "you say I must be asking for it? if it happens, it's my fault. his natural state is predator, and his instinct is assault. you say, my outfit speaks more than my words. and you're surley right. I wore these clothes because its hot, I will stay comfortable through the night. but not to them, they think it gives them the right. the right to say foul words. 'hey sexy', 'that ass', 'i bet you could get dirty' these slurs of great disgust, you say are mistakened for flirting. once he sees some skin, you say he'll no longer have a choice. once he sees what he wants he'll surley make his point. now, don't tell me not to get ***** or to avoid a man. tell the men to control their urges than to let it control them."
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 1:38 AM UTC
Control
To be raised in dysfunction is to expect failure. It is to expect every mans words to be rough and spiteful spilling from their lips like venom. To be raised in a fantasy is to fear ones own reality. It is to become acquainted to forms of love being shown as slammed doors and drunken slurs. Gas lighting women to wonder if one day they will breathe or step the wrong direction It is to expect everyone who claims that they "love you" to belittle you to strip you of your identity and your sanity like ***** clothes tainted by the fumes of their words. And in the gaslighting, which burned very bright, you would have enough of a glow to paint the roses red. Perfectly red, everyday they would have to be red. Because to be raised by you Means blood, and we are blood. But that does not mean, I have to bleed, for you.
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Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 8:39 PM UTC
Gaslighting
Blessed be the mother Of the child who isn’t even hers Blessed be the lovers Who endure the hateful slurs Blessed be the doctor Whose services are given for free Blessed be the teacher That taught right by you and me Blessed be the babe Who sees not in terms of hate Blessed be the man That stops before it’s too late Blessed be a world In which there is hope Blessed be the words That you and I wrote.
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Feb 3, 2010
Feb 3, 2010 at 12:29 PM UTC
Blessed
*They say that
 Van Gogh ate yellow paint
 To put the happiness inside him.
 But she, instead, would
 Cut out the sadness from her skin
 And let the hatred pour out
 In gushing streams of red,
 Her screams echoing
 The injustice of colour. Her wheat skin looked prettier, she thought, 
With the raked furrows of half healed scars 
And painful slurs Etched into the deep ochre of her soul. She quietly detested her terracotta skin, 
Smooth like a polished stone 
Picked up from the Ganges.
 But here in the pale waters of the Thames
 She was a blot of burnt sienna on an otherwise ivory white riverbank. And every new cut
 Would heal bloodless and waxen,
 Which made her vow to herself to cut off her skin completely,
 Leaving nothing but 
The darkened red of her fury
 And a frightened echo of a scream
 In a room filled with bitter laughs and slurs,
 In a room filled with the muffled cries of the oppressed and unheard.*
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 8:25 AM UTC
Henna
I took the first sip of white wine in trepidation for the aftermath of drunk people in movies is not very pleasant. I downed it all, faster than an intruder who wiretaps an important building somewhere in America. I had vowed to not drown in the poison I had just consumed. But what happened later proved me wrong. I swam in clouds and I floated in shallow waters for the slurs that lay on my tongue were not something I would utter in a sober state. I cavorted. I danced. I showed skin. I was the frog that clandestinely dances in the rain and hides away before the ground is dry again. I swirled like a whirlpool. My cheeks were red and I emitted happiness. I made silly jokes about a plant named Wisteria and lay in bed, twirling away in my drunken madness.
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Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 8:08 AM UTC
Wine Not?
TW : eating disorder, suicide attempt, abuse In my phone There’s a contact name that’s just swear words The occasional bad bad word that I can say in therapy but don’t in public And it’s my mom’s contact name I changed it after our 1millionth fight Right before I left for uni Because she called me fat And at the time I was five months sober of my eating disorder Maybe sober isn’t the right word but whatever And my brain snaps I scream and cry She screams back at me I call her “fat” back because I’m mad And I spend the night sobbing I even call my abusive dad who chose to leave therapy because he thinks he’s getting better He hasn’t left his girlfriend who restricted food from me yet so, are you sure Dad? And he tries the whole facetime while I audibly cry to not sound mean about her And I thank him for trying in my head Because my mom only refers to him as slurs or Satan I eat the entire cake she got me in the fridge the next day Before even noon I feel bad immediately after but at least she can’t have any And then I’m suddenly jealous that she didn’t have any So no weight gain I drink two cups of iced coffee with that extra calorie Starbucks syrup And then my sister gets me Popeyes She gets me this after yelling at our mother Because we don’t really talk that much openly But we both have our own scars from her words Mine developed into eating disorders, cuts on my legs, and just general mental illness Hers just developed into being a rock solid wall When my mom comes home and sees me eating She takes a bite
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Aug 20, 2022
Aug 20, 2022 at 11:07 AM UTC
My Mom
TW : eating disorder, suicide attempt, abuse In my phone There’s a contact name that’s just swear words The occasional bad bad word that I can say in therapy but don’t in public And it’s my mom’s contact name I changed it after our 1millionth fight Right before I left for uni Because she called me fat And at the time I was five months sober of my eating disorder Maybe sober isn’t the right word but whatever And my brain snaps I scream and cry She screams back at me I call her “fat” back because I’m mad And I spend the night sobbing I even call my abusive dad who chose to leave therapy because he thinks he’s getting better He hasn’t left his girlfriend who restricted food from me yet so, are you sure Dad? And he tries the whole facetime while I audibly cry to not sound mean about her And I thank him for trying in my head Because my mom only refers to him as slurs or Satan I eat the entire cake she got me in the fridge the next day Before even noon I feel bad immediately after but at least she can’t have any And then I’m suddenly jealous that she didn’t have any So no weight gain I drink two cups of iced coffee with that extra calorie Starbucks syrup And then my sister gets me Popeyes She gets me this after yelling at our mother Because we don’t really talk that much openly But we both have our own scars from her words Mine developed into eating disorders, cuts on my legs, and just general mental illness Hers just developed into being a rock solid wall When my mom comes home and sees me eating She takes a bite
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I sought satisfaction in stupid sheepishly and shallow strides. Scared subconsciously, I swallow and sustain substance for pseudo self esteem strengthening. I seemed of in service to slumber and stinging sadness, shots sank like ships, submerging into the sea of my swarthy stomach in seconds. I somewhat sympathies as a sailor, sweating, struggling and swimming in slipping sobriety saturated in my sulking style. Scanning swarms of serial swindlers, striking sculptures stances of self-doubt. I stammer in a storm of slurs, ******* down my safety, stopping myself at the stoop of the saloon I see a seductive silhouette staging the space. She stroke my sight, standing sanguine in scarlet, soul sold in high heels. The smoothest sculptures in seven square miles were subjugated into scree and I was ****** in submission. Stubborn staggering suitors, stand shaking silently as she is stopped by sharks stalking and snarling sycophantics. So straightforward in suggesting their secret starvation to strip sensations, seem by seem, like a sub-par **** cinema scene. They step and speak short. She smokes off, stranding the scree in smoldering slaughter. Its sad this soul-less sanctuary soaking up sorrows. So self inflicting, and so satisfyingly side splitting. She sported her spurned, scorned off into sadistic solitude and stained sticky stigma, sobbing to sleep. So spent from simple stocked, stored and supported senescence of ceremonial subjection of ****** status. I savior my sincerity, and stretched out of this strange stadium of stooges. So long scarlet sanguine I sang softly, as she stole my sight suspiciously in sync with hers. Sacrificial seconds split from smearing stolidity to sharing a smile. That's simple satisfaction, so I seen scripted in sitcoms and shows. Supporting sapiens in stasis to see sappy stunners on screen, to stare snoopy, as stabs and slashes strike socially into socialites of so called sanity and sovereignty. To sweetly pay salvage as slaves of soppy studio slander. Such is this sorry Saturday night, I am solidified in sedation.
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Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 12:00 PM UTC
Saturday night (Alliteration in S)
I sought satisfaction in stupid sheepishly and shallow strides. Scared subconsciously, I swallow and sustain substance for pseudo self esteem strengthening. I seemed of in service to slumber and stinging sadness, shots sank like ships, submerging into the sea of my swarthy stomach in seconds. I somewhat sympathies as a sailor, sweating, struggling and swimming in slipping sobriety saturated in my sulking style. Scanning swarms of serial swindlers, striking sculptures stances of self-doubt. I stammer in a storm of slurs, ******* down my safety, stopping myself at the stoop of the saloon I see a seductive silhouette staging the space. She stroke my sight, standing sanguine in scarlet, soul sold in high heels. The smoothest sculptures in seven square miles were subjugated into scree and I was ****** in submission. Stubborn staggering suitors, stand shaking silently as she is stopped by sharks stalking and snarling sycophantics. So straightforward in suggesting their secret starvation to strip sensations, seem by seem, like a sub-par **** cinema scene. They step and speak short. She smokes off, stranding the scree in smoldering slaughter. Its sad this soul-less sanctuary soaking up sorrows. So self inflicting, and so satisfyingly side splitting. She sported her spurned, scorned off into sadistic solitude and stained sticky stigma, sobbing to sleep. So spent from simple stocked, stored and supported senescence of ceremonial subjection of ****** status. I savior my sincerity, and stretched out of this strange stadium of stooges. So long scarlet sanguine I sang softly, as she stole my sight suspiciously in sync with hers. Sacrificial seconds split from smearing stolidity to sharing a smile. That's simple satisfaction, so I seen scripted in sitcoms and shows. Supporting sapiens in stasis to see sappy stunners on screen, to stare snoopy, as stabs and slashes strike socially into socialites of so called sanity and sovereignty. To sweetly pay salvage as slaves of soppy studio slander. Such is this sorry Saturday night, I am solidified in sedation.
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Light drunkenly reels into shadow; Blurs, slurs uneasily; Slides off the eyeballs: The segments shatter. Tree-branches cut arc-light in ragged Fluttering wet strips. The cup of the sky-sign is filled too full; It slushes wine over. The street-lamps dance a tarentella And zigzag down the street: They lift and fly away In a wind of lights.
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