See the smile on your face as u look at me
The sun over looks my warm heart
My heart beats with the sound of love
I wish I could live in this moment forever
I look at you as I hold your hand
My words are lost BC of your beauty
The night is filled with love as star set
I understand how love fills my soul and warms the heart
The way u look at me and understand my comlex mind
Your kiss your lips your touch is something so great
I can t image my life without u BC my heart wouldn’t be the same
Holding u all night feeling your warm body on mine
I thank god for women like u and see that best things are worth waiting for
You make my heart feel warm and take away the cold
I lay as  your head rest on my chest
I look up and this is just dream with my dream
I am  lost but my hope is still alive will this dream be true.
Kenny Diamond

Our hearts on line
Broken and hurt at times
Jumping over the zone
breaking down the brick wall
Then to find out you got put in the zone
The hurt and pain overcome
You tell self walk away
But she says lets be friends
Then  you are too busy picking up your heart off the  ground
And ask  your self
Can you get past this
You want  be best guy say yes
But deep down  your mind needs  repair
You broke down the  wall just  find a another one behind it
Months  latter she post
Breaking up and there you are
Picking  and wiping the tears away
All  you ever wanted   to be  was her star in the sky

I feel alone on this island
I feel nothing but pain
The blood flows from my heart
As my thoughts rush out
There is no sound
Only thing i hear is lies you told
But know i am alone on this island
Is this how it feels
I am looking at the world outside from in
People say they care
Where my life boat
I ask why me but in my heart
I am just alone wolf stuck on this island

Its  new  year
I look back at past
I am on this road of hope looking for  you change
I  just wanted love and hope
You will never  understand me or see the good in me
I  want more then gifts  just  want you be my mom
be  the sun threw my darkest days
you are so stuck on the past
I have keep walking moving forward
the words  cut my skin and burned hole in my heart
I try so hard  make things better but end up lost at the end

True love never gives up
Love never runs out or ends
Love holds you close when life knocked you down
Love fills the soul with hope
Love doesn’t look for others but only one
Love can break the heart but make you stronger and see that the path still goes on
If this love is dream why let go

Kenny diamond

My weakness is  that I cared
We  can't  help who we love
I care about  things  i shouldn't
I should  just walked away and  broke those chains
Why waste my time
Why waste my heart
Does this make me better person to care
When you never gave it your 100%
I can  never settle  for less
Why did i not hear  my mind cry out
My heart was playing tricks with inner thoughts
I stand here and still care  
In end the it want drives my complex soul

A warm touch
The voice that turns tears into light
I never seen it
Did i  miss it
Or was just stuck in my own world
The head on my heart
Hand to  hold under the stars
The missing link to my soul
I am just in dream  that never saw love

this not a poem but  just my thoughts

I want to have a book one day but not sure if I am good enough.  I think being able  to just have  book  is something great

I had writer's block for while I want to write but not sure of words. I am going get back into reading help with my writing.

I know this not from but I feel like  this place I can vent

The more you like yourself, the less you are like anyone else, which makes you unique.
Walt Disney

I don't want  walk by
As life pass me by
The time is now
Your beauty  takes my breath away
In my eyes you are   the reason i  smile
I just want take my time
And hold your  hand to the end of time
I  want be the reason
I want be the warmth when you are cold
I want be reason you smile
My heart begs for your touch
I dream of nights of holding you tight
never looking back the time is now
My heart is ready for yours
The dream of endless walks under the stars.

The time is now
A chnage is need
My heart is bleeding
Where is the path
My mask so broken
I fallen but keep getting back up
i want be better
i want see the sun threw the dark clouds
I can't  give up
I been threw too much
A man alone on his path lost  but still looking for change.

I wish u knew the darkness that covers you
You seat and judge me as u look above.
I wish you would see the good in me
The words u say goes threw me
The tears burn my soul with hurt that has been untold.
Fight the feeling of hurt as the time winds down
I seat wait for the day  my hands hurt from waiting
You will never change but why do I hope
You are blind by the words  
Only see  what you want to see.
The dark image you see floods your heart with negative  out look that burns your soul.

I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people.
John Lennon

I hate the fact  that i feel like i am second class in your life. it been while since  I heard  the word love. So many hang ups and lack of respect just rips threw my heart. You are so blind by your image and wants you forget to look outside the box. This bed full but no not full of people but lies and problems you run from. I wish you could understand me see me for who  I was deep inside... I am broken inside and can't keep bang my head on this brick wall.

The battle is not always won but we keep fighting. The deck is always stacked but we can't give up hope. There been times i want give up and just walk away but i say to myself i beat cancer.

It started  with hello
But never thought it could been goodbye
So much beauty with heart that i never seen
Time stopes  and all can think  about is her
But this wall was too much
I  just  wanted a   chance  to  swing the bat
Just wanted to  show  her i was more  then  
Another  one  hit  wonder
I  wake up and  miss  the  touch of your warmth skin
Look into your  eyes  and   saw  the world past by
My heart vs  you
you replay the mistakes  of  others
Trying go back  in time
But  the mold just never fits
i can't  be clone of your X
My flaws  never defined me
It was just another layer of my soul
I never wanted be your next mistake
I Just   wanted be the doc to put that heart back together

Let me open my mind
Shut door on ones who don't  understand me
I can only break those chains
Bring light rather  then darkness
My skin torn cut  fallen
But still shade my skin
So complex but my heart bleeds
I see past your own thoughts
Why did  even care
Was so stuck in negative outlook that you saw in me
So busy bring up past but forgot that we all fallen
Some more then others but we live keep moving forward
I am not blinded just see world in different  light
Time to break those chains

We all  need that bad guy in our life
The one  who takes the blame
The  one who makes  us  forget that we  were ever  wrong

That person who we  rip apart  with  our  words
BC  we  cant look  with inside our selfs
We  never  see the  good in the person but always  look  at  the  bad
Puting the past mistakes in their face
As  you the  seat at the top while you live your perfect life

We all  need that  bad guy in our life
But we forget  that   where we  be  if  you saw yourself
Tearing down  your self to rebuild
breaking  down those words  
I woke up  it was clear to me
I was never the bad guy you just never saw the true me.

I live in this world but can't stop dreaming
A man can just has hope
Your beauty is like shooting star in the sky
Your smile shines deep on the darkest days
The beauty that is you can t be just the word
It sends echo to my cold heart
I live in the world but I can t stop dreaming
A few words those are lost
I can't have the shooting star
I stay wake but still dreaming
In the end you are just one of great wonders of the world

I wish  you knew  the thoughts in my head
i fall down but where this going?
My heart  broken torn inside
The words cut my skin
Dug  a hole  that never went a away
I was never ment to shine in your world
so fast to judge me push me away
Too quick try to  mold me into what your views where
I am just to complex for you or did  you not care to understand
A work of art but  lost in your paint of negative ,
My love was my weakness
Beating my head on this brick wall
It seems to never  end
I wish you  can voice in my head
It time to pick different road.