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"powdery" poems
my tears aren’t forced they flow in that dark tunnel that she dreamed so long ago she wasn’t ready to take her first steps I wasn’t ready to take mine without her. Little things bring her back like empty bowls or the tower of books she’s never going to read. People have been calling this a trauma, but they’ve forgotten the loneliness of life’s journey. She dreamed a tunnel and added bright lights and dusted the floor with powdery snow she traveled far yet I can only see the trails of milk puddling around the lost key that she dropped under blankets of memory and phrases of I-promise and tomorrow. I’m growing up as she falls down. She wasn’t perfect but that’s why it was so easy to love her. My journey’s ongoing, and the deep undercurrents of pain and grief are pulling me through that tunnel. I’m rowing softly by, quietly, quietly, as she is laid to rest. her memories swallow the emptiness she is kneeling at the throne. I follow slowly and leave my tears for her to know that life’s path isn’t paved in water but with sorrow, with endings, and with lost boats on turbid seas.
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Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 7:56 AM UTC
Past Tense
Just reached the summit The adrenaline building up for the plummet Strap in to start the cruise Headphones in, listening to my tunes Now scanning the powdery terrain I’m flying like a jet engine plane Take off on the jump My knees take the big thump, Up ahead, there’s the rail The momentum gives me the power to sail Almost busting I gain my stability Now I got my mobility Carving back and forth Now at dusk I see my guide north My ride ending to a near I get excited for that frosty beer
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Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC
The cruise
it is 9:24 and the insecurities of you haunt me like gray skied-snowflakes I wish I could crush them in my yellow-white teeth till they are powdery turned into a powerless narcotic diet soda tastes sweeter than regular spilling onto the seat of the car I ordered it anyway it's raining and there are diet coke kisses on my tongue cloudy raindrops on my forehead dandelions in my eyes
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Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 10:33 PM UTC
diet coke
i want you to beat me up real bad please please let me bleed completely before infancy clots at the back of my mind don't wait for me to be tired break me all at once grind my feelings into a powdery mess so that when someone enters our bedroom they slip on the floor and see a stretch mark-ed ceiling to not know pain but just how ironical numbness is                       and then hug me like you would a voodoo soft toy with the scratched leather wings of a bewitched witch who has seen it all sober but still can't tell a sheep's wool from snakeskin caress my dilapidated knees without once telling me to stand up on my own or for myself all i want from you is to **** me at dawn i'll know that i was loved enough or.... at least.
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 9:17 AM UTC
i want you to beat me up
Those shortcakes tallest skyrocket His pocket, a poem mountain top setting words whip cream Him and her fountain sunset love Above all "Strawberry pie" dream The oven overloved to trust Or underbaked the pie crust One bite the skywriting Told her I love you My strawberry eye patch Powdery her lips "Smuckers" rich Her strawberry sky velvet sigh Strawberry field forever lake Her cheeks like a piece of cake The Prom with Tom what a Sawyer The true love strawberry buyer
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 6:55 AM UTC
The Sky Set Me Strawberry
There is a girl on a bench in the park at the edge of the town. She is young. Little ringlets of copper brown frame her delicate face. Wide eyes of the purest sky blue scan the trees. She is looking for something. She stands up and straightens her skirt. Her legs shiver, and her socks grow heavy with water. Nobody is around to question her, about why she's out in the snowstorm. She wouldn't answer anyway; she's too focused. She is looking for something. Cautious steps now. The ground is slippery with ice. Her boots do not hold because they are too worn from walking. Finally she reaches it, the edge of the sidewalk. She peers intently into the grove. Her blue eyes narrow. She is looking for something. All is silent, except for the flurries of snow. Before long there is a blanket on the ground. It is thick powdery snow. It collects in her boots and on her scarf, and she shudders as the ice presses against her porcelain skin. But she is silent, focused. She is looking for something. After a moment, she steps back and sighs. There is a slight smile on her lips. Her nose is red and drippy with cold. Still, she is silent, though not by choice. She has no one to talk with. It's barren. She has found what she was looking for. What it was I can't say. Either I don't know, or it's not my place, or you could ask her yourself. But there is a girl on a bench in the park at the edge of town, and she is happy.
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Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 3:48 AM UTC
Flurries
eyeglasses nestled in the fluffy snow frosted, with a single crack bouncing winter sun off my tarnished window a glint of hidden history from below it sent me on a journey way, way back a memory of reflected light off a tree lined lake where i swam as a child all day until the moon gave birth to night and the sky was black with pinholes of white a remembrance long ago filed delivered back to me by a frozen emissary whose lenses are no longer fit for eyes whose rounded frames are a bit ordinary but found one final way to be visionary as a door unlocked by a cold, powdery sunrise
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May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 1:57 PM UTC
eyeglasses in the snow
on this rumbling stretch of tundra no trees reach up to soothe the sky there is a pulling down of wind tunnel vortex like conifers in reverse an icy howl in the bonechill of time Translucent holes, perfectly round, are dug in glacial archeology and in the sea below gelid creatures lurk, half-frozen in the history of my soul Only moss and lichens grow on the rock, somehow softening the rugged textures of the wild landscapes that seethe just beneath my skin and there, just shy of the surface is a quickening a subtle pulse of veins that pumps life between the gales of my heart's steppes flushing out the pain somewhere deep within the private lotus of my being folioles unfurl leafy shapes around my organs wrapping them like gifts as they undulate in whorls opening my petals in renewed consciousness and deliberation as a new kind of stamen rises dusty pollen powdery budding ripeness bursting up and out of my deepest centered whirlpool pistil nectar dripping in viscous webs, to be caught upon the tongue of a new dawning My silky outer wings of vegetation, slender stalks of filaments and anther have been turned into hot steel They protect the tender vulnerable when burned as poison words held up to my watchful eyes, are properly discerned I give myself over to this new power, my back arched to fully embrace what is to come, a universe calling thunder, the old patterns undone I am ready to reveal my all as the goddess deep within comes to release my gold suffusing light through skin conjured from me a relentless strength, ever-growing, now tenfold rising way past soft-lit stratospheres and orbiting to bold
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Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 6:05 PM UTC
orbit
on this rumbling stretch of tundra no trees reach up to soothe the sky there is a pulling down of wind tunnel vortex like conifers in reverse an icy howl in the bonechill of time Translucent holes, perfectly round, are dug in glacial archeology and in the sea below gelid creatures lurk, half-frozen in the history of my soul Only moss and lichens grow on the rock, somehow softening the rugged textures of the wild landscapes that seethe just beneath my skin and there, just shy of the surface is a quickening a subtle pulse of veins that pumps life between the gales of my heart's steppes flushing out the pain somewhere deep within the private lotus of my being folioles unfurl leafy shapes around my organs wrapping them like gifts as they undulate in whorls opening my petals in renewed consciousness and deliberation as a new kind of stamen rises dusty pollen powdery budding ripeness bursting up and out of my deepest centered whirlpool pistil nectar dripping in viscous webs, to be caught upon the tongue of a new dawning My silky outer wings of vegetation, slender stalks of filaments and anther have been turned into hot steel They protect the tender vulnerable when burned as poison words held up to my watchful eyes, are properly discerned I give myself over to this new power, my back arched to fully embrace what is to come, a universe calling thunder, the old patterns undone I am ready to reveal my all as the goddess deep within comes to release my gold suffusing light through skin conjured from me a relentless strength, ever-growing, now tenfold rising way past soft-lit stratospheres and orbiting to bold
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Do you remember me? Do you know who I am? You don't remember these soft drown eyes Staring into the vacant depths Of your glazed over eyes Donut wholes on your sunk in face Mother, I'm that 13 month old baby You abandoned and never looked back on I'm the nuisance in the back of your head Wishing you would wake up and feed me Change my soiled diapers The way you should change your habits Mother, pleas I'm begging I'm crying tears of snowflake shadows I need you yet you're not there You're two inches from my face Crashing into couch cushions Like suicide bombers Needle stil stuck in your arm Filling your veins with a substance That prevented you from loving me Hello...mother Do you remember me? Do you know who I am now? I wanted you to love me Tell me bedtime stories Keep the nightlight on Long enough for me to fall asleep Unafraid of what the shadows hold Tuck me in and kiss me goodnight Like the moon itself Every night to the rest of the world I want to be your world Drenched in your loving moonlight But no, the drugs you overdosed on Prevented you from doing just that And you still haven't learned your lesson You called me several times Telling me you love me That you're sorry for leaving But within the 5 minutes It took you to choke your tongue To say even one of those words You sail away on that kite Crash immediately into my heart Causing missile words to bombard my walls Calling me worthless, pathetic, and a waste Hello...mother Please remember me! Please remember who I am! I'm the baby you refused to hold at birth I'm the last child of four You wish you would have aborted 1 month prior to my concieving Hello...mother The late night hours of needles and pills Powdery white lines cut like a chef Must have erased me from your life And if I could bleed every drop of your blood out I'd carve canyons in my wrist Let loose the dams Drown in the wake I don't want to be your son I want to be the child of four you never had Hello... Forgive me for this I know you don't remember me I know you don't know who I am But I hate you I can only thank you for making me a poet Giving me this curse Because I'm no longer your puppet Or your voodoo doll With 12 needles in his chest I'm the kid you will never know So this greeting shall be as strangers You never cared to know me So this farewell shall be as strangers Goodbye... ...Mother
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 9:26 PM UTC
Hello...Mother
Do you remember me? Do you know who I am? You don't remember these soft drown eyes Staring into the vacant depths Of your glazed over eyes Donut wholes on your sunk in face Mother, I'm that 13 month old baby You abandoned and never looked back on I'm the nuisance in the back of your head Wishing you would wake up and feed me Change my soiled diapers The way you should change your habits Mother, pleas I'm begging I'm crying tears of snowflake shadows I need you yet you're not there You're two inches from my face Crashing into couch cushions Like suicide bombers Needle stil stuck in your arm Filling your veins with a substance That prevented you from loving me Hello...mother Do you remember me? Do you know who I am now? I wanted you to love me Tell me bedtime stories Keep the nightlight on Long enough for me to fall asleep Unafraid of what the shadows hold Tuck me in and kiss me goodnight Like the moon itself Every night to the rest of the world I want to be your world Drenched in your loving moonlight But no, the drugs you overdosed on Prevented you from doing just that And you still haven't learned your lesson You called me several times Telling me you love me That you're sorry for leaving But within the 5 minutes It took you to choke your tongue To say even one of those words You sail away on that kite Crash immediately into my heart Causing missile words to bombard my walls Calling me worthless, pathetic, and a waste Hello...mother Please remember me! Please remember who I am! I'm the baby you refused to hold at birth I'm the last child of four You wish you would have aborted 1 month prior to my concieving Hello...mother The late night hours of needles and pills Powdery white lines cut like a chef Must have erased me from your life And if I could bleed every drop of your blood out I'd carve canyons in my wrist Let loose the dams Drown in the wake I don't want to be your son I want to be the child of four you never had Hello... Forgive me for this I know you don't remember me I know you don't know who I am But I hate you I can only thank you for making me a poet Giving me this curse Because I'm no longer your puppet Or your voodoo doll With 12 needles in his chest I'm the kid you will never know So this greeting shall be as strangers You never cared to know me So this farewell shall be as strangers Goodbye... ...Mother
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THIS **** ******* ***** You have deleted every profile picture and cover photo with us in it, Ten times out of Ten you changed your laptop background of all the pictures of us, Forgot the song that you gave us 3 years ago, changed your cell phone background, deleted the cell phone pictures, Go to sleep without thinking a bit about me, Talk about me casually to people like I pretty much don’t ******* exist, And to top it all off, You are probably the happiest you’ve ever been. Like our relationship was nothing but handcuffs of burden you were dying to break out of. I guess my lies and stupid decisions were memory cards large enough to completely erase all of our past data - How is this so easy for you? How is walking around campus easy for you? How is going home alone easy for you? How is cooking alone easy for you? How is sleeping alone easy for you? We have marked our forevers on every inch of this 25,000 populated resident. I can’t go 3 feet without remembering a time where we were here, and there, and EVERYWHERE. How we held hands on every speck of the sidewalks, How our favorite bus seat is now unoccupied, And our short cuts that weren’t really short cuts, just flatter ground to walk on because you were so lazy to walk that way is now a ghost filled alley of “I don’t give a **** What also ***** is I still do all of your habits. Like put my sides of food on top of one another. Or how I turn off the lights when I leave a room, Or how I now buy that Gain powdery washing stuff for my clothes Or how I turn off the sink when I’m brushing my teeth, AND how even though I am not lactose intolerant like you are, I STILL BUY LACTAID MILK! WHY?! I DON’T ******* KNOW! My mom always told me I will learn everything the hard way. I guess I wasn’t meant to get my first real relationship right the first time around. Heartbreak. I would rather wish for God to come take back his Saints but leave me on earth’s dying wasteland than this. I feel like I am wasting my time saving myself for that hint of what if called, faith but then doubt comes along and says, She’s gone. She’s never coming back. Ever. Move. On. It’s so hard for me. What harder is that I know it’s easy for you.
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC
BREAK-UP RANT
THIS **** ******* ***** You have deleted every profile picture and cover photo with us in it, Ten times out of Ten you changed your laptop background of all the pictures of us, Forgot the song that you gave us 3 years ago, changed your cell phone background, deleted the cell phone pictures, Go to sleep without thinking a bit about me, Talk about me casually to people like I pretty much don’t ******* exist, And to top it all off, You are probably the happiest you’ve ever been. Like our relationship was nothing but handcuffs of burden you were dying to break out of. I guess my lies and stupid decisions were memory cards large enough to completely erase all of our past data - How is this so easy for you? How is walking around campus easy for you? How is going home alone easy for you? How is cooking alone easy for you? How is sleeping alone easy for you? We have marked our forevers on every inch of this 25,000 populated resident. I can’t go 3 feet without remembering a time where we were here, and there, and EVERYWHERE. How we held hands on every speck of the sidewalks, How our favorite bus seat is now unoccupied, And our short cuts that weren’t really short cuts, just flatter ground to walk on because you were so lazy to walk that way is now a ghost filled alley of “I don’t give a **** What also ***** is I still do all of your habits. Like put my sides of food on top of one another. Or how I turn off the lights when I leave a room, Or how I now buy that Gain powdery washing stuff for my clothes Or how I turn off the sink when I’m brushing my teeth, AND how even though I am not lactose intolerant like you are, I STILL BUY LACTAID MILK! WHY?! I DON’T ******* KNOW! My mom always told me I will learn everything the hard way. I guess I wasn’t meant to get my first real relationship right the first time around. Heartbreak. I would rather wish for God to come take back his Saints but leave me on earth’s dying wasteland than this. I feel like I am wasting my time saving myself for that hint of what if called, faith but then doubt comes along and says, She’s gone. She’s never coming back. Ever. Move. On. It’s so hard for me. What harder is that I know it’s easy for you.
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The words come flowing out when the blood is boiling under. That is when vengeance comes to rescue your soul longing to fulfill our thirst . I just want to strike him with my rage and want to literally burn him into ashes just so that I can roll into those, deathlike corporeal ruins leaving soul frenziedly lust of mine to satiate . I want to hold some of his powdery residual remains as the rest just scatters by ; staring at my ascendancy. Till then let another par of anger pile up and get that load off with my bare hands , bathing in the pleasant sight of his blood stains . My vendatta would be eternally be lasting even in afterlife . After all it is a fight of a soul to get his righteous stand someday and may that be by , A DEATH OF THE OTHER ONE
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 6:53 AM UTC
~¤Cravings for his Eternal Silence¤~
I am not old, yet. My skin is not powdery and white, see-through like a paper lantern. But there is a part of me which When I dare to reach for someone I love Reaches with brittle ***** fingers, soft and cold and fluttering like white moths That edge closer to a flame until they catch. There is a part of me that feels old, and fragile. And already even in the crest of my youth I’ve cursed this body For its frailty, its needs. It suffers and complains, always crying out for something, Never sated, never still. I’ve said it feels like living inside a porcelain doll A look, and cracks can spider out along an arm, A word and blood can bloom beneath the surface, seeping up into Bruised pictures and symbols. I must always be gentle, I must always be Watching. Too passionate, and fissures form, marring the cheek, spreading like shadows thrown by a lace curtain. I stare out, burning to touch everything, And yet I pull back: To dare is to risk, and I’ve seen Both reward and loss. I have seen a thousand shining colors spread across me like sunrise, Warming my skin, Calling to me like prayer until a bit of light escaped through the spaces between my atoms and reached another person’s palms, But I have also seen the pale, flat shards of myself, Sifted through white dust in dismay For a salvageable portion. Indeed, there are rooms in this world where sharp edges of me still linger Waiting in obstructed corners and beneath heavy refrigerators To gouge a foot or snag a hem, Interred In the dark and hollow places where they flew when I shattered and could not gather them all. I have known Intimately My own fragility, How maddeningly breakable I am And how difficult to mend. And there is a part of me now, always, Which whispers to me when I would be bold, “You are not old, yet. But wouldn’t you just love To live that long?”
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Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 10:36 PM UTC
"Till Human Voices Wake Us, And We Drown."
I am not old, yet. My skin is not powdery and white, see-through like a paper lantern. But there is a part of me which When I dare to reach for someone I love Reaches with brittle ***** fingers, soft and cold and fluttering like white moths That edge closer to a flame until they catch. There is a part of me that feels old, and fragile. And already even in the crest of my youth I’ve cursed this body For its frailty, its needs. It suffers and complains, always crying out for something, Never sated, never still. I’ve said it feels like living inside a porcelain doll A look, and cracks can spider out along an arm, A word and blood can bloom beneath the surface, seeping up into Bruised pictures and symbols. I must always be gentle, I must always be Watching. Too passionate, and fissures form, marring the cheek, spreading like shadows thrown by a lace curtain. I stare out, burning to touch everything, And yet I pull back: To dare is to risk, and I’ve seen Both reward and loss. I have seen a thousand shining colors spread across me like sunrise, Warming my skin, Calling to me like prayer until a bit of light escaped through the spaces between my atoms and reached another person’s palms, But I have also seen the pale, flat shards of myself, Sifted through white dust in dismay For a salvageable portion. Indeed, there are rooms in this world where sharp edges of me still linger Waiting in obstructed corners and beneath heavy refrigerators To gouge a foot or snag a hem, Interred In the dark and hollow places where they flew when I shattered and could not gather them all. I have known Intimately My own fragility, How maddeningly breakable I am And how difficult to mend. And there is a part of me now, always, Which whispers to me when I would be bold, “You are not old, yet. But wouldn’t you just love To live that long?”
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Eyes that flash the soul of civilization And warm the heart in observation. Love that whispers with a gentle touch And surrounds with hugs that seem so much. Cry Beloved! Water that caresses with a thousand tongues Sunshine that coos all the birds’ songs Teachers and vets, pronouns and clowns Croissants, marmalade, coffee and new lawns. Cry Beloved! Breezes and sneezes, walks by the shore Seashells that capture all the sea’s roar Powdery sand and laconic lagoons Daydreams and naps in the afternoons Cry Beloved! Smiles, museums, carriages in the park Salads with friends and chocolates too dark Rowing among lily pads and turtles and frogs Hiking and crossing the streams on new logs. Cry Beloved! Flowers and bees buzzing in the sun Hummingbirds hovering, dogs on the run Children running, giggles and wiggles Caring, learning, reading and snuggles Cry Beloved! Snowy mountains, valleys green Faith proclaimed, faith unseen Wonder and ponder, awe and reverence Invitations from God to join in the dance Cry beloved! Hands held together in prayer and in love Eyes raised to heaven on the wings of a dove Caring so deep, affection so real Feel the love and start to heal Cry My Beloved!
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Sep 6, 2010
Sep 6, 2010 at 8:40 PM UTC
CRY BELOVED
my god, you embody admirable beauty you replenish all the good when my world is crashing with waves so persistent these rocks must remember the importance they leave when the tide begins to fall i'm dying to know, has this sand always been so white? i find peace in the piles my car is collecting i beam at the worlds these rocks are collecting communal homes, no fighting; just beauty my pale limbs get lost in sand so white shortly revealing themselves as waves come crashing sometimes i stand on that rugged pier and i fall awaiting the swallow of the sea, forgetting what i shouldn't remember here, the wind is always changing, it will never remember these impeding worries I've been collecting it may not be strong enough to catch my fall but it floods my lungs with beauty for a moment i feel this high is crashing a seagull grooms his messy feathers, searching for the white i tell the gull he's beautiful, despite his lack of white he distracts me from what i shouldn't remember in taking flight, i envy his crashing colliding with the water at such height, i grasp the shells I've been collecting i notice the tide receding from its path, revealing more beauty tripping over sand, i race to the pier for one last fall i attempt to leave but the oceans current begs for another fall the powdery sand on shore grabs me by the ankles and i'm glowing white i am flattered by this playful behavior, i'm grateful for its beauty with you, my dear, my peace of mind is all you must remember rest assured i will never abandon the memories we are collecting for it is you, i run to when my world is crashing i swiftly dodge the sudden rain so violently crashing in a dreamy state, i observe the drops as they fall still, my shoes are soaked from where water insisted on collecting in my rear view i see the sand converts to mud and is no longer white it doesn't matter though, its not the way i'll remember a storm could never retract genuine beauty recounting the days moments, drenched in beauty, i feel my body crashing time is limited when trying to remember as my eyelids fall white sand is all i see and i'm buried beneath the pillows I've been collecting
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Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
safe place
my god, you embody admirable beauty you replenish all the good when my world is crashing with waves so persistent these rocks must remember the importance they leave when the tide begins to fall i'm dying to know, has this sand always been so white? i find peace in the piles my car is collecting i beam at the worlds these rocks are collecting communal homes, no fighting; just beauty my pale limbs get lost in sand so white shortly revealing themselves as waves come crashing sometimes i stand on that rugged pier and i fall awaiting the swallow of the sea, forgetting what i shouldn't remember here, the wind is always changing, it will never remember these impeding worries I've been collecting it may not be strong enough to catch my fall but it floods my lungs with beauty for a moment i feel this high is crashing a seagull grooms his messy feathers, searching for the white i tell the gull he's beautiful, despite his lack of white he distracts me from what i shouldn't remember in taking flight, i envy his crashing colliding with the water at such height, i grasp the shells I've been collecting i notice the tide receding from its path, revealing more beauty tripping over sand, i race to the pier for one last fall i attempt to leave but the oceans current begs for another fall the powdery sand on shore grabs me by the ankles and i'm glowing white i am flattered by this playful behavior, i'm grateful for its beauty with you, my dear, my peace of mind is all you must remember rest assured i will never abandon the memories we are collecting for it is you, i run to when my world is crashing i swiftly dodge the sudden rain so violently crashing in a dreamy state, i observe the drops as they fall still, my shoes are soaked from where water insisted on collecting in my rear view i see the sand converts to mud and is no longer white it doesn't matter though, its not the way i'll remember a storm could never retract genuine beauty recounting the days moments, drenched in beauty, i feel my body crashing time is limited when trying to remember as my eyelids fall white sand is all i see and i'm buried beneath the pillows I've been collecting
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Most mornings are not clear. Most mornings are not the type with a ten-state view from the top of Clingman's Dome, and two very expensive tanks of gasoline. You're welcome. No, most mornings are battered by some kind of weather condition - rains and drizzles and nebulous fogs, unhappy bedmates, a productive cough - or else the sun just remits, stays dozing until it has slept enough. Then you get that gray sky- chalkboard, the punitive slap of humid cold on your early walks, your coffee rendezvous. Then you have too many garments at 3 because you put on extra at 8. Morning, in short, wishes you ill. Be aware that if you were born this century, you lurched into no midwife's hands, full of love and wet, but a surgeon's, gloved and powdery, who spanked you firmly, knocked you down with a commanding stare, and gave you the first of many cuts you were to receive. But for having woken up, let's say, on the wrong side of the bed (if even there's a right one), I would like to think we've done alright, are not too warm or upset at midday, not too disappointed in ourselves, our moments of astounding social gracelessness that we leave like bits of sneaker in our wake. Still, though, a question: where grows happiness? Where sprouts the silver trunk, the cypress or birch? Or ficus or orange or ginkgo biloba? Tell me. I would tap that tree 'til it withers, and die under its trunk, and the two very expensive tanks of gasoline it took to get me where I am.
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May 4, 2010
May 4, 2010 at 7:48 AM UTC
Morning Meditations From Clingman's Dome
You are you the anemia in my heart Where human remains start A journey into harmony with a spirited flame Whipping into tranquility a fascinating rein Trying to survive beneath a powdery substance, pollen Bellowing with distress With hands on the face of God with a righteous value Licking the language of music that barely exists Bare shadows, disfigured, and executed Battered into the desolate cold grave The salvation sickens me alive Memories are  measureless The sun gasps into soulless sounds As the spirits surround me crying as I fail Demise while you're young With redemption you sacrifice The night begins to spill away, slain by the sun
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Jul 13, 2013
Jul 13, 2013 at 7:31 PM UTC
The End Of A Mournful Soul
Nothing is better than The Rush. No feeling in the world can compare to the high. The smell of a powdery mountain overtakes my nose. The tingle of a warm syrup slithers through my veins. The inhale of smoke swarms into my lungs. And the days slowly fade away. Nothing is worse than The Crash. When you can feel the euphoria dripping out of every crevice. The stink of the sweat that rains down over my clammy skin. The aches and shadows that encompass my sunken eyes. The cramps that seize me and ******* my body. Make me realize the I can't live without the high.
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 10:42 AM UTC
The Rush and The Crash
To the middle school English teachers that simplified Shakespearean plays to the last syllable, feeling like the same dagger of odd epiphanies. The distinct powdery paint stained floors, acrylic smudged tables and the coffee aroma by 09:03. An art class educated by a poetic tongue, flicking through all art movements like he existed eloquently in each. Our engineering & graphics teacher who simultaneously mothered us as her own from the isolated section of block D. In the background, a blackboard with  meticulously drawn site plans of the highest precision. Her shouts were just as sharp. To my spontaneous IT teachers that taught me how to maneuver through binary dilemmas and store any distress in random access memory. Or to the person who found my wallet with my ID and bank cards but had no idea where my cash disappeared to. The aloof B15 bus driver constantly arriving before the last bell, especially on rainy pastel gray days. The far too kind Mrs Sharon. I've never met you personally. However, your positive impact on my grandparent's life rolled both from their tongues and into my life. Thank you.
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Dec 30, 2021
Dec 30, 2021 at 1:52 AM UTC
Thank you
On the bridge between waking and sleeping I met my father's eyes. So beautiful and dark, filled with quiet trouble, and with tender invention. Here in this nature park green branches reach out to one another, embracing the air and the sky, touching, sending chills down each other's bark and trunk, meeting overhead. You, my youngest brother, have our father's eyes, and they are eyes of pain and tenderness, of caring every day for our beloved, ailing planet. Above our heads, just now, down at the bottom of the road to Ely Ford, sycamores carry thousands of backlit leaves, each a green window into its own reality. Who could have known that after so many months of silent solitude, giving up completely on the illusory version of love, a new beginning to life would begin as clearly and simply as the moment when a butterfly, shoulders hunched in the final stages of imprisonment within its sacred cocoon, knows unswervingly that this is the day to bust loose, to slowly stretch wet, untried wings, gingerly begin to flex her coloured, powdery, armature: learning the way trust in truth and goodness frees one completely. *And sheets, and sheets of white light wash over me. Sheets and sheets of white light wash over me.*
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Jun 5, 2016
Jun 5, 2016 at 4:15 AM UTC
Of Life on This Planet
bone traitor. Skin viper Edge Stealer Ridge maker Health reflector. Mirror- you liar! Rogue on the scale... Signs that my brain has duped me; Floating oily in the Basin Phantom aches Blood test lies Powdery remedies pressed almond abandon all cows Bean curd body snatching **** the doctor to get a clue Girl in pain this isn't me so- Who the hell are you?
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Aug 5, 2017
Aug 5, 2017 at 11:18 PM UTC
Rx
It was the first snowfall of the year, a very soft, quiet, powdery snow that silently swept over the town. She stood at the door, watching the soft flakes collect on the ground. Every year she thought of how she dreaded with wintertime, the cold, the snow, the slush, all of it. She had been quite pessimistic towards the idea of the first snow of the year. She wasn’t ready for the absolute sign of cold, not so soon. She sighed, knowing it was inevitable. The month was November and it had been cold since mid-October. She could only accept it and move on with her life for the rest of the winter. As she stood, watching the snow dust the points of the grass, she felt something swelling up inside. She couldn’t tell whether it was nostalgia, or happiness or sadness, it was a feeling she had either lost the name for or it had no name. She felt her eyes sting as the tears filled them to the brim. She thought it was ridiculous to cry about the snow, of all things. There were more important things to worry about and she was crying about snow. She shook her head and closed the door, walking away from the view. She held herself as goosebumps covered her skin. Slowly she went through the motions she went through every night, with the exception of the tears crystallizing on her skin. She rubbed the skin before going to bed, that curious feeling still filling her up. She thought of the snow, and the one she loved, and everything else. As the night grew quieter still, the feeling became apparent as a nostalgic loneliness. As the soft snow covered the little down in blankets, she covered herself and wished to share her blanket with another.
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Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 10:58 PM UTC
The first snowfall this year
It was the first snowfall of the year, a very soft, quiet, powdery snow that silently swept over the town. She stood at the door, watching the soft flakes collect on the ground. Every year she thought of how she dreaded with wintertime, the cold, the snow, the slush, all of it. She had been quite pessimistic towards the idea of the first snow of the year. She wasn’t ready for the absolute sign of cold, not so soon. She sighed, knowing it was inevitable. The month was November and it had been cold since mid-October. She could only accept it and move on with her life for the rest of the winter. As she stood, watching the snow dust the points of the grass, she felt something swelling up inside. She couldn’t tell whether it was nostalgia, or happiness or sadness, it was a feeling she had either lost the name for or it had no name. She felt her eyes sting as the tears filled them to the brim. She thought it was ridiculous to cry about the snow, of all things. There were more important things to worry about and she was crying about snow. She shook her head and closed the door, walking away from the view. She held herself as goosebumps covered her skin. Slowly she went through the motions she went through every night, with the exception of the tears crystallizing on her skin. She rubbed the skin before going to bed, that curious feeling still filling her up. She thought of the snow, and the one she loved, and everything else. As the night grew quieter still, the feeling became apparent as a nostalgic loneliness. As the soft snow covered the little down in blankets, she covered herself and wished to share her blanket with another.
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trailing like meteors ash flicks of embers that tumble through darkness and no one remembers dissolving in liquid like powdery pigment that forms and then fades in less than an instant its all spreading out like scatter star skies each as the other in dark and disguise molecular symphonies energized masses that circle each other like sublimised gasses a hailstorm of being a meteor shower reactive conversions of matter and power its all spreading out like scatter star skies each as the other in dark and disguise
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Apr 12, 2010
Apr 12, 2010 at 5:53 AM UTC
In Dark and Disguise
Sometimes, if I try, I hum between the tumbling Hills of the world bracing domesticated beasts. They graze and grunt all over again, Entering slumbers following the daily sweep Of lactic creeks, thin enough to guide tree roots. Dusk is explained by the party of two, embracing the dividing sun. Look left to see coral reef skies swim attempting to grasp what is to the right of the Sun: Silhouettes outlining prayers flattening dimensions of rugged Mosques Still dusty from wheat flour and patterned by uncooked lentils, that Slipped through missing seams of Burlap, blackened from the hearth Malleable as a result of dependency. Though only half of my sight functions, I reason that Earth shifts without you. Watching centuries and some odd Years of changes, I yearn to know where you have gone. I peer from the peacock’s tail, feeling the pulse of the World tick away as the fearless pray to someone new. Your countenance, I interlaced with feathered fingers Depicts movements, curves. A shame to be without Language to fill the contours of a nebulaic expression Or swindling modifications. You put me here. My eyes anyway. Expecting me to retire along with buildings for your worship Powdery paint has spilled and faded along with Others who have modified your appearance, their someone new. Even as the shadows swells A million replicates of Io, moo and sway home, tired from the Beating sun, to which eyes remain fixed. One momentary memory visits. Vision simulate traces of wonder, travelling on Pathways believed to be conquerable. The people have learned What I have not. They pause, breathe.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 1:32 PM UTC
Dear Hera, From Argus
Sometimes, if I try, I hum between the tumbling Hills of the world bracing domesticated beasts. They graze and grunt all over again, Entering slumbers following the daily sweep Of lactic creeks, thin enough to guide tree roots. Dusk is explained by the party of two, embracing the dividing sun. Look left to see coral reef skies swim attempting to grasp what is to the right of the Sun: Silhouettes outlining prayers flattening dimensions of rugged Mosques Still dusty from wheat flour and patterned by uncooked lentils, that Slipped through missing seams of Burlap, blackened from the hearth Malleable as a result of dependency. Though only half of my sight functions, I reason that Earth shifts without you. Watching centuries and some odd Years of changes, I yearn to know where you have gone. I peer from the peacock’s tail, feeling the pulse of the World tick away as the fearless pray to someone new. Your countenance, I interlaced with feathered fingers Depicts movements, curves. A shame to be without Language to fill the contours of a nebulaic expression Or swindling modifications. You put me here. My eyes anyway. Expecting me to retire along with buildings for your worship Powdery paint has spilled and faded along with Others who have modified your appearance, their someone new. Even as the shadows swells A million replicates of Io, moo and sway home, tired from the Beating sun, to which eyes remain fixed. One momentary memory visits. Vision simulate traces of wonder, travelling on Pathways believed to be conquerable. The people have learned What I have not. They pause, breathe.
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Asleep in math class, not me, the matrices Nobody cares about them it seems, They lie, tucked in, drowsy between the textbook pages of more important chapters But today, I finally saw the magic in them The numbers dance You can take two matrices, written in powdery chalk, On the smooth, green ballroom floor on the wall And watch, as if underwater, all is murmurs, all music Comprehension of a different sort than paying attention As the entries shift and multiply and add Moving, sliding, locking into place like Tetris And only some partners are compatible, and only under certain circumstances 2X3 and 3X5 meet in the middle, merge and mutate into 2X5 Two become one, each bringing their differences to the ball New dimensions Translating, the rows become columns and the whole constellation Spins, twirling, kaleidoscope Square matrices waltz Others salsa and tango Slowing, slowing, sinking into the final dip Finding identity 1 0 0 0 1 0 0 0 1
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 4:02 PM UTC
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