we were just like
two numerical numbers
from the opposing sign
added together
and the result is zero*

©IGMS

of all the words and letters
if
is the hardest word to achieve*

©IGMS

in the end
we'll gonna say
"yes reality
you're right"*

©IGMS

we are breathing the same air
we are looking at the same skies
we are living in the same world*

but why are our hearts are not beating in the same rhythm?

©IGMS

i don't know what's worse
you're a fool
or
you've been fooled

©IGMS

you want to witness the truth?
then
you shouldn't see it
with your eyes*

©IGMS

to create balance
there must be
inequality*

©IGMS

the greatest tragedy of life
is not to experience
love and the worsest part
is to live
just only to breath*

©IGMS

cause loving  is the best part of falling
cause falling is the painful part of waiting
cause waiting is the best part of hoping
and hoping is the painful part of bleeding*

©IGMS

Everything seem so vague yet vivid
Akin to the feeling everytime I chase and touch those clouds
The scarcity of my mind to be able to grasp the existence of it
I can't even fathom the throbbing sensation inside my chest
All I know is that we are not meant to be

©IGMS

You are only breathing--
not living
Because living means--
loving*

©IGMS

i want to write
a happy poem
but
the ink of this pen
is color gray
and blue*

©IGMS

each day
you always remind me
that i can't reach the star*

©IGMS

in this rainy season
in the middle of the month of june
where the love grows
and the feeling start to blooms
i found you
beneath that dying tree
and begin to wonder
if you also found me too*

©IGMS

if you can't feel love
then
you are only breathing*

not living

©IGMS

i think
the only fair thing
in this world
is to be unfair*

©IGMS

kaakit-akit ang katahimikan ng gabi
habang tinitingnan kita, hindi gumagalaw
ako'y nanginginig sa ibinalik **** titig
yinakap mo ako sa liwanag mo
pero kataka-takang hindi man lang kita
nahawakan
sana pwede kitang mahaplos kahit sandali
lang
mahulog ka sa aking mga braso
pero nakakalungkot
ang katotohanan ay hindi magpapalaya sa
akin
nandyan ka lang
parang hari nakatanaw sa kanyang mga
alipin
parang pinta na nakasabit sa dingding
para sa mata lamang
sana balang araw mahulog ka
para masalo kita
oh, aking mahal na bituin
©IGMS

in the deepest and utmost corner of my heart
the pain is being hidden

and on the outside
you will witness
my sweetest smile

if only
you will catch a glimpse
behind those eyes
is the loneliness that being kept

if only
you will stop and stare for awhile
you will find out
that i am in despair

i was wondering
if the saying

"in the eyes you will see the real feelings of a person"

is true

because why can't you see?

that i am

alone

crying

and

dying

inside?*

©IGMS

i'm at the edge
and it is impossible for me
to give space to you
because if i do
i may fall

broken*

©IGMS

We've got bigger heads but narrower minds.
Why there is always a boundary between our heart and mind?

©IGMS

Words by words
You're building bridges
From my mind into my heart

©IGMS

playing with fire
was like
sharpening the knife
only just
to cut your own
throat

©IGMS

how can i hug you,
when i can't touch you?

that red lips
i want to kiss

those beautiful eyes
i want to stare

those soft hands
i want to hold

maybe, just maybe
forever i will be
chasing clouds
©IGMS

i don't know how to run
so i  crawl

while you keep running

©IGMS

Why there are so many closed doors than open one?
People dying than living?
People crying instead of smiling?

©IGMS

How can you help yourself in this wide sea
When you are alone and you don't know how to swim?

©IGMS

a state or condition
of which
this whole **** world
is being put
in the pocket
of your heart
being hard to breath
hard to move

©IGMS

when problems are tangled you down
just always remember the basic

+ (add) positivity
- (subtract) negativity
/ (divide) your blessings
(multiply) your goodness

©IGMS

still
it is your choice
that truly matters

©IGMS

right side or left side?

we are always in between--
fighting our inner demons.
we have freedom to choose--
choices that make us who we are.

what are you going to choose?

i was once a piece
of beautiful paper,
cut into a heart-shape,
colored with red and
neatly placed at the left
side of my chest.

and then you came
with your heart on fire,
i am enchanted by your warmth
that i let you embrace me.
but i never thought that your fire,
would burn me down.

i was once a piece
of beautiful paper.
but now,
i am no more than
a piece of small gray particles,
ashes,
forgotten ashes
scattered by the wind

never to be found

©IGMS

if revenge breeds revenge,
will there ever be an end?

if killing breeds killing,
will there ever be a change?

if war breeds war,
will there ever be a peace?

humming slowly
as i sway with this sad song
dancing the rhythm
of this broken sonata
feeling this heartbeat
that started to fade
if only you could see
the dreary tune in this piece
you would rather listen
than see the lyrics within this song
crumpled sheets of paper
scattered all around the floor
with every sheets
there is a written tale of us
seeing this sheets
makes me wonder
when will i be able
to touch the sky?
give me love, darling
give me love cause lately
i am craving for more
give me love, darling
so the tale of these crumpled sheets
will became true
give me love, darling
so this piece will cry with joy
so i beg
like beggar in the street
so i cry
like a baby in a crib
cause lately
i don't understand
why i am craving for more*

give me love, darling

©IGMS 2014

behind those impenetrable barrier
i saw a beautiful  man wearing black
his face is veiled by white cloth
he seems so lost
the stained blood in his veiled cheek
like he cry a thousand droplets of blood
the dulled in his eyes and the gloomy of the place
i aim to touched and smashed those invisible walls
with the mighty of my own hand
but not even my entire power can resist!
only you can shatter those walls if you're at inside
i attempted to shout at him
'help yourself darling!'
but not even my powerful voice
could penetrated those barriers
i cried at his painful situation
to my horror
he stares at me!
with his icy cold stare
he smiles!
those smile...
i remember those smiles i used to have
he slowly walks into my direction
and touched those invisible barriers
but he didn't attempted to fractured those walls
he talks but i can't comprehend what he whispered
i follow the move on his lips saying
'it's okay. i'm okay here'
he smile again
those painful smile
slowly, he unveiled his face
but what frightened me are
his face!
his looks!
that is me!
what's going on?!
i felt dizzy
maybe my mind is tricking on me!
slowly, my vision became blurry
drifting away in this melancholic place

i black out

©IGMS

in the darkness,
there are different kinds of light
.
there are lights that;
too bright for you to see the truth,
too dim for you to distinguish the reality from fantasy.
there are also lights that may burn you down.

but the best of all is the light that comes from him---
Our Father.

Our God

©IGMS

there's still
a single ray of hope
in every corner of your heart
when everything is unachievable
and when you start to believe
in

impossible

©IGMS