I could sit and stare for hours
Dark blue abyss
Strange creatures glide
Am I looking in
Or are they looking out?

My dreams are full
Of open windows
Fluttering curtains
And a cool, peaceful night sky

Picture on the outside
Static on the inside

Birthdays
Celebrating when we took our first breath
Counting the years
Until our death

I loved the color of your eyes
How they sparkled in the night
We used to sneak out and meet
Guided by a flashlight
We shared secrets and stories
Underneath the silver moon
I miss those days of innocence
But now our love has met it's doom

They said that the monsters came from under the bed
I say there are more monsters inside my head
They said that the closet held demons of sin
I say the only thing in my closet are skeletons
They said watch out for ghosts in the dark
I say the only dark place is my heart

He flew down from beyond the sky
He'll never let anybody know why
Don't ask him because I've already tried
He's not really like You and I
But I've guessed why he's here
I think that she might be the key
One day she came up out of the sea
A gorgeous girl, very pretty
She floated up like she was finally free
And that's the story my dear

Who would have known that such a strong friendship could start with a pile of books and a pair of crutches?
Strangers at first but sisters next
When sadness strikes my feeble heart she's there to patch it right up
We have had many adventures together which include but are not limited too
Breaking plungers, making forts, watching anime, bothering people, TREPCHMM (one of the many inside jokes), and most importantly failing at life together
A girl who can create the most beautiful things and cure the saddest of hearts
She'll stun you with her beauty and her immense knowledge
The only sad part about our friendship is
She refuses to read this

I tripped and fell
Where did I go?
I cannot tell

Hiding behind a facade
It's not me
It's never me
Who am I
I'm still figuring things out
Personality's change right?

Walking outside in the winter
A snowflake falls from the sky
And lands in my palm
It slowly melts as snowflakes do
And I start thinking
Each snowflake is spectacular
And different in its own way
But their lives are so short
Maybe humans and snowflakes
Aren't so different after all

Tear stained pillows
And used tissues
Scatter the room
Heartache
Headache
Do I belong here
Yelling
Crying
I wish I could be
Dead
So I could finally have peace

Heart pounding
Arms pumping
Adrenaline rushing
Breathing rushing
Legs rushing
I'm rushing
Away from all that ever
Was
Is
And will be

I'm walking a path that goes nowhere
Riding on a train to eternity
Flying to infinity
Biking to forever
Running to limitless
But my shoes are falling apart
My train is derailed
My plane is crashing
My bike is rusting
My legs are failing
But I'm okay for now

Everything they do
Is lovely to you
From breathing in
To tying their shoe
Their little smirk
That gives your face a red hue
That one person
Who to you is true

Stress overwhelms you
Like a fire envelops a piece of wood
It spreads too quickly to stop
And once it's over
There is nothing left
But misshapen remains

The gorgeous girl
She smiled at her friends
Her parents never suspected
That when she was alone
In the silence of night
The blade ran over her skin
Drew blood from her body
Thousands on thousands
When one healed another formed
Long sleeves and jackets
His her pain
And no one suspected a thing

The lady skeleton walked with her companions
The man of iron, the doll, the lawsuit, Al Capone, and a ninja
On a night where you can be what you want
And no one can judge you

Walking in the city head held high
The alleyway she walks by
A man jumps out all dressed in black
She is the victim of his attack
All these cases are covered in smoke
Please remember **** is not a joke

I wonder if he ever thinks about me
I wonder if I ever appear in his dreams
I wonder if he knows my love is true
I wonder if he wonders about me too

They thought she was a beauty queen
With a beautiful face
She was a pretty thing
But her heart was cold as space
With a glare that left a mark and sting
Her soul is a dark and empty place

She was more alone then ever
No one would talk to her
A little girl at the age of nine
She had never felt pain like that
She sat in a field at recess
To cry and forget
Then they came and picked her up
Not physically but emotionally
She never let them go after that
They don't realize
How much they mean to her
Would you believe
That little girl was me?

People assume
That little kids can't be clever
I mean they're just kids right
But if you really listen
They can give great ideas
People assume
Being outside is boring
But if you really listen
It can tell you stories that you've never heard
People assume
That the shy girl has nothing to say
But if you really listen
She can brighten your whole day
Why can't people just listen?

Thank you Beauty Gurus for telling me that I can be beautiful inside and out

Thank you to the Gamers who show me that even if you get frustrated you have to keep going on

Thank you to the Vloggers who showed me that even when I'm depressed I can always count on them

Thank you to the Musicians who make beautiful music just to make me or themselves happy

Thank you to all the rest who spend hours just to make us happy

You never realize
How much you love someone
Until they leave

The worst part of hatred
Is that it burns inside of you forever
And no amount of apologizing
Can put it out