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I LOVE MYSELF With all my flaws In my Beautifulness, In my mistakes, In my weakness, In my darkness. I love myself, because I am worth it. I am a high power person who can move mountains with my love, thoughts and dreams I am good, kind, funny, full of life and love, contagious with my explosive energy Some things may be equally essential but nothing is more important than loving oneself And at this moment the love I have for myself goes above and beyond. It could reach the end of the universe if I just unwrap it I love me in my inane, craziest, sanest, beautiful twisted, darkest and funniest way I love me in a way that no one does I love me in my fullest woes I am everything that I can and will be I am frightfully proud of my flaws and proudly wearing them as no one is perfect This is the start of a new journey to me The journey of love and self acceptance The journey to fully embrace and value my own self I allow myself to fall in my stupidest and biggest way, just to get back up and catch my breath again Failure will not stop me but make me stronger I am fully seeing me and smiling at my imperfected and distorted reflection Hugging myself so tightly, refusing to let go The more I am spending time with me, The more and more my love grows Is it bad for my health ? I do not think so. It’s true, I am better, happier, more free, powerful, at peace The sun is shining on me I don’t need no help to be beautiful, ‘cause I’ve got me I’ve got that uncontainable light from within me I am smoldering a treasure, sharing laughter, joy and sadness with myself I have learnt the phases of myself So distant from that little insecure girl I used to know As I allow her opinions to matter I have accepted her difference Her different kind of beauty, I have learned to love This feeling of wholeness, self acceptance, comfort and love, is liberating I wrap myself around my contorted and beautiful else to form a ME As I am, Raw and Real
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Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 6:34 AM UTC
Me, Myself and I
I LOVE MYSELF With all my flaws In my Beautifulness, In my mistakes, In my weakness, In my darkness. I love myself, because I am worth it. I am a high power person who can move mountains with my love, thoughts and dreams I am good, kind, funny, full of life and love, contagious with my explosive energy Some things may be equally essential but nothing is more important than loving oneself And at this moment the love I have for myself goes above and beyond. It could reach the end of the universe if I just unwrap it I love me in my inane, craziest, sanest, beautiful twisted, darkest and funniest way I love me in a way that no one does I love me in my fullest woes I am everything that I can and will be I am frightfully proud of my flaws and proudly wearing them as no one is perfect This is the start of a new journey to me The journey of love and self acceptance The journey to fully embrace and value my own self I allow myself to fall in my stupidest and biggest way, just to get back up and catch my breath again Failure will not stop me but make me stronger I am fully seeing me and smiling at my imperfected and distorted reflection Hugging myself so tightly, refusing to let go The more I am spending time with me, The more and more my love grows Is it bad for my health ? I do not think so. It’s true, I am better, happier, more free, powerful, at peace The sun is shining on me I don’t need no help to be beautiful, ‘cause I’ve got me I’ve got that uncontainable light from within me I am smoldering a treasure, sharing laughter, joy and sadness with myself I have learnt the phases of myself So distant from that little insecure girl I used to know As I allow her opinions to matter I have accepted her difference Her different kind of beauty, I have learned to love This feeling of wholeness, self acceptance, comfort and love, is liberating I wrap myself around my contorted and beautiful else to form a ME As I am, Raw and Real
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The nightsky is alike a mighty mansion of the stars which then twinkle in elegance, beauty and transience until the dawn outshines them in a graceful manner. As the night turns away from the sun and from her light, danger in our imagination could await, from the corners of our very mind. Yet the stars make up a soft blanket, a cover of the calmest of light, which could bring peace to a soul which is performing a rampage. All the constilations, all the names and forms which reveal themselves, are but a heavenly spectra for those who are nocturnal. Or for those, whom have meet the cruel fate to be allergic to the natural, straight forward, warming and blissful sunlight. There is no soul with no protector, in the nightsky such would be a bright,piercing star, standing proud,manifest its location is over you Holding many wonders, the beauty of the night comes with shooting stars, which at times shortly sweep over the heaven before fading. Wishes are made upon, hope fills their hearts, for a better future or a fulfilment of their desires, tangled up within the depth of mind. Night becomes bright once the moon shines, in its fullest posture. Becomes dark once the rainclouds drive near, calling in thunder. But most importantly, it is a time of rest, from all this earth beholds ~ Umi
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Feb 10, 2018
Feb 10, 2018 at 1:30 AM UTC
The Nightsky
Life is a rollercoaster filled with many ups and downs. Life is a rollercoaster it can sometimes be scary to be swept off the ground. Life is a rollercoaster there are moments can sometimes be exciting. Life is a rollercoaster there are moments where you get knocked off balance and feel sick. Life is a rollercoaster sometimes all you can do is hang on for your dear life and scream. Life is a rollercoaster sometimes you reach out for your dreams no matter unpractical they may seem. Life is a rollercoaster filled with little loop de loops that spin you around and hurl you around in a different direction. Life is a rollercoaster filled with chaotic moments that make us feel blue. Life is a rollercoaster, I don't know about you but at times it seems for many the ride ends too quickly without enough time to say goodbye. Life is a rollercoaster filled with heartache and moments that make us cry. Life is a rollercoaster and it is best to just face it instead of trying to hide. Life is a rollercoaster it is good to take a supportive hand as we round the next bend. Life is a rollercoaster we have this moment today to try to live life to the fullest and remember that it is best enjoyed with our friends and family by our side. Life is a rollercoaster I am grateful that I have this opportunity to ride this ride. Life is a rollercoaster so I'll do my best to take bad moments in stride, and focus more on the good moments that are held within each new day if I just choose to look around.
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Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC
Life Is A Rollercoaster
Life is a rollercoaster filled with many ups and downs. Life is a rollercoaster it can sometimes be scary to be swept off the ground. Life is a rollercoaster there are moments can sometimes be exciting. Life is a rollercoaster there are moments where you get knocked off balance and feel sick. Life is a rollercoaster sometimes all you can do is hang on for your dear life and scream. Life is a rollercoaster sometimes you reach out for your dreams no matter unpractical they may seem. Life is a rollercoaster filled with little loop de loops that spin you around and hurl you around in a different direction. Life is a rollercoaster filled with chaotic moments that make us feel blue. Life is a rollercoaster, I don't know about you but at times it seems for many the ride ends too quickly without enough time to say goodbye. Life is a rollercoaster filled with heartache and moments that make us cry. Life is a rollercoaster and it is best to just face it instead of trying to hide. Life is a rollercoaster it is good to take a supportive hand as we round the next bend. Life is a rollercoaster we have this moment today to try to live life to the fullest and remember that it is best enjoyed with our friends and family by our side. Life is a rollercoaster I am grateful that I have this opportunity to ride this ride. Life is a rollercoaster so I'll do my best to take bad moments in stride, and focus more on the good moments that are held within each new day if I just choose to look around.
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Oh, how I always wanted to live in an 8-bit world Side-scrolling action Duck hunts galore As much currency as a first-world country It’s hard not to love it From Pokémon to Kid Icarus The nostalgia nearly takes my breath away I won’t let problems stack up like Tetris I’m not being chased by ghosts crying, “Wacka, wacka, wacka, wacka, wacka” This isn’t a video game, it’s real life When you die you don’t respawn like nothing ever happened No, this is it. One life. I’m placing blocks in Minecraft Pwning n00bz in Call of Duty Gaining headshots on Grunts like Master Chief Gathering rings in Sonic the Hedgehog Sneaking around like Ezio Auditore da Firenze And delivering newspapers like Paperboy While escaping the mysterious Slenderman I’m living in this virtual world without danger I don’t want to make it on these streets like Frogger I don’t have big shoes to fill like the plumber or the blue blur This ain’t no sandbox or first-person shooter, it’s reality So, live it to the fullest, don’t rage quit
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Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 8:05 PM UTC
8-bit Feeling
Far on a lunatic sea, filled with tranquility and serenity, love and devotion, some flowers have made it their goal to bloom in purity, Innocent looking, sweet and with a scent from amongst the heavens, Tricking their foolish, mindless pray to come closer to them while seeping in spite and hatred, longing for revenge for their reflection, A soft breeze accompanies the starlit sky, transient moonlight lurks through in a ghastly, bluish horizon as it rises to claim the heavens for his own once he had reached its fullest phase, ahh those phantoms, Gone mad through a night full of punishment and bloodshed, Before the petals can scatter in a dawning sky they seek for an intent, Finally an attempt would be able to be made, a pity human draws near, weeping in sorrow and grief, causing them to shake excitedly As then their roots would rush out of the ground and imprison him, Twisted illusion of diversion, as they pierce through skin and bones, dragging his struggling, flailing body underground,remaining unseen Feeding on his blood, using his corpse as a fertiliser they stay pure, Moved for one instant, they dive deeper into the soil of this landscape Hatred twines around them, causing disturbance in their memories, It is alike to be left in an accelerating world of recurrance, everlasting, Until the sunrise has dyed the sky in red and everything replicates ~ Umi
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Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 8:43 AM UTC
Lilies of Murderous Intent
A: Don't you find it irritating? Z: Hm? A: Don't you find irritating the human need to feel happiness? Z: Isn't that only natural? When you are happy you feel good. So you will want to feel good when you aren't happy right? A: But that's not natural. Being happy is just a state you can be at. It's not the state you were at before or after. Being neutral is a state you came from and will go to. Z: So should I feel the need to be sad when I'm happy just as I have the need to fell happy when I'm sad? A: No, that does nothing. You shouldn't feel anything at all. Or have a need to in the first place. Z: That makes no sense. Life is what the living does. You can't live without a need to feel can you? A: Well maybe being alive is not a natural state to be at as well! If it was you wouldn't die or be born. Z: What do you mean? A: Well maybe life and death are also just a state you can be at, but neither are the natural states... Z: Ugh... Third state beside Life and Death? A: Yeah! Z: What would that be? A: Well for that to work I guess there would have to be a third party involved, like a soul or something, then we could say that it's only your body that is alive or dead. Your soul is then just a presence that trough a medium called body is collecting experience. Z: What about emotions? A: Let's add another body in the picture! Call it „emotional body“. Emotional body is using a physical body as a medium to get experience from the world and then there is a soul that is using the emotional body as a medium so we get a perfect being! Z: Isn't that a bit of a stretch? A: Who knows.... But then we could say that there is finally a natural state to be at. It is called „Soul state“. In this state you resonate your three bodies (the physical, emotional and soul bodies). In this state you are not „Alive“ or „Dead“, you are not „Happy“ or „Sad“, you are just a presence. Z: And how would you get to this state called „Soul state“?? A: Well you should ask yourself why do the other two bodies exist in the first place? Z: Hm.. Well to experience things right? A: Yeah.. Z: Ohhh! So the soul is a presence that trough the two bodies experiences things! So once it has experienced all there is to see and feel. It will finally enter the „Soul state“!! A: exactly! Z: But isn't there just soo much? We don't really have enough time to experience all there is... A: well who said you live only once.. Z: Reincarnations? A: Mhm. Z: But why don't we remember things from our past lives? A: Well it would be rather easier to experience everything if you think you have only so much time. That way you will use all of the time given to you to live at your fullest!
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May 6, 2018
May 6, 2018 at 2:33 PM UTC
hu,man
A: Don't you find it irritating? Z: Hm? A: Don't you find irritating the human need to feel happiness? Z: Isn't that only natural? When you are happy you feel good. So you will want to feel good when you aren't happy right? A: But that's not natural. Being happy is just a state you can be at. It's not the state you were at before or after. Being neutral is a state you came from and will go to. Z: So should I feel the need to be sad when I'm happy just as I have the need to fell happy when I'm sad? A: No, that does nothing. You shouldn't feel anything at all. Or have a need to in the first place. Z: That makes no sense. Life is what the living does. You can't live without a need to feel can you? A: Well maybe being alive is not a natural state to be at as well! If it was you wouldn't die or be born. Z: What do you mean? A: Well maybe life and death are also just a state you can be at, but neither are the natural states... Z: Ugh... Third state beside Life and Death? A: Yeah! Z: What would that be? A: Well for that to work I guess there would have to be a third party involved, like a soul or something, then we could say that it's only your body that is alive or dead. Your soul is then just a presence that trough a medium called body is collecting experience. Z: What about emotions? A: Let's add another body in the picture! Call it „emotional body“. Emotional body is using a physical body as a medium to get experience from the world and then there is a soul that is using the emotional body as a medium so we get a perfect being! Z: Isn't that a bit of a stretch? A: Who knows.... But then we could say that there is finally a natural state to be at. It is called „Soul state“. In this state you resonate your three bodies (the physical, emotional and soul bodies). In this state you are not „Alive“ or „Dead“, you are not „Happy“ or „Sad“, you are just a presence. Z: And how would you get to this state called „Soul state“?? A: Well you should ask yourself why do the other two bodies exist in the first place? Z: Hm.. Well to experience things right? A: Yeah.. Z: Ohhh! So the soul is a presence that trough the two bodies experiences things! So once it has experienced all there is to see and feel. It will finally enter the „Soul state“!! A: exactly! Z: But isn't there just soo much? We don't really have enough time to experience all there is... A: well who said you live only once.. Z: Reincarnations? A: Mhm. Z: But why don't we remember things from our past lives? A: Well it would be rather easier to experience everything if you think you have only so much time. That way you will use all of the time given to you to live at your fullest!
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Oh To Be A Child Again... Oh to be a child again Oh to dance with glee Oh to have no worries And live a life carefree To see fun in the shadows A rainbow in the rain A light amongst the darkness And not to feel the pain. To live with total innocence And not know how to lie To love with all your being Until your time to die To smile at every person Whether rich or poor To play out in the open And not to close the door To speak without the fear Of saying something wrong To sing without the worry Of not knowing the song. To live life to the fullest To give each day its best No worry of the future Or failing in life’s test See wonder in the smallest being Beauty in a tree Oh to be a child again And live a life carefree.
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Oh To Be A Child Again
Between your legs spread wide like the peddles of a flower I devour your very essence to the fullest of my extent.
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Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 3:46 PM UTC
Pussie
Cake, the meat of culinary delights; Icing, the sauce. Cake, the main entree, the special of the night; Icing, the decorative garnish. Without Cake, Icing has no purpose A clump, a blob, of meaningless goop. 1 spoonful of Icing alone and you're done. Spread out amongst the firm surface of Cake though, Icing becomes much more interesting, and much more fun. I am the Cake. You are the Icing. Without me, the base, the entree, the meat You, the sauce, the garnish and blob, don't matter You can be the Icing to your own Cake or to another But without me, you'll do nothing but rot teeth and smother So, to enjoy you, Icing, to the absolute fullest I must, first, combine the ingredients, stir and bake Because it is vital, if one is to appreciate your sweet taste, To properly prepare my foundation, the meat, your Cake. - BPW
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC
The Importance of Being Cake (a.k.a. frivolous icing)
I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone enough to truly consecrate the hour. I am much too small in this world, yet not small enough to be to you just object and thing, dark and smart. I want my free will and want it accompanying the path which leads to action; and want during times that beg questions, where something is up, to be among those in the know, or else be alone. I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection, never be blind or too old to uphold your weighty wavering reflection. I want to unfold. Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent; for there I would be dishonest, untrue. I want my conscience to be true before you; want to describe myself like a picture I observed for a long time, one close up, like a new word I learned and embraced, like the everyday jug, like my mother's face, like a ship that carried me along through the deadliest storm.
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I am Much Too Alone in this World
No sirens are heard the morning is still, Hope awakens, a vibrant animal It was never dead, only hiding. Modern individuals, can reveal The root of their plight, let old wounds heal Daughters, allowed to make their own decisions, Mothers, remembered for loving care, Fathers, passing wisdom to their children, The hibernation of falsehood. But what of those who never found these things? To them we must give our fullest kindness, We all were children once, and we all deserve love. With forgiveness, justice, and harmony. Let no further judgements be passed, Let lovers rejoice, Let shots ring out in celebration Not as signals of termination. These cycles never end, But what festered yesterday, Today can be healed. Let lovers lie together in bliss, Absorbed in communion of affections, On this day let us heal each other, As we heal our world, One individual at a time.
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Sep 12, 2012
Sep 12, 2012 at 11:35 AM UTC
Healed Individual
starry eyes with a bold stare the universe isn't frightening to you admirable because you are the one percent the one percent who lives life to the fullest, one hundred percent curls that your head weeps down that resemble the salty ocean waves skin as pale as a snow flake with sun kissed spots on your crinkled button nose translucent personality angelic intentions a golden silhouette of a heart on your wrist a kiss that takes and gives air
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 7:58 AM UTC
goddess
I've known an extraordinary lady,                 'Cause I wrote poems in HP,                                                         Well, I thank HP a lot,                                                 That I have the opportunity,                                        To know a person like her!                 And found out  we have the same nationality, Not only that, she write these exceptional and amazing poems!!           I was overwhelmed!                 And blithesomely chatted her,                             She replied, We have a good talk,                  I was so broken into splinters those times,              I could hardly remember the throe,         But her words glare brightest in my heart, She inspired me,          With the hurting truth,                    Well, I knew truth hurts, Then we always chat,     We exchange phone numbers,                  And texting even not in HP, 'Cause I knew she is so much busy, But I'm still texting her telling,                      "I'M SO GLAD TO BE Your FRIEND." And that, "Ohayou Gozaimasu, konnichiwa & konnbanwa"              "Kiotsukete kudasai Roan-chan!" Oh yeah!            We love Japan, and their language,                  That made me love her even more.                        (Love as friend okay?!)     We exchange google+ & fb,         And saw her angelic face,             Scattering over her timeline,                  I saw a beautiful soul,                        Dancing and gleaming inside of her,       She's indeed a very good friend,                              When I have heartaches and tribulations,                                      I share her my pain and sorrows, She's like the sun in the noon time,                   Heating me up with her love and care,                     But even though I have not met her personally,                 I knew for sure that I'm so much blessed,             To know such a golden spirit,                               Such rare being in the amidst, And I do knew,                              That God will lead us together,                          To spend time personally as friends, Together with Ma'am Sally,                         As what she told me,           "We should have this ~poetess date~ " How I long for that day! I really pray to God,                       *That He will give you,                          The best of the life,*    *Give you good health,           To continue enjoying life to it's fullest,* *To have many more birthdays to come,                  For you to see more,       Of the beauty of God's creation,*                             *And to find,                      That very right man,             That your heart longs to find,                 For quiet elongated time.* *I pray also,           That you will remain,                  To be light to all people,*             *And be that very good friend, Everyone longs for,* In this beautiful day,                    I pray you will be the happiest person alive,                             And celebrate this marvelous day,                                           God had given you.       "Maligayang Kaarawan Aking Kaibigan."                    © Earl Jane                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
Otanjōbi Omedetō Gozaimasu, ROAN-CHAN!
I've known an extraordinary lady,                 'Cause I wrote poems in HP,                                                         Well, I thank HP a lot,                                                 That I have the opportunity,                                        To know a person like her!                 And found out  we have the same nationality, Not only that, she write these exceptional and amazing poems!!           I was overwhelmed!                 And blithesomely chatted her,                             She replied, We have a good talk,                  I was so broken into splinters those times,              I could hardly remember the throe,         But her words glare brightest in my heart, She inspired me,          With the hurting truth,                    Well, I knew truth hurts, Then we always chat,     We exchange phone numbers,                  And texting even not in HP, 'Cause I knew she is so much busy, But I'm still texting her telling,                      "I'M SO GLAD TO BE Your FRIEND." And that, "Ohayou Gozaimasu, konnichiwa & konnbanwa"              "Kiotsukete kudasai Roan-chan!" Oh yeah!            We love Japan, and their language,                  That made me love her even more.                        (Love as friend okay?!)     We exchange google+ & fb,         And saw her angelic face,             Scattering over her timeline,                  I saw a beautiful soul,                        Dancing and gleaming inside of her,       She's indeed a very good friend,                              When I have heartaches and tribulations,                                      I share her my pain and sorrows, She's like the sun in the noon time,                   Heating me up with her love and care,                     But even though I have not met her personally,                 I knew for sure that I'm so much blessed,             To know such a golden spirit,                               Such rare being in the amidst, And I do knew,                              That God will lead us together,                          To spend time personally as friends, Together with Ma'am Sally,                         As what she told me,           "We should have this ~poetess date~ " How I long for that day! I really pray to God,                       *That He will give you,                          The best of the life,*    *Give you good health,           To continue enjoying life to it's fullest,* *To have many more birthdays to come,                  For you to see more,       Of the beauty of God's creation,*                             *And to find,                      That very right man,             That your heart longs to find,                 For quiet elongated time.* *I pray also,           That you will remain,                  To be light to all people,*             *And be that very good friend, Everyone longs for,* In this beautiful day,                    I pray you will be the happiest person alive,                             And celebrate this marvelous day,                                           God had given you.       "Maligayang Kaarawan Aking Kaibigan."                    © Earl Jane                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
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When does our weekend begin Time flies in contemplation. The day ends, quick to start. Belittling how the nights are not the same. Caught in thought. The laughs that start soon as I see you. Things that occupy time until the next time. Again becoming a past time. The season changes in a matter of days. The weekend still so far. The human heart a mystery. Full of affection. Restrained throughout the week. Fond with anticipation. To see you, to feel you. The embrace of like minds melting in the torch of where we dwell most. The week becoming longer and longer. When can my heart beat it's fullest. Running away with every throb. Taking you further and further away from where we have to come back. When does our weekend begin. Holiday included, extended weekend. Seeing you smile. The weekend is near
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 10:28 AM UTC
Weekend
Sleep, dearest creature of the night, you who adores the shining moon, I said to myself as the music began to echo through the room A nyctophile blood ******* devil, gifted black demonic wings alike a bat when it flies, strengh beyond reason and a tongue full of sick lies, Yet a ray of sun may be lethal to you, burning you away as if you were paper caught in a firestorm, an inferno of heat, vaporized at last, Life force relies in blood, impurities of constant change I need since I have already passed away theoretically I am most likely already dead A music box plays for me alone, transient melodies from the recurring memories of a brighter, vivid past, to which I am are unable to return to, Ahh, phantoms, a nuisance of the mortal life I have escaped alike the shooting stars over a clear, living,traveling, dark blue night sky Have I toiled well, hard or long to achieve heaven, yet have become stuck as the devils tool in a illusionary world with no end ? Flowing water seals me away, I cannot cross when it rains, and need a polite, kind invitement to intrude and cause wicked bloodshed Sleep, so I may can be innocent until the sun has sunken down to rest, Slumber,  the world of dreams is free from weaknesses to purification, With great magic, comes a devils recitation, engaging in a distant dream far beyond the grasp of my crimson, blood drenched hands, Unable to advance,  shadows of those who have forgotten the fear of darkness spread and creep around, hidden in nights embrace Empty consciousness I am attracted like a fluttering butterfly to the gentle reflected light by the full moon in its fullest sensation, Raise this song of love and paint it in a moonlit night for me, Dance with me, until we aren't part of this world any longer, dear, Sounds melt into silence, structure forms within chains of destiny, Even if tomorrow were never to come, I couldn't care less, For now, just let me rest my eyes ~ Umi
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Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
A lullaby for a Vampire
Sleep, dearest creature of the night, you who adores the shining moon, I said to myself as the music began to echo through the room A nyctophile blood ******* devil, gifted black demonic wings alike a bat when it flies, strengh beyond reason and a tongue full of sick lies, Yet a ray of sun may be lethal to you, burning you away as if you were paper caught in a firestorm, an inferno of heat, vaporized at last, Life force relies in blood, impurities of constant change I need since I have already passed away theoretically I am most likely already dead A music box plays for me alone, transient melodies from the recurring memories of a brighter, vivid past, to which I am are unable to return to, Ahh, phantoms, a nuisance of the mortal life I have escaped alike the shooting stars over a clear, living,traveling, dark blue night sky Have I toiled well, hard or long to achieve heaven, yet have become stuck as the devils tool in a illusionary world with no end ? Flowing water seals me away, I cannot cross when it rains, and need a polite, kind invitement to intrude and cause wicked bloodshed Sleep, so I may can be innocent until the sun has sunken down to rest, Slumber,  the world of dreams is free from weaknesses to purification, With great magic, comes a devils recitation, engaging in a distant dream far beyond the grasp of my crimson, blood drenched hands, Unable to advance,  shadows of those who have forgotten the fear of darkness spread and creep around, hidden in nights embrace Empty consciousness I am attracted like a fluttering butterfly to the gentle reflected light by the full moon in its fullest sensation, Raise this song of love and paint it in a moonlit night for me, Dance with me, until we aren't part of this world any longer, dear, Sounds melt into silence, structure forms within chains of destiny, Even if tomorrow were never to come, I couldn't care less, For now, just let me rest my eyes ~ Umi
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To the boy I fell in love with, When I came up with the idea to write you this I didn't realize how hard it could be to begin, as I have so many thoughts and as we both know I'm not very organized in my thinking. I guess I should probably start with the obvious, I miss you. If I didn't I wouldn't keep writing about you like this. I miss stupid little things, like goofy overtired conversations and the way sitting too close made my arms itch if I was wearing short sleeves. I even miss the things I often hated like League of Legends, and you screaming at your friend when I was trying to sleep, and the way your room was always too warm to actually be comfortable. I guess the second thing would probably be that I'm sorry... For everything. I'm sorry I hurt you and that I never realized how hard it was on you to constantly have to worry about me. I'm sorry I never left my comfort zone enough to keep you interested, and most importantly I'm sorry I was never able to find a way to convince you not to go. And the third would be thank you. You showed me what it is like to feel love and loss and everything in between. You made me finally feel happy enough to want to live my life to the fullest. You showed me parts of myself I didn't even know existed. You changed my life for the better and even though you are gone and moving on from me, I will always be grateful that we crossed paths. To my first love, I hope that you are doing okay. I know you've had some ups and downs in the past few months, and please remember that I am just a phone call away and always will be. I know its really hard for you to ask for help, but if you ever just want someone to sit with you in silence, or take out as a distraction or anything else please don't hesitate to call on me because I won't hesitate to come. I also hope you are eating, watching you shrink before my eyes kind of says otherwise, but still I hope you are staying healthy(ish). Equally importantly, I hope you are happy, and I mean truly happy in your life. I hope you fall in love with someone who deserves the love you are capable of giving, love that not even I was worthy of receiving. To the boy my family also ended up falling in love with, My mom still asks about you. She still tells me "I always liked that boy, and I know you don't go backwards but he may be worthy of an exception to the rule." That is pretty much her way of telling me she misses you. To the boy I thought I could replace, I couldn't. To the boy I wish I could move past, I can't. To the boy who has moved past me, I'm happy for you, I wish you the best, and I'm glad we are at the very least friends still. So, to the boy I fell in love with, Know that despite my best efforts I never fell back out of love with you, and am starting to doubt that I ever truly will.
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Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 12:10 AM UTC
To The Boy I Fell in Love With
To the boy I fell in love with, When I came up with the idea to write you this I didn't realize how hard it could be to begin, as I have so many thoughts and as we both know I'm not very organized in my thinking. I guess I should probably start with the obvious, I miss you. If I didn't I wouldn't keep writing about you like this. I miss stupid little things, like goofy overtired conversations and the way sitting too close made my arms itch if I was wearing short sleeves. I even miss the things I often hated like League of Legends, and you screaming at your friend when I was trying to sleep, and the way your room was always too warm to actually be comfortable. I guess the second thing would probably be that I'm sorry... For everything. I'm sorry I hurt you and that I never realized how hard it was on you to constantly have to worry about me. I'm sorry I never left my comfort zone enough to keep you interested, and most importantly I'm sorry I was never able to find a way to convince you not to go. And the third would be thank you. You showed me what it is like to feel love and loss and everything in between. You made me finally feel happy enough to want to live my life to the fullest. You showed me parts of myself I didn't even know existed. You changed my life for the better and even though you are gone and moving on from me, I will always be grateful that we crossed paths. To my first love, I hope that you are doing okay. I know you've had some ups and downs in the past few months, and please remember that I am just a phone call away and always will be. I know its really hard for you to ask for help, but if you ever just want someone to sit with you in silence, or take out as a distraction or anything else please don't hesitate to call on me because I won't hesitate to come. I also hope you are eating, watching you shrink before my eyes kind of says otherwise, but still I hope you are staying healthy(ish). Equally importantly, I hope you are happy, and I mean truly happy in your life. I hope you fall in love with someone who deserves the love you are capable of giving, love that not even I was worthy of receiving. To the boy my family also ended up falling in love with, My mom still asks about you. She still tells me "I always liked that boy, and I know you don't go backwards but he may be worthy of an exception to the rule." That is pretty much her way of telling me she misses you. To the boy I thought I could replace, I couldn't. To the boy I wish I could move past, I can't. To the boy who has moved past me, I'm happy for you, I wish you the best, and I'm glad we are at the very least friends still. So, to the boy I fell in love with, Know that despite my best efforts I never fell back out of love with you, and am starting to doubt that I ever truly will.
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To live life in its fullest To taste the grapes of joy To drink their wine in glasses To feel the sweet drops, And enjoy. To be enchanted, Drunken with delight, To see the brightness of the stars, During the dark, mysterious, cold night… I dream of happiness and laughter, Of rainbows shining in the sky I dream my tears are turning into roses. They're dropping on my pillow as I cry. I dream of green fields, and I'm running I feel the wind stroking my cheeks. It dries my tears and softly whispers: "You must break free of all your fears". I close my eyes and I am swallowed. Consumed, By a gigantic salty wave And I am floating, not resisting, I'm only trying to be brave… Inside the sea, deep in the darkness I see my past, my present and my dreams, And there's a voice, floating beside me, It tells me: "nothing's as it seems". At times I'm chocking, and I'm drowning I'm praying for the coziness of death, But when it doesn't come, I realize that All I need, Is a deep breath.
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Mar 6, 2011
Mar 6, 2011 at 4:48 AM UTC
Breath
May I not forget The way skin feels Beneath the wake of my hands Smooth Sympathetic to the touch Rolling Gliding To the rythem I choose My hands envelope you causing parasympathetic response Beneath my finger tips Relaxing you to the fullest A gift to me a gift to you Let me feel Let me give let me love May I not forget The way skin feels Beneath the wake of my hands
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Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
Massage
*Oh lustrous orb of silver light how we have missed thy glow. Cloudy skies for weeks have veiled thy brilliance from below. But tonight I see thy face.   Once more as in the past I bask in moonlight watching shadows play upon the grass. We welcome thee with open hearts and offer thy our praise. How strange that you've returned to us in this., thy fullest phase. Tonight, we sleep neath magic light within the lunar womb, Without the thunder shaking window panes in every room. The first days of the month is fair and Luna is as well. Let us pray extremes are gone and have a "magical" spell.*
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Sep 5, 2017
Sep 5, 2017 at 8:16 AM UTC
Oh Lustrous Orb
Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, the goddess of love & beauty, will Make sure to the fullest that no one can **** The charming Adonis who makes me feel Great beyond any ****** that’s real Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, as the discoverer of this beautiful creature so rare Is the first beholder of his countenance so fair It is I who granted him the first unmatched care The kind of caress he will acquire only in my lair Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! His refuge in me never has the stench of death It’s just like everyday he experiences rebirth ‘Coz there I can render him the greatest of health Beauty & youth of flesh beyond any mirth Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Be vigilant towards the welfare of Adonis, my delight His bulging muscles are proofs of his radiant might So alluring to any mortal & immortal sight No one can also equal his handsome face so bright Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! That beauty of his can only be cherished In my realm where beauty never goes blemished The place that all mortals have ever wished There the bright sun will keep his body nourished Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Adonis’ beauty is not fit for the home of the dead He is so vibrant from foot to head Remove him from Hades! To my haven, instead! There he will be nourished by life-giving bread! -02/10/2015 (Dumarao) *Hopelessly Immortal Collection
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Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
Aphrodite’s Petition to Regain Adonis
Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, the goddess of love & beauty, will Make sure to the fullest that no one can **** The charming Adonis who makes me feel Great beyond any ****** that’s real Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, as the discoverer of this beautiful creature so rare Is the first beholder of his countenance so fair It is I who granted him the first unmatched care The kind of caress he will acquire only in my lair Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! His refuge in me never has the stench of death It’s just like everyday he experiences rebirth ‘Coz there I can render him the greatest of health Beauty & youth of flesh beyond any mirth Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Be vigilant towards the welfare of Adonis, my delight His bulging muscles are proofs of his radiant might So alluring to any mortal & immortal sight No one can also equal his handsome face so bright Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! That beauty of his can only be cherished In my realm where beauty never goes blemished The place that all mortals have ever wished There the bright sun will keep his body nourished Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Adonis’ beauty is not fit for the home of the dead He is so vibrant from foot to head Remove him from Hades! To my haven, instead! There he will be nourished by life-giving bread! -02/10/2015 (Dumarao) *Hopelessly Immortal Collection
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We do not choose our lives, Nor can we change our lives. -at times We can learn to accept our lives, Take responsibility for - our lives. Then live our lives, To their fullest capabilities, For life.
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Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 5:13 PM UTC
Gratitude for what I can do
Lately I have been thinking about reasons to live, not because I am suicidal or I am ready to die, at least not now. I have been thinking about reasons to live because I have started to take the path of least resistance. I am no longer living I am merely alive, I wake up, survive, wake up, survive, wake up, survive. I wake up and I survive, and that’s it. So I made a list, of reason to stay alive. 1. Laying in the grass in the middle of summer 2. Dancing in the rain 3. Learning stupid, pointless skills 4. You never know, My Chemical Romance could come back 5. Going for long walks alone 6. Concerts 7. Mosh pits 8. Pulling all nighters that you regret the next day 9. Laying in the grass watching the clouds 10. Driving aimlessly in the country 11. Road trips 12. Spending time with your best friend 13.Sleeping until noon 14. There is someone, even if it is one person, who cares 13, wait 14, no 15, that’s right 15, you are probably better at counting than I am... Finally, you should stay alive just for the reason of living life to the fullest. Stay living to prove those who said you can’t wrong, stay alive to see every state every country, stay alive to prove to yourself that you are stronger than the **** that is happening around you, stay alive if not for your self stay alive for you family your friends, hell, stay alive for your dog because life is meant for living...
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Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 1:11 PM UTC
Reasons To Stay Alive
I'm crawling through the pain Dragged through the darkness of a thousand hurtful lies I ask for some comfort but The Lord has no eyes The devil he is there and he offers me a ride He tells me his story and how people spread there lies Portrayed as the villain for what people don't know why. He said live life to the fullest tomorrow you will die Don't be a victim to a society that only know themselves be who you want to be but remember The devil never lies!
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 2:48 AM UTC
The Devil Never Lies
My fingers reached for the tip. As my lips hugged it, You were at the back of my mind Then I inhaled to the fullest. I held every cloud as long as I could So at the back you'd linger Never to bother what's ahead. Until I was at the brink of suffocating, Until I needed to breathe, I had to exhale and knew, as I wanted, To let go every memory of you. But as I did, I had no intention Of letting a part of me drift with you. I was able to smoke you out With red droplets of me Sinking through the earth.
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
Cigarette