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it is so painful to write a poem
...
a poem for you
...
the scars started to open again
...
is it worth it to use this dripping blood
use this as an ink to write
...
about you?
...
every line feels like
there are thousand ants biting at my heart
...
i cannot fin-
Arghh
.
.
.
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
I wanted to say,
lock yourself in a room,
scream until you have
a poem and no voice.
Open your veins and bleed
until you know that your bones
are pure words and sorrow.
Act as if you slit your own throat
and all you can bleed
are your own regrets
and all of the darkness
you boxed up for inspiration.
Write your mom a letter,
tell her you're leaving
and you won't be back for awhile
Because being a writer is traveling
through all seven layers of ****
and denying anything is wrong.
Forget loving yourself
when all you have is a pen and paper
fused to your wrist
and Jesus is tapping at your skull
saying turn back now.
Warn the neighbors that if they smell burning
It's just your soul
clawing at the front door trying to get in.
Learn how to be alone.
Learn how to lose everything you have
in order to feel release,
learn how to only feel deceased
from now on.
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
All I said was
don't
understand me.

coz u don't know
what it feels like,

to breath, just only

to survive.

©IGMS
where is hapiness?
where is hope?
what is the meaning of life?
no money or things
that can buy goodwill,
in exchange,
only itself can
buy it.

©IGMS
i have a friend (dunnow if he think me in that way) that think he can buy my goodwill.
he gave me things and i know that it is the change for my goodwill for him and it sadden me.
~~~
I just wanna drink
plenty of soda.

So that I can dissolve
the butterflies and flowers

You unwillingly
Planted

In my
Stomach*

©IGMS
I just wanna end this infatuation early
So as to not give me hope
And u will not hurt me
Unknowingly.

Give me some coke please

..Im back!!!
Who miss me?
I guess none  :(
-
every love makes you
forget the word* pain.
every pain makes you
forget the word love

©IGMS
don't lose yourself in
the process of loving, darling.
love can be magical, powerful and wonderful
but it can be destructive.
~~~
the greatest tragedy of life
is not to experience
love and the worsest part
is to live
just only to breath*

©IGMS
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