DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, stuck in crowds makes me yearn for the invisible:)
such a shame to wish the invisible anymore not compromising with the ****** gone inevitable doubt the crowd all hate all loud sprinkling poison drops in sounds unmerciful on my exquisite highs of skied clouds last night would never come past this already nor around -------ravenfeels
Trying my best to cheer her up
Support her as much as possible Yet I can't stop the inevitable Staying only make things worst It's too painful to see her pain In the end I can't do anything for her She needed to leave And the only thing I can do Is to support her decision
The feeling of unable to do anything is back
beginning past good bad was now you see say this be nature things inevitable in the grand scheme this be nature so call absurdity to old man on side of street who with sign calls god god god god see for god say he so he point mouth and brain say very primitive you be see this be nature this this be nature see?
the first in a series of deconstructions.
time makes things inevitable.
The law of energy states
that energy can neither be created nor destroyed; rather, it can only be transformed or transferred from one form to another. I beg the question if this could also reflect the human soul's expression of pain. And though this would seem that we are fated to the burden of a force much bigger than ourselves, there still is a transcendental irony in the way we have the ability to transform what would be considered inevitable.
The pain in my head is real
Its been that way for years Came and went Died and grew Slowed and sped Hiding in the background but always reminding They say time makes you learn to live rather than forget. But that’s only when it’s gone... So how long... How long till my scars stop healing How long before the meds stops working How long before friends and family point fingers How long before I forget love and memories How long before I lose me How long until I regret wanting to live... Lunar
The soul purpose of
Happiness Is not to miss Ownself Admire
Don't you know what damage you do to me?
Obvious if you just look Chaos easy to see Can read me like a book Love in the way I move Embedding every cell Impossible to decrease or remove I am under some sort of spell Dancing around corner housing truth Afraid of what is lying in wait Doesn't take an expert sleuth To figure what signs indicate With the time and effort I give Hoping for resolution Thought we would find a better way to live Resulted in destitution Don't you know you are the reason why I tolerate array of abuse Cheat on me Manipulate Lie Yet somehow remain my constant muse Potential picks up pieces Each time illusions shatter Infatuation never ceases When promises scatter And all that matters The end of the day Is overwhelming adoration I feel Is worth the hefty price I pay Experiencing something real It is sad how I never cross your mind In mine you never stop Harbor peace I cannot find Places wish we could swap If love no longer hangs on heart Inform so I can start to accept Our bodies must be apart Owe me at least that respect Is it difficult to share Thoughts inhabiting your brain? Done my best to make you aware Of both happiness and pain Head spinning due to disappointment Your silence says it all Attempts to evoke enjoyment Lead straight to a brick wall Whisper prophecies in ear How many moments til we're done? Don not hide what I would rather not hear Nowhere else to run You do not dare to break the careful facade Worked so hard to protect In denial of behaviors flawed Too badly to halt or correct Somewhere along path we travel Feet strayed from the planned route We are forced to watch our dreams unravel Trapped without a way out Afraid problems are too high to rise above Inevitable is here so quit trying to pretend Don't you know there is nothing that can save our love? Even the strongest relationship comes to an end
How can you be so naive?
My heart is broken
Without you. Soul is void, With you. And I reconcile, Heal and arise, Within you.
Such strange kinda love
is this cold feeling
I have inevitable, or is it my mind