it's everywhere
though no eyes can see
but it can be felt
sometimes blissful
sometimes mournful
no genius can grasp the existence of it
no one could comprehend
it's beyond perception
it's complex
it takes place everyday
it's veracity
no drug could cure
no one could cease
no one could hiatus
and everyone felt it
though it fade
but when time comes
another will came
though it ache
but when time comes
it will heal

©IGMS 2014

a state or condition
of which
this whole **** world
is being put
in the pocket
of your heart
being hard to breath
hard to move

©IGMS

every letter in my poems
has been carved from the contents inside my heart
with every dancing lines and singing words
exposed sorrows
every lyrics portrayed loneliness
akin to the approaching rain
rain that has been hiding from the sky
that will come out when the sky cannot hold the weight anymore
yes
this is just a piece of paper that i use
to be written with my bleeding pen and make the blood as an ink
blood that came from my heart
i wish you will know that you are the reason
why i write these ****** letters
you are the reason why these poems has been crying
you are the reason why there are teardrops on my poems
teardrops that i use to erase this loneliness
but i didn't expect that these papers will be broken
to the point that you cannot see the line anymore
the line that says
"i love you"

©IGMS

we were just like
two numerical numbers
from the opposing sign
added together
and the result is zero*

©IGMS

some people cannot understand
that this world is not
revolving around the sun
instead
we are all revolving
in these four letters
called love*

©IGMS

of all the words and letters
if
is the hardest word to achieve*

©IGMS

when problems are tangled you down
just always remember the basic

+ (add) positivity
- (subtract) negativity
/ (divide) your blessings
(multiply) your goodness

©IGMS

i think
the only fair thing
in this world
is to be unfair*

©IGMS

to create balance
there must be
inequality*

©IGMS

in the end
we'll gonna say
"yes reality
you're right"*

©IGMS

while i'm excessively giving
but you remain standing
so i'm slowly fading*

©IGMS

i held onto something that never really mattered to you

i don't understand
why all things in this world has labels
to identify?
i think it isn't.

©IGMS

Whose going to save me in this dark world
If there will be no prince charming for me?

©IGMS

cause loving  is the best part of falling
cause falling is the painful part of waiting
cause waiting is the best part of hoping
and hoping is the painful part of bleeding*

©IGMS

i'm at the edge
and it is impossible for me
to give space to you
because if i do
i may fall

broken*

©IGMS

feeling ashame
i am that too naive to realize?
i am that too blind to see?
they are looking at me with their mocking stares
their eyes telling me that i don't belong
even the sun
i can feel his scorching stare
as they pick that beautiful thing
they want me out
they cut me with their knives
i didn't even wish that i will be like this
it is wrong that i was made
this way?

i want to write
a happy poem
but
the ink of this pen
is color gray
and blue*

©IGMS

i wish
i were as brave as the rain
because
they are not afraid to
fall

©IGMS

is just like taking an exam
and you don't know the answer
because you forgot to study
all you can do
is to stare the line of these blank pages
no answer
no reason
and the next is
period*

©IGMS

still
it is your choice
that truly matters

©IGMS

each day
you always remind me
that i can't reach the star*

©IGMS

in this rainy season
in the middle of the month of june
where the love grows
and the feeling start to blooms
i found you
beneath that dying tree
and begin to wonder
if you also found me too*

©IGMS

You've been hurt
but don't worry, Darling.
There are always an antonyms of your feeling*

©IGMS

Why there are so many closed doors than open one?
People dying than living?
People crying instead of smiling?

©IGMS

You are only breathing--
not living
Because living means--
loving*

©IGMS

Words by words
You're building bridges
From my mind into my heart

©IGMS

Everything seem so vague yet vivid
Akin to the feeling everytime I chase and touch those clouds
The scarcity of my mind to be able to grasp the existence of it
I can't even fathom the throbbing sensation inside my chest
All I know is that we are not meant to be

©IGMS

Be aware* of thy words

You could be a killer

©IGMS

How can you help yourself in this wide sea
When you are alone and you don't know how to swim?

©IGMS

We've got bigger heads but narrower minds.
Why there is always a boundary between our heart and mind?

©IGMS

It is always our mind that separate us from our own soul.
Bombing every district with our words
Burning every houses with our sentences

Why it is always;
give and give -- if your kind
take and take -- if your greed


Did actually there is no give and take?

We live this world with an open mind
Believing that if we could explore more
Our world will expand into something bigger

Did they even realize that we live now in a bigger world with a bigger heads but narrower minds?

©IGMS

how can i hug you,
when i can't touch you?

that red lips
i want to kiss

those beautiful eyes
i want to stare

those soft hands
i want to hold

maybe, just maybe
forever i will be
chasing clouds
©IGMS