shut your mouth
breathe quietly are you capable of sitting silently? i have watched you in my hour of boredom you have become my problem peace has stormed out of the room because of your inability to be quiet do you really have to yawn that loudly? is it really necessary to bulldoze me with your breath? irritation simmering yet i find it bewildering that the annoyance you cause me stems from your simple act of being free
I’m not an angry person,
I’m just an irritable perfectionist.
Haha. I’ve told myself this lie for so long, but I’ve now come to realize that it’s the same thing.
Alone, It’s happening again. I’m alone in this body And stuck in my head. I’m irritable. I’m worried. I’m unable to cope I’m filled with violent dread And I’m glued to my bed. I’m left wondering why this is happening again.
I feel irritable
for no reason at all. I can’t shake this feeling of wanting to scream my head off. I feel unstable, like the smallest thing could set me off. Every noise, not matter how big or how small grates on my ears, and fills me with anger. My body quivers with unease, my hands fidget incessantly. Sensory overload, can’t seem to dull the things around me. I want to pull my hair out. I want to scratch and yank at my skin. My body doesn’t feel like it’s mine, I feel uncomfortable. My skin is crawling. Stop asking me what’s wrong, I can’t give you an answer. I could tear myself apart, piece by piece. All due to this feeling, of being overly full yet too empty.
Maybe the reason I've been offline so often
is not because I'm trying to start a life but, because it reminds me that you and I are dying out.
I was born.
I am still living it down. 10W SoulSurvivor (C) 12/4/2015
I didn't WAKE UP in a bad mood...
Everyone loves her,
Her actions and her words. She's "Little miss popular" Just because her tongue never slurs. She's intimidating, and rude too. She thinks she's incomparable, Although she has a lot of things she needs to improve. Her friends laugh at every word she says, But I think the only reason they smile, is because they're afraid.
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